episode_0114

Shepor has been having a lot of troubles lately.

It was a concern about Estee.

‘I’ve tried many times since then, but it’s clear that you hate men… .’

Estee. A woman who says with all her heart that she doesn’t even want to marry a man and that the mere thought of it makes her sick.

When Shepor heard that, he was convinced.

That’s androphobia, stemming from a trauma from 10 years ago.

Estee is said to be afraid of men.

‘Well, come to think of it, that day, among the family members, only the princesses were kissed.’

There was evidence, too.

A while ago, there was a kiss incident during the ranking battle.

My brothers only gave me a kiss on the cheek…

Didn’t you give your sisters a deep kiss?

It was reasonable to view this as discrimination stemming from androphobia.

Actually, it was more of a physiological aversion than a phobia, but anyway.

‘Then you won’t be able to get married for the rest of your life…!!’

Shepor thought it was so pitiful.

If it’s a woman’s happiness, it’s marrying a great man and building a happy family.

It’s pitiful that you have to live your whole life without knowing that joy.

So, I want to somehow cure Estee’s androgyny…

‘Prince Louis, my only hope, is like this!!’

Her eyes suddenly turned forward.

There was Louis.

Dressed up in women’s clothes and acting all sullen.

-Mumble mumble.

“I miss Ferrado too. It’s so hard to endure without him… .”

There was no particular reason why Louis was feeling down.

Wearing women’s clothes, acting like a woman, etc.

Because the process of killing off my masculinity one by one was so difficult.

At a time like this, if my best friend Ferrado was by my side, he would definitely pour me some coffee and console me for my hard work.

Ah, I want to see Perado too.

Louis had become accustomed to staring blankly into space with his face red from shame.

‘I can’t pass it on to Estee. That’s already a female.’

That is, in Shepor’s view, Louis is already a female.

I was a woman who was lovesick and missed my man.

… I thought that if it was a female-like Louis, they could even ignore Esti’s fear of men and get together.

You’re so female-like that you’ve become a real female.

I couldn’t help but feel sad.

‘Then we need to find someone else… Could it be Mr. Ferrado? As expected.’

The choice of Shepor, who gave up on Louis, is Ferrado.

He’s a kind, smart, capable man with a good social standing.

The perfect groom was a term used to describe a man like Ferrado.

Even Ferrado himself had once expressed his feelings to Estee.

On the first day of transferring to a new school, he even confessed to me.

There has never been a man as good as Estee’s partner.

‘The problem is….’

– Estee, what do you think of Prince Ferrado?

-Good brother!

-That, you’re dating Mr. Ferrado… .

-Ugh. I hate that even if I die.

‘You’re too manly, Mr. Ferrado.’

However, Ferrado was too male.

Enough to properly stimulate Estee’s androgyny.

When the topic of marriage with Louis was brought up, she would laugh and say, “Hey, why am I with him~”, but the fact that she started to frown when the topic of Ferrado was brought up was proof of this.

Because of this, Shepor was troubled and troubled.

———Writing a BL novel.

-Square, square.

[Your Majesty, not here…]

[You want to see me go crazy? Lick me. Like a dog.]

[… Nope♡]

‘I’m so upset, but the Second Princess keeps urging me to write more…!!’

Writing BL novels started out of my own shameful delusion, but now I can’t stop.

I didn’t want to write this anymore, but I had no choice.

Because the second princess, who had become her fan, harassed her on behalf of 100,000 female fans.

As the second daughter of a writer, she had no choice but to criticize.

In other words, the vacation was a time of great excitement for her.

Louis is a female, and Ferrado has returned to his homeland.

The second princess sends letters every day, asking to see what she wrote that day.

As I got busier, I naturally had less time to hug Estee.

‘Ah, I want to be stepped on by Estee. How nice it would be to be stepped on by those small, soft feet… .’

Esti came to Shepor’s mind again.

I’ve been so busy these days that it feels like it’s been a while since I’ve held Estee in my arms.

Ah, before vacation, you used to put that soft butt on my lap every day. Every day was so happy.

If I could go back to that time when I was happy and didn’t know anything.

I already miss the beginning of the semester when all I had to do was love Estee.

Ah, Estee. The light of my life, the flame of my vitality.

My sin, my soul…

“Estine Niim… .”

-Squeak.

“Did you call?”

“… … Huh!!!!?”

The door opened wide as if to block Shepor’s entrance.

She was startled and hurriedly cleaned up her desk.

I didn’t want Estee to see me writing something like a BL novel.

– In a hurry.

“, Estee. What’s going on… .”

“I wanted to borrow that book you wrote. Irene was curious.”

“… Yes?”

But that was actually Estee’s purpose.

In Shepor’s round eyes, an additional explanation followed.

“I talked to him about novels last time, right? He said you were the author who best suits him, so he really wanted to see you.”

“Oh, you’re flattering me. Things like this… .”

“No. I told you, you write really well?”

‘It’s a problem to write BL with that kind of writing ability.’

“Yes, yes… .”

‘Still, I guess it feels good to be praised… .’

It is the mission of the one holding the pen to not be able to stop muttering even when it is an unpleasant compliment.

