episode_0169

“I’ve been thinking about that recently.”

While listening to the lecture, Seo Yerin suddenly spoke up, saying that something had come to mind.

Just a moment ago, he was playing a mobile game, and now he suddenly had something to say. I should probably listen to what he has to say, even though I wasn’t really paying attention.

Without me having to pretend to listen separately, Seo Yerin had already started speaking on her own.

“Maybe we’ve been approaching things too much from a physical pleasure perspective from the beginning?”

What is she talking about?

“What do you mean?”

I tried to brush it off, but it didn’t work.

It wasn’t because the lecture was boring, but rather because Seo Yerin’s words piqued my interest.

When I looked at her, Seo Yerin glanced around and whispered softly.

“We could go for a more innocent vibe. It suits my image anyway.”

I was so annoyed by the way she casually brushed her hair back.

“Huh? Innocent and pure image?”

Like a glitched game script, Seo Yerin insisted on not moving on until I responded.

I didn’t want to answer, but as I kept my mouth shut, a pen rolled under Seo Yerin’s feet.

“Excuse me.”

Smiling, Seo Yerin picked it up and handed it to the boy who had dropped it, who immediately looked smitten.

“Are you doing this on purpose?”

“What?”

The important thing is that Seo Yerin probably doesn’t even realize the impact of her actions.

He’ll probably make an effort to sit near Seo Yerin every time he attends this lecture from now on.

“Should I consider this Seo Yerin’s problem?”

Seo Yerin was just being kind by picking up and handing over the fallen pen.

In fact, hasn’t everyone done something like that at least once?

Seo Yerin didn’t do it to be special or to intentionally tease anyone.

*Sigh.*

In the end, the difference in appearance probably made a big difference in the same action.

“I’m innocent, you know?!”

Seo Yerin was now holding my wrist and insisting.

“Oh, okay. I get it.”

I finally nodded in defeat, and she happily scooted her chair closer to me.

“So, it’s better to act accordingly to that.”

“What do you mean by acting accordingly?”

I thought she was going to do something random again, but Seo Yerin, who was holding my wrist, dragged it under the desk.

Then she interlocked our fingers.

“Like this?”

It hadn’t been long since we secretly held hands under the desk during class, but it felt like an exciting time.

“Hehe.”

Surprisingly, Seo Yerin seemed satisfied.

He awkwardly tried to hide his smile while holding his chin with his other hand.

We rarely acted like a normal couple with Seo Yerin.

The important thing was that we weren’t a couple.

“Hey, what are you doing?”

“Why? We’re not studying anyway.”

“Well, it doesn’t matter that it’s the left hand that’s caught, but…”

“That darn emotional rollercoaster. You still haven’t decided on anyone.”

She had nothing to say after saying that.

“You say that, but then you touch a girl’s butt or start thinking dirty thoughts as soon as you get excited, right?”

I had no response to that, especially after what happened with Choi Eseo yesterday.

“Fine, let’s just hold hands. If you start dating someone else-.”

Seo Yerin’s gaze briefly met mine as she held my chin.

It was like a scene from a coming-of-age movie, reminiscent of a charming female student in a flashback.

“I won’t even be able to hold hands.”

Seo Yerin smiled mischievously.

While tickling the back of my hand with the hand she was holding, she didn’t let go, despite the heat building up in my hand.

It seemed like it would be caught by the people behind, but there was no reason to let go.

It wasn’t that she didn’t care about other people’s gazes.

Things that couldn’t be done if not now.

According to my choice, even these small actions could become things that shouldn’t be done in the future.

“Heh, good.”

It could be seen as her determination not to waste such time.

“Huh, really.”

Sometimes I thought I couldn’t beat Seo Yerin.

Seo Yerin, who came straight at me in this way, had a destructive charm.

She said her innocence was her weapon, but does she know?

She is more attractive than ever when she honestly reveals herself.

“Hmm, this is better than I thought.”

The guy who seemed to like holding hands started to worry about something.

Then he started searching on his phone, and he typed pretty well even with one hand.

“What are you doing?”

“I’m looking for something couples can do. I don’t have knowledge in this area.”

He’s the type who spills everything he knows and doesn’t know when it comes to adult content, but he doesn’t know much about innocent actions.

I’m not sure if this is a gap.

“Taking the same classes, eating lunch together, spending all day at the PC bang, renting a hotel for a night… hmm?”

Reading through the list, Seo Yerin seemed to think something was strange and paused for a moment, then looked at me and asked.

