episode_0158

*That’s right, John. We have to go in there to find Dave.*

As the characters on TV conversed in front of a dilapidated house, eerie background music played.

I manipulated the character with the controller in my hand. My girlfriends, Seo, Yuna, and Minah, huddled on the sofa with me, their faces tense as they watched the TV screen.

“Judging by what he’s saying, I have a feeling John’s the culprit.”

“Seo, aren’t you scared? I can’t watch anymore…!”

“These days, games are made so realistically…. It’s just like watching a movie.”

We were gathered at Minah’s apartment, playing a horror game on the TV with the console connected.

To be exact, I was playing while my girlfriends just watched from the sidelines, but since it was a story-driven game, it wasn’t a big deal.

*Aaaaaah! John!*

*Relax, Vicky. It’s just a statue. Damn, what is this creepy place?*

“Whoa, this game’s actually kind of scary.”

The quality was better than I expected, so I paused the game for a moment. My girlfriends’ reactions varied.

“Hey, why’d you stop? I’m curious who the culprit is, so hurry up.”

Seo was a bit too scared to play herself, but she was still curious about the story and urged me on.

“Oppa, I’ll hug you if you’re scared! …Actually, I’m the one who’s scared, so hug me!”

Yuna was the most frightened of the three, fidgeting like a squirrel that had its acorn stolen.

“Wow, you can see the characters’ pores. You can even see the guy’s nose hairs? Seriously, those developers should have trimmed that.”

Minah was more impressed by the technology of modern games than scared.

Even though the game was spooky, I almost laughed because of how distracting everything around me was.

For the record, it was Sunday evening, four days since my trading relationship with the director had ended.

I thought I would be experiencing withdrawal symptoms by now, but she still hadn’t contacted me.

But I knew I’d eventually reach my limit, so I could just relax and wait for that moment.

“Hey, I told you to keep going!”

Seo’s urging snapped me out of my thoughts.

Honestly, I was a little scared, but I’d look too pathetic if I quit here.

Wanting to show my girlfriends a valiant side of myself, I reached for the controller again.

*Vibration*

‘A phone call? Who is it?’

It was the call I’d been expecting from her.

===

“Haa… haa… aaaah….”

Lying on her bed in her room, Chaerin groaned like someone suffering from a fever.

It had been a day since she’d failed to use the vibrator Han Jihoon had given her, and she’d been in the same state the entire time.

She couldn’t find any way to cool the heat inside her, and she was plagued by a frustration she’d never felt before.

‘I feel so dazed… I haven’t slept a wink. I have to go to work tomorrow, what am I going to do….’

She had barely managed to drag herself to the bathroom and force down some food, but there was no way she could go to work and function as usual.

In fact, her condition was so bad that it was seriously interfering with her daily life, not just her work.

‘Aah… I want to….’

Just two days ago, she wouldn’t have even thought about sex, but now she was desperate to be held by Han Jihoon.

She felt like if he would just fill her with his thick member, the frustration would disappear as if it had been washed away.

‘But….’

She shouldn’t get involved with him again.

She shouldn’t continue a relationship with a perverted playboy, and she shouldn’t do anything that would upset her close friends and colleagues, Yiseo Kang and Yuna Park.

Also, her goal in life was to become successful enough to be admired by everyone.

To get closer to the type of person she aspired to be, she had to stay away from men like she used to.

‘Besides, I made such a big deal about ending it….’

Seeking out Han Jihoon again would be a betrayal of her precious pride.

She had been desperately trying to endure it since yesterday, determined to never allow such a thing.

‘Aah, I feel like I’m going crazy wanting it….’

Chaerin was in a crisis, her mind wavering back and forth so many times in such a short amount of time.

Meanwhile, her feverish body only worsened without any sign of improvement, and finally, her willpower gave way.

‘No, I can’t take it anymore…!’

She wanted to be embraced by Han Jihoon and swallowed by pleasure.

Even if he looked down on her and laughed.

Even if it meant sacrificing the pride she had protected her entire life.

In the end, Chaerin picked up her phone with trembling hands.

===

*Vibration*

‘It’s the director? Why now….’

“Jihoon, is that a phone call?”

“Huh? Yeah. I’ll go take it.”

I told my girlfriends, who didn’t realize who was calling, and went into the room to answer the phone.

“Yes, director. What’s the matter?”

*Haaah, haah… Ji, Jihoon….*

The rough breathing on the other end of the phone.

I didn’t even need to ask to know what state she was in.

“Yes. Tell me.”

*Are you busy right now…? Can you come to my place? I’ll send you the address….*

“Right now?”

She was getting straight to the point, she must be really desperate.

I suppressed the laugh that threatened to escape at her words, which showed no sign of composure.

“What should I do? I’m with my girlfriends right now, it’s a bit difficult.”

*…What? You’re with Yiseo and Yuna…?*

“Yes.”

*…. *

She fell silent, seemingly lost in thought.

Then she said in a voice that was still panting,

*I, is there any way you can come…? I really want it so bad, I feel like I’m going crazy….*

“You told me you’d never look for me again, aren’t you being a bit pathetic?”

The timing wasn’t great, but I knew I had to go.

I’d learned from Yiseo that letting someone’s sexual frustration fester for too long was a bad idea.

My blunt words were meant to break down her pride, as I needed to turn her into my sex buddy.

*I won’t make any excuses for that part, haa… haa… I’m begging you, please come. I’ve been lying in bed since last night, unable to do anything….*

“You’re saying I should abandon my girlfriends and come to you when I’m here with Yiseo and Yuna?”

