episode_0162

My heart was incredibly complicated.

Lee Yena couldn’t shake off Joo Seonghyun, who grabbed her wrist and walked ahead.

It was partly because she was shameless, and partly because she was a little excited by the warmth of his hand holding her wrist…

Because he was the man who had etched unforgettable pleasure into her body.

Because he was the first man, besides her husband, she had been intimate with…

‘Why are you doing this, Lee Yena… Seonghyun is… my husband and my friend… he should just be a friend…’

Lee Yena considered the mistake she made with Joo Seonghyun that day to be entirely her fault.

She felt sorry to her husband, and sorry to Joo Seonghyun.

She couldn’t undo what had happened, but she vowed never to make the same mistake again.

However.

‘But… even if I have sex with Jaemin…’

The day her husband embraced her boldly.

Her husband tried harder than ever, but the small size of her beloved man’s penis didn’t give Yena any satisfaction.

It might sound strange to say this after dating for several years, but in the past, her love for her husband and their physical affection covered it up.

No.

Actually, because she had never faced a penis other than her husband’s, she hadn’t really thought that it was small.

So she could be satisfied before.

She thought that she was struggling with her sexual desire simply because she wasn’t intimate with her husband often enough.

But that wasn’t it.

On the day she made the mistake with Joo Seonghyun, Yena realized it for sure while being intimate with her husband afterwards.

Stamina, virility, penis size.

Her husband didn’t have enough of any of them to satisfy her sexually burning body.

And that it couldn’t be filled with effort or love.

She realized it, and despaired.

His wife is not satisfied with sex with her husband, but is completely satisfied having sex with her husband’s friend.

She felt disgusted with herself.

Nevertheless, whenever her body heated up with sexual desire, Yena would automatically think of Joo Seonghyun.

‘Seonghyun’s penis… filled me up so tightly it was suffocating… stabbed so deep… all the way to my uterus…’

She recalled that ecstatic sex, that rough touch, that sticky skinship, and every time she did, her uterus throbbed.

Her body wanted it.

To have that sex again.

Not her husband’s penis, which was so small she couldn’t even tell it was inside her vagina, but her male friend’s penis, which made her vagina tremble from the moment it touched her, again…

‘Ah, no… if I think about it… if I remember it… it’s no good…’

Since that day, she had been wetting her vagina every day while thinking about having sex with Joo Seonghyun, but every time, Yena forcibly shook her head.

Sex with a friend was just a mistake, and she couldn’t repeat the same mistake.

But her body had learned the pleasure of true sex, and as a result, she couldn’t be satisfied with sex with her husband or with masturbation.

The body of a married woman in her 20s burned more and more hotly with each passing day.

‘I can’t take it anymore… I need to take a lesson from Seonghyun…’

Ironically, the only person who could solve this situation was Joo Seonghyun.

Because if she took the sexual desire relief massage or sex lessons that had been so helpful before, it would be resolved to some extent.

Of course.

It would never be as intense as that passionate sex, though.

So today, Yena came to the studio.

She didn’t have the face to see her friend Joo Seonghyun’s face, but she couldn’t avoid seeing him for the rest of her life anyway.

She didn’t know if Joo Seonghyun was completely satisfied and had forgotten about having sex just that one day… but still.

‘I’m the one who made the mistake, so if I keep trying to avoid him, Seonghyun will feel uncomfortable too… and the only person who can counsel me about this… the only person who will understand is Seonghyun…’

Joo Seonghyun was a grateful friend who had given her a lot of help with her unspeakable worries, and he was also a comrade with the same concerns.

So, Lee Yena, whose head had been aching every day with guilt, sexual desire, and complicated thoughts.

In the end, she came to the studio to relieve the sexual desire that had even begun to weigh down her guilt.

And now, inside the dressing room she had been led into by Joo Seonghyun’s hand.

-Thud!

“Ugh… Seo, Seonghyun-ah…”

Pressed against the lockers, she received his hot gaze.

***

“…….”

“…….”

A moment of suffocating silence.

-Slide

Lee Yena glanced away. She couldn’t bear to face the passionate gaze and excited eyes that were visible in her friend’s eyes and face.

She couldn’t not know what he was hoping for, as an adult and a married woman who knew everything.

Her body was heating up from her friend’s gaze.

Her nipples and vagina were tingling.

‘That’s why I didn’t come last week…’

Lee Yena believed, but also didn’t believe, Joo Seonghyun’s words that he only asked her to help him out for that one day.

She believed that he had really said those words with that intention at the time.

But even she, as a woman, had been thinking about that sex every day since then, and her body was heating up.

It was hard to believe that Joo Seonghyun, who was a man, could completely forget the pleasure of that day… that he would be satisfied with just once.

That’s why it was even harder to see his face, but she couldn’t help but come to take lessons because she couldn’t stand the sexual desire.

As expected.

Her friend, her husband’s friend.

Was hoping for a second time, which he should never do. That desire could be felt in his eyes.

“No… you promised… that it was just for that day…”

Lee Yena pushed his chest with her hand. But her hand was not in a forceful state at all.