“Woojin, were we already dating?”

“….”

“Have we already done everything on the list?”

“Well, we weren’t just regular friends, were we?”

If they were just regular friends, they wouldn’t have gone as far as having threesomes.

“Hmm, then what should we do?”

“We should study. We’re already in our second year.”

Look at how you don’t even listen to what I say.

Since the path to learning has already opened up for her, maybe she thinks it’s okay to just casually attend lectures.

“But Woojin, isn’t it a little ticklish just holding hands?”

“I enjoy that kind of ticklish feeling.”

Does he think that being a couple means diving in headfirst from the start? It’s about getting to know each other step by step and enjoying each other’s company.

“Is that so? It’s like ordering only jjajangmyeon when you know the taste of tangsuyuk?”

Even though the metaphor was cheap, it was a valid point.

“But enjoying that ticklish feeling is something you do in a romantic relationship, right? We’re not lovers.”

“Well, aren’t we?”

“You brat.”

Seo Yerin tightened her grip on my hand, but it wasn’t as painful as when Yuarin or Choe Iseo did it.

“Speak properly.”

That’s why I corrected her.

“Brat.”

“You brat.”

Yes, that’s right.

I know very well that I’m trash. We need to make it clear and move on.

“Hey, stop beating around the bush, Woojin.”

“You’re the one who started it…”

“Anyway, we’re not in a romantic relationship, right? We’re closer than friends, but we’re not friends who have sex.”

“Hey, keep it down!”

I was worried that someone might have heard, but they didn’t.

“If we have to define it, our relationship is more like friends with benefits, right? It doesn’t seem right to call it a partnership.”

Not partners, just friends.

But is there a difference between the two?

I felt like the conversation was heading in a strange direction, but I nodded in agreement for now.

“If we have to differentiate… is that right?”

“Hmm.”

Seo Yerin, who was pondering for a moment, brought up a different topic this time.

“But what criteria do other people use to determine whether someone is a friend with benefits or a partner?”

“Why are we having this conversation?”

“Is the lecture boring?”

“I’m not bored.”

“Turn off your phone game and talk.”

“….”

I have to work hard because I’m not the type to spend money on games like Seo Yerin.

“Usually, when determining friends with benefits, personality traits aren’t that important, right?”

Returning to the topic of sex, Seo Yerin let out a sigh as she organized her thoughts.

“Isn’t that right? When you’re in a relationship, you don’t really care about the important things. Looks, technique, sexual preferences. You don’t really dwell on those things, do you?”

“Ah, like gaming buddies? Just trying to have fun together?”

“Something like that.”

If you’re good at games, have good conversations, and share the same gaming preferences, then you become gaming buddies.

It doesn’t matter what you do in real life or how much money you make.

“But why bring this up? Let’s stop, I really need to study.”

I turned off my phone game and picked up my pen to focus on the professor’s lecture.

“So, Wujin, if we were to grade you as a sex partner, would you be a B grade?”

“…What?”

In response to Seo Yerin’s provocative comment, I unconsciously turned my head to look at him.

“B? Like the singer Rain? World star level?”

“No, just B grade. A grade is the highest.”

I found myself biting my lip without realizing it as I continued to ask questions.

“Why, why B grade?”

There’s no need to be nervous about asking this kind of thing, but it’s important to be clear.

“You’d die if you said something like that you’re smaller than the black actor you saw in porn.”

“Hey, if I’m 1Wujin, then I’m on the bigger side.”

Comforting.

I barely managed to suppress the urge to let my lips twitch upwards.

“Arin still finds it difficult to handle you.”

“She pretends like she doesn’t.”

I said that just to tease her, but Seo Yerin pretended not to hear.

“No, why B grade then? Is it because of your looks? Or your body?”

“There’s nothing wrong with my looks. My body is strong, and I have good strength. You were surprised when you felt it last time.”

I was pleased with the compliment.

“Why B grade?”

“Because I don’t do it.”

“…”

“I keep refusing. I say I don’t have time, I don’t have feelings, I don’t meet anyone.”

“Ahem.”

“It’s the same as with gaming buddies. Even if you’re good at games, if you don’t play, you’ll drift apart.”

Talking about this makes it a bit awkward to bring up what I wanted to do with Choi Eseo yesterday.

After all, Choi Eseo often comes to my room, but Seo Yerin rarely does.

