episode_0114

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I don’t remember exactly what happened.

My senses shook my head in a riot.

Two women simultaneously plunged my body into pleasure in every way possible.

The warm, soft touch of skin covering my entire body.

The sweet and sour smell of flesh and sweat that filled my nose and lungs.

And the rough breaths and sweet moans that seemed to last forever.

The soft, moist tongue and saliva that kept entering my mouth, and the subtle taste of an unknown bodily fluid.

A vision that flashed and flickered mindlessly with pleasure.

It wasn’t even a sensation clear enough to remember properly in the first place.

I couldn’t tell if our sinful gesture was long or short.

Because my mind didn’t have the leisure to sense the passage of time.

When I came to my senses, it was already over.

Lucia and Anna were lying on either side of me.

They looked like they had just finished a very hard workout and passed out.

Four breasts heaved in time with the rough breaths of the two women.

Our bodies, without a single thread, were covered in sweat, sour bodily fluids, drool, and turbid white semen, and were soaked wet.

It looked as if we had taken a bath in a pool of depravity filled with human bodily fluids.

The bed, of course, was also a mess and soaked through.

The lewd smell that had soaked into the old, saturated cloth constantly stabbed my nose every time I inhaled.

“…”

If you ask if it was good, of course it was good.

I tasted the greatest pleasure in my life.

The fact that two women devotedly loved me and proved that love in the most direct way filled my heart with emotion.

A sense of exaltation that could not be filled even with faith filled me.

From about the middle, even the guilt disappeared.

“…”

I turned my head slightly to the side.

I could see Lucia holding my arm tightly with both arms, nestled between her cute breasts.

She was asleep with her head on my shoulder.

Her gray hair was wet with filthy liquid and stuck to her and my skin, and pure white semen dripped down her waist and pelvis, revealing her curves.

I couldn’t see it, but I was sure there was plenty on her crotch as well.

I looked the other way.

Anna wasn’t holding my arm, but instead her leg was up on my leg.

Maybe it was because she was lying on the outside of the bed.

She had put her leg between my legs.

Her thigh was supporting my limp penis.

The sticky, hot semen that had flowed from between her open legs was flowing down onto my leg, which she was embracing.

I lifted an unheld arm and covered my eyes.

As if trying to avoid the traces of this depravity that I couldn’t hide even if I closed my eyes,

As if praying that the Goddess would pretend not to see this sight,

Like a foolish child who thinks that if he can’t see something, others can’t see him either, I wanted to pretend that I hadn’t seen this scene of depravity.

“… There’s no way that’s possible.”

The world has changed.

I’ve changed too.

“… Sss.”

The comfortable breaths of the two women tickled my ears.

What they did was clearly wrong.

But I couldn’t bring myself to scold them.

Honestly, it was because I was so happy.

Not just a simple self-deprecation that said, ‘I enjoyed it too, so I have no right to scold them.’

I was so happy that my feelings for them grew so much that I could no longer hide or conceal them,

I couldn’t bring myself to say anything bad to them.

I guess I was this type.

It’s so easy.

When I love someone, I become such a soft person.

I even felt like I was discovering a new side of myself.

That’s when it happened.

Someone’s hand slowly came up over my chest.

Lucia was still asleep holding my arm, so it must be Anna.

I slowly lifted the arm covering my eyes.

Anna was looking at me, her pink eyes shining.

She whispered lovingly in a voice full of sweet breaths.

“You must be very… tired, aren’t you going to sleep?”

“… That’s what I should be saying. I thought you were asleep.”

“I… Hehe, I just felt it was a little too precious to spend this sweet time sleeping.”

“So, that means you’re deliberately putting your thigh on my penis.”

“… You never know. You might get… hard again…”

“I really don’t think I can anymore.”

“Hehe, well… Father is human too.”

Anna naturally took my arm and put it under her head.

It was such a smooth and natural movement, as if she had repeated it hundreds of times.

Anna rested her head on my arm and tilted her head, smiling cutely and seductively.

Then, she gently touched my nipple with her finger and continued.

“Really… you were going to do this anyway…”

“…”

“Like this, you were going to enjoy it.”

“Anna.”

“Shhh. Father. Quietly… Lucia is sleeping.”

Anna gently rubbed my nipple, pinching it lightly between her index and middle fingers.

I bit my lip softly.

It didn’t have the stimulating pleasure of touching my penis, but I felt a strange sense of transgression from this unfamiliar act and sensation that I wouldn’t normally experience.

Anna brought her head from my arm, shoulder, almost to my chest, and said.

“It doesn’t make sense. Don’t you think?”

“… What doesn’t make sense?”

“Why is something so good forbidden?”

“…”

“I haven’t forgotten my and Father’s status as a priest and nun. But I was just wondering… why is this kind of pleasure forbidden to us?”

“…”

“It bothers me that Father… is making such a sad face after finishing such a good session of sex.”

Anna carefully caressed my chin.

Feeling her soft touch running over my beard, I whispered softly.

“It’s not because I’m a priest and you’re nuns.”

“…”

“You know why I’m wary of having intercourse with you.”

“Father… still…?”

“… Yeah, still.”

