episode_0143

A considerable amount of time passed before I realized that my hand was on her breast.

Even though I was judging in my head, I didn’t move willingly, so my body was in a state of hesitation.

＂Sain?＂

I desperately tried to take my hand off her chest, but…

Sein-nim must have been grumpy, so he wrapped my hands tightly with both hands to prevent me from falling and buried them in his soft chest.

Mangkan…

＂I’ve waited a long time.. Dahein.＂

“I also changed.”

“It’s because of me that Dahyun changed..”

It was refreshing to hear Sein’s restless voice for the first time, but my heart ached for the glimpse of her sparkling golden eyes peeking out from under the darkness.

＂Now it’s no longer… difficult.＂

To some extent, I understood why she had no choice but to act like this.

I promised myself not to avoid her and treated her like a normal person for the past month.

As friends, we spar together and improve our skills.

As lovers, we tried to increase the time we spent together so that we could become closer.

But… I didn’t do anything more than that.

When I look at Sein, I keep thinking of Sein’s face that I couldn’t protect that day.

Is this really the right thing to do?

Even if you ask the question over and over again, there is no clear answer.

All I had to do was compromise with the reality I was facing.

Nevertheless, Sein kept waiting for me.

Always with a smile.

Moreover, she also did not force a further change in the relationship.

It was considerate of me.

“I also endured a lot.”

＂Dahuinnim..＂

Sein seems to have sensed that our relationship as lovers cannot continue this way, as he holds my hand tightly and refuses to let me go.

Sein needed a turning point.

Sigh..

My hands slowly rubbed together as if I was touching soft yet warm jelly.

My mind feels complicated.

Since we live in a world where the relationship between men and women has been reversed, this kind of active action by Seinnim may have been quite bold.

But she also took this action because she believed that I would not avoid her.

“If you promise to kiss me.”

“I’ll let you go..”

Sein-nim, who has always been faithful with a chivalrous heart, looks like this with earnest eyes.

Rattling..

I could easily feel that her hands were shaking like crazy.

Is it because he thinks he might be hated for this incident?

To reassure her that nothing like that will happen… I slowly approach her and hug Sein’s head.

Prison..

Apparently, when I transferred to the {Royal Academy}, there wasn’t that much of a difference in height between me and Seinnim.

However, my body and muscles, which had already grown a lot, were showing off that size.

It came right into my arms.

“I’m sorry for keeping you waiting. Sein..”

There will be various reasons for each person to push their opponent away.

Just as each person has a different way of life, their values towards others may also be different.

Obviously I don’t know her past exactly.

I felt like I couldn’t easily open my heart to someone, just as I couldn’t force it and make them find out.

That’s why we decided to spend time with each other.

But it seems like the time was longer than I thought.

I suddenly thought about how much she must have suffered to make this choice.

I wonder if I may have been too selfish.

Knock…knock…

As we lay together on the bed, I slowly pat Sein’s back.

Her temperature is clearly conveyed, even though the warmth of February is still chilly.

Sigh..

Shiny silver bob.

Sein’s golden eyes shed tears at my words.

This lover was so pretty that I couldn’t believe that she was actually mine.

The room, illuminated in blue by the [polycarbo ore] placed by the window, feels more elegant than expected.

Let’s look at Sein’s flushed face… She naturally looks up at my face as well.

＂All, Dahein..＂

Her lips came closer and closer to me.

A kiss for the first time in a month…

Now I slowly move towards her lips.

Ssss..

So that Sein can use up all the sorrow he may have felt so far, I give him a deep and breathtaking kiss, doing my best.

Our kiss, like that of any other couple, felt quite excessive.

Even at the moment when Seinnim retreated to take a breath, I went closer and held her neck affectionately with both arms.

I am not the person I used to be.

To this extent, you can show your strong side. That’s how much I’ve grown.

just as expected.

Seeing such a positive attitude, Seinim wrapped his arms around my waist and began to let out strange sobs even more.

Unlike before…

In a situation where offense and defense were completely switched, Sein’s button seemed to have been lifted, and her hand went to my pants.

