episode_0154

Grutzrang eventually crossed Namsan Mountain and arrived at the riverside.

The guy in front of the river collapsed.

thud-!

The paralysis poison gave up and gave up swimming.

It is a highly intelligent animal.

He was breathing through his mouth, and blood was still flowing from his nose. A haze rose from my body. The huge animal ran for too long.

The core temperature of the body will probably exceed 40 degrees.

‘I’m not dead, but I’ll be dead soon.’

If you collapse, you will experience rapid exhaustion and bleeding. For my part, I’m glad I didn’t die right away.

Because even a little of the paralyzing poison in its nose needed time to be naturally neutralized.

Because the paralyzing poison used in the formulation is a protein poison, its toxicity disappears when roasted. If you eat it, you can also digest it.

However, I am still anxious.

“Look, it’s possible?”

I was taken aback by Shir’s cheerful voice.

Is it possible?

My deep-seated anger welled up.

“Hey you crazy bitch───?!!”

puck!

He hit Shir on the back of the head.

If I didn’t do that, I didn’t think my anger would go away.

“···Are you crazy?”

As if not understanding the situation, the crazy bitch turns her head and narrows her eyes. Normally I would have lost, but I can’t just ignore what happened today.

“It doesn’t matter because you won’t die?! Do you know what happened to the old Eucharist who thought like an asshole like you?! I was tied up and tied up in a basement, and spent decades just drawing blood!”

“I’m not that person, right?”

It’s amazing.

You have a very dangerous way of thinking, don’t you? Do you have the mindset that everything is okay because the results are good?

“The dangers are all the same! What would you have done if he had buried you deep in the dirt with all your bones crushed?!”

“Because you don’t die, you can suffer worse than death! Do you know?!”

Shir shrugs.

“You didn’t. I could have taken care of it myself.”

“Please stop talking nonsense! You think you have no weaknesses?! Your weakness is the heart! What if Groots decided that he was going to eat you, so he put it in his mouth and chewed it, causing his heart to explode?!”

“You were going straight into Groots’ stomach! okay! You won’t die if you’re crushed in your stomach. Did you want to experience being dissolved alive in strong acid?! Do you want to feel your body being broken into pieces and melted by your teeth!!”

“But it must have been torn apart inside.”

This is amazing logic!

It’s so creative and amazing I’m speechless?!

“Why are you so serious? We won.”

Shir points to Grouchlang.

He looks at us with resigned eyes and is just out of breath. okay. I did hunt him down!

“Why are you so serious?! Because you and Jules are the most important to me! If it weren’t for you and Jules, I would have already left this town! A family member does something crazy, and you think I can just watch it?!”

Finally, Shir seems to have realized his mistake, and he closes his mouth and looks at me blankly. The excitement subsided and I came to my senses.

However, the artificial excitement that is unnaturally prolonged has no intention of going away.

It has been like this ever since I drank the Precious Blood.

Especially… erection.

“You idiot. Look at the way back. Do you think you caught it by hitting it with your fist? no! It was made dull with paralyzing poison, and all the blood vessels in the nose were cut, causing excessive bleeding! Otherwise, that guy would have been crossing the river!”

“Okay. Of course you became immortal. Are you saying you can control it so you don’t feel pain? But what about me? I just almost died so many times!”

“I will save you! My shoulder was pierced and I was injected with poison! Do you know what that feels like?! I feel like I’m being pricked with a soldering iron!”

We caught dozens of snakes to make the mixed poison. After going through trial and error more than ten times, I caught, caught, and caught the same snake…

After much hard work, I used up everything I had saved.

I couldn’t say anything more to Shir, who didn’t object.

“···From now on, when you stand above people, you must know how to handle things so that others can empathize with you. That just wasn’t something I could relate to at all. I hope you understand that.”

I went into the cold river without taking off my clothes and laid down. Because it was covered in blood.

