I should be angry at myself for being told that I’m a slut.

    Why was Yuri noona so angry? Transparent teardrops began to flow from her beautiful blue eyes like sapphires.

    But when I saw Yuri noona shedding tears in front of me, I felt sorry for her.

    After all, men are weak to women’s tears.

    He said while handing a tissue to Yuri-noona.

    “I’m sorry. Sister. Don’t cry, just wipe your tears with this. Makeup is smearing on my pretty face.”

    Actually, Yuri-noona was prettier today than usual.

    The term ‘walking Barbie doll’ was a perfect fit.

    If you look at Instagram, there are often a lot of photos posted of people who are called Instagram goddesses.

    However, when you look at those Instagram goddesses in person, they often look mediocre compared to their photos.

    But Yuri-noona is quite the opposite.

    Yuri noona is so elegant and beautiful that photos or videos cannot properly capture her real life.

    They usually say that celebrities on TV are like that.

    Small face and distinct features.

    Skin as white as snow.

    Additionally, the blue eyes sparkle as if sapphires were embedded in them.

    Red lips that sparkle and shine like rubies.

    She was originally pretty, like a girl from a cartoon, but when she put on makeup and clothes with care, she looked like a snowy flower.

    She had a beautiful face like a flower, with skin as white as snow.

    “Sister. It’s not that I intentionally didn’t contact you. I did it because I didn’t want to burden my sister because she was busy studying. I’m sorry if I misunderstood you.”

    But Yuri noona slapped the tissue I gave her! Hit and reject.

    “That’s it. Now stop pretending you care! I know everything too. Am I being managed by you right now? You bastard. If it’s going to be like this, it would be better to ignore it altogether. Why are you acting worried again?”

    ha···

    I’m going crazy.

    What on earth are you going to do to me?

    Anyway, whether it is the original world or a world where men and women are reversed, once a woman sulks, no matter what she says, it will not work.

    Now I don’t know either.

    I’m tired and don’t want to deal with Yuri anymore.

    “I understand. then. Sister, I think whatever I want. Because I won’t worry about you anymore.”

    “Yes. He will reveal his true colors a long time ago. You bastard. Let’s go fishing. Do I look that funny? I am a woman who attends S University. He’s so smart that I can’t even compare to you, who barely attended a third-rate university. therefore. therefore. Don’t think that I, Hong Yuri, will struggle in your clumsy grasp!”

    No matter what I say now, I don’t think I can have a rational conversation.

    I don’t know why, but Yuri is so angry.

    Maybe I was too stressed out because of studying.

    “I understand. Okay, so please take me home. I will never contact my sister again from now on.”

    “Yes. Don’t contact me! Never contact me. Because I never waited for you to contact me in the first place. And why do I have to take you home? Fuck. go away. You bastard. Get out of my car!”

    “Ha… I understand. Is that what you want? Then I’ll go away. Have a good time with your boyfriend.”

    I’m tired, and I don’t think I’ll get an answer if I talk to Yuri-noona here.

    -It rattled.

    I opened the car door.

    Then Yuri-noona grabs my shoulder with her white, pretty hands and looks at me with a tearful face.

    She looks like a pretty, pretty heroine from a movie.

    “Siwon. Do you really want to go?”

    “Yes. My sister told me to go away. So they say they turn it off. What went wrong?”

    “Siwon. It’s not like that. I’m angry. That’s because I’m so angry. It’s raining outside, where are you going? Siwon, you didn’t do well. Don’t go.”

    Yuri noona catches me when I tell her I’m going.

    But I shook off her hand and got out of the car.

    “That’s it. Now don’t contact me again. We.”

    -Too-duk-duk too-duk too-duk-duk

    Raindrops falling harshly

    But I mercilessly slammed the car door! I closed it and started walking down the morning street in the rain.

    * * * * *

    (Hong Yu-ri’s point of view)

    8 hours ago.

    In front of the bar.

    This can’t be happening.

    Siwon can’t do that!

    Siwon and a girl who looks as young as a middle school student are drinking alcohol and having a friendly conversation.

    Judging by the fact that the owner was checking IDs and selling alcohol, she seemed to be just a bagel-style girl with a young-looking face.

    Her breasts look voluptuous and plump compared to her elegant white face.

