episode_0133

[133화] Complete Self

“Uh… chu… chwip… eum!”

“Hmm….”

Hyangdan carefully raised her eyes to glance at Mr. Kim’s expression, trying not to show her teeth.

With a lazy expression, she sighed softly and slightly wetted her head….

‘Wow… Mr. Kim seems to be in a really good mood right now….’

Seeing him so pleased made Hyangdan feel somewhat amused, unlike the initial fear she had.

To be honest, she was a bit scared earlier.

The sudden coldness in Mr. Kim’s eyes, the grotesque sight of his large manhood throbbing with excitement….

Although she almost ran away from Mr. Kim, who was poking her lips with that large object as if forcing her, she failed and stumbled back into his strong legs.

Even though she knew it was her own doing, how could she have known that a man’s member would look so terrifying?

She had almost mistaken it for a goblin’s club….

Nevertheless, she had mentally prepared herself to some extent before removing her undergarments, recalling the gossip from the village women about such encounters.

They had shared stories of their first nights with husbands when they were still virgins, crying in surprise at the sight of their husbands’ lower parts suddenly thrust in front of them….

Initially, the women around her had comforted her, saying they had all been through similar experiences, but Hyangdan had secretly slipped in among them,

“Oh… When a woman sees a man’s part for the first time, it must be scary…” nodding her head in agreement.

So, she had anticipated being somewhat surprised,

Perhaps she had been too casual in assuming that, unlike fragile humans, she would be fine because she was a goblin..?

Yet, even though she was now diligently bobbing her head up and down, shaking it vigorously, unlike the initial fear and discomfort, she wondered if this was truly becoming cute and endearing…

Would the once repulsive stick she saw initially now appear lovable?

The village women had said that meeting a sturdy husband down there was also a blessing….

The older men had also mentioned that bigger was better….

These were tales that still did not resonate with her.

Of course, just like she had found touching it intimidating at first, she was now sucking eagerly, shaking her head and thinking, ‘Is this because it’s endearing, or is it just because Mr. Kim seems to enjoy my every move…?’

Hmm… But looking at it now, does it seem a bit cute?

Curiously, she sucked on the tip of the glans, pulling the manhood out of her mouth.

Squelch, squelch, pop..!

“Eek..! Gross..! Disgusting..! How… how was I sucking on this earlier?”

The manhood began to shake back and forth again, slapping her face lightly.

Quickly, Hyangdan grabbed and held onto the manhood with her hand.

“Ouch..! It’s hot..!”

While she felt warmth inside her mouth, touching it with her slightly cool hand revealed that the man’s pillar was hotter than she had imagined.

Thump.. Thump..

The imposing appearance with thick veins pulsating, and the intense, musky scent mixing with her saliva…

Hyangdan couldn’t remember how she had managed to take it in her mouth earlier, or even what she had thought about the act itself….

Once again, fear started creeping in.

“What are you doing? Quickly, put it back in your mouth.”

“(Huu… M-Mr. Kim..!)”

Ah… yes… She remembered now. The reason she had started sucking on it.

The cold and fearful gaze…

Authoritative command…

Cueong… Cueong..!

“(Hwee….)”

It’s because of this feeling.

The more she feared Kim Seobang… the more terrified she became… her lower abdomen gradually moistened, a sensation sinking deep within… as if wanting to go to the prison-like place, trembling and excited as if desiring it like she wanted to see Kim Seobang watching him kiss other women…

“Am I getting excited by Kim Seobang commanding me so fiercely?”

That’s when she realizes.

Kim Seobang was her king.

He had declared himself as the Goblin King, bowing his head.

Goblins are beings who find happiness in being treated as tools by the king.

Since her king had commanded her… even if she was just a tool, she had to obey his orders somehow for her own happiness…!

Chwak… Churip..!

Thus, with a shudder, she forgets her previous self, which trembled in horror, and with vacant eyes, she opens her pretty, small mouth, biting and sucking on his manhood.

“Uum.. Jjong.. Jjeup… Jjeung…! Chuwip.. Jjuwip.. Jjong….”

Her movements were much more skillful and proactive than before.

Rising her hips, actively using her lips and tongue as if serving wholeheartedly, unlike before when she reluctantly put his manhood in her mouth due to rude coercion…

“Jjeung..! Jjok! Haljjak.. Haljjak.. Jjo-ok..! Chuwip….”

Without using her throat, she repeatedly detaches her mouth from the root of the pillar, kissing and licking solely to satisfy his sexual desires…

“Heoeu….”

Finally, a moan bursts from her mouth…

‘Ah! You seem to really enjoy this when I do it like this? Namgeun is getting bigger and more excited..!’