*…Yes.*

Her voice was heavy, as if the world had collapsed.

She had told me not to hurt Yiseo and Yuna, but she was making a request that she couldn’t be proud of, so it was inevitable.

I deliberately hesitated for a long time, pretending to be conflicted, before answering.

“…Alright. Send me the address.”

===

After ending the call, I asked my girlfriends for their understanding and headed to the address the director had given me.

Actually, it wasn’t easy to bring up the fact that I had to leave when we had finally gathered together after so long.

I couldn’t tell them about the director, so I told them that a friend had an emergency. Thankfully, it was the first time something like this had happened, so my girlfriends understood and let me go.

I’ll have to tell them the truth later and apologize and thank them properly.

‘Wow, she lives in a nice place.’

As a director who runs both an MCN and a clothing business, she lived in an expensive high-rise apartment complex.

I entered the passcode she had sent me and stepped inside. What greeted me was a panoramic view of the night sky and a living room that was far too big for one person.

Then the door opened, and the person who had summoned me here appeared.

“Haa… you, you came?”

The director looked very unfamiliar.

It wasn’t just because she was wearing comfortable shorts and a t-shirt instead of her usual suit. Her whole body was soaked in sweat, and her eyes were half-glazed over.

She looked completely different from last week when she was full of energy from having sex with me without any reservations.

It was a stark portrayal of what happens to her when she becomes addicted to sex with me and then has the relationship cut off.

“I, it’s a bit much to say this… but can you do it with me…? I really can’t take it anymore….”

When had she been treating me like a lustful beast? Now she was asking for my thing out of the blue.

As you know, she is currently addicted to sex with me and even has withdrawal symptoms, but this is not something I wrote directly in my sex wiki.

It only happened because the other person naturally repeated sex with me.

So, the director was no longer in a position to criticize my lust.

“Do you really want to do it with me?”

“…Yes. I want it so bad, I feel like I’m going crazy.”

“Didn’t you call me a pervert and a beast?”

“….”

Seeing her face, unable to answer and only biting her lip, I felt a strange sense of victory.

A woman who had been stricter on herself than anyone else had fallen for my penis, sacrificing her moral standards and even her pride to beg me.

“You clearly told me not to get involved again. You even made me abandon my girlfriends to come here, is that okay? I feel wronged by all the insults I’ve heard from you.”

“Th, that…”

She struggled to make a sound but soon closed her mouth again.

Her wandering eyes couldn’t seem to find a place to rest.

After being lost in deep conflict, she finally seemed to have made up her mind and said, closing her eyes tightly.

“I, I’m sorry. I apologize for all the bad things I’ve said to you…. I think I’m just like you, someone who can’t live without sex….”

A very respectful attitude that she had never shown me at any point.

Her words, which felt sincere, continued.

“I’m also sorry for calling you when you were with those girls…. It’s all because I’m a sex-crazed bitch. I don’t want to be like this, but I can’t help but think about your thing, I can’t control myself. So please, calm my body down…. You can play with me however you want like before, please….”

Her gaze towards me was now full of desperation.

And I sensed that this moment was exactly the one I had been waiting for.

“It’s not a difficult thing to do. But I have conditions.”

“Conditions…?”

“Not just today, but let’s have sex with each other for the rest of our lives. Not as a trade relationship, but as real sex buddies.”

“For the rest of our lives? F, forever is a bit….”

“Weren’t you saying that you had no intention of dating any men anyway? Let’s just enjoy each other like we have been, keeping our boundaries. Or are you going to beg me like this again when you want it?”

“I, if I can just get through today, maybe I’ll be okay in the future….”

She still didn’t seem to understand her condition properly.

I approached her as she trailed off and grabbed one of her breasts tightly.

“Haaah, eunghaaa…!”

“How much have you been accumulating to be going this far?”

“Heuheung, euht…. Moooore, touch me moooore….”

“Now that I think about it, what about the vibrator I gave you to use in times like these?”

“Thaat haa…. The remote is different….”

I asked pretending not to know, but of course I knew.

I was the one who had given her a remote that had nothing to do with the vibrator as a joke.

She must have been trying to use the vibrator I gave her, sacrificing her pride, but was probably panicking because it didn’t work.

It’s a shame I didn’t get to see that face in person.

“Heut, your hands feel so good…. Keep-, aaaah….”

I took my hand off her chest as she muttered, seemingly possessed, and she looked at me with regretful eyes.

I looked at her and said in an unreserved voice.

“With a body like this, you’ll probably get horny and want to do it with me again in a few days, right? Accept my offer if you want to keep going.”

“I understand, I’ll accept it…. Please ravage me, since we’ll be sex buddies from now on….”

The words I had been waiting for finally came out of the director’s mouth, but I was still indifferent.

Her answer now was made when her reason was clouded by the impulse to be held by me immediately.

I had to firmly establish her as my sex buddy tonight, so that she could never take it back.

“Good. Then I’ll make you my sex buddy, so show me some sincerity.”

“Sincerity…”

“If you do what I tell you to do, I’ll put my thing in you right away.”

“Wh, what do I have to do…?”

“Wait a moment.”

I left the director, who was desperate to be penetrated by me, standing in the living room and went into a random room.

‘If she’s going to be my personal hole, she needs to wear some sexy clothes that suit my tastes.’

With that thought in mind, I opened the sex wiki store to change the once high-nosed woman to my liking.