episode_0121

After I started writing, I was able to get used to the boredom of peace. Even though I got what I wanted so much, I couldn’t enjoy it.

Now I can enjoy it a little bit.

It was fun to go to the classroom, which made me yawn just thinking about it, and I was able to properly relax during my leisure time with my partner.

In particular, the smile on my face never disappeared when I was writing.

“What are you writing? It looks really fun.”

Agnes was snooping around to the side as if she was curious, and Bea was sitting in front laughing as if she liked me laughing.

But apart from that, telling you what I write is a lifelong secret.

“Uh.. just a diary?”

“Ugh.. Do you like that kind of thing?”

Seeing Agnes’ face as if she had seen vomit, Anne smiled bitterly.

“.. It’s not that bad, Princess Agnes. You also took the paper that disappeared a while ago.”

“Oh, right. I forgot to tell you.”

“It’s okay. But why are you covering the paper?”

“.. So I can’t show it yet.”

Anne would never tell anyone, but she still couldn’t show it.

I’ve read a lot of novels, but this is my first time writing one myself. That’s why there was no such thing as this.

Even looking at what I wrote yesterday, my hands and feet felt like they were going to shrivel up and then disappear.

“Huh? Show me~”

“.. I can’t die.”

Moreover, because it was about my past, it contained my inner thoughts that I could not convey to my lovers, including Bea and Agnes.

Show me what happened that day, with my own hands?

This was worse than killing Zeus.

Better bite your tongue.

“You hate it that much? What on earth do you use? I’m a little curious too.”

“Bea, even you..”

There were enemies everywhere trying to take my writing. As much as I wanted to never let it get taken away, I held on so tightly that the paper crumpled.

They even considered burning it down as a last resort.

smart!

At that time, a customer arrived.

“Berador! Come visit me.. uh.. shall I go back..?”

Eros came in with a bright smile on his face. I felt that the airflow in the room was unusual and tried to close the door and leave.

If only I hadn’t held on to the door, thinking this was a golden opportunity.

“Eris. You arrived just in time. Come in.”

“Yes? No.. I..”

As he dragged himself along, he checked the people in the room and his expression became increasingly pale.

‘.. sorry.’

But… you did something wrong first, so this is okay, right?

The meatloaf that I brought to him while apologizing in my mind was not an apology… No, I succeeded in blocking the text with Eros.

*

‘Come back later. alone.’

I whispered to Eros, who was leaving with a look on his face as if his soul had been ripped out, and he seemed to have recovered a little.

Eros was a god, but he gave up his power to save me… or should I say Eris now.

Anyway, I didn’t forget that I owed her a debt.

The greeting letter sent to the family through Anne included that content, and a reply to it arrived shortly thereafter.

smart.

“Master. Can I come in?”

They say even tigers will come if you tell them what to do…

“Come in.”

Sure enough, Anne carefully opened the door and came in, holding a letter with our family’s seal in her hand.

When Anne received the letter, she said, ‘It’s tomorrow…’ and went out.

Originally, today was the day I was supposed to spend time with Anne, but I asked for understanding and postponed it until tomorrow.

‘Then Eris will arrive in a little while…’

Should I pick you one more time today?

*

“Hehe..”

Eris, who felt extremely happy that Berador had invited her separately, was surprised to see that more time had passed than expected.

I thought it would be appropriate to go around 9 o’clock, but it was already past 10 o’clock.

“Ugh.. I’ve been lying down for too long..”

It was 10:05 when Eris quickly got up and arrived at Berador’s dormitory.

Huh! Eris cleared her throat and knocked on the door.

smart!

“Come in”

Eris cautiously entered, and when she saw that Berador’s expression was a little stiff, she closed her eyes tightly.

“N, sorry for being late..!”

“.. It’s okay. For now, sit here.”

Although Berador had a stern face because he often had his true feelings revealed through his facial expressions. Eris didn’t know that.

Berador sat across from Eris, who sat down in her seat with a dejected look. He took out a letter and continued speaking.

“You said there was no place for you in this world. That’s why you said you would be by my side.”

“Yes, yes…”

“So I looked into it.”

Eris’ heart sank. In fact, it was just an excuse to stay by Berador’s side.

It was true that I had no place to stay, but that didn’t mean I couldn’t live.

I couldn’t believe it, and tears were welling up in my eyes.

But, thinking about Berador, I told myself that I shouldn’t do that and took the letter he gave me.

