episode_0121

‘Now… … Is this guy the last… … ‘

The female beastman, whose arms were held by tentacles slippery with slime and her body swaying in the air, fell helplessly onto the tree root mattress and stretched out.

“Ha… Hmm… … ”

Not long ago, she was wearing something(?), but now I was looking at her with a very female expression and breathing excitedly, checking to see if there were any side effects.

If you’re a little bored, you feel bored.

After sending Vivien and Ranie, who had always clung to me like chewing gum, to Count Froden and remaining alone to calmly control the bodies of the female beasts, I felt as if an unknown emptiness was encroaching on my body.

‘I wasn’t this kind of person to begin with.’

Because that’s what my life was like.

Always alone, with no one approaching me and no one wanting me.

Just because I’m breathing right now, because I was born as a life and I have to eat and live, it’s almost like I’m doing something.

But is this what a change of heart feels like?

A deformed relationship made up of kidnapping and confinement.

Nevertheless, people start to want me.

Since I started to be surrounded by such people, I felt emotions that I had never felt before.

‘Ugh!! Vivian… we…

Ah!! Aren’t you fat?

‘Your thighs feel a little tight?’

‘Ugh… Well… I guess… There’s no way… Ah…

Tsk… Later, even to the outside of the flower bed…

Let it go around… Wow… !! oh!! Ah!!

there… Click there… Yes!!

There is someone who constantly talks about me, and there is someone who seems to care about me even though it seems like I am uncomfortable for some reason.

Is it strange that, looking at such people, I get the feeling that they are actually living something now?

So now, has it become natural for me to feel lonely?

If you think about it, it was like that.

At the end, Arachnella, Leado, and Pinado left after giving their names, and took the innocent children who were trembling in fear without knowing anything.

Although he may have had doubts and wariness about me, the moment he left, he completely turned his back on me and left.

I think it’s an expression of their own trust.

It is a signal that tells you that you trust the words of a monster that may attack you at any moment and that you are no longer on guard.

In a way, Leah, who was forced to apologize, left without saying anything, leaving a small smile and her name, and Pina understood my position even though she saw with her own eyes what I had done to my people.

Would it have been like that in the past?

If I had been living a normal life at that moment, would I have been able to receive that trust?

‘I don’t know.’

Does it mean that becoming a monster is not always a bad thing?

But if I show myself like a monster, like a monster.

“Ang!! Ahhh!! Hehe!! Come in!!

It’s full inside… If this continues, I will die!!”

“Ang!! more!! Poke me deeper!!

I like it when my nipples are massaged!! Hehe!!”

“I… It’s coming out… !! Ahhh!!”

If I were to imprison a woman and force her to give birth to a colony in order to use it as my food, and at the end of the process even a piece of her completely destroyed body would be turned into compost.

At the end of a miserable future that may one day come to me, can I be confident that I have lived well?

‘Now I said it was my choice…

Did you know? What will happen to me… ‘

An image of a ‘woman’ smiling while stroking a tiny, ugly flower bud suddenly came to mind, with her beautiful red-lily-like hair fluttering in the breeze.

How much did she know when she offered her body to me with a smile?

Do you think I will live like this all my life like a rat in a hole in a flower bed?

Or, do you see me crossing the line and burning in the hot flames of splendid magic arts?

Her bright eyes that wavered when she said, ‘I want to become a tree,’ now make me hesitate.

The journey to meet her again, I am living through it.

Do I have to hold my breath to achieve that goal, or…

‘Can’t things continue like this…? ‘

What she loved when she told me she loved me was the image of me reflected in her shining eyes.

Is this how I live as a human being, or is it okay if I become a monster?

But at least I knew now.

I was starting to cross the line and gradually becoming something other than human.

‘miss you… ‘

A suppressor was needed.

Something to hold on to me as I gradually become a monster and forget about humanity.

Even if I end up becoming a monster in the end, there is someone who will remember the human inside me and guide me.

‘When Vivian comes back…

‘I need to think about something.’

“I… … ”

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As of today, how long has it been since I came here?

Yui slowly got up from her seat, looking gaunt, as she gently pushed her hair, which had become frizzy due to lack of sleep recently, behind her back.

In the past, even though we had never met each other, I was able to feel at ease just by being with Pina, so I was able to relax a little.

But at some point, from the moment she realized that she and the children were gone, the anxiety that began to surge from deep within her heart began to engulf her entire body, and now that she had no place to lean on, she no longer felt like she could do anything. I couldn’t think of anything.

“Don’t come… Oji… … ”

It was common for me to have trouble sleeping, and eventually I would collapse from exhaustion, but when I woke up, I would have to check again and again to see if anything had happened to my body.

In such a state, it was natural that it would not have been possible for him to take off his clothes and take a bath comfortably, as if he were asking for someone to eat him.

In the end, her mental fatigue and pain piled up, and there was only one choice for her.

Creating something that can bring even a little bit of comfort to your heart.

When the time came, Enik opened the door to the room she was in, and each time she came outside and spent time checking the condition of the female beastmen.

It was as if he was giving himself a routine, but at least practicing medicine was within the realm of his own choice.

Enik’s intentions are unknown, but at least being able to do what he can is one of the comforts.

Enik’s body fluid had the effect of promoting cell division, so the females who drank the juice generally had less surgical pain, but the problem was that what happened in this lair was not normal, as always.

Among the female animals who could only eat syrup-like nutrients and body fluids, there were sometimes individuals who developed problems with their digestive system depending on individual differences, and those who were in such poor condition became her patients.

“Ngh!! oh!! yes!! Hmph!!”

And from the moment she returned to her room after finishing her work, her body began to tremble as a sticky voice leaked from beyond the wall made of intertwined tree roots and resonated in her eardrums.

However, the fact that that sound was coming out meant that Enik was not paying attention to her, so she was able to regain her peace of mind by saying such nonsense.

As Yui gently raised her head and looked at the place through the gap beyond the wall, there was a stark scene showing something thick moving in and out of the crotch of a female beastman with her back arched.

It wouldn’t have been surprising if they collapsed from dehydration at any moment, and the fountains gushing out from the females’ crotches whenever they had the chance were literally making the floor moist, not to mention wet.

Of course, if you look at the female’s expression drenched in pleasure, it may not look unhappy at all.

However, from the perspective of someone who already knew what the ending would be, no matter what rhetoric was added, it could never be beautiful.

“Intake… Sigh… … Black… … ”

The fear of the past suddenly came to mind at that sight.

The image of the female beast being ruined in front of her, as if it were a reappearance of her older sister, was gradually driving Yui into a crucible of fear.

In the monster’s den, now there is no one to rely on.

Perhaps Pina and the other beast children may be struggling among those females, spewing out bodily fluids until the moment they return to dust.

However, looking at that scene, being convinced that Enik was not touching her was her only hope.

But Enic, who can’t communicate with me, will one day commit a miserable act like the females in that room.

From being a sad girl who lived in the family relying on her older sister and relying on her warmth, and now meeting a friend and relying on that warmth, to being a female with a body that can simply hold a child and provide nutrients. It is just treated as such.

Was it from that moment?

For the first time, Yui Kazunomiya began to observe Enic’s every move with interest.

Even if I thought about it myself, it didn’t occur to me whether the purpose was survival, self-comfort, or personal interest.