She should push him away roughly and decisively, but she couldn’t.

Why?

Before she could think about the reason, Joo Seonghyun moved first.

-Grip!

He grabbed her wrist strongly once again.

And at the same time, he brought his face close to hers. As if he was about to kiss her.

“Ugh…!”

-Swish!

At that, Lee Yena hurriedly turned her head to the side. Then he put his mouth to her ear and whispered.

“…Yena-ya.”

“Haa…”

Joo Seonghyun’s breath touching her ear and his voice directly hitting her eardrum gave her goosebumps. Her whole body flinched and trembled.

She knew that she had to push Joo Seonghyun away even now, but she couldn’t muster any strength in her body.

And.

His plea began.

“I’m sorry. I promised… I thought it would be okay if I just let it all out that one day… but I don’t think I can.”

“No… we can’t do this, you know that better than anyone… we can’t do this, even if it’s just because you feel sorry to Jaemin…”

“I know. I know, but… you know too. That we can never forget what happened that day. I think about you every day. Only about… that sex I had with you. You too, right?”

“N, no… I, I…”

“There’s no way you’ve forgotten. I was holding back well, but you couldn’t hold back, could you. You covered me first. While sucking my penis… you were shaking your hips on top of me… we… felt good then, didn’t we.”

“Ugh…”

There were no words to excuse it…

Lee Yena couldn’t make any excuses to Joo Seonghyun’s words.

At that time, Joo Seonghyun comforted her, saying that it was all his fault, but everything had happened because she couldn’t stand her sexual desire.

Also, it was true that she felt good having sex with Joo Seonghyun.

But it was something that shouldn’t be admitted.

If she admitted this and accepted it, she would have no face to see her beloved husband.

So Lee Yena pulled herself together.

“That was… a mistake. So… please don’t do this, Seonghyun-ah… just… like we said then, let’s be good friends in the future…”

“Yena-ya.”

“I, I know it’s all my fault… I know it all… please… if you do this… it’s too hard for me…”

“Yena-ya…”

“Seonghyun-ah… please…”

“…Then just one thing. Can I ask you for just one thing too?”

“Just one… request…?”

Did appealing to her sense of guilt work?

Lee Yena waited for his words, feeling relieved, but also feeling a little disappointed.

“I won’t… hope for sex… Instead, could you at least give me a handjob? With your hands.”

“A, a handjob? You, you could ask your girlfriend… Yesol to do that…”

“It’s not enough. You admit that our sexual chemistry is good, right? That’s why your hands feel so much better than Yesol’s, even when you do it with your hands. I love Yesol, but what you do feels so much… better.”

“…….”

“If you just do this for me, I won’t insist anymore. Please, Yena-ya.”

“……Really?”

“I promise you for real.”

“…Okay. I’ll do something like… doing it with my hands.”

“Thank you, Yena-ya.”

“No. I’m… I’m just sorry for everything, Seonghyun-ah.”

She was flustered by the request to relieve him with her hands, but she couldn’t refuse even this.

Because she was the one who had awakened a friend who had been holding back well on his own.

Because she knew better than anyone how hard it was to hold back sexual desire.

Because she had come to get a sexual desire relief massage because she couldn’t hold back either.

So, if it wasn’t sex, then this much is…

‘If it’s not… sex…’

This suddenly empty feeling was definitely not because she was disappointed.

…Probably.

Anyway, after that request, Joo Seonghyun dropped his body.

And took off his pants.

Along with his underwear.

-Slide… dangle!

“……!”

She swallowed as she looked at his impressive penis, which she hadn’t seen in a long time, revealed between her friend’s wild horse-like thighs.

-Gulp…

Just looking at it made her vagina tingle.

‘I sucked on something that big back then… that came inside my vagina… and stabbed all the way to my uterus…’

The memories of that day came back to her vividly.

The taste of the hot penis that filled her mouth, and the pleasure of the sex that filled her vagina and stabbed all the way to her uterus.

Thanks to that, Lee Yena, with dazed eyes and a pounding heart, stared blankly at his penis.

“Yena-ya. Take yours off too.”

“…E, eh! M, me too?”

She flinched at her friend’s words that followed, startled. Joo Seonghyun continued speaking casually, not caring about that reaction.

“It seems like I’ll get more excited and cum faster that way. You don’t have to take them all off… yeah. Just do it in your underwear.”

“Just my underwear…”

“We’ve seen everything anyway. Do that much for me.”

“B, but… Ugh… Okay…”

“Take them off and sit at the end of this bench over here.”

“Okay…”

Lee Yena nodded obediently.

Lee Yena, who felt guilty towards Joo Seonghyun, thought that even this was a big concession he was making.

So she didn’t refuse the request, and took off her t-shirt and pants.

-Slide…

“…….”

She could feel Joo Seonghyun’s gaze. In the corner of her vision, she could see Joo Seonghyun’s penis rising high as he watched her undress.

At that, Yena felt more excited than embarrassed.

A man she had spent a wonderful night with was getting excited while looking at her in her underwear, so as a woman, she couldn’t help but feel her body heating up in this situation.

