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Yeoreum, who caught me, couldn’t actually look me in the eye.

“Why?”

“…… No.”

The word no was spit out after slightly chewing on the lips.

Anyone could see that it was nothing, and it certainly seemed like it had something to say.

“No, it’s not something. what’s the matter? Tell me.”

At first, Yeoreum was holding me back, but now it’s the other way around.

Summer holds onto my wrist tightly and just averts her eyes here and there.

The house was immediately filled with tension.

The other couples who were about to enter the room were also holding their breath and looking at us.

“If you don’t say something, they won’t let you go until the end. Tell me.”

“Okay, let’s talk about it together.”

“Two of us?”

As they maintain a unique relationship called a harem, they rarely do anything that needs to be kept secret from each other.

Minor sexual preferences that should be kept secret?

As we rolled around together, it was no longer a secret, but just a secret.

Therefore, Summer’s words that she wanted to talk alone naturally strengthened my impression.

That means it’s a serious story.

“I understand. Then, should we take a walk for a while?”

“Yes… .”

I held Yeoreum’s hand tightly and walked out of the house.

A night filled with calm darkness.

I just left the house and walked for a while, but the place was filled with silence.

In the moonlight illuminating the darkness, we walked carefully, relying on each other’s hands.

We walked around holding hands for a while, and at some point, Yeoreum stopped talking.

“Actually, Winter asked me a favor… .”

“Is it winter?”

This situation and the word request.

The physical deficit of winter was enough to bring to mind one thought.

“He said he wanted to challenge himself like Baekhwa…?”

“I see.”

It was difficult to blurt out something.

Yeoreum’s expression is so… .

He looked sad.

It’s sad, painful, frustrating… .

“Oppa, you know… . me… . On the one hand, I thought it went well.”

Yeoreum’s words were heavy, containing tightly held emotions.

Tears flowing down both cheeks.

The strength that held my hand.

“Oppa, you know, right? No matter how much you train people, they are no better than one competent person.”

“You know.”

“Even that talented person is nothing compared to your brother…?”

If survival is the only priority, it is right to increase the number of people capable of taking any risks.

A group of 10 people with abilities is superior in every way to a group of 100 people, and one secondary awakened person like Hundred Flowers would be more useful than 10 people with abilities.

However, people cannot and should not always live thinking only about efficiency.

Even winter is my younger brother.

“Don’t blame yourself.”

“How… ? I might die… ?

Baekhwa might have been lucky… . It’s normal for a sister to refuse, but she can’t refuse… .”

He slowly shook his head and held Yeoreum tightly in his arms.

The cries that echoed through my chest were full of incomprehensible apologies.

“Mia… I’m sorry…”

“Ugh… It’s because of me that you got hurt… .“

This is how Winter felt when she asked for a second awakening.

It wasn’t difficult to understand Yeoreum’s feelings as she couldn’t just reject those words.

I can’t refuse myself right now… .

Winter is clearly capable of combat, and the type of ability is also good.

You may gain regenerative abilities similar to mine, or you may develop offensive abilities contrary to mine.

However, it is certain that no matter what you get, it will be a significant force.

“I’d rather… .”

“Hey.”

Beyond feeling sorry, I cut him off like a knife by saying strange things.

What am I doing when I’m pregnant?

That’s nonsense.

“That will never happen, so don’t even dream about it.”

“And Winter’s request… let’s refuse.”

Considering the times when things went wrong, I thought it would be right to refuse.

Even if they are strangers, we are family.

I feel so guilty just for imagining it… .

“Okay?”

“Ugh….”

When I pressed for an answer, I heard an answer full of tears.

*

The next morning,

Baekhwa and the six women, who woke up in a house instead of a camping car for the first time, followed a delicate breakfast.

Baekhwa snuggles up next to Aram and rolls her eyes.

Towards Baekhwa, Dayoung spoke half worried and half scolding.

“… Don’t worry.”

“Thank you.”

Afterwards, there was a short period of time to satisfy curiosity about white flowers.

“Baekhwa also has bigger breasts than me…!!! I thought I was in 3rd place… but I wasn’t… .”

Nayoung, who lost third place in the breast rankings, let out a moment of resentment as if she was indignant, but then slowly brought her palm closer to Baekhwa’s chest.

“Can I touch it?!”

“Yes…!”

Baekhwa looked at me briefly and gave permission when I nodded.

You can touch each other’s breasts, but what kind of thing do you get permission for?

That’s what I thought, but my amortization was short.

“Uh…?”

He tilted his head at the feeling of a foreign body in his hand, and then squeezed his chest.

He touched Baekhwa’s chest again and let out an exclamation as if he realized something.

“Huh?! Oppa!!!”

“Oh, that’s right….”

“P…Piercing!!! I pierced the top!!!”

At Nayoung’s loud reaction, the eyes of the entire house were focused on Baekhwa’s chest.

“Piercing?! In your chest…?!”

Everyone was shaking their heads as if they had been stabbed in the chest and staring at me as if they had seen some kind of great pervert.

