episode_0132

#132

“……Eh?”

“You tell the manager.”

I couldn’t understand.

Why was my name suddenly mentioned there?

Park Dong-chul had shown signs of being conscious of me whenever he was with Harin.

On the first day, he even showed me a used condom and bragged about what they had done.

Then next time, he called for me while pushing Harin under the desk.

At the dorm…… he outright did it in front of me.

As if using me as a tool for his amusement.

This time, Park Dong-chul brought up my name again.

It must be…… some kind of play.

Just like how those sponsor bastards would hold a camera and make Harin or Sea say things.

Humiliating them by making them confess to someone they know. That kind of intention.

No need to get unnecessarily scared.

“Manager-nim…… isn’t here right now. Earlier…….”

“No. He is.”

Cutting off Harin’s words, Park Dong-chul replied with certainty.

……It almost sounded like he was speaking to me directly.

“He’s listening to this right now.”

How.

How did he…… know?

Just as Park Dong-chul said, I was eavesdropping on this scene.

Through the transmitter-receiver hidden in Harin’s bag, the sounds were being transmitted directly to my ears…… while I was masturbating.

Does he really know I’m listening?

Park Dong-chul had a talent for teasing people so naturally—pretending it was nothing, playing it off as a joke—so I couldn’t tell if he was being serious or just throwing out random words.

But.

His voice sounded almost certain.

“……Manager-nim?”

“……….”

Harin.

I answered in my heart.

Even if I spoke out loud, it wouldn’t reach her anyway.

“Are you really…… listening?”

I am.

“Do you remember…… when we first met?”

“……Huh?”

I let out an involuntary sound.

It was so unexpected.

Why would she bring that up here, now……?

“After passing the audition and forming the team, when we greeted you for the first time…… At first, I kept my distance from you, Manager-nim.”

“……Yeah, that’s right.”

“It was the debut team’s first meeting, but honestly, I didn’t trust you much back then. You didn’t have much experience…… and since it was your first time seeing us, you even seemed nervous.”

“……….”

That was true.

At the time, I was still too young and inexperienced.

“So I kept wondering, ‘Will this work out? Is this okay?’ I had a lot of doubts, but seeing how hard you worked… I thought, ‘Yeah, I can trust this person. It’ll be okay to follow them.’”

“……….”

“And…… When the object of that trust and respect is a young man, a girl can’t help but fall in love, right?”

“I guess…….”

“So I really liked you, Manager-nim.”

“……….”

“Too much. So, so much.”

Even though it was Harin saying she liked me.

Those words stabbed at my chest.

“That’s why I kept my eyes on you, trusted you, and followed you for six years. I did everything you asked, obeyed everything you told me. I didn’t even think about whether it was the right path or not. Because it was what you told me to do. Because it was what you wanted. I just did it.”

“……….”

“But……. didn’t do well, did it?”

“…….”

“Even the song you ambitiously prepared under your leadership…… didn’t receive good reviews.”

“…….”

“Our only hit was our second album, and even that title track was chosen by the CEO, wasn’t it?”

………That’s right.

“The kids…… even if they couldn’t say it to you, they were really anxious. ‘Is this really okay? It can’t be. This isn’t even following the trends.’”

“Haha. was really behind the times. What kind of third-gen era song was that?”

Park Dong-chul scoffed beside her.

I couldn’t refute a single word.

“………Even so, I kept reassuring the kids, telling them to trust you…… but in the end, nothing changed.”

“……Yeah.”

“And while all that was happening…… you told me to do *this*.”

“…….”

“Do you know how humiliated I was?”

………I don’t really know.

“Before I could even confess to you, the man I liked suddenly told me to go sleep with someone else.”

“…….”

“That time, I told you it was my first time, didn’t I?”

“……You did.”

“You knew I was saving my first time for you, didn’t you?”

“That was……….”

I had vaguely sensed it.

I’m not completely oblivious.

But back then, I hadn’t realized Harin’s true feelings, and honestly, I was pressed for time.

“But you turned me down…….”

“……….”

“Do you know, Manager-nim…… how it feels to enter a hotel room with another man in front of the man you like for his sake?”

“……….”

………How could I.

Know something like that.

“Do you know how it feels to force yourself to hold it in? To flirt with another man……?”

I couldn’t possibly know.

I never even thought about it.

“……You really don’t, do you?”

Of course not.

Because while Harin was going through all that.

During what must’ve been the most painful time of her life.

“You were masturbating while listening to me getting violated.”

