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150 – Love does not dwell in a doubtful heart #3

“… … .”

Rats are running rampant.

A prison cell with cockroaches crawling on food bowls and laps.

That was all the man had now.

Incidentally, there was also a priest’s uniform that was in such tatters that it looked as if it would tear if the wind blew.

The man’s proud and arrogant self-confidence was nowhere to be seen.

People called him a sinner.

The more he was called like that, the more the man seemed to shrink like a criminal.

“Me, Priest Hyde… .”

Guard of the royal palace.

He was a young and tender-hearted person.

He carefully held out a cup of water towards the imprisoned Hyde.

I heard the king’s command to never give him water or food, and not even to talk to him.

Guinness, the palace guard, was very pitiful and pitiful for the imprisoned man.

“Water. It’s not a big deal, but at least this… . Quickly before others see it─. I can’t remove your gag, but… .”

“… … .”

The man stared at the glass of water.

His appearance was very pitiful, even to Guinness, the guard who had seen all kinds of prisoners.

Because there was a terrible smell of dirt and soot.

His eyes, which I thought were exceptionally black, were red and purple, like those of a corpse, perhaps because of the veins that had burst in various ways.

“… … .”

The old priest looked like a corpse, neither drinking nor saying anything.

I couldn’t speak in the first place.

Because his mouth was gagged like an animal.

The man didn’t even moan or breathe.

As if it doesn’t exist in the world.

Looking at that, Gwyneth took out a book from her arms.

“My daughter really enjoyed reading “The Village of Back-Alley Nymphs.” Hyde Priest. You are a good person. Surely any misunderstandings will be resolved and resolved.”

Guinness, the jailer who said that, knew that Hyde would be executed tomorrow.

Although Hyde himself doesn’t know.

“… … .”

Guard Gwyneth could find nothing more to say.

He felt uncomfortable in this position, like sitting on a thorn cushion, and all he wanted to do was get away from this place.

Burr-.

It was natural for Gwyneth to feel a strong need to urinate.

He left the room for a moment to go to the bathroom.

While he was away, someone walked in front of the bars.

“You.”

She was a very beautiful woman with blonde hair.

Her eyes were as red as rubies and her cheeks were as red as a ripe peach.

“It looks so good?”

She was wearing a white dress.

Like a bride at a wedding.

It looked so out of place in this hideous prison for prisoners.

Sze-.

Fingers wearing white, beautiful gloves touch the iron bars.

female.

Milione sneered at the prisoner.

“You know what? They say you die tomorrow. In the square. I’m planning to kill you by hanging you on a cross.”

“… … .”

“I’m glad I won’t have to see your disgusting, dirty hypocrite face after today. Really. It’s refreshing. I loved exposing and humiliating hypocritical priests like you. You know it well, right?”

“… … .”

Hyde said nothing.

I was just lying on the floor.

Seeing that, Milione became angry.

“Fuck you!!! Didn’t you hear me? You die tomorrow!!! It looks so good!!! Try saying something!!! I usually make such a noise!!! 이 개새끼야!!!”

“… … .”

Milione was so angry that he was out of breath and his eyes were spinning.

She thought she was talking to a rock.

OK-.

Many things have gotten better.

“Yes. Such a world. What good would there be in living longer? It was right that this world would burn down. I was right in the first place. This whole world needs to burn down. A second chance… There’s no way something like that exists. All humans are trash.”

Milione felt that the world was truly trivial.

sincerely.

It was so boring that I felt like yawning.

All that could be expected of a world like this was for everything to burn and people to scream, point at each other, and swing their fists.

“─I wish everything in the world would burn down. Without a trace. Enough to erase the fact that I even existed.”

“… … .”

“So. I thought hard on my own. Because I was so angry, people actually became calmer. Hyde, then you. Why didn’t you play the flute? The flute I gave you. This.”

Sze-.

Milione held in her hand the cross necklace that was hanging around her neck and flowing between her breasts.

That day, when I was discovered at the sodomy.

Hyde held this flute in his hand.

Milione thought that Hyde would use her to escape.

But Hyde never played the flute.

As for Milione.

I could never figure out why.

Because I couldn’t understand it, I escaped sodomy and hid in the palace prison.

But Hyde, who could have given the answer, kept his mouth shut.

“Actually, I think it’s okay.”

Sze-.

Milione grasped the bars with white silk-gloved hands.

And I bent it without difficulty.

Gugit, Gugit Gigit-.

Milione entered the prison and removed the gag from the man’s mouth.

And said:

“I’ll tell you in advance. Don’t be mistaken! From now on, nothing I do will be for you! I hate you. I wish I were dead! sincerely! Even being in the same space as you is so scary that I want to gouge out my eyes!”