Blood flowed down and the dried blood melted and fell away. I dived in, put my head down, and shook off the dirt.

Quaaa—!

The cool and refreshing sound of the river seemed to clear my mind.

“Puha!”

My body was shaking.

Thick clothing is limited to thick boots and gaiters to ward off snakes. Everything else was just clothes so thin that they were see-through.

It wetly stuck to my body.

I roughly took off my clothes and laid them out on the rock.

Shir was mesmerized.

“····Sorry.”

Now?

To say more would be lame.

I took off my clothes, laid them out on the rock, and sat down on the rock…

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The erection is still not over.

I feel like I’m losing my mind.

When will this end? Is it ever going to end? Why are you doing this in the first place? Why does my heart beat like this?

I wondered if I was reading these emotions as well, so I closed my eyes and focused on the sound of the river water hitting the rocks and breaking them down.

With my back turned to Shir.

“I’m sorry… my thoughts were too short.”

“I wish I knew.”

I really feel embarrassed while trying to control the weight…

As Shir approached, the sound of footsteps on gravel was heard.

“Can you please stop coming?”

Because I need to meditate.

I scanned the unfolding nature with my five senses.

The nameless cry of the night.

The quiet voice of an owl and the sound of insects crying. The clear and fine water flow of the river.

Stardust and two moons floating in the sky.

The rhythm of the river that breaks it down.

······And then the sound of footsteps approaching cautiously.

“Don’t come.”

I still feel a foreign body in my shoulder.

All of the poison from Groots has not been drained and is all stuck together.

Of course.

It’s not saline solution, it’s poison.

Plus, it had fangs the length of my palm.

Every time I moved my shoulder, I felt a burning pain and a foreign body sensation inside my collarbone and shoulder blade.

‘This seems dangerous.’

It is very close to the heart, and the lungs are right next to it. These are all places that do work related to blood flow.

If you do it wrong, you could really die.

When I think about it that way, I can understand this erection to some extent. I don’t know if this is true, but isn’t it said that even people who are hanged get erections and ejaculate?

“I should have just polymorphed and killed the guy, but I was so embarrassed the moment I got caught by it. I never thought I would be pulled into the dirt.”

Shir caught his breath.

“I’m sorry. But, there was no need for you to step forward. I’m serious.”

“Yes, that can happen. We were both at fault. So, would you like to get some kindling and firewood?”

Let it calm down quickly.

“···Okay.”

Shir leaves.

It was then that I had an interview with the incarnation of my id.

Why don’t you die? Don’t you have to die now?

I imagined it rotting black like a crushed banana, poisoned by Lindt’s poison and melting away.

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Wrong. I won’t die.

why? You can’t do this! Hurry up and die!

Then suddenly Shir will come and ask me.

‘Sihyeon. ‘You smell strange.’

‘What made it so big?’

next? It’s as obvious as fire.

I’ll go back and ask my parents.

‘mom! While I was hunting with Sihyeon, something grew on my crotch…’

‘grandfather! There was something big sticking out of Sihyeon’s crotch…’

‘aunt! Sihyeon’s crotch just got bigger!’

“────────────?!!!”

Suicide [self-destruction]!!!!!

I hit the rock with my fist.

It’s obvious that the angry father and daughter will try to kill me.

Of course it can be explained. I can explain it, but even if I could explain it, it’s a future I never want to experience.

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I made it this far and I didn’t die!

why?! why?!

It seems like this is not something that can be resolved through self-control.

When I thought it was a physiological reaction, I felt at ease.

“I brought it.”

Somewhere in Shir, a pile of leather, kindling, and firewood—a leather blanket…?

“What is it? Where did you get that from?”

“This? It was made by Yuzu and Mira.”

“Have you ever secretly gone hunting?”

“Yes. Normally, during hunting festivals, people sleep with hidden hides covered or laid out like this.”

Ah, is that so?

The kids having their first coming of age ceremony prepared so thoroughly. The fat was removed and smoked as well.