‘Oh no… my panties are all wet…’

Today, Lee Yena was wearing pink underwear that was closer to sexy than pretty and cute.

Why she was wearing such underwear to get a massage was something she didn’t want to think about deeply…

-Thud

As soon as she took off her clothes, Lee Yena hurriedly sat on the bench. She closed her legs tightly, worried that her wet panties would be discovered.

Then, on top of her thighs.

-Thud

“Ah…”

Joo Seonghyun put his head down and lay down.

She ended up giving him a lap pillow, with him lying lengthwise on the bench.

Joo Seonghyun made eye contact with her from below her chest, which was wearing a pink bra with her nipples barely visible.

“The view is nice. Please give me a handjob like this.”

“……Okay.”

Lee Yena reached out her hand to the side. It was a little far to Joo Seonghyun’s penis, but it was close enough to touch if she leaned her body slightly to the side.

Soon.

-Grip…

She grasped her friend’s bulging penis in her hand.

“It’s hot…”

It was hard and hot.

It felt like her hand would be burned by the size and heat that was hard to hold with one hand.

“Ah… that feels good, Yena-ya.”

“I, is that so?”

“Yeah. Your pink underwear suits you so well and you’re so pretty that I was already excited… but now that you’re touching my penis with your hand, I feel like I’m going crazy with pleasure.”

“O, okay, so stop now… you just want me to do it with my hands, right? Like this…”

Showing off her underwear wasn’t embarrassing, but for some reason, hearing Joo Seonghyun’s sexual compliments made her chest tingle.

So, she cut off his words, and Lee Yena worked hard with her hands.

-Thwack, thwack, thwack, thwack, thwack!

“Ooh…”

She shook his thick penis as if she was riding a rhythm. She could see Joo Seonghyun frowning slightly, as if he felt good.

Lee Yena’s body was heating up as she looked down at Joo Seonghyun getting excited and stroked his penis.

A liquid overflowed from the vagina hidden under her friend’s head, and her nipples became even harder.

-Thwack, thwack, thwack!

“Haa…”

As she gave him a handjob like that, enveloped in a subtle excitement, Lee Yena felt a sticky pre-ejaculate flowing down and touching her hand.

However.

‘It’s not… enough.’

She realized that she couldn’t make Joo Seonghyun cum with just this handjob. Yena knew how his penis twitched when he felt the sensation of cumming.

Because she had experienced it with her mouth and her vagina.

But she didn’t know what to do here to make Joo Seonghyun cum.

Then.

“Hoo… Yena-ya.”

“Haa… why, Seonghyun-ah…?”

“Lift up your bra and show me your breasts. I want to see them.”

“…….”

Joo Seonghyun told her to show him her breasts.

The request increased from the initial request to just give him a handjob in her underwear.

Still.

“…Okay.”

-Slide… jiggle!

Lee Yena did not refuse.

She was also feeling that just her hands weren’t enough.

‘It’ll be over if Seonghyun cums.’

That thought eliminated her hesitation.

Thanks to that, her fair breasts and hardened nipples revealed their beauty in front of Joo Seonghyun.

But, his request didn’t end there.

“Just a little… could you lean your upper body forward just a little? So I can see them up close.”

“…Okay.”

Lee Yena didn’t refuse even that.

At that moment.

“Haa…! Slurp…!”

“Hiss♡!! Seo, Seonghyun-ah… Haaang♡”

-Grope…!

Joo Seonghyun lifted his head slightly and put her breast in his mouth. He bit her nipple and tormented it with his tongue, and at the same time, he groped her breasts with his hands.

A sudden caress. A thrilling pleasure that spread instantly from her nipples to her whole body.

She couldn’t hold back the moans that were bursting out.

It was an act that broke the promise that he would be satisfied with just a handjob, but this time too, Lee Yena.

-Grip…

“Slurp, slurp… mumble…”

“Ah! If you bite too hard… Aang…♡”

Did not refuse.

Rather, she gently hugged Joo Seonghyun’s head with one arm.

-Thwack, thwack, thwack, thwack!

Even in the midst of that, she didn’t forget the handjob. She shook her friend’s penis hard with her hand.

‘I, if Seonghyun gets off with this… I can… do this much… Haaeng…♡’

She belatedly made excuses for her actions, but Lee Yena knew.

That this impulsive act of Joo Seonghyun’s was actually what she had been hoping for.

That she felt an unbearably great pleasure, joy, and happiness from just caressing her nipples with his mouth, and just groping her breasts with his big hands.

She knew everything, but.

She even thought it was cute that her husband’s friend was sucking on her nipples so deliciously like a baby, but.

Not yet.

“Good girl… Cum while sucking on my breasts… and then… we’ll… go back to being friends…”

Not yet, she couldn’t admit it.

Her true desire that surpassed her guilt, conscience, and reason.

Lee Yena couldn’t accept it.

“Slurp… Mmm… Slurp, slurp…!”

“Hiss, Aang, Aang…♡ O, what should I do… I think I’m going to cum first… Hiss♡”

…Not yet.