episode_0111
by fnovelpiaEpisode 110 live life
It was difficult to breathe.
Nevertheless, when I look at my sister in the distance, I feel at ease without knowing why.
It wasn’t just Han Se-yeon.
When I think of Jeong A-young, I felt like I would never be lonely for the rest of my life.
When I think of Kang Hyun-ah, I felt like I wouldn’t be scared of living in this world.
They were really good people.
It’s not that I feel this way because my body hurts.
Absolutely, it was not because of Han Se-yeon who was right in front of me.
No words came out.
Even though I tried to strengthen my neck, I was unable to continue speaking for a while due to the incision and surgery.
“As I said before, I won’t be able to speak because it’s after the procedure.”
“…Yes.”
“Here, I will give you paper and a pen, so we can talk.”
The nurse left behind some paper and a pen.
When I turned my gaze, I was able to meet Han Se-yeon’s eyes.
A voice like a cry was coming out from between the lips that were twisting as if crying.
“Mo, Mo, your body, your body is fine, Sein… ?”
“… … .”
The answer that came back was, of course, silence.
It wasn’t difficult to move my hands.
I say what I want to say with a pencil, scribbling on the paper my nurse brother gave me.
[are you okay]
“Keu, kkeut… Turn it off… ”
Kkuyeok kkuyeok.
Han Se-yeon was doing her best to hold back the tears and crying that were about to fall.
As much as you worry about me, as much as you love me.
As much time and time as I have spent so far.
She was sick and sick again.
Seeing him somehow holding back the tears that were about to flow makes my heart sink.
“Don’t worry about anything else… Doctor, doctor says I’m getting better… ”
“… … .”
“Because I can be discharged soon… ”
Our eyes met.
Tears, like water that had already spilled, flowed down again and settled on the mast.
When I am captured in the eyes, the medium through which people view the world.
As her world, I had no choice but to silently write down on paper what I wanted to say.
[I’m really fine. It’s good except that it’s a little frustrating. What about your sister? Are you exercising well? You should be fine. Eat well and eat well.]
“Kkkkk, kkk… ”
Tears poured down.
I couldn’t see it clearly because she covered her face and fell down.
Han Se-yeon’s emotions were felt very well.
It is a special ability that arose after coming to this world, and it is also one of the five human senses.
Empathy is a feeling of vaguely feeling the other person’s emotions.
I’ll have to ask for a new piece of paper.
I wrote that I would use it sparingly, but there wasn’t much space left.
The sound of a crunching pencil echoes again.
I was able to write down every word before her body slowly surfaced.
I moved my hand.
It was difficult to move because the IV was inserted.
Still, I wanted to do it.
Move your fingers slowly.
He approaches her, who is still lying down and hiding her face.
As I slowly poked his cheek, a startled look appeared to me.
Have fun.
It had been a long time since I felt the warmth that touched my fingers.
Even though his face had turned into a mess, it was nice to see him.
Han Se-yeon’s eyes moved back and forth.
At the end, there were the last words I wrote down.
[Eat well and train well. I’m looking forward to the game, sister.]
I made eye contact with her after checking the text.
I carefully said the one thing I wanted to say.
love you.
I leave in my mind the expressions that could not be filled in by writing because there was no space left.
Her eyes were shaking.
It is said that the eye is a vessel that contains the soul.
Fortunately, my feelings seemed to have been conveyed well.
The face stuck into the edge of the bed again.
My shoulders were shaking unsteadily.
I wanted to pat him, but my weak arms couldn’t move properly.
I have to at least put my mind to it.
***
fool.
Stupid idiot.
Han Se-yeon, you fucking piece of trash.
She blamed herself.
I wanted to rip my hair out and hit my own chin with my fist right now.
However, because it was in front of my beloved younger brother, I had no choice but to suppress my feelings of self-reproach.
It’s stupid.
Han Sein is a really stupidly kind younger brother.
He worries about his sister’s body before his own.
He is worried about the game and says he is fine so please live his life.
He responds with a smile more beautiful than anyone else’s.
It’s a foul.
It’s a real foul.
If you say it with a smile like that, it’s bound to break down.
I thought it would be okay.
No, I thought it was okay.
The two week wait didn’t take that long.
I had already cried so much that there were no more tears to come.
There was only an insignificant fluttering sound behind the empty breath.
So, I thought there was nothing.