Grinning..!

With newfound composure, she now pouts with coquettish eyes, wanting to be even more adorable.

“Eum….”

‘As expected..! I knew you would like my gaze..!’

Ah… Even though her king finds her actions pleasing, it’s a bit unsettling…!

And…

Even her fearful and repulsed reactions seem to excite him, becoming ingredients that stir his excitement…

Thinking differently, finding his terrifying appearance oddly satisfying.

This was what she had always desired.

Someone who desired her.

More precisely, not as a widow, with her black hair and eyes, but as a mischievous girl, with blue hair and blue eyes, desiring her true self as a goblin…

Look at her… at the sight of Kim Seobang before her…

Despite her current appearance as a goblin with blue hair and eyes, which Kim Seobang feared so much… he seems to desire her with such sticky and slimy emotions.

She had wanted to see that reaction.

‘Haah… He desires me so fully..! Not as a widow, but as a goblin… he wants to indulge and sin…!’

And… as she serves this grotesque object, the more she serves… the more those sticky emotions grow…

The altar… only then did it start to seem somewhat endearing.

Because that grotesque thing seemed like a medium connecting her and him…

“(Chuwip… Kim Seobang? Feeling good? Here…? Should I scratch a bit more with the tip of my tongue? Or should I use my lips to play up and down the pillar? Hm? Euh?)”

“……”

“(It’s amazing… How is it so well-shaped for sucking and swallowing? It looks like it’s perfectly designed to be inserted into a hole!)”

Of course… It’s made that way to fit nicely into the female hole, just as you said.

“Suck.. Slurp..! Suck..!”

“(Hmm… It feels like your scent will seep into my mouth.. It’s very.. strong-smelling, with a slurping sensation at the end… Suck.. Slurp…)”

I was relieved that Hyangdani seemed more relaxed.

Even though my sexual desire was stimulated by Hyangdani, pressuring a virgin and forcing her to suck my penis did make me feel guilty…

Certainly, feeling guilty even added to the perverse pleasure, but…

But, ah… I can’t solely blame my forceful actions on being consumed by lust and distorting my character.

Surely, Hyangdani had some fault too. Whether she knew it or not.

She kept teasing with ambiguous stimulation, making me excited and then trying to escape with a fearful face, suddenly stopping midway through sucking and just looking around…

Teasing and tantalizing, giving pleasure and then abruptly stopping, only to feel impatient and angry…

Of course, it was evident that Hyangdani didn’t understand men well, which was something I had to consider…

It was an inevitable fact that unpleasant feelings would accumulate due to the accumulating desire…

It was fortunate that I couldn’t use my hands…

If I hadn’t been occupied with Heesun’s and Sari’s breasts in my hands, trying to forcibly relieve this blocked sensation by pressing Hyangdani’s head dangerously hard and shoving it into her throat might have happened…

“Ugh..! Be careful with that standing position. Huh.. Like that… Press my head while licking the tip of my ear with your tongue…”

“(Lick… Suck… Like this?)”

“Yes.. Just like that.. Hmm..”

It was a strange feeling.

Being able to communicate with my penis in her mouth by speaking directly in my mind…

“Hmm… Hyangdani? Can you first stroke the shaft with your hand? You can grip it firmly.”

“(Huh? Are you talking about the part not touched by lips? Wasn’t it supposed to be done only with your mouth?)”

“Well.. Without removing your mouth. Use your hand separately…”

Anyway.. It’s both strange and serious…

It seems like I’ll have to pull out properly at least once…

As it is, the stimulation was too insufficient.

Even if Hyangdani provides stimulation, she can’t take in even a third of my member.

If she could use her throat like Heesun, it might enhance the stimulation, but it’s impossible for Hyangdani to open her throat alone…

So, I needed to find a way to stimulate my senses differently.

‘What should I do? Should I ask Hyangdani to remove the inner skirt she’s wearing? If I see her chest… Or maybe try to at least open her throat somehow… Hmm…’

“(Why, why are you like this, Mr. Kim? Not feeling good? Some… unsatisfactory emotion… What else… do I need to do? Just say it, Mr. Kim..! I don’t know well..!)”

Hmm… How did she notice that I was lacking stimulation even though I tried not to show it?

Hyangdani urgently asks me in her mind, digging through my penis up and down.

“(Huh? Mr. Kim! Why no response? You said you’d do everything? Do I need to dig somewhere other than your mouth with my mouth and hands?)”

“…Oh? Found it.”

“(…Oh?)”

Yes… Maybe with that…

With a puzzled look, Hyangdani stares wide-eyed at my penis through her lips…

What I’m intensely gazing at is…

The glossy blue strands of Hyangdani’s hair…