episode_0142

When I opened my eyes, I found myself in that man’s bed.

“Why am I…”

Why am I in this man’s bed?

Only then did the memories of yesterday slowly return.

That man, under the gaze of Seonghan, had no choice but to fuck his sister under the table without her knowing.

Then, my sister left to take a shower.

Suddenly, an excited man dragged him into the room.

Seonghan lays himself down on the bed, roughly lifts up his dress and puts his dick–

“ugh…”

I stopped thinking there.

The more I think about it, the more my head and heart start pounding.

It felt like things were going to get weird.

One thing was certain now.

“You did it, I.”

It wasn’t that I had any regrets or anything like that.

It was something I was prepared to do from the beginning, and after I found out about my sister’s situation, it was something I tried to do for her.

Because of me, my sister, who had no experience with men, has already had too much experience.

I didn’t want to have to experience sex for the first time.

To borrow Seonghan’s words, Jindo did not go all the way.

If that was true, it had to be protected.

Even for my sister’s future.

Even now, he was planning to take all that burden on himself.

Additionally, my sister’s first experience should not have remained such a drastic experience.

If that happens, it will really be ruined.

In many ways.

Yesterday was an amazing experience for me.

Is there anything that surprised you?

“…it wasn’t that bad…”

What happened yesterday didn’t feel all that bad.

Honestly, I was surprised.

In fact, I have always had a secret taste that I cannot tell others.

It started with an extreme foreign pornographic video that I saw by chance.

It was a video of a large foreign man forcibly raping a delicate woman.

Of course, rather than an actual situation like that, it was just a video of someone directing and acting out that kind of situation.

But that sight-

It aroused me to a degree I had never felt before.

Enough to find other similar videos without even realizing it.

From then on, a crooked wall developed within him.

‘Me too-‘

I want to be treated like that.

Roughly, like an animal.

I want to have sex where we lose our senses, cling to each other, and only desire each other.

Such a wall was created.

However, I have never revealed such walls to anyone.

It was the same with my friends around me, including my sister, and it was the same with the boyfriend I had until now.

I was afraid that people would look at me like I was a strange person if I talked about such walls.

On the contrary, I was afraid that I would not be satisfied no matter how roughly the other person treated me.

But yesterday I was satisfied.

I am satisfied.

Just thinking about yesterday made my breathing faster and my heart pound.

“Phew… Should I come back and get some air…”

Feeling a little confused, I cautiously came out of the room.

I moved as carefully as possible, hoping that my sister wouldn’t see me coming out of Seonghan’s room.

Fortunately, there was no one in the living room outside the room.

After I breathed a sigh of relief, hunger finally came.

When I think about it, I ended up not even being able to eat food yesterday.

It was time to slowly lift one of the desserts on the table.

“Lana?”

“Big!”

“Sorry, are you okay?”

I was startled by a voice coming from behind me and a lump stuck in my throat.

My sister quickly opened the refrigerator, opened a bottle of cool water, and handed it to her.

He even patted my back gently.

Although I was grateful for that kindness, it also hurt my heart at one time.

Even though he is Seonghan’s slave because of himself, he takes care of his younger brother like this instead of holding any resentment.

However, he was just trying to hide what happened yesterday.

‘…Let’s talk.’

It was something I had to say anyway.

Originally, I had planned to let my sister notice Seonghan’s actions naturally after some time had passed.

However, I thought it would be easier to speak honestly and persuade him now.

“Where did you go yesterday? I couldn’t see it…”

My sister even brought up the topic of conversation.

“Sister’s factsㅡ”

I explained it as non-irritatingly as possible.

From my conversation with Seonghan, I learned a bit about their relationship.

From now on, she decided to take on that role instead of her sister.

So, the role of a slave who engages in erotic skinship.

“What is that-”

My sister’s eyes shook violently.

Then my sister grabbed my shoulder.

“Oh, no!”

“Sister…?”

“Why did you take my place…”

“That’s what I have to say! Why does my sister have to have that kind of relationship with that guy?”

She never backed down despite her sister’s opposition.

I couldn’t back down.

Because I was the one who started all these incidents.

It was natural for him to take responsibility.

“You’ve had that relationship because of me.”

“…Lana.”

“Don’t worry, sister, I tried it. It was okay…”

“…Huh?”

My sister’s eyes widened.

Only then did I realize that I was so excited that I made a mistake.

I shouldn’t have said that I tried it.

“Ha, you tried it…?”