Still, I suspected that their actions were due to the influence of demons.

“I love you. There’s no room for argument about that. But… being played by demons is a different story. If you act according to the demons’ intentions… if I succumb to the demons’ temptation…”

“Father…”

Anna stopped talking and slowly touched her lips to the area near my collarbone.

It was a cozy kiss, as if trying to soothe my anxiety.

The suction of her lips sucking on the wet skin and the popping sound of her lips breaking away burst out between Lucia’s even breaths.

I quietly continued in a low voice so as not to wake Lucia.

“It’s not just that I’m afraid of corruption… Of course, I’m afraid and disgusted by abandoning my beliefs, but for your sake, I would…”

“…”

“But, if my corruption, your corruption, is not our will and emotions, but a demon’s trick… that’s absolutely unacceptable…”

“It’s not because of the demons…”

“…”

“I love Father. Of my own free will… and so does Lucia.”

“I know… but…”

If there was no influence from demons, would they have gone this far?

It was hard to shake off the suspicion.

Because the affair the three of us had today would look like a scene depicting the end of depravity to anyone.

But Anna shook her head as if she had read my thoughts.

“Maybe, even if this world didn’t perish and we didn’t fall to the demons… we would have sneaked into Father’s bedroom someday.”

“… What?”

“And we would have tied up Father while he was asleep and fucked him like crazy every night. So that his dick would get hard every time he saw me…”

“You’re saying scary things.”

Anna chuckled at my reply, which was as if I was dumbfounded.

“Hehe, so… this is just ordinary love. Not something created by demons… but the love created by Father’s sturdy body and kindness… and this big dick…”

“This is… ordinary love…?”

“Don’t say that carnal desire isn’t love. No matter how the world changes, looks are an important factor after all.”

“Then it makes even less sense, you know. I’m not good-looking.”

“He’s perfect for me… so sexy.”

Anna smiled and tapped my earlobe with the tip of her nose.

Surprised by the sudden burst of lust, I quickly changed the subject.

“Um… and, sharing love with two women at the same time doesn’t seem like an ordinary experience. Not just for priests, but for ordinary people too.”

“Hehe, how was it? I honestly… I’ve never felt so happy and fulfilled in my life.”

“… Yeah, honestly, me too.”

“Oh, really? I’m glad.”

“But that’s why it must have been forbidden to clergy.”

Now that I’ve tasted corrupted happiness, I think I know why this kind of behavior is forbidden to clergy.

And, why so many clergy break the taboo, even though it’s forbidden.

“If you know something like this… you can’t focus on asceticism, you can never be satisfied with just the subtle sense of exaltation of faith, the joy of vocation. You’ll feel inner peace only as boredom, not joy…”

“Boredom… that’s right. We were definitely having a hard time because we were so bored when we lived on the island. Do you know how many new games we three made together?”

“You didn’t have a vocation, did you.”

“Of course… we didn’t become nuns because we wanted to, did we?”

“Ah… that’s right. You were all… not nuns of your own free will…”

“…? You’re saying it as if you didn’t know.”

“No… I knew… I knew but…”

It was such an obvious fact, but I realized it anew.

Perhaps, the reason why Anna and Lucia committed such lewd acts was not simply due to the influence of demons, but because of the reaction to being imprisoned in the island and the monastery for so long.

Anna was originally a virgin who was very interested in sex but was forced to act demure.

Lucia was forcibly confined to a convent from a young age and raised there.

Even if they had a story with demons, they were just ordinary girls who had never felt faith or a calling after all.

They were at the height of their vigor and had even been forced to suppress their impulses for a long time, so it might not be so strange that they went wild.

“Ah… scary.”

“What is?”

“… Sola.”

“…”

Anna flicked my chest.

“Aren’t we two enough to satisfy you?”

“No… what if Sola feels this impulse after a few years… what do I do then?”

“Hmm…”

Of course, it’s a leisurely thought.

To worry about the story of a few years later in this destroyed world where I don’t even know if I can survive next year,

That was a truly easygoing worry.

But still, I was worried.

Besides, even the reason why Sola was confined to the monastery was different from Anna and Lucia, wasn’t it?

She was just a bastard child that a high-ranking aristocrat wanted to hide.

Moreover, she had been suppressing her desires from a very young age, as she had lived in the monastery for the longest period of time among the nuns.

If she explodes like Anna and Lucia…

“Father.”

Then, Anna’s soft voice calling me scattered my thoughts.

She kissed my cheek and said.

“Does Sola seem to be living while suppressing her desires?”

“Huh…?”

“Haa… Have you ever seen Sola being suppressed?”

“…”

Anna shook her head.

“… I’ve never seen a child who acts so recklessly. Even when I lived in the city.”

“… That’s… true.”

Sola is definitely free-spirited.

She’s not at all mature for her age.

Perhaps that’s because the previous head of the monastery, who pitied her situation, raised her with too much care.

“And, honestly, can you imagine Sola acting lewd?”

I closed my eyes for a moment and imagined it.

‘Father, you’re ugly!’

Hmm…

That’s right.

“… No, I can’t imagine it.”

“Right?”

Anna giggled and kissed my lips.