Shir spreads thick leather on the floor.

I gently lifted my butt above it and sat on the leather.

Amber eyes turned to me.

“Light the fire.”

I had no choice but to get off my ass.

Because I went into the water without thinking, the wick got wet and the lighter didn’t grow, so I had no choice but to light it with my hands.

‘Your posture is really good.’

I am the child of a ‘real’ man who had six children before he turned 30. Thanks to this, even if I pulled my butt back, it was inevitable that it would be noticeable.

I hated my father for no reason.

Because my posture was strange and my hands were wet, it took several minutes to barely light the fire, and I used the embers from the kindling to light the firewood.

Grumbling—!

Shir, who had been looking at me for a long time, tilted his head. Is making fire still fascinating?

“Why did you have an erection?”

“──────────?!!!”

Shir smiles with dark eyes.

“I, I don’t know.”

how? where? Who did you receive sex education from? Who told Shir how babies are made?!

Are you a priest?

No, this is a heilang!

Because sex education is often done by people of the same sex! I quickly turned around.

I couldn’t bear it because I was so embarrassed that I proudly showed it off, thinking it was a physiological phenomenon and I couldn’t do anything about it.

“Ah~ I see. You might not know?”

no! I know everything! I know better than you! Don’t read my feelings! stop! Shir hugged my back, smirking.

“That gets bigger if you want to do it with a woman.”

Who doesn’t know that?!

Is there anyone in this world who can say something like that?! The kid has no shame!

“Who told you that?!”

“Yuzuga.”

───That blatant devilish bitch?!

My teeth are clenching. When I go back, I’ll stick my fist in the solar plexus…!

“Are you embarrassed? I was also very embarrassed at first, but everyone says this is how it is. It’s natural, so it doesn’t matter if you cover it up.”

Are you kidding?!

What kind of crazy bastard says something like that?

“···Like you said, I’m really embarrassed, so will you go away?”

No matter how much I heard the explanation…

Why do you know so much detail, unlike a child?

Suddenly something struck my mind like lightning.

Hosott’s second growth began three years ago.

In three years, you will already know everything by listening, watching, and learning.

Now, Shirr is just being petty and saying he knows something——!

“Don’t act innocent.”

A cold voice rang out.

“When I go out with my aunt, I do it every day. I feel it all. For years now, always!”

“······?!!”

“I’ve seen everything you do with Siren. I was hugged back and forth by two women.”

Shir’s body clinging to my back is hot.

I don’t know why, but I must have lost my mind.

“······I’m tired of comforting myself.”

───Fucked.

Shir’s arms hugged my body gently, like a blanket. However, the power in the tightening arm is as strong as an auger.

“I want to die! Die?! Won’t it fall?! Let go! Won’t you let go?!”

“How do I die? No one can kill me.”

If this goes on, that crazy bitch will be punished!

“Look, here…”

Slurp─

Shir’s hand approaches the groin and flows down.

Even though I blocked the clumsy hand, I was eventually pushed back by the force and had to use both hands, but I was still pushed back by the force.

I stood up thinking it wouldn’t work.

“Ugh?!”

Shir reacts quickly.

Thanks to that, I was able to hit my butt while holding my back.

All of us.

The corner of Shir’s mouth burrowed into my ear as I lay back.

“It’s not that embarrassing? There’s no need to overreact like that.”

Overreaction?! What a crazy bitch!

“Die! Kill it! Let go, you crazy bitch!!!”

I had no choice but to scream.

“Hehe…!”

A mischievous laugh came from behind me.

A hand digs in and hugs me in a messy hug. A hand reached out from behind my back and hugged me and pressed me.

My body was crushed and I couldn’t move.

Barely, in those thin hands!

What an antinomy!

The hand I put into my heart wandered. But that was only for a moment. Soon, he began unbuttoning his clothes and inserting his arms into his chest.