“No, anyway, I told that guy too…”

After saying that, I went back into the room I came out of.

I even forgot that the room was Seonghan’s room.

“La, Lana, there-”

Next, I heard my sister’s voice sounding embarrassed.

I thought, Oops.

I was so embarrassed by this situation that I had no choice but to cover my face with both hands.

” Mr. Idiot…”

I wanted to hide somewhere.

***

How many days have passed since then?

After my sister Lana’s surprise remark, the relationship between the three of us became completely mixed up.

Several days passed and I still couldn’t get used to this change.

“…Should the wind blow…”

With a confused mind, I went out of my room.

Then, the silhouettes of two people appeared from the kitchen.

The faces seemed too close.

“…What are you two doing?”

“Oh.”

“Um, are you awake?”

“Uh, good morning, sister.”

When I came out of the living room, the two people who were standing next to me hurriedly left and awkwardly greeted me.

What were the two doing so early in the morning?

The two people who had fallen licked their mouths with their hands.

Lana’s cheeks were full of blush, and Seonghan turned on the air conditioner, feeling a little hot.

It seemed like he knew what the two were doing.

Because he was with Seonghan until just a few days ago.

Just a few days ago, she kissed Seonghan.

“…Umm…”

For some reason, I felt uneasy.

When Lana first spoke, I felt relieved in my heart.

He felt that he had done enough for Lana, and if things went any further with Seonghan, there was really no turning back.

Because your first experience will be your success.

In addition, Lana even said that her inappropriate relationship with Seonghan was not a bad thing.

Thanks to this, I felt less guilty even when I entrusted heavy responsibilities to Lana.

But these days, when I look at the two people, a part of my heart feels uncomfortable.

‘Why?’

Even though he himself didn’t know why he felt this way, he was clearly feeling uncomfortable with the two people.

“Okay, I have to eat breakfast soon, Rasha, what do you want to eat?”

“Sister, what do you want to eat?”

Even the two people’s warm consideration did not ease my mind.

It was especially so today.

Without realizing it, I answered in a blunt voice.

“Just because it’s morning. Would you like to order a salad?”

“Yes.”

“Yes. Sister, I’ll order it.”

Perhaps because I ordered it through the hotel’s room service, the food was delivered quickly.

The seat at the table had been fixed for several days.

Me and Lana sit side by side…

Seonghan sat across from Lana.

‘…Before Lana came, the two of us ate on the sofa…’

Even on the first day Lana came, she and Seonghan sat facing each other.

Sometimes, when our eyes met, we smiled at each other.

There was such a bond.

then.

‘…another thought from that time…’

These days, I sometimes recall memories of the past like this.

Before purchasing Lana at the auction, the two of them went swimming together, sat on the sofa, picked each other’s food, and sometimes locked eyes and kissed each other.

I kept thinking about those days.

Even while eating salad, the two looked at each other and occasionally laughed.

Who would look at that scene and think it was a forced relationship?

No matter how you looked at it, it seemed closer to a romantic relationship.

If you ask me if that is a problem–

‘There is a problem…’

Because his younger sister cannot be fooled by a man again.

Yeah, I mean-

After finishing eating, I quietly called Lana.

Lana followed her into the room and asked what was going on.

“…Are you okay these days?”

“Huh? recently? Are you okay?”

He suddenly asked me what I meant and answered calmly.

As if nothing is happening to you right now.

“Because… I get called to my room every night. Because they don’t like it or find it difficult or something like that.”

“Ah… it’s not like that.”

“That’s not it?”

Lana smiled awkwardly and denied it.

“…I sometimes go first these days.”

“What?”

It was as if he was saying that he was going because he wanted to.

That was strange.

Why does Lana go to Seonghan’s room on her own?

Does this mean that he has no choice but to satisfy Seonghan like he did before?

Could it be that Lana likes Seonghan?

“Uh, my sister said, you trust people too easily…”

“But, sister. The master is our benefactor.”

“…”

What he said came back exactly to him.

I knew it.

Better than anyone else.

Even though Seonghan has a tendency to show off a bit to women, he is a trustworthy person.

Just looking at it now, he didn’t even put a finger on himself just because he promised Lana.

Then why don’t you like this situation?

Why is a part of my heart so frustrated?

Why is my younger sister Lana like this?

Am I jealous?

I swallowed my saliva.

I felt like I finally understood.

“…Lagna, maybe I too…”

“Huh?”

“Can I go to your room with you?”

I wanted to be sure of this feeling.

Watching the two people.