episode_0112

“Ugh!”

In response to the teacher’s blow, Berador rolled on the grass and cast a spell.

-Pazy!

A purple lightning bolt was fired at the teacher.

“Where!”

It was blocked by wind magic.

but.

That alone was enough to buy me some time.

Berador got up and regained his stance and lunged at his teacher once again.

-Kaang!!

The teacher, who blocked the student’s downward strike with both hands, smiled slightly when he saw his arm shaking slightly.

“As expected… it’s a bit difficult to deal with him when he looks like that!”

As soon as he finished speaking, Master gritted his teeth and pushed Berador away.

Because he was forced to push it away, the blade came off a little, but it might have been more dangerous if the struggle of strength had continued.

Now, Berador has returned to the past as Jeong Yong-ha, with his body surrounded by God’s mana.

As a result, his physical abilities rose to the point where he was equal to or above his mother.

Of course, if you return to Berador’s form, it will return to its original state.

The greatly increased physical ability made a big difference in battle.

-Kagagak!

Berador’s sword was pushed away, but immediately rushed at him.

It was a sword strike so fast that it was a bit overwhelming for the teacher, who was more focused on magic than his mother.

However, he blocked all sword attacks, proving that age does not go anywhere.

That’s why there’s a little gap.

The teacher did not miss the opportunity and cast an advanced spell.

-Paaaang!!!

A strong wind spread around the teacher’s body.

No matter how much his physical abilities improved, Berador was not enough to withstand the magic and flew away.

It’s been over a month since I started training in Professor Jan’s space.

Berador still cannot use advanced magic.

If you include previous training, I really haven’t made much progress in magic for a long time.

Not in terms of skill in handling magic, but in terms of level.

What if the current Berador learns advanced magic?

There will be no one in this world who can stop him.

Of course, his father, who is called the Grand Wizard.

Even Professor Zhan, the ancient black dragon.

God would really have to come down to stop him.

If you reach that point.

There will be a visible possibility of victory from Zeus.

“That’s it for now.”

When Berador, who had been pushed back for a long time by advanced magic, tried to swing his sword.

The teacher said this as he sheathed his sword.

Berador, who tried to stop his body, was unable to stop the acceleration of his body and had no choice but to roll forward.

“Ouch..”

“I really plan to kill my teacher.”

“.. It wasn’t that bad..”

Berador rolled a few laps and then stopped, and before he knew it, he was back to his original shape.

Berador stood up, rubbing his head that had hit the ground while rolling, and internally consoled himself with regret.

A month has passed, but the meeting with Eros has not yet occurred.

Although it was clearly stronger than before, the odds of winning were still unclear.

Perhaps because of the urgency, time passed so quickly.

As a result, my heart became more anxious.

My teacher, my mother, and Professor Jan all told me to calm down, but that wasn’t as easy as it sounds.

How many people can remain calm when death is just around the corner?

“Thank you for your hard work today.”

“.. Thank you for your hard work.”

A lonely road home today as usual.

The ears feel unusually long.

I opened the door of the dormitory where I was sleeping alone and entered.

“Ta-da!”

How should I react when a person pops out of a space where I thought there would be no one?

It is said that when people are too surprised, they are unable to react at all.

That was exactly the situation in Berador right now.

“What is it? Why aren’t you surprised?”

“.. No.. Are you surprised..? By the way, how did you get here, Bea?”

Bea moved to a different dorm more than a month ago due to her mother’s words.

When I questioned why he suddenly came out of my dormitory, he puffed out his cheeks.

“Can’t I stay here?”

“That’s not true.”

Just seeing Bea made my loneliness disappear a little.

Thinking that he was seriously ill, he closed the dormitory door.

“Did you get permission from your mother?”

“Okay then. Of course.”

“What about the other kids?”

“I don’t know. I also went alone to ask a question.”

Bea, who made a shrugging gesture, quickly hugged Berador’s neck.

Although he was dazed, he tried to comfort himself with the warmth he felt, but when he remembered that he had just returned from training, Berador pushed Bea away slightly.

“Wait a minute, I haven’t washed it yet.”

