episode_0142

In two days, I could honestly say that I enjoyed a lot of peace.

Actually, when it comes to peace, I think it was best when I just camped and walked leisurely, but that was only because there were no horse-drawn carriages there and there was no alternative ride, and now that I ride a horse-drawn carriage that exists to shorten the time, I have no choice but to give up. It was leisure.

I thought it was regrettable, but I brushed it off and sighed.

There was no time to be lost in thought about such things right now.

To be honest, it was more unfair because there was nothing to be unfair about. It’s not what I wanted before. Did I hit a cake? I could deal with them with that shamelessness, but it was different now.

I spread my legs and I let him.

I could have pushed it away any time I wanted to, but I didn’t.

That’s why I was stabbed, and I was so stung that I couldn’t straighten my back.

A moan flows out of my confused mind. Finally, a sigh came out again.

There is a joke that says that sighing gives you longevity, but it turns out to be short-lived. Still, since we know that he won’t die anyway, he won’t even be a threat in the end.

There was no need for the piece of wood that Kylon handed over. if? So I hurt my body, but that didn’t stop my body from healing.

As soon as I entered the room after eating, I immediately took off my veil, put it aside, and changed into comfortable clothes.

Having a bag meant this. Changing into comfortable clothes when I want to.

This meant that I could change clothes without having to go to Kylon and ask him to do so.

Therefore, I was able to avoid contact with Kylon at this moment.

The frown narrowed. To be honest, I felt like I was caught having sex the day before yesterday. Even if there was no physical evidence, there was no way I could really believe that I had fainted for two days, but I couldn’t have been that scared of the gaze that was squeezing me because I had a deep suspicion.

Oh, I’m going to turn away. His face was frowning, but he tried to come to his senses by slapping both cheeks hard enough to make them feel numb.

If I had known it would be like this, I wouldn’t have done anything. If I had sex for no reason, I would end up feeling uncomfortable.

With a groan, I climbed onto the bed, sat down against the wall, and pulled the blanket over me. He covered his lower body with a blanket, drooped his shoulders, and sighed. The door creaked open.

It was none other than Kylon.

They’ve only had sex once, and just like yesterday, knocking didn’t seem to exist anymore.

Does he see my privacy as just a piece of trash lying around? The thought made me angry for a moment, but then other people’s even more fearful gazes came to mind, and I opened my mouth in horror.

“Hey, hey… ! Get out quickly… !”

I was afraid that if I shouted too loudly, everyone would hear, so I spoke to him in as low a voice as possible for him to hear. Then, Kailon, who had been sneaking in, froze when he saw my face.

why? It was a movement that seemed to contain a question.

“What if other kids see it and become suspicious? Go quickly. I will be alone. Really, let’s get through to the ending without any trouble.”

“… It’s a harem-making game anyway, so what have they got to say if I add one more thing?”

When I said I was an extra, I felt like a bridesmaid, so I was angry, but I didn’t want to argue about whether I was the best or the most concubine among the heroines, so I kept my mouth shut and said something else.

“It’s a game… It’s almost real now. To be honest, these kids may only want to look out for themselves, but there is no need to make them stand up for me by increasing their competition.”

“… Seriously, I say I will love my girl, but how can I be so mean to her?”

“Why am I your girl?”

“No? Shall we do Veronica?”

“Ugh, that’s cringy. Let’s get out quickly.”

“… Huh, you’re being a bit picky today.”

It seemed like it was always like this, not today, but I felt like Kylon, who was secretly telling me not to let him out like this, was really tactless today.

With narrowed eyes, I stared at him sullenly and sighed heavily.

Even if I really wanted to hit him, I couldn’t do it easily because I felt like he would want compensation and say something because of you.

“Give me a hug and I’ll leave right away.”

“What kind of kid is this?”

“Uh, kid.”

“… Ugh.”

Letting out a sigh, I threw off the blanket, wriggled around, and then sat down on the edge of the bed. And when I lightly opened my hand to quickly chase Kailon away, he came right away and fell into my arms in a hesitant posture.

No, it was me who was hugged. He came to me in a hesitant position, lifted me up, and hugged me tightly.

“Why is it suddenly lifting… ?”

