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[Episode 124] – Shine on the person I love.

-omg…!

Along with Ainsel’s shocked gasp, the images of Katarina and Vivian in the mirror also disappeared in an instant. This was because Ainsel had cut off the connection with the powder.

Ainsel really had no intention of showing Vivian like this. The idea was simply to show how Vivian lives from afar. I feel sorry for Vivian, but…

‘Because the princess misses Vivian very much.’

After Vivian disappeared, Titania really misses Vivian a lot and is really suffering. So, I thought it would cheer you up a little if I showed you Vivien alive.

It was just like that…

“under…”

Titania’s mouth fell as she looked at Vivian, and then she let out a bitter smile. Titania stood up with a wry smile and slowly approached Ainsel.

“why? “No more illumination?”

-Well, that, that… this is…

Ainsel rolled his eyes and avoided Titania’s gaze, not knowing what to do. As Titania approached, Ainsel began to cry and shook his head, but it was no use.

“Heinsel.”

Titania approached Ainsel and held on tightly to the frame of the mirror. As the mirror frame distorted with a creaking sound, Ainsel looked at Titania as if she was going to cry.

As Ainsel looked at Titania, he felt like she was a different person. She cried and trembled, saying that she did not feel like the princess she had known until now. Well, it was all a first time.

The ice-cold voice calling out to him, the cold and angry expression he had never seen before, and the most stern and cold voice, these were things he felt for the first time from Titania, whom he had been with for over ten years.

“Reflect on your mother.”

-Ah, ugh…

In the end, Heinsel lowered his head and began to look at Vivian again. The mirror became blurred, and Vivian and Katharina appeared in the large mirror again. An image of two people hugging each other.

Titania narrowed her eyes and looked at the figure calmly. The image of a mother sobbing and crying in an unknown place, and an unknown woman hugging and comforting the mother.

The unknown woman reflected in the mirror patted the head of her mother, who was hugging her tightly, and continued to tell an unknown story. Truly, Titania couldn’t understand the conversation between the two people.

‘Gwae, it’s okay… I’m sure he will understand you too…’

‘Is that so…?’

Titania smiled bitterly as she swept the mirror away. understanding? What do you understand? What on earth do you want me to understand? My mother is suffering because she left me, so you want me to understand that?

Are you asking me to understand that you are being comforted tenderly in the arms of a woman other than me? Are you saying you can’t help it because you’re suffering because you left me? So you want me to understand?

If you were going to suffer that much, you shouldn’t have left.

If you were going to be that lonely, you should have stayed by my side.

You thought alone, made your own decisions, and left me without saying anything, and now you want me to understand that too? What on earth are you trying to understand? You didn’t say anything to me.

It’s just a promise. It’s already been decided. I’m sorry. If you just say that and leave, how am I supposed to understand? If you left me a letter and left, did you think I would understand and say, ‘Oh, I see?’

No, you will never understand. I don’t even want to understand. If you really thought about me when you left, you shouldn’t have left like this. No, you shouldn’t have left my side. You should have stayed by my side somehow.

“…Maybe it would be good.”

There was a faint moisture in Titania’s voice. Soon, her shoulders began to tremble, she clenched her fists, opened her eyes, and looked at her mother reflected in the mirror. What on earth should I do with that person?

What on earth should I do for that person, who is suffering alone because of a topic that went out on his own, is lonely on his own, is sad alone on his own, and is being comforted by a woman other than me?

Half of my fingernails, which I had bitten while worrying, broke off.

“…I guess I should bring him in first.”

Yes, I had to bring him in first. And I had to let you know. Everything you think is wrong. If you really care about me, you should stay here and support me.

That this is the only place for you.

I am the only one who can comfort you.

You are the only one who can comfort me.

So, you have to stay by my side for the rest of your life.

I had to catch him, tie him up, and tell him.

In order to catch you, who ran away like sand slipping through my fingers when I got close, I had no choice but to tie you up in this place that was as tight as a glass bottle. Otherwise, you’ll run away again.

It doesn’t work that way. Absolutely not.

Even if I allow it twice, I won’t forgive it a third time.

Really, the bad thoughts couldn’t stop. I thought about letting the person go and kidnapping him, but it felt like if I did that, you would run away from me again. However, there were many different ways to catch my mother.