“It’s okay. Because it doesn’t smell.”

As I said, I went out in the morning and continued training until the sun went down, but there was no way the smell wouldn’t go away.

But no matter how much you push, Bea sticks.

After pushing for a while, Berador finally gave up due to Bea’s persistence.

Bea is happy because she won.

I put my arms under her armpits and hugged her with my arms, stroking her hair.

For a long time like that.

I let go of my lingering feelings about meeting after a long time.

*

A night when the moon is high in the sky.

Berador, who was quietly looking at Bea, who was lying on his arm, did not want to close his eyes for some reason.

If I think about tomorrow’s training, I should fall asleep right away.

I had a persistent feeling that if I closed my eyes for a moment, many things would change.

I felt uncomfortable just ignoring it, so I patted Bea’s head for a while to calm my mind.

“Hmm..”

Even though he was sleeping, he snorted as if he was in a good mood.

It was always amazing to see the facial features gathered so closely together.

To exaggerate a bit, I wonder how it all fits into a face the size of a fist.

The silver-colored hair adds mystery.

The cute five-year-old girl that remains in my memory has grown up like this over the past 10 years.

When I came to my senses last year.

Her face has become a little more mature since she lost her breast fat.

Bea has now become a precious person.

However, some concerns remained.

If you include the time spent on Earth, Berador is now in his mid-30s.

As a result, it was still difficult for me to like someone over 20 years younger than me.

The reason I cherish her now is because she is closer to family than to a lover or fiancé.

Fritas is older than Berador, but that’s an exception.

The same was true for Agnes and other lovers.

I feel like a younger sister, not a lover.

The reason I’ve refused skinship until now.

That was the reason I stayed still even when the girls were playing pranks.

‘No.. I feel more like a close younger brother than a younger sister..?’

Suddenly, Berador’s face crumpled as the gorilla, who was his actual younger brother, came into his mind.

Although she was family, her younger sister was like an enemy.

It was completely different from what I was feeling now.

I don’t feel precious because I’m family.

It’s so precious that it feels like family.

‘.. What should I say about this…’

It was really difficult to explain what was in my head.

There is no reason to explain it.

Someday…

After killing Zeus, she might have to get married.

This is about drinking a bowl of kimchi soup when we haven’t even figured out how to kill Zeus yet.

This too was just as important.

What if I couldn’t express my feelings properly then like now?

It may cause serious damage that will remain for the rest of your life.

When the thought reaches that point.

Berador’s hand that was stroking Bea’s hair stopped.

I left Bea’s hair neat and tidy, without any tangles, even after lying down for hours.

Bea folded the arm she was sleeping on and carefully hugged her head.

At the same time, I thought.

‘No matter what happens… I will survive.’

And I will come back to your side.

Berador repeated his promise several times and finally closed his eyes.

Suma, who had been pretending not to notice until now, attacked him.

Until the moment he fell into sleep and lost consciousness, he held onto Bea tightly so as not to lose the warmth he felt in his arms.

***

When my first memory came back.

Eros cried for days without stopping.

There were times when I thought my tear ducts would dry up, but that never happened.

After a week like that, I was able to regain my senses a little.

It was impossible to control the sudden overflow of emotions.

Now I was able to hold on for a little while.

The area around my eyes was still moist, but I was able to bear it.

“Huh.. Huuu..”

I let out a shaky breath, tried to calm myself down a bit, and looked around.

‘Light’ has not been seen for some time.

There was nothing Light could do anyway, so he wasn’t paying attention.

It was different now.

-match!

A light that had lost its luster appeared in front of Eros, who clapped his hands.

It was the exact opposite of what he had seen before, but Eros, who had already expected it, carefully picked up the light.

The bead-like sphere had a crack that looked as if it might break at any moment, as if it had hit something.

Until now, the wound had been hidden by emitting light.

But maybe that was his limit, so Light went into hiding. no.

It was ‘soul’.

The only one in the divine world. human soul.

The lifespan of the soul is only two months.

And how to extend its lifespan.

Either become a god.

It was to kill God.

Eros accepted that fact with trembling hands.

I started to finish everything I had prepared so far.