Well, maybe it’s because Choi Eseo helps the first-year students a lot and often goes in and out of the dormitory.

As soon as Seo Yerin enters the dormitory, she attracts attention, so she probably can’t come to my room.

“On the other hand, am I not A grade?”

Seo Yerin confidently declares as she pushes her chest forward.

“You’re pretty, you have a big chest, you’re kind, and you’re even smart.”

Being smart probably means having a lot of adult knowledge.

“And unlike Nugu, you-.”

Leaning slightly towards me, she whispers mischievously.

“If you want to spread, you can do it anytime.”

“…”

She’s a genius at making me angry for no reason.

When my pants bulged and my waist hurt, I slightly moved back, and Seo Yerin smirked.

“It’s easy, so easy.”

I really want to kill her.

She moved back again.

By the way, she was still holding my hand.

“What do you think? Overall, I’m A grade, right? Oh, Wujin, you’re lucky to have a friend like me.”

“…You’re also B grade.”

Even though she was stubbornly holding on, a relaxed smile appeared on Seo Yerin’s lips.

“Yes, yes, no matter how hard you try to find fault, Seo Yerin’s value doesn’t change, right? A grade sex partner, right?”

I didn’t want to say this, but…

“You, can’t have sex.”

Seo Yerin’s body stiffened as she let out a nervous laugh. I could feel the trembling through the hand I was holding.

Maintaining her stiff smile, Seo Yerin asked me.

“W-what are you talking about?”

“You can’t have sex.”

This time, I sent a mocking smile her way.

Seo Yerin’s face turned redder as she tightened her grip on the hand she was holding.

“Chu, Chuha, Woojin. You shouldn’t belittle me just because you’re a B-grade, right? Huh? Just because you spit it out doesn’t mean it’s not true.”

“I can’t do it, Fella.”

As he said he would do it with his mouth, he recalls the eerie memory of his teeth brushing against him.

“Y-Your chest is big, Woojin. And it felt good when you put it in, right?”

“That’s because your parents raised you well.”

“Then your big… your parents raised you well too!”

His voice slightly raised in the middle, attracting some attention, but fortunately, it seems that the details were not heard.

We continue our conversation in a whisper.

“And you have premature ejaculation.”

“I really can’t stand this. Am I premature ejaculation?”

“Have you forgotten how you ejaculated so easily after doing it a few times?”

“It’s because I drank a lot of beer!”

That’s true, but still, I didn’t want to lose here.

If I lost here, I would be left as a B-grade Woojin.

“In the end, the equipment is good, but the skills are just average, like a game friend, right?”

“Shh! Shhh!”

Seyerin dismantles it while being brave.

But since there was no wrong word, I couldn’t help but tremble and retort.

“B-grade Yerin, right? I’ll be promoted to A-grade as soon as I have time, right?”

I won.

I won against the bamboo forest pervert, so am I a pervert king or something like that?

It’s not a very honorable title, but I’m happy that I won.

“T-Then.”

Seyerin glances at me and whispers softly.

“I… I’m going to be promoted to A-grade today too.”

“….”

“It’s possible, right? Right?”

“Y-Yes, it is.”

“Then I just have to learn hard from Woojin today.”

Without realizing it, I checked the time on my phone.

There’s still an hour left before the lecture ends.

‘Ah, I’m really going to explode.’

It’s so swollen that I think my panties and pants might rip.

My breath has become strangely rough, and my hands are sweaty.

“Huff.”

It seems that I wasn’t the only one who felt hot, as Seyerin also shivers and trembles her thighs.

Then, suddenly, our eyes met.

“Should we…?”

At Seyerin’s words,

I found myself nodding my head without realizing it.

She began to unzip her jeans with the hand that was still free-.

“Alright, let’s take a break.”

As the professor’s words, the students stood up from their seats, and we let go of each other’s hands and lay down on the desk.

Breathing in the fresh air, we regain our composure.

‘What just happened.’

Realizing now that we had a crazy conversation as if possessed, I wrap my head with my hands.

‘I almost got into big trouble.’

If we had gone further, what would Seyerin have done?

No, I might have taken her to the bathroom without being able to bear it.

“Hey, Woojin.”

Seyerin calls out while lying down and turning her head towards me.

“Yes?”

I turn my head quickly to respond, and Seyerin asks with a serious face.

“If having a lot of game friends is not much different from having sex friends, then people with a lot of game friends are…-”

“Stop right there.”

“I… I just said it because I was embarrassed.”