The corner of Berador’s mouth, having already failed to put on a poker face, was twitching, but it did not catch Eris’s eyes.

I barely moved my hand, which was as heavy as a rebar, and removed the seal on the letter.

Inside the letter was a neatly written contract.

“It won’t be bad. The income is okay, but the location and everything.. huh..?”

“Black.. Ugh..”

I could hear Berador’s voice sounding embarrassed, but tears obscured my vision.

It was a satisfactory enough response, so Berador, who was about to tell her the truth, slapped his forehead when he saw Eris crying.

‘Ah.. it rang.’

I need to comfort you first..

*

“Ugh.. Black.. Ah, I’m not going..”

“Yes, yes..”

As a result of my soothing and sweating, the tears stopped within a few minutes. I was still sobbing, but I was able to talk.

The sight of him wiping away tears with his clenched fist seemed quite cute.

‘.. I might have a bit of a dangerous taste.’

When I take out a handkerchief, he blows his nose and sniffles again.

Now is the time to really let us know. He made Eris, who he was holding, sit on his lap.

When I hugged him from behind, he let out a “hehe”, but when I took out the letter, he started to throw a fit again.

“Read it first.”

“I hate it! no, I do not want! I’m not going! I will never do it.”

“Really? Don’t you want to do that to my exclusive maid?”

“Yes! I’m not going to do it.. okay..?”

Eris’s eyes widened as she turned around and grabbed her collar, saying she wouldn’t do it.

I wanted to say something at the sudden news, but couldn’t think of anything, so I felt playful again as I watched him lick his lips.

“If you don’t like it that much… I’ll have to send you a letter saying I rejected it…”

“Ha, I will!”

“Huh? They said they wouldn’t do it.”

“I will! never! Absolutely!”

When I tried to put the letter back in my arms, he grabbed my arm tightly with both hands.

Well, since I don’t have any mana, it’s at the level that a little kid caught.

He waved his golden hair and told her that he would definitely do it, so he cut out the letter and stroked it.

“Hehe..”

He laughs like an idiot and presses his cheek against my chest.

‘I’m glad you like the gift.’

It was a small gift prepared for her who was just watching this world. Apart from that, it was a prank and it was true that I hoped she would like it.

*

“How do you feel? Does it suit you?”

After some time to calm down, Eris is wearing the suit sent by her family and spinning around with her arms wide open.

Looking at her like that, I felt like I had a younger sister.

“Yes, it suits you well.”

“Hey.. I was also quite popular with the gods!”

“Yes, yes.”

Eris was holding her waist with both hands and proudly puffing out her breasts. The button on her front button came off with a clicking sound.

“Ah!”

Eris suddenly flinched and picked up the dropped button with both hands.

When she got up, her face was in tears.

“Hi.. I wanted to wear a maid uniform for fear of something like this..”

“.. Because women here rarely wear clothes like that.”

From what I remember, the only place where women wore clothes similar to dresses was the cafe where Gloriana worked.

And maybe that’s where it actually ends. It still doesn’t sink in, but this is a world where men and women are reversed.

“.. I damaged the clothes that Berador gave me..”

“It’s okay. Take it off later and show it to Anne, and she will fix it. If your clothes are too small, we will replace them.”

“No! I will continue to wear this. Because these are the first clothes you gave me…”

Eris, who was hugging herself as if she never wanted to be taken away, takes a slight step back.

Since I like it so much, I don’t think there’s any need to change it.

He was looking at her from afar with a happy smile.

“Haaam.. Ah..!”

“It’s okay. Because it is a normal reaction in the human body.”

I comforted her as she yawned and blushed and straightened her slightly puffy body.

Normally it would be time to write, but it would be okay for a day or so.

“Let’s just sleep today.”

“E..! Together?”

“If you don’t like it, you can go back.”

“No! Let’s sleep together!”

Eris came back in her pajamas after folding up her suit and threw herself on my bed.

I took out Eris, who was lying down with a sigh, and had her brush her teeth first.

“If you keep doing that, it gets weird..”

“Hihi.. I don’t usually do this so I often forget..”

A month had passed, but he was still brushing his teeth sloppily and he told me to open my mouth instead.

“Now let’s sleep.”

“Yes!”

I lay down next to Eros, who jumped back into bed, and covered him with the blanket.

Then, like before, he snuggled into my arms as if he wanted to be held in my arms.

I smiled happily as I saw her hugging me tightly like a koala and smiling happily.

Another day passed like that.