＂All, Dahein..＂

Even though I understand her extremely excited behavior.

I knew I shouldn’t do this yet, so I held onto her arms tightly, lifted them up, and continued to kiss her.

***

How much time has passed like that?

Sein seemed to have been relieved of all the tension he had been feeling, and fell into a deep sleep with a very satisfied expression.

“under…”

‘I almost got into big trouble..’

I just barely let go of reason…

Of course, it was a moment that was as difficult for me to bear as Sein’s sexual desire.

As someone who has memories of a past life…

Even though I knew that this kind of behavior was not right, my instinct as a man was so strong for me, who was still growing up, that I almost committed suicide.

To calm my body and mind, I head to the bathroom and turn on the cold water to cool off the heat.

with a splash..

“under…”

『Information Window』

□Name: Dian Deluca Dahein

□Gender: Male

□Age: 15 years old

□Title: {One with the monster – 25.73%}

□Status: {Magic power circulation}

『Abilities』▼

[Stamina: 21] [Magic Power: 41]{-3} [Strength: 18]

[Dexterity: 20] [Intelligence: 18]

『Ability Window』▽ 『Technology Window』▽ 『Reinforcement Window』▽

These days, I have noticed that every time I use {Arm}, I am becoming {monsterized}, albeit very slightly.

What if there was a change due to such a small influence?

There was definitely a feeling that his personality had become a little sharper.

Before I had the magic stone implanted in my leg, I had a round personality, but these days, I feel like I’ve become sharper and my accent has become darker rather than brighter.

I felt it myself.

I have no choice but to use the implanted [Slime] Magic Stone in my future life.

I don’t know what impact this change will have in the future, but I’m trying my best not to care about it anymore.

After taking a bath in such cold water, I felt quite refreshed.

It seemed like a lot of the fever had gone away and my mind had calmed down.

Trap, plod, trudge!!

‘Who is it??’

Through my {sixth sense}, I recognized that someone was running into the room.

For a moment, my body reacted first to a dizzying thought.

Faster than anyone else, I ran to the bed where Sein was lying, hid her shoes underneath, and gently covered her with the blanket.

I wondered if it was normal for me to do something like this, but I couldn’t help it because I didn’t want to be in such an awkward situation.

Bang bang bang!!!

I sensed something strange when I heard a knocking sound that seemed quite urgent rather than a normal knocking, but I felt uncomfortable knowing that he was Teacher Zeright.

＂All, all students..＂

If he was rushing like this even though there was no reason for him to do so, it was clear that the situation was serious.

Crash!!

I quickly open the door and greet Mr. Jeright.

The teacher takes a deep breath, grabs my hand, and begins handing me a letter with the emblem of {Alyseum Kingdom} engraved on it.

Recognizing that his hands were cold and trembling, which was obviously unusual, I opened the letter and checked its contents without even asking about the situation.

Cheesy!

***

＂Ah… no…＂

“That can’t be possible, teacher..”

It’s none other than that.

The disappearance of his mother, Diendeluca Dincia.

And my sister who was with me on the front lines… Diendeluka Asia was seriously injured.

The contents of the letter, which can never be trusted, were delivered a little while ago from {Alysseum Kingdom}.

Teacher Jeright brought it to me right away after confirming that it was nothing out of the ordinary, but as expected, I knew immediately by looking at Dahyin’s expression that my bad premonition had come true.

Rattling..

My hands won’t stop shaking.

I couldn’t believe this reality at first.

No… I didn’t want to believe it.

I didn’t want to acknowledge the contents of this letter until I saw it with my own eyes.

My breathing was irregular, and my trembling hands created a great deal of anxiety.

Seeing Dahin looking so anxious, Jelight gave strength to the hand he was holding on to and told him to calm down…

I couldn’t hear the teacher’s voice.

“Everyone, we have to go right away..”

Graduation from {Royal Academy} or anything like that didn’t catch my eye.

At this moment, the only thing on my mind was whether my family was alive or dead.

The death of my mother and sister was vividly pictured in my mind, and how horrifying it was.

My trembling body moved first.

＂Students Dahyun, wait a moment..＂