Milione reached out to the bent iron cage and pulled Hyde.

The man who had been waiting for death was also greatly surprised by this sight.

“You! What kind of idiot are you now? ”

“Shut up! But no matter how you think about it. You are the only one who can burn this whole world down!”

# # #

“I went that way! I went that way!”

Buuu-.

Loud trumpets sounded throughout the palace.

A snowy night.

People lit torches and fires, and soldiers came and went here and there.

“You couldn’t have gone far!”

“There is blood stains! Chase!”

“Ch… . Even leaving the palace seems difficult… .”

Milione frowned as she looked at the soldiers and knights stationed throughout the alleys and walls of the palace.

I was out of breath and my legs hurt.

This was because I had been hit with several arrows from something called a ‘crossbow’.

Drop, drop-.

Blood was flowing from Milione’s body.

“Hyde. No, should I call it Rust? Fuck, anything is fine. I don’t think I can escape the palace. Now that things are like this, should I just head to the throne and slit the queen’s head? Then the world will turn upside down, right?”

“There it is!”

“Chase!”

Push, pish.

Pot-! Pot-pot-!

Several crossbow bolts flew out and struck Milione’s shoulders and legs again.

“Keuuu, fuck you! It fucking hurts! I wore an iron plate inside, but it was no use! Well, there are all these weapons… !?”

Milione held onto Hyde’s neck and ran, enduring terrible pain.

Milione was planning to head to the royal palace.

“A fugitive heads to the palace!”

“Protect Her Majesty the Queen!”

“ Dogs. You’re so damn capable. hey! Didn’t you say there was a “giant dragon” in the 12th secret room of the palace? They say there is a huge amount of explosives! Enough explosives to blow up the entire royal capital!”

Milione thought herself to be very smart.

I can’t believe you’re showing such brilliant wit in this situation.

“Let’s go there! We’re blowing it all away! you! You know where the room is! Let’s go there!”

Milione spoke to Hyde, who was tied tightly to her back.

However, Hyde only spoke very softly.

“That, too, is a lie. I don’t know what’s in that room. So surrender. It’s not too late now. If you stay like this… .”

“What? You fucking bastard. What on earth isn’t Gura? uh? Is your name Hyde? 이 개새끼야! But─. I mean, you don’t know either. That means it could really exist!”

Milione entered the palace, beating all those who blocked her with her fists.

The steps were getting heavier and the taste of iron spread from my mouth to the point that it made me nauseous.

“Milione. you. And then you really die. stop. I am─. It’s over now. Everything.”

“닥쳐, 개새끼야! What on earth is over? Don’t make such a fuss as if the world is ruined because you got caught doing something naughty! How about being hated and criticized by people?”

“I… .”

“Yes. I guess it’s okay. So you’re saying let’s blow up the whole world with explosives! Then it’s okay! Is it this way? huh? Fuck this. I don’t know where I am!”

Milione continued running toward a place where there were no soldiers.

After running like that, Milione discovered the stairs leading down from the palace to the basement.

“It’s over there!”

“Chase!”

“ what the fuck… .”

Milione continued to run away.

however-.

It was an amazing thing.

It must have been my first time exploring the depths of the royal palace.

However, his steps were moving automatically as if he already knew this place.

Deep underground, where we arrived, there was a large and high door.

“This is the twelfth door─. It feels like I’ve seen it before somewhere… . Have I been here before… ?”

Milione trembled.

I don’t know what it is, but I have a feeling that beyond this there is something that can set the world on fire.

“Intake-!”

Milione strained to open the door.

Gugugugu-.

However, no matter how hard I tried, the door did not even budge.

“ha? What kind of door is this? Cough-.”

Tap, tap, tap-.

Pop-.

The blood that fell from Milione’s body formed a puddle.

Fourteen arrows were lodged in Milione’s chest, stomach, and legs.

She was like a hedgehog, and the more strength she exerted, the more serious the injuries on her body became.

The silk, which had been white like the bride’s dress, was now stained red.

“Ugh─, why the fuck doesn’t it open like this!”

Milione heard the sounds of guards and knights chasing them from afar.

━Lord Thorin! This way!

━This way!

Platinum Wizard Thorin.

It was clear that if he came, even if he was Milione, he would be caught quickly.

Milione knew the time had come to make a decision.

so.

decided.

“Grrr!”

Umph, duh, duh.

Milione put Hyde down on the floor and squeezed his body even more.

I felt like my heart was going to explode.

It felt like every bone in my body was cracking and all the blood vessels were bursting.

“Uuuu!!!!!!!”

Rumbling-.

Blood started gushing out of Milione’s eyes and nose, and Hyde, who saw this, was embarrassed, as if his aloofness until now was a lie.