    And a body with golden ratio like a model.

    Even to me, she is a cute and lovely girl.

    However, to me now, she is just a competitor trying to take Siwon away.

    I feel impatience.

    Crackling.

    Clench your teeth so hard that they make a sound.

    Did Siwon ignore my contact because of that bitch?

    So even if I came to visit you, you didn’t even contact me and avoided me?

    I can’t believe it.

    I myself know how much value I have.

    Hong Yuri.

    My name has been famous since middle school.

    An endless barrage of gifts and love letters from male students.

    It was a world where the ratio of women was much higher than that of men, but there were always exceptions.

    Whenever anyone saw me, ever since I was young, I couldn’t keep my mouth shut and kept making exclamations.

    There were even many cases where people were mistaken for celebrities and asked for autographs.

    No, in fact, I received several scouting offers from famous broadcasting stations and large entertainment companies.

    Plus, I always study all over the school.

    Even if you don’t want to stand out, you have no choice but to stand out.

    A being that shines like a diamond.

    That was me, Hong Yuri.

    Even when I go to high school.

    No, I became more popular in high school than in middle school.

    It has become famous even in other schools, so when classes end, it is just a normal part of the routine for boys to stand there holding bouquets and waiting.

    But those guys are just that to me.

    They were just lowly bug-like guys.

    If I studied hard during that time and came up to the same level as myself, I would have at least a little bit of interest.

    I didn’t have the slightest interest in the men who followed me around like idiots.

    At university.

    I ended up going to S University, where there were a lot of smart guys at the same level as me.

    However, most of the students attending S University were women and men who were smart but had poor looks.

    In the world, you cannot be recognized for doing just one thing well.

    Studying is important, but appearance is also an indicator of being recognized in the world.

    A female death row inmate who actually killed someone had a fan club because of her pretty appearance, and even people claiming her innocence arose.

    Appearance is another weapon.

    Even in S University, many men have been interested in it.

    To those who are only smart but have a low appearance rating.

    I had no intention of taking up my time.

    A man with a smart head and perfect looks like me.

    It was difficult to find such a man.

    However, a man who managed to stand on equal footing with me lunged at me.

    A handsome boy who looks like a celebrity in the medical department of S University.

    My father is the director of a university hospital.

    For my future, these conditions were acceptable.

    But the problem was that he couldn’t make me feel any special emotions.

    Because I didn’t believe in love in the first place.

    It was just a continuation of meaningless encounters.

    Then, the man seemed to be tired of the dull meeting with me and started meeting other women.

    Low-ranking women.

    It seemed like an attempt to arouse jealousy, but I didn’t feel any interest or interest.

    However, because of his behavior, I also developed a hobby of playing with good-looking guys.

    Playing with empty-headed guys who only trusted their faces and approached me was a source of energy and entertainment in my own way.

    Then I met my younger brother’s friend Siwon Yoo.

    At first, this guy was just a boy toy to me.

    I planned to play with it until it didn’t break and then throw it away.

    Just like I did with other pretty boys.

    however.

    Siwon was different.

    The feeling of helplessness and defeat I felt for the first time.

    On top of that, my first virginity was taken away.

    At first, I hated him so much.

    All I could think about was wanting to kill him at every moment.

    however. Every time I thought of him like that, strange feelings that I didn’t know about began to arise.

    If he doesn’t contact me, why don’t I do it? A question arises:

    So, if I put up with it and put up with my pride and contact him first, he reads my contact and throws it away.

    How dare you contact me, Hong Yu-ri?

    My appearance is mediocre compared to my boyfriend, and my school is third-rate.

    The family is also ordinary.

    Just a bug topic.

    I become obsessed with contact from those bugs.

    That guy’s face keeps coming to mind.

    I want to meet him every day.

    I wish he would have me again.

    Nonsense.

    When did those unimaginable thoughts start taking over my head?

    But now, my heart breaks when I see him drinking so sweetly with another woman.

    It feels so cold.

    A heartbreakingly painful feeling.

    Do people call this feeling love?

    This was a feeling I had never felt before in my life.

    A feeling I’ve never felt, even from a boyfriend I’ve been with for several years.

    I am feeling that excitement and heartache right now.

    So that my heart throbs deep in my chest.

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