Ah.

I was.

I knew Harin was suffering.

I knew she had agonized over it countless times before making that difficult decision.

No, more than that.

I knew too well that she wouldn’t refuse my words.

And I took advantage of that.

Under the pretext of doing it for .

……I handed her over.

And used fulfilling my own lusts as an excuse.

Listening to the sounds of Harin losing her virginity and becoming a woman, I ejaculated into the air.

Rustle. Rustle.

Amidst the crackling noise, there was a sound of something being taken out.

The muffled background noises suddenly became clear.

“Look at this. Harin.”

“……….”

Park Dong-chul’s voice was now extremely close.

“Was I right?”

“……Yes.”

Harin’s voice was also perfectly audible.

“So Manager-nim really…… is listening right now.”

Now it sounded like Harin was speaking to me directly.

No—she *was* speaking to me directly.

Because this sound…… only came through after the transmitter-receiver was taken out of the bag.

“I found this on the first day~. Ah, sorry for going through your bag without asking. I was looking for condoms.”

“……It’s fine.”

“Back then, I didn’t say anything because I didn’t want to hurt you or the manager. But your manager here is a real habitual offender.”

“……….”

No.

You know damn well that bastard wouldn’t care about something like that… Harin.

“He eavesdrops on us having sex all the time, peeps on us…… And yesterday, he even had you film a video, right?”

That was.

That was *your* suggestion, Harin.

“……Yes.”

“To use as fap material?”

“Yes.”

“Pathetic.”

No.

What the hell do you know.

What gives you the right to lecture me about myself?

“I never took him for that kind of guy.”

“I thought the same.”

“Though, you *have* known him for a long time. Betrayal must sting extra bad……”

“No. It’s fine.”

Harin’s voice was ice-cold.

I felt like I was being looked down on from above.

“Now… it doesn’t matter anymore.”

What do you mean.

What do you mean *now* it doesn’t matter.

“……Manager-nim.”

“Harin.”

“Sorry. There’s something I… never told you.”

“………Huh?”

My eyes shot open.

Something she never told me?

That couldn’t be.

Harin never kept things from me.

She was the type to lay everything bare before me.

She couldn’t possibly have hidden something from me.

“That day…… Even after we came back from the hotel, I met PD-nim a few more times.”

“………What?”

This was the first I’d heard of it.

“When I excused myself for a bit, when you went out for work…… PD-nim would call for me, touch me… kiss me, even had sex with me…”

“What, what are you saying?”

“I…… have done much more than you think.”

My hands trembled.

I couldn’t comprehend what Harin was saying.

“It couldn’t be helped…… I couldn’t refuse PD-nim’s words…… Especially since he was the one who took my first time.”

“Hehe… That’s right.”

“You know, girls…… can never forget their first man. That’s the person who taught me… that sex could feel good, after all…”

Stop.

“At some point… I started giving myself to PD-nim sincerely. Did you know? No, you wouldn’t. You were only eavesdropping.”

Stop. Stop. Stop.

“If you had seen the expressions I made…… you would’ve known whether I was being genuine or not.”

Stop. Stop. Stop.

Please……

“At some point, I……”

Harin couldn’t have. Harin *wouldn’t* have.

She was the most reliable. The one who trusted and followed me the most.

She liked me. Respected me.

She was the most diligent, composed, and rational girl.

That kind of girl…….

Would never fall for some damn dick.

“At some point… I fell in love with this cock.”

Harin……!

“Eurgh.”

My body went limp.

The dampness between my stiff pants spread.

From my tiny cock, a pitiful amount of cum spurted out, soaking my pants.

At the same time.

My face also grew wet.

“Harin…….”

“Manager-nim. I’m sorry.”

To the very last word I heard.

All I did was eavesdrop.

There was no one beside me.

No one in front of me.

Even though I knew Harin was just beyond the cold wall behind me, I didn’t have the courage to go to her.

Because I knew it from the very beginning.

That with my pathetic cock, I could never win against Park Dong-chul.

Even though he’s old, has a gut, and a filthy personality, his skills were solid, and even his cock was superior to mine… instinctively, I knew he was the better man.

“I think…… this is as far as we go.”

Perhaps from the moment I first spoke those words to Harin, I already knew it would come to this.

But I walked straight toward this ending on my own.

Because it felt…… *too good*.

“Ha…….”

Even now, as I shot cum from my cock, I was experiencing the best orgasm of my life.

Ah.

I really am beyond saving.