“Azzi!!!”

“Oppa!!!”

“Honey!!!”

The five women, excluding Yeoreum, glare at me, covering their chests as if they sympathize with the pain.

“Huh? If I glare at you, you guys will do it too?”

“Ugh…!!!”

“I hate it!!!”

The women were instantly frightened by my words and tried to run away.

It was kind of a joke and something I said playfully… ?

I’m a little embarrassed because you’re freaking out…

I sheepishly scratched my head and picked up the spoon.

“Let’s eat something.”

“Yes~!”

While eating, we intentionally avoided heavy talk.

Koreans eat rice.

At least I should eat comfortably and comfortably.

Naturally, today’s story mainly focused on white flowers and piercings.

Especially Aram.

“Did it hurt when you did that…? If it were the owner, I don’t think he would have given me anesthesia.”

“Yes….!!! It hurt so bad…!!!”

“Ugh…. I must have been scared….”

I stop quietly and shake my body.

“Why? No matter how much I think about it, do you think that will hurt too much?”

“Yes… I’m scared of piercings!”

When I slowly lower my head and look at my nipples, my pupils shake as if there was an earthquake.

“Oh, no, right?”

“Yes, no.”

When I was told it wasn’t me, I let out a sigh of relief.

“Phew… Thank you….”

After breakfast, we enjoyed a cup of coffee and had a light conversation.

The main content is Baekhwa’s abilities and future schedule.

Although we were able to find the white bones, we decided to continue with our existing schedule until this week, that is, for the next four days.

I needed to clear up the confusion caused by my immunity issue right away, and I also wanted to give Baekhwa some combat training.

Have all your senses become more sensitive?

Anticipation arises from the ability of a superhero from a certain movie.

It may not have enough destructive power, but we can expect combat power comparable to summer.

“Let’s do our best today too.”

“Yes~~! Good luck everyone!”

With bright greetings and each person’s schedule,

I set out to find Winter.

“Hello!”

“Hanseong oppa~ Did you sleep well?”

Even today, everyone I meet greets me loudly.

She was quite a girl and tried to seduce me with a nasally greeting, but there weren’t any girls pretty enough to excite me in the first place.

I waved my hand lightly to be greeted and went to Winter’s house.

When I arrived at the front of the studio, I could hear the sound of Gyeoreum and Hayoon fighting inside.

“So? You want to do it?!”

“Yes.”

“Are you crazy?!”

“Then? Do you want to live like this for the rest of your life? While being an asshole? You… you can live next to me for the rest of your life…?”

“…there is.”

“Don’t lie.”

I have no intention of allowing it anyway…?

Seeing them continuing their useless fight, I lightly shook my head and knocked on the door.

“Winter, shall we talk?”

“Okay.”

Winter’s answer and Hayun’s sad voice stopping him are heard overlapping.

“Don’t go…!”

“You… do you know that? If you lie, it will be noticeable.”

“No…! It’s not a lie. It’s true, it’s true…. Huh?”

Anyone who heard the slightly trembling voice seemed to be able to read the feeling of embarrassment.

The door opened and a stern-looking Winter came out.

“Sorry….”

“No, we can fight. What do you mean by that?”

Winter was so embarrassed by their noisy fight that she didn’t know how to raise her head.

Hayun seen through the open door.

She looks like a tragic heroine, holding on to her trouser legs or lying down on the floor.

I closed the door and moved to my seat.

“Did you hear…?”

“Uh, I heard you asked Yeoreum for a favor?”

“Yes….”

There are two main reasons I heard from Yeoreum.

Survival and recovery.

However, I felt a little more complex emotions in Winter’s words.

“When I fought White Bone, unlike Hanseong, there was nothing I could do.

Starting a car at a signal was something anyone could do, and in the end, I was no longer a simple driver… .

Honestly, it was cool.

I confidently got out of the car, faced the big mutant one-on-one… fought and won.

Honestly, isn’t he a hero? But I just watched from the sidelines.”

Along with my admiration for myself, I felt a deep sense of self-destruction.

It seems that past mistakes and erectile dysfunction have taken a toll on Gyeoreum’s self-esteem.

“You are doing enough.”

“….No.”

Winter seemed to have sensed what I was going to say as my answer continued, but I also couldn’t easily say no.

It would not be difficult for most men to imagine how they would feel if they suffered from erectile dysfunction.

I knew how small I could be compared to the person next to me, and how painful and difficult the process was.

Even just a year ago, I was just an ordinary office worker, and even at that workplace, I was treated like a crazy person and a terrible person.

“I kind of understand that it’s going to be hard for you.”

“…Thank you.”

“Still, I think it would be difficult to allow it, regardless of understanding. If Yeoreum says she wants to awaken, will you allow it?”

“…….”

If she said no, the next words would of course be rejection, but Gyeoreum couldn’t even utter the words that she would allow it.

I accepted the silence that followed as an answer.

“It’ll be okay.”

“Yes….”

“Cheer up.”

“…I’m sorry.”

I stopped and left the place.