Shepor, slightly pleased, quickly handed over the book.

For some reason, Estee didn’t accept it right away.

“… … .”

“Estie?”

‘What’s wrong, kid? Why do you look so dead?’

The red eyes were focused on Shepor’s face.

After looking into it for a while, Estee came to a conclusion.

She is these days…

——I got my period.

‘Hey, today is 100% that day!!’

I was locked in my room lately and was writing a novel, so I was wondering who was threatening me with a knife and telling me to keep writing.

When I actually looked at his face, he was full of fatigue.

Until his face stiffened as if he was uncomfortable somewhere.

Estee, who had picky sisters, knew better.

That’s the expression on your face when you’re in so much pain because of your period but can’t show it.

Shepor is currently suffering from severe menstrual cramps.

‘For some reason, lately, you haven’t been making any animal noises while holding me. Was it because you were avoiding me that day?’

‘Ahh… Still, it’s nice to see Estee♡ I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of seeing you… ♡’

Of course, Shepor was like that because he lacked the Estee ingredient. Anyway.

Esti smiled broadly, satisfied with my guess.

-Smile.

‘Really, you don’t have to worry about that. Why be embarrassed between us?’

“Shepor, do you want to sit on that bed?”

“Yes? Yes… .”

So Esti moved Shepor straight to the bed.

and…

She held Shepor in her arms.

-Thud!

“… … !!!!?”

‘What the… all of a sudden… .’

The flat chest is pressed against Shepor’s face.

It didn’t take a second for her to fall into paradise.

‘… Ah♡ Estee, you smell like a baby♡’

Estee’s scent delivered directly to the nasal cavity.

The sweet smell of cookies, the soft scent of milk.

Without realizing it, I hugged her tightly, pressed my nose against hers, and rubbed my cheeks.

-Bubibubibubib.

‘Ugh, ugh, ugh…!! Ber, nooong…!!!’

“Yeah, yeah. Was it hard?”

Estee also accepted all of her antics.

Because what I have in front of me is a friend who has been suffering for quite some time because of her period.

I thought they would listen to this much.

Rather, taking it a step further,

‘I will give my whole body to heal you!’

-Thud. Crunch.

After knocking her down, he wrapped his legs tightly around her waist.

It was judged that this would help even Shepor, who was exhausted from her period, regain her energy.

That was actually the case.

“Ughh …

‘Sis Estee hugs me… Ahh, I can even hear your heartbeat♡ And I can feel your soft belly… ♡ Ahh, it feels so good♡’

…the reason was a little different than expected, but anyway.

So Shepor enjoyed paradise for a while.

Without realizing it, I was caressing and sniffing Esti’s various parts.

-licking.

‘Ahh, Estee… ♡ The best ♡’

“… … .”

‘It’s okay to rub buttocks, but licking cheeks is a bit off. If it were a man, it would be considered sexual harassment.’

Take a taste too.

Thanks to that, after about 10 minutes.

Shepor’s once dry skin became shiny.

“Ugh, ugh… Ah!!! I’m, I’m sorry. Estee!! I lost consciousness… .”

“It’s okay~ If you feel better, then that’s enough!”

After buffering the Estee ingredients, Shepor stopped his rampage and came to his senses.

Instead of getting angry, Estee smiled kindly.

He also secretly has a baby-like side.

“Then I’ll stop here… Ah.”

‘Originally, when you spread something like this, you have to spread it out hotly, right?’

“Shepor. Finally. Sit back down. ”

“Yes, yes!”

Shepor, who had been lying down and enjoying the afterglow of happiness, suddenly sat up.

Following the instinct that there might be more rice cakes to come.

and…

———A historic award was given.

-Tch.

“… … ?”

A soft yet moist feeling when applied to the lips.

Time has stopped for Shepor.

‘Huh…? Estee-sama, why is your face in front of me? And this warm, small, soft, fluffy, and sweet taste on my lips makes me want to stay like this for the rest of my life. Ah, this is so good… .’

… but it was just that my thought process was messed up because I couldn’t accept the sudden kiss.

So Shepor is like eternity.

In reality, we had a kiss that lasted about 5 seconds.

-Tch.

“Hehehe. I’ll read the book well and return it to you tomorrow~!”

“Uh, uh, uh… ?”

-Squeak, thud.

Her thought process continued for five minutes after Esti left the room.

I just sat on the bed and stared blankly at the sky.

It was a shock to her.

Even though we’re just friends, a kiss?

‘This is something that only lovers do… Lovers? Estee and I?’

“If I just take Estee as my bride…?”

Too much dopamine, Shepor. It’s ruined.

… androphobia? No suitable partner?

Then shouldn’t I just live with Estee for the rest of my life?

I never even thought about it because I thought it was absolutely wrong for women to do this.

When we actually kissed…

Maybe it would be good for women too?

‘No, no, no. Estee wouldn’t look at me like that, so what are you thinking, Shepor!!’

-Gulp.

‘Ha, but if only I could kiss Estee every day, and cuddle and roll around in bed like we did just now, then I… Ahhh…!!’

It was Shepor who opened his eyes to GL following BL.