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    Yoo Ji-min put her legs on Choi Do-hyeon’s legs and pretended to be asleep.

    Very shallowly, I narrowed my eyes and watched his movements, then closed them again.

    Then, she saw his hand moving towards her chest.

    ‘what? what is this? no way..! Should I wake up now? What if I wake up midway…? No, what should I do with this…?’

    All kinds of thoughts swirled in her brain.

    She was frozen in place, unable to do anything.

    “…I guess I fell asleep.”

    Yoo Ji-min closed his eyes tightly and heard his voice coming from nearby.

    ‘Ugh….’

    She was the one who did something that could be called seduction, but she wasn’t ready to go to the end right away.

    Nervousness and confusion clouded her mind, and his hand kept coming –

    I picked up the cell phone resting on my chest.

    ‘..uh?’

    He spreads his arms on his body comfortably and even covers him with a blanket he brought from somewhere.

    ‘Wow, I’m surprised… I guess I misunderstood.’

    When I realized that he had no ulterior motives, I felt relieved.

    It even made me feel a little better.

    Being cared for by someone else was a rare experience for her… and it was better than she expected.

    Especially receiving it from someone who shows favor.

    ‘Should I cover it now…?’

    at that time.

    Suddenly, I felt a soft touch on my hair.

    She took a breath without realizing it.

    The hand gently brushing my hair was warm.

    too.

    I felt so valued that it reminded me of a parent stroking a young child.

    Be careful not to break it or get hurt.

    I had to do my best to prevent the corners of my mouth from rising.

    Hard work with happiness.

    And, the next word.

    “..It’s pretty.”

    In an instant, my hair turned white.

    Surprise came before happiness.

    Squeak, thump.

    After I heard the door open and him leaving.

    She sat up slowly.

    “..huh?”

    As she placed her hand on the area where his warm touch had just touched, she thought back on what had just happened.

    “Huh..? Huh?”

    -..It’s pretty.

    Those words played back and forth in my head.

    After a while, the delayed happiness came flooding back.

    A sense of accomplishment that the efforts you have made so far were not meaningless.

    It was a feeling I had never felt from Siwoo.

    “Hehe, hehe…”

    Laughter leaked out.

    Not a forced smile to maintain relationships with others, but a genuine smile that comes from deep within.

    Like a hole in a dam, it flowed out unstoppably.

    My heart was pounding.

    It’s like a war is going on inside the body and soldiers are firing cannons at random.

    My cheeks turned red and I felt hot.

    What would someone think if they saw her with one hand smoothing her hair and a smile on her face?

    However, it was not easy to suppress the joy of the moment.

    “I should have recorded it…! No, is that too perverted…?”

    It seemed like it would remain her regret that she didn’t run the recording device.

    At the same time, inside a room in a home a little away from her house.

    “Hmm..? What is it?”

    “Why are you like this, Yeeun?”

    “Just… my ears suddenly felt itchy. Who talks about me…?”

    The person who actually did it licked his ear.

    In particular, the main use of the recording is –

    Again, Yoo Ji-min’s house.

    “No. This is something you hear every day as long as you’re dating.”

    What would it be like to become a lover with him?

    Every day, I hear sweet words and feel loving hands.

    You will hear dreamy whispers along with a warm hug.

    You will be intoxicated with emotions you have never felt before, and everything in the world will seem beautiful.

    Noise feels like the beautiful sound of a harp, and the scenery I see every day looks like a painting.

    If you walk outside, everyone will envy you and memories will build.

    During an intimate night, the atmosphere becomes increasingly sticky with each other, and you may end up moving toward dizzying pleasure.

    not bad.

    It makes me sick to think of other men, but if it’s him…

    It seemed acceptable.

    She looked around.

    ‘Well, my dad doesn’t come home often anyway… It’s nice and spacious.’

    The lonely, dark house suddenly began to seem spacious and a good place to live.

    It is not a place that is unnecessarily large, but a place that is comfortable and has good facilities.

    It seemed like it would be the perfect space if there was just one person who could fill her heart.

    “…Miss, but why did you leave without doing anything?”

    A bit of regret that came late.

    If she looked that pretty, wouldn’t it be okay to at least kiss her cheek or forehead?