There were more than five methods I had in mind. The worst idea was to announce my mother as a witch. The plan was to send a letter to the entire country informing them that Vivian Liliensol was a witch.

Fortunately, this country still had a culture of avoiding and hating ‘witches’. There were still voices in the temple calling for the witch to be found and captured.

It was clear that my mother, who was declared a witch, would be caught quickly. All he had to do was bring his mother, who had been betrayed and captured by others she trusted, to the royal castle, pretend that she had been executed, and secretly hide her in her room.

Then my mother won’t be able to go anywhere.

Because socially, it’s as if he’s already been killed. I will have to live my whole life protected by my side. Just imagining it, the sweetness of being able to be with the person I love for the rest of my life felt like it was lingering in my mouth.

but…

‘…Then, because my mother is sad.’

Then my mother will be sad and suffer.

I didn’t want to see my mother suffering.

Titania put aside her bad thoughts and sighed softly. Her mother kept running away, which made her have these bad thoughts. Doesn’t that mean she is that desperate?

I wanted to see my mother, meet her, love her, and if I couldn’t do that, I wanted to make it impossible for her to live without me.

Titania swept the mirror that reflected the crying Vivian and smiled.

‘So… I’ll just tie it up.’

Don’t let me run away from you.

*

smart-

At the sound of a knock on the door, Titania turned her head and looked towards the source of the sound.

“princess. This is Bang Show. “Do you mind if I come in?”

“come in.”

After Titania’s permission was given, the door opened and Vinchot walked into the room with a dark expression. Then he slowly approached Titania and spoke while looking at the wounds on both knees.

“…Does your wound not hurt?”

“not really.”

Titania answered calmly, repeatedly bending and bending the injured knee. It wasn’t that it didn’t hurt, but compared to the wounds his mother had inflicted on him, this pain was nothing.

Vinchot knelt down and looked at Titania’s wounds.

Perhaps because the maids treated him properly, his knee, which was covered in bandages, looked fine on the outside. According to what the maid who treated said, if the treatment continued like this, no scars would remain.

“so? Why did you come?”

“I heard the princess was hurt a lot….”

“…It’s no big deal.”

Bangchot made a bitter expression at Titania’s cold tone. Approximately eight months have passed since Titania, who graduated from the academy, arrived at the castle.

The season that was spring when Titania arrived soon turned into summer and fall, and then winter before spring again. A cold late winter with snowstorms.

It was clear that spring would come soon, but for some reason, Vinchot felt that this winter would continue forever. That’s how cold Titania’s attitude felt.

Titania let out a small sigh, turned her head, sat down at the dressing table, and looked at the mirror. Then, while combing the hair that had fallen down to her waist, she asked Bangchot.

“Bang show. “How long until my coronation?”

“yes? Ah… it’s fall next year… less than a year left. But the other nobles said let’s move it forward to next spring-”

“The coronation ceremony will not be brought forward. “Tell the other ministers that we will proceed next fall as decided.”

“but…”

The moment Vinchot was about to continue speaking, Titania’s gaze in the mirror left him unable to say anything. Bang Chau sighed and nodded, saying that he didn’t think the princess would listen if he said any more than this.

“…Yes, I will tell that to the other ministers.”

“okay.”

Titania looked at her reflection in the mirror, gathered her long hair, and watched the ends touch her back.

Every morning, the first thing I wake up to is my long hair that my mother gave me. Hair as black as ebony, which my mother always said was as pretty as silk.

Titania was so happy to spend her mornings with her mother that she took time to straighten her hair every day. Even when I went to the academy, I tried to keep my head from getting damaged.

Because I want to be praised by my mother every morning. It was the hair my mother had grown out in hopes of prolonging the time she spent on me.

but…

“…Because there’s no one to praise me anymore.”

“yes?”

Titania took a pair of scissors from a drawer and cut off the hair that was tied together. The cut off black hair fell to the bottom of the rainforest tree.

“Princess Titania…?! What is this now…!!”

Vinchot was shocked from behind, but Titania didn’t care. Titania, who was looking at her hair, which had suddenly become shoulder-length, strengthened her resolve as she looked at that figure.

I was determined to bring my mother here until the coronation ceremony. If she runs away again this time, I am prepared to force her to come back even if I have to become a bad daughter.

I made resolutions for the last year.