I was so dumbfounded that I asked in a weak voice, and Kailon raised the corner of his mouth as if asking something so obvious.

“Because your posture is uncomfortable?”

“… If you don’t hug me now, go.”

“Kiss?”

It crosses the “ line… Clean your mouth.”

“Chet.”

Kailon pursed his lips as if he was annoyed and placed me on the bed.

As my butt touched the soft bed, my body regained stability.

The child is becoming more and more demanding.

Even though I liked it, his approach was so brash that I was embarrassed.

Aren’t you too clumsy for playing a popular game? To dismiss it as that, it could just be that I don’t know much about human relationships.

In fact, isn’t it true that people easily meet outside, become friends easily, fall in love easily, and become deeply friends, only to break up again?

I don’t know. For me, Kylon was the only person who truly treated me like a person and good.

I didn’t just overlook it and move on because the only person I could trust and follow was Kailon.

Because the person who said he liked me was Kailon, there was only one person who said he loved me.

It was like that then too.

I had no choice but to accept it because the warm feeling I felt was greater than the sense of betrayal.

Since he said he did it for me, I just thought he wanted to take a look at it at least once.

“… Go quickly.”

“Okay… ”

Kailon mumbled and nodded as if he was disappointed.

There I was, holding Kailon’s wrist as he tried to turn around.

“?”

I had the illusion that a question mark appeared above Kailon’s head.

Why did I capture Kylon? A question came to my mind, and I immediately took my hand off Kylon’s wrist.

“What’s wrong? Do you have something to say?”

Heroines are scary. That might be a bit hard to say. The strategy isn’t over right away, and besides, it looks like Kylon is going to kick everything out with just one word from me.

I don’t know. Maybe I’m just a crazy person who has a human mind and does as he pleases. I felt so ashamed that it was painful to think about it any more.

“Just… It seemed like he was regretting it.”

“… What, give me a kiss?”

“What is a kiss, when you’re all grown up.”

“Kiss?”

“No? Just let me hug you one more time… ”

Then, Kylon ran straight to the bed where I was sitting.

Kylon dived and my body was laid down in his arms. Kylon hugged me on the bed and started rubbing his face against mine.

“Eoyu, you only learned to do pretty things, so who on earth were you with to only do such pretty things?”

“… Linda, Agnes, Flora.”

“… … Wow, this isn’t pretty. In times like this, shouldn’t my name come out?”

“I don’t know.”

“Are you doing this on purpose because you’re embarrassed? If that’s the case, I’ll give you extra points.”

“No, it’s okay, what are the extra points… I don’t need it? If you don’t hug me now, go quickly.”

“Ah, Veronica feels recharged.”

Kailon rubbed his face against my face for a long time and then, perhaps satisfied, pulled away, sighing, ‘Huh.’

He was hugging me so tightly and rubbing against me that I was out of breath even though he didn’t do anything.

Was it because I couldn’t breathe easily?

My breathing was difficult, and my face felt hot.

It was probably the result of Kylon teasing me with my face.

Everything about Kylon is bad. I wanted to complain, but I closed my eyes, thinking that it wouldn’t be good to stop talking and that it would only give Kailon an excuse to stay here longer.

“Then I’ll go.”

“Next time, knock and come in… ”

“Okay, okay.”

That’s how Kailon left.

It felt like a typhoon had come and gone.

“Ha.”

It was a chest that did not calm down even when I took deep breaths.

I couldn’t understand why it was like this.

It wasn’t that I wanted to get some sexual pleasure, but it felt like my heart was racing for something else.

I am attracted to him because he is handsome. Well, I’m drawn to sex because it feels good. More than that, his personality just stayed in my mind.

I felt like he was leading me, who was timid and passive and couldn’t do anything properly, to a wider place.

It seemed like he was telling me it was okay to puff out my chest a little more.

It just felt strange to let my voice be heard a little more.

Normally, I wouldn’t even be conscious of it, so I wondered why I was like that, but after going through something like this, I felt like I was releasing some of my deep-rooted feelings by voicing them out, and it felt quite comfortable.

Yes, Kylon was a comfortable person for me.

That’s why I wanted to be next to him more.

My heart, which had not yet calmed down, was racing.