episode_0153

“Pathetic?”

“Pathetic?”

I was a little taken aback by Amelia’s words, so I asked her back, and she twirled the end of her head with her finger and lowered her gaze and said,

“Well, so… … Even at that age, I didn’t have a boyfriend.”

“… … .”

uh… … Is that how it happens?

Come to think of it, Melia didn’t know my real age. I don’t know exactly how old she estimates it to be, but judging from the way I treat her, wouldn’t she think I’m around the same age as her?

No, if I had thought we were the same age, I wouldn’t have said it was pathetic.

Because I said a little while ago that I have never been kissed before.

If you call me pathetic in a situation like that, I’ll be treated like that too. And the Amelia I knew wasn’t the type of person to do something like that.

So, does Amelia think I’m younger than she is?

“I don’t think so.”

I answered clearly.

If you had told me that Amelia was older than me in her past life, I would have answered that way.

Anyway, now we are Elsie Del Kissy and Amelia Grattenmount. There is no need to question what we did or did not do in our past lives. To put it bluntly, even if one of us was president, it would be of no use here.

The memories of my past life were enough to symbolize the relationship between Amelia and me.

“ Well, it may be something you can do if you happen to do it, but it may not be possible. I told you a while ago that I have never done it before.”

“Yes, it was like that.”

After answering that, Amelia was lost in thought for a moment and then carefully began the story.

“Well, I’m actually a little worried.”

“Worried?”

“After being without a lover for so long, I guess I forgot how to think in that way.”

… … .

that… … I was in that situation for a longer time.

“So, you know… … Honestly, I don’t think it’s that strange to practice like that. Rather than going into the first night without any plans, you’ll be a little more mentally prepared if you know things. ”

“Uh, huh?”

I couldn’t understand Amelia’s words for a moment.

“Well, in this world, I don’t think it’s a good idea to mix with someone else before getting married, but other than that, I don’t think it’s strange to practice if it’s something a little lighter. How about that?”

“… … Huh?”

When I answered a beat late, Amelia lowered her head and raised her gaze toward me and said,

“And, the only person I can definitely trust is you.”

“… … .”

Uh, uh, so, just now, Amelia asked me to practice kissing, like Diane and Adele did in the woods?

Amelia was looking up at me with her face bright red. It seemed like the words themselves were sincere.

“Are you so scared?”

“Well, if I get married, the other person will probably be someone whose face I don’t even know. I’ve never been in a relationship in my past life, but if that happens again this time… … I felt like I was being thrown around so suddenly.”

Amelia said that,

“Oh, if you don’t like it, you can refuse! You said you’ve never been kissed either. If there’s someone you really like, it would be better to kiss that person.”

“No! Me too… … So, there is no one I thought I would marry. So, yes, that’s right. After I get married, I will be in the same situation as you.”

My heart was beating like crazy.

In fact, my brain seemed to be half frozen and I couldn’t say anything properly, but I managed to come up with an answer. I couldn’t just say something like that to Amelia and not reply at all.

Besides, I was extremely happy now.

It pricked my conscience a lot because I felt like I was taking advantage of Amelia’s favor, but in fact, I had no choice right now to refuse Amelia’s request.

Usually, in cartoons like this, an angel and a devil appear on both sides and urge a choice, but right now, both the angel and the devil inside me were running around like crazy, popping champagne.

“Then… … Well, that is.”

“Yes.”

When I could not continue speaking, Amelia nodded.

“Why don’t we practice too?”

… … .

I didn’t bother to answer verbally.

Hesitantly, he leaned towards Amelia. Just like he did that day in the forest.

However, the hand wrapped around Amelia’s waist, not her shoulder.

Amelia’s body was often touched like that, but it always felt new every time I touched it. Amelia’s body was soft and delicate. So much so that I wanted to hold it like that forever.

Amelia slowly raised her head.

Then, I pursed my lips ever so slightly and closed my eyes.

I looked at that pretty face for a moment, then slowly brought it closer.

And close your eyes—

I felt soft and warm.

It was a completely different sensation from when Amelia was asleep. The act itself was the same, but when Amelia was sleeping, she was just hugging me and not actively moving her body. Of course, that was natural.

But now Amelia has been actively leaning against me.

Amelia’s body, sitting next to me, was superimposed on mine, and I could clearly feel the silhouette even with my eyes closed.

Amelia’s lips moved as if they were lusting after my lips, and I also moved to lust after Amelia’s lips several times.

It was like a small fight. Attack, run away.

We were both moving instinctively, but as we were leaning in like this and our lips were touching, I thought I knew why we were ‘practicing’.

Should I say it’s a kind of battle for dominance? It’s not just that they’re overlapping, but they’re trying to feel the other person more actively, so they’re going back and forth.

In the room where at first I could only hear breathing, I soon heard a wet sound that sounded like I was getting a little wet and—

Only then did we pull away a little.

Amelia’s closed eyes slowly opened.

The face was red, and the pupils were glassy.

My breathing was a little rough. I could clearly feel Amelia’s chest rising and falling, and I could also feel her sweet sigh tickling the tip of my nose.

We looked at each other’s faces for a long time.

There was no one to interfere.

“… … little bit more… … .”

Amelia muttered like that.

I placed my lips on Amelia’s mouth again and hoped that no one would disturb us like this again in the future.

*

I knew that Elsie liked me, but it wasn’t easy to get her to admit it.

Well, I don’t think I have to accept it unconditionally. I was just happy if I could live alone with Elsie. If things didn’t work out, I was planning on asking her to stay together for the rest of her life first.

But even so, I decided that the risk of Elsigana ending his feelings for me was always high enough.

There are many people in the world who cannot keep those feelings until the end even if they like the other person. One of the reasons in particular is that they think it is difficult to be together. Because of family, study, work, or money. Many people are afraid of the other person’s feelings. They often organize their feelings as they please without asking what they think.

I hated that.

Right now I was waiting because we couldn’t find a way to become lovers openly, but I definitely didn’t want Elsie to give up on me before we reached the end.

So, tempted.

Well, if this can be called temptation.

Still, I couldn’t tell Elsie openly how I felt.

Elsie’s body was warm. I often thought that Elsie looked like a wolf, but when I looked at this side, it definitely seemed that way. Sometimes, when I hugged Elsie’s wolves in the forest, her body was very warm.

Elsie’s lips were like that too.

Soft, warm, and kind. I liked feeling his lips touch mine little by little, so I found myself longing for those lips without even realizing it.

Elsie pulled away slightly, then covered my lips again. Then I moved again and covered Elsie’s lips… … The process was more lovely than anything else.

The reason I bothered to say that was because I thought that if Elsy got even a little taste of me, she wouldn’t be able to give up any easier in the future.

But as I overlapped my lips like this and thought again, it was the same for me too.

Actually, I was just being disingenuous, so I said that even though I also longed for Elsie’s body.

While sleeping, he quietly leans in and sticks out his lips. It’s so shameless.

However, I have no intention of being humble.

Because this is the world.

Because it’s a world where it’s harder for women to connect than the world I saw in my past life.

I had to be extremely shameless to be able to stay next to Elsie in the future.

I wanted to be as shameless as El Sidona.

“… … .”

Our lips parted, and our second ‘practice’ was over. It was the practice I had asked for one more time.

We were looking at each other quietly, and this time, without saying who went first, our lips touched again.

In the end, I didn’t count how many times I practiced that day.

However, I think I did it at least five times.