    They’ll think you’re sleeping anyway…

    No setbacks.

    My body stiffened in that situation, but as time passed, I became regretful.

    It was contradictory, but human emotions were inherently like that.

    “…Isn’t that why she looks so pretty…? Well… if you stay with Jeong Ye-eun…”

    You may seem ordinary.

    There is a perception that it is pretty, but that’s just it.

    To the extent that no particular desire arises.

    For example, like looking at a pretty vase.

    When I think like that, I start to feel depressed again.

    “ Well, even when I just hugged him and put my legs up, there was no reaction… No? Still, he strokes my head… Of course, only when I pretend to sleep…”

    My worries deepened.

    ‘…I don’t know.’

    And, no conclusion was reached.

    My mind was complicated.

    A strange feeling that I have never felt before.

    What is certain is that… even if it was a very small effect, it was clearly effective.

    It was not as sturdy as it was during the war.

    I definitely thought that if I pushed through, I would be happy someday.

    In the first place… Didn’t I get excited just by his small words?

    ‘okay. When I say it’s pretty, I mean it, at least.’

    There is no reason to tell lies to someone who is sleeping.

    At least he is treating her well.

    For her, that fact alone was enough.

    “Today… should I order chicken?”

    After finishing her worries, she picked up the card on the table and started thinking about dinner.

    .

    .

    .

    The evening when Choi Do-hyun finished meeting Yu Ji-min.

    Jeong Ye-rin was lying in her room as usual, hugging a teddy bear dressed in Choi Do-hyun’s clothes.

    The doll I rented while my younger brother was out of town had a scent as always.

    ‘…Wouldn’t it be okay to make some progress now…?’

    Until recently, she had been taking photos that would make Choi Do-hyun happy and sending them to him.

    When she thought about him satisfying his desires by looking at her photos, she also felt a rush of pleasure.

    It’s been a long time since we’ve been like that.

    She was starting to have particularly strange thoughts these days.

    It is not for nothing that people say that when you stand, you want to sit down, and when you sit down, you want to lie down.

    After asking around a few times, it seemed like her younger brother had not reached the same level of progress as her.

    ‘Now, if I lose my progress… I’ll be number one among the kids…?’

    There was a mistake I had made against him, so I couldn’t afford to yell at him.

    Still, hoping for a deeper relationship as lovers couldn’t have been too ambitious.

    When I meet him, my eyes keep turning to his body.

    Of course, it wasn’t easy to get people to look away from him before, but the tendency has become stronger recently.

    Strangely enough, I felt like my body was more attractive than before.

    The voice felt sweet.

    I wonder what it would be like to be held in strong arms, or what it would be like to be in direct skin-to-skin contact.

    It was a secret she couldn’t tell her younger brother, but she secretly borrowed his clothes and played around with them.

    ‘It can’t be helped…?’

    Because women don’t have sexual desires.

    video?

    Her lover is a much sexier and more handsome man than the male actors who appear there.

    There was no way it was noticeable.

    ‘..But, it’s a bit too much to say that I should do it first….’

    These relationships were usually conducted under the leadership of men.

    Wouldn’t he think it was strange?

    Memories that were once distant kept making her scared.

    So, she had to console herself alone again today.

    Who would think of her as the virtuous leader she is now?

    Her private life that should not be revealed to the outside world.

    There were times when she herself couldn’t believe she had changed.

    I never disliked this change.

    There was no way I wouldn’t like it.

    Because his lover seemed to like her now more than her past self.

    His reaction was noticeably different when he wore loose-fitting clothes like before and when he wore clothes that were a little shorter and revealed his body.

    I also had expectations about what kind of reaction I would have if I wore these clothes.

    Gradually, she began to understand the feelings of the women she had regarded as pitiful in the past.

    What is it like to dress for someone you love rather than just for yourself?

    And in the end, dressing for him becomes dressing for yourself.

    Even if it’s a little annoying, I dress up and go out and see him smile.

    Or, if he blushes.

    Because a dizzyingly exhilarating feeling of happiness arises.

    What is the power of love?

    “Sister! I’m here!”

    “Uh, yes! Are you here?”

    “Did you take my doll again?”

    “Yes. Do you want to take it?”

    “Where are you?”

    “In my room.”

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