Soft, hot hands caress my chest.

One skimmed around his groin, which he defended tenaciously like an eel trying to enter a hole.

I knew that Shir was heterosexual.

I know it’s because of me. It is difficult to even see him as heterosexual. He simply likes me.

but····.

“All the other kids are doing this. Is it because everyone is embarrassed because their body smells like that? Everyone does this when they go out?”

If you do that, you’ll be kicked out of the village!

“We brag about each other. What did you do? How did you do it… My boyfriend is so big… Let’s do Yuso and Mira right now, and Yuzu and Ujit…”

It felt like they were tickling my ear and whispering to me to convince me of a reason that didn’t make any sense.

“Sir, we do it because we like each other! not me. I don’t want to do it…! Kinda…!”

“···You don’t want to be with me?”

Why don’t you know you’re embarrassed!

“Don’t say things like that!”

“Then, why did you become so hard when you saw me?”

“······!”

God, please make the lightning fall!

To Sur with me! right now! No, Maal, please, lightning! Even if I get hit and die, I won’t blame you!

I looked at the sky desperately hoping for lightning to strike, but the clear night sky with only the stars shining was just beautiful.

It would definitely have been more beautiful if it hadn’t been for Shir breathing heavily behind me.

···This is why I don’t believe in God.

If you were watching, I would strike you with lightning.

“Shir, the reason I’m doing this is because of Grootslang’s poison.”

“Poison? You ate my blood, right?”

“It remains in a lump inside the shoulder. I have extremely bad blood and compatibility. No matter how much you eat, you can’t become immortal, and the medicinal effects don’t last long. I’ve had an erection since I was chasing Groots.”

I drank 100ml of medicine that could save my life in one drop.

───It was enough to administer to as many as 20,000 people.

So you won’t die, but that’s as far as it goes.

The poison that has penetrated deep into the body does not come out.

This was just me. In Juul’s case, drinking the sacred blood even caused the arrow stuck in it to fall out.

Maybe it has something to do with demonic powers.

“······It’s a lie, right?”

Stupid voice.

And then a low moan was heard.

“What?”

“···You can’t be immortal.”

Only then did the soft fingers that had been scanning my body stop.

Now it all comes together.

···Did you plan to show off your power, make me envious, and turn me into an immortal?

Why did you act so stupid?

“That’s right. I can’t be immortal. This is a physiological phenomenon caused by poison.”

“Then, you could just die! In vain, suddenly, without warning!”

“I told you. I almost died.”

“No… You can’t do that…!”

“Even if there is an order of arrival, the order of arrival is different.”

A moment of silence followed.

How much time has passed?

“···But, who told you that?”

Shir’s voice became calm.

It seems he has finally come to his senses.

“My friend. The whole Eucharist.”

The hand that was bothering me falls away.

I finally came to my senses───.

Hua Ah …!

‘what?’

There was a sweet smell so strong that it made me dizzy. It’s been a while, but I know for sure.

──Totem’s unique scent of sap.

But, it wouldn’t have been this dark, right?

“···I see.”

what?

“That’s why you didn’t have any greed.”

Toduk – toduk…

“But it is. That person you mentioned, the former Eucharist, probably couldn’t have done something like this?”

Clear blood flows from Shir’s hand.

The wound continues to flow without healing.

‘What is that?’

no. I know.

It is the sap of the flower that blooms in the heart, and the pure liquid of holy blood.

The power to benefit the world.

But why? how? why?

I don’t understand.

How can Shir do what Amor couldn’t do? How can Shir guarantee that?

“Shir-eup───?!”

“Don’t worry. Because I’m different from those incompetent people.”

A soft finger dug into my mouth and crushed my tongue. Can’t get it out! The more you try to pull it out, the deeper it gets!

“Sihyeon, you have to live with me for the rest of your life.”

Shir sat me down in his arms and hugged me tightly.

“Forever.”

A half-mad voice came from my ear.