Because I no longer feel pain, the dry land no longer dries.
I thought it was really good.
So I thought it would be okay.
I thought I would feel relieved if I met the most adorable younger brother in the world.
You may also be full of worries.
I heard from the doctor that I was stabilizing.
The idea was to look at each other’s faces and come out smiling.
however.
It wasn’t okay at all.
Seeing the boy caring for his sister more than himself, Han Se-yeon had no choice but to sink deeply once again.
Time passed.
Time flowed even if it didn’t want to flow, and time flowed appropriately even if it wanted to flow.
When the next morning came.
Han Se-yeon visited home after a long time.
I didn’t come here just to pack my luggage.
A house without Han Sein was not a home.
Even though I couldn’t be with Han Sein, I stayed in the closest place.
Nevertheless, Han Se-yeon returned home.
Just like what he said.
Even though I go to the hospital every day and visit him.
We will live our lives in a world without Han Sein.
I cooked rice.
I cleaned.
I ate rice.
I washed my body.
I tried to sleep.
Time passed.
The next day dawned.
It’s been a while since she went to the gym.
Working out for the first time in a while was quite difficult.
It was natural.
Living for two weeks without being able to eat, wash, or sleep properly was something the average person could not endure.
She was even a talent close to a professional.
Since the opponent was also a player active on the professional stage, he had to work harder to take care of his body.
however.
She was a person who lived with a sense of responsibility.
Although her body was not good due to her poisonous body.
The elaborate body management that went beyond meticulousness was such that ringing the bell was not allowed.
“Seyeon… Don’t overdo it.”
“Don’t overdo it.”
“You know that well… ”
I know it well…
Ugh.
Her coach sighed.
It wasn’t that I hadn’t heard that my younger brother was sick.
So I was even more worried, and although she was amazing, she was improving her form to the point where it was hard to say she was perfect.
At the same time, it looks dangerous. The only consideration was to provide at least one more thing.
***
Two weeks have passed.
It had been almost a month since I was admitted to the hospital.
“Ugh… It’s hard.”
“Want me to help you?”
“No, sister, I can do it… ”
I had no energy, but felt good.
It feels good to go to school after a long time.
I wore my school uniform as usual, but it felt looser than usual.
Lose weight and lose muscle.
Walking was a little precarious, but I wanted to quickly return to my daily life.
After being discharged from the hospital, I ate a lot and worked hard on rehabilitation for a week.
As a result.
“Sister… ?”
“Do you have to be careful?”
“Ah, I heard you figured it out… ”
“Yes… Just a moment.”
Kuuk.
I felt soft skin.
I exhaled carefully in the whispers and arms of my sweet older sister.
this.
It was a little difficult.
After getting injured, Han Se-yeon’s overprotection became more severe day by day.
The eyes that used to punch sharply changed into bright lights.
Even when it comes to housework, if I try to do something, he takes it away and does it himself.
princess. No, I’m on the verge of losing my mind at being treated like a perfect prince.
I barely escaped from Han Se-yeon’s arms.
I slowly climbed the stairs and walked out to the front of the house.
Naturally, the images of Jeong A-young and Kang Hyun-ah came to mind.
They also shed tears when I visited them.
I remember being scolded by the nurse a lot.
Because I had to undergo intensive rehabilitation after discharge, the period of time I was not able to see him was quite long.
For a moment, I felt like I wanted to see it.
A sigh flowed out in the distance.
I have to walk to Daiso to meet Ayoung…
Just thinking about it makes me sigh.
At that time, I was trying to walk carefully.
-Bwaang!
The car horn sounded.
Naturally, my head turned in that direction.
“….?”
Weeing.
When the window was opened, Kang Hyun-ah was there holding the steering wheel.
“Hyun Kang?”
“Uh, uh, hurry up and get on…”
“Ayoung?”
Weeing.
Soon another window rolled down.
The woman riding in the passenger seat was Jeong A-young!
I don’t know why the two were together, but the car seemed to belong to Kang Hyun-ah.
“Hurry up and get in…!”
“Okay.”
“Wait a minute.”
“Oh, no. I’ll ride.”
As Jeong Ah-young was about to get off, the door was opened urgently.
I am embarrassed by the endless amount of attention.
No… Do children change this much after being hospitalized?
“When did you two become friends?”
“Fuck you’re friendly.”
“Oh, we’re not close…”
Okay kids…
Let’s go to school.
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