“Stop it! Stop it! If you continue like this, you will die! Please don’t do anything stupid! Yes, this is the problem! Acting stupid like this without any hesitation… !”

“I have no regrets in life anyway. Since olden times. I wasn’t afraid of dying. I hate being bored more than dying. So, you must make the world—grrrrgh!!!!”

Milione’s heart beat as if it would explode and surpass human limits.

Gooo-.

The 12th door, which seemed like it would never open, began to open…

The pursuers arrived.

“Shoot!”

“Don’t let me run away!”

Pishuk, babababababat-!

Milione pushed Hyde into the narrow gap in the door.

And then he fell into it as if he was falling apart.

Kuuung-.

The door closed immediately with that.

“… Hyde. done… . Hehe, I did it… .”

Milione was amazing.

Because the pain all over my body from being hit by an arrow has completely disappeared.

Strangely enough, the cold stone floor was very warm, like a lawn on a spring day.

“See, I can do it… Did you do it?”

Milione was in an extremely good mood.

It was so good that I wanted to laugh…

There was no laughter.

“Hyde… . My body… It’s not moving… . Are there any explosives? ? Need to take a look… to do… .”

“Milione! Don’t talk! Because the bleeding is heavy!”

The man was confused as he saw the fifteen arrows lodged in Milione’s body.

The most serious thing was the arrow stuck in his back.

It seemed as if it was penetrating my heart from my back.

“What about this… .”

Would it be a good idea to pull it out?

I didn’t even know what to do.

but-.

It was only then that Milione felt like her mind was clearing up.

“Lucy said it a long time ago. I will die before I turn fifteen… . I guess it was about the arrow and not the age… . This crazy bitch… . It’s real… .”

Milione sensed his own death.

He dies here.

It was an inevitable fate.

It would have been nice to see it as providence.

Milione felt that something like a great will or an unstoppable ocean current was rushing towards her and sweeping over her entire mind.

however-.

The reason I couldn’t come to my senses was because a man was shouting loudly.

“No. You will not die!!! I can buy it!!! Just open this door again and tell the people outside. Because there are excellent doctors and therapists in the royal capital!!!”

“Noisy… . Until just now… Like a dog in cold water… The guy who didn’t say anything because he was depressed… . The goal rings… .”

The man’s face, reflected in his blurry eyes, was ugly.

okay.

Now that I think about it, the man always had an ugly face.

For sure-.

Even when he was wearing that strange mask, he must have had this ugly face behind him.

“Hyde… .”

“Wait! milli! Because I—I will save you!”

Sze-.

The man got up from his seat and pushed back hard on the door he had entered through.

however-.

The door was just firmly closed.

“Fuck this! Why isn’t it opening! That fucking door! Why won’t it open!!!”

“Hyde… . me… . If I die because I did a lot of bad things, I will go to hell… ? Hyde, you are a bad person too. someday… When I die, I’ll go to hell. therefore… I will go first and wait… crab. Cough.”

“No! You won’t die! Don’t die! please! I’m a nerd. You’re an idiot! Dying for a guy like me would be nothing more than a dog’s death!!! So, you─.”

Milione now only saw black darkness in front of her eyes.

The darkness is such that you can’t even recognize the face of the man yelling at you.

I couldn’t hear any sound and felt like I was floating in the deep sea or dark space.

Milione suddenly felt lonely.

That loneliness made me open my heavy lips.

“B. really… I was very angry… . So much… I thought… . Hyde, you always… I only liked Psyche… . I love you more than I thought… I guess he liked it… . In the end, this… Squirt… .”

“… Don’t die… Don’t die in front of me… ! please… .”

“Still… are you okay… . In your heart… If I just stay, I won’t die… In you… Living… going to be… . So, you… Live forever… . arrogant… Irreverently… .”

Hyde now held Milione in his arms.

Milione felt a warmth in the invisible darkness.

“Milione. It was always you who was next to me. It was like that in the past too. Even now! It will continue to be that way! you! It will continue in the future─.”

The man hugged the woman even harder.

As if something that was one and then fell apart is trying to become one again.

As if they were trying to blend together and become one.

The woman felt better.

It felt like my heart, which had been empty for a long time, was finally filling up as if it would explode.

The woman spoke in the man’s ear.

“… Hyde… . therefore… Just this time… you… .”

The voice gradually became quieter.

“… you… .”

Slur-.

─Forgiveness… Do it… crab.

With that, the strength drained from the woman’s body.

It was as if something that had been stored in my heart until the very end had been released.

It lost its strength like a feather lying on the floor fluttering in the wind.

Kuuuk-.

The man buried his face in the woman’s chest, as if trying to feel the woman’s heart that was no longer beating.

“━─────!!!”

And let out a silent scream.