episode_0101

101

Lick.

Lick.

I torment Seo Woojin’s glans slowly with the tip of my tongue.

While diligently wiping his cock…

…with a tissue that’s already gone lukewarm.

“Ngh… …… Huff…”

Honestly, it didn’t taste particularly good.

Well, not like I expected it to taste good in the first place.

“Hn, ngh… Slurp……”

…It’s gross.

So gross that I swear I’ll never do this again.

Even when I hesitantly licked alongside Yozora giving her all in the blowjob, it was gross.

Could it be because another girl licked it first? No, it’s just plain gross.

If I actually thought this tasted good, I’d need to check myself into a mental hospital.

That’s how bad it is.

Maybe the reason I’ve seen so many blowjobs in fiction is because the taste is absolutely X.

It’s just that this setup is oddly appealing.

A man looking down from above.

And beneath him, a woman on her knees, glancing up with upturned eyes as she sucks his cock with all her might.

…A sense of conquest, or something like that.

You know how guys are really into that?

If not for that, I wouldn’t have bothered with this in the first place.

So now that I know the reality, I should just spit it out with a ptui and be done with it.

“Bleh… Haaah…… Huff…”

But because of the smell accompanying the taste.

Because of the…

…male scent filling my nostrils.

My tongue keeps moving on its own.

It’s not as strong as the smell of semen,

but this is still…

…kind of…

…nice.

“Slurp… Mnngh…”

…Not as vulgar as if I were in heat,

but persistently.

Like in the manga Yozora recommended,

I slowly take his cock deeper into my mouth.

Will he cum again if I do this?

Then maybe I can smell that sweet, thick semen scent again.

Back then, I didn’t even get a direct whiff—just caught it from a distance—and it still felt amazing.

What would happen if I smelled it up close like this?

Maybe this time, it won’t stop at just my ears and tail coming out.

Before I knew it, my hand, which had been pretending to wipe, stopped still at the base.

Forgetting the original purpose of “cleaning up the juice,”

I keep going until I can fit the entire glans into my mouth.

My slightly parted lips gradually stretch wider,

until finally, I gulp down the entire tip.

“Bleh… Huff… …… Slurp…”

…Like I noticed earlier, the shaft is incredibly hard.

If my teeth accidentally bump against it, it’ll hurt, so I should be careful not to let that happen.

So… after holding this much in my mouth, am I supposed to suck on it like a straw?

But since my tongue is soft, maybe licking it would feel better for him.

…Ah,

now that I think about it,

in one of those “pure romance” manga Yozora recommended, there was a scene where the guy ordered her to lick gently during a blowjob, like she was enjoying the taste…

“Nngh… Hngh…”

Like this?

Sucking hard enough that vulgar schlick sounds escape between my lips…

…….

…Ugh.

That doesn’t seem right.

More than anything, being told to “lick like you enjoy the taste”…

If I actually did that, I’d die of embarrassment…

I’m not some pervert, what the hell?

“Haaah… Ha… Haa…”

I pull his cock out of my mouth to catch my breath, and unlike before, it’s now slick with saliva.

Well, only the part that was inside my mouth—just past the glans…

So, about 25% of it is still dry.

…My mouth was already full with just that much… 25%?

If I were to deepthroat, I’d have to swallow the rest too?

25%?

Mmm.

Just imagining it…

No way, no way, no way.

Absolutely not. Nope.

Even if it were some “loyalty sex” like in manga, no way.

If I tried to take it all, it wouldn’t just be about pleasantly prodding the back of my cervix—

It’d be more like getting brutally rammed until there’s no space left in my womb, making me squirt pathetically before passing out.

Just like the scenes that often show up in Yozora’s recommended manga.

Haaa… If only it were about two knuckles shorter…

…Whatever. Doesn’t matter.

It’s not like I have any intention of having sex with Woojin anyway.

I just want to smell his cum again, that’s all.

“…Soo-ah.”

“…Hmm?”

Then, Seo Woojin’s voice reaches me.

“You are just cleaning up the juice, right?”

“……”

With a question that stings.

“H-Huh? I was cleaning it…! The… juice.”

“Really?”

“W-Who wouldn’t think so? It totally looked like I was cleaning it…”

“……”

“I wiped it with a tissue… and my tongue…”

“Weird. Licking it would just make it dirti—”

“L-Look! Like this, with my tongue… Nngh…”

Woojin asks, a faint laugh in his voice.

After stammering out an excuse, I quickly take his cock back into my mouth before he can ask anything harder to answer.

…Honestly, I don’t even know what I’m saying anymore.

Spouting nonsense, doing nonsense.

It’s like I’ve gotten drunk without realizing it.

I’ve never been drunk before, but I know how drunk people act.

Did some of that orange juice I toasted with earlier get spiked?

Weird.

It’s not like we drank that much,

and even if it were, it’d just be a few drops of soju at most.

Could that really be enough to get me drunk?

…No idea.

Maybe I’m just an idiot.

No—I am an idiot.

My parents always said even the easiest subject in the world was too much for me.

If not me, then who else would be the idiot here?

“…Stop licking for a sec and spit it out.”

“Pwah… W-Why…?”

I’d been lapping at his cock like a cat drinking milk, trying to dodge Woojin’s questions, but he lets out a soft sigh and gently pushes my forehead back.

…Saliva I hadn’t swallowed yet stretches between his slick cock and my mouth.

Dripping onto my thighs in thick drops.

A lot of them.

Wait, wait a second.

These gray sweatpants… aren’t mine, they’re Yozora’s…

“…I don’t know about you, but to me, this looks really weird.”

“W-What’s weird…?”

“What you’re doing. It doesn’t look like you’re just cleaning up spilled juice…”

“……”

“It looks like you’re giving me a really enthusiastic blowjob.”

Damn it.

No, no—

Get a grip.

At this point…

“…I-It is a blowjob…?”

“…Is it?”

“…Sucking dick is called a blowjob, right? So this is, like… a cleaning blowjo—”

“……”

I have to own it.

Act like I’m absolutely right.

“Yozora said it earlier, right? Close friends do things like facials for each other… So a blowjob isn’t a big deal either…?”

“…Really?”

“And earlier… I kinda licked it with Yozora too…”

Still gripping the borrowed sweatpants, I tilt my head with a straight face.

I know the truth.

If I were just cleaning up juice, I wouldn’t need to go as far as a blowjob.

If anything, I’d just be getting his cock dirty with saliva.

But the reason I pushed it this far is—

The moment I admit I did it because I wanted to smell his cum,

I’d go from being a close friend to just some pervert.

So I desperately play dumb and feign ignorance.

“…D-Do you not like getting blowjobs or something?”

Shifty eyes.

I steer the conversation—

From the indefensible “How is licking with your tongue cleaning juice?”

To “You don’t like blowjobs?”

And the answer to this question is already set.

“I don’t dislike it.”

“…So, neutral? Not dislike, but not like either?”

“…If I had to split it three ways, I’d say I like it.”

“I see… You like getting blowjobs…”

Earlier, before the facial, Yozora gave him a blowjob, right?

They’re close enough for her to call him “Master,” so she wouldn’t do something he dislikes.

She’d probably only do things he loves to get his affection.

Phew.

Good, good.

I’ve talked my way out of this, so now I’ll just keep steering things elsewhere—

“Hey, you know…”

“Nngh…?”

Or so I thought.

I was planning to take his cock back into my mouth with a haah,

confirm with a “You like this, right?” vibe,

and then diligently suck until he came.

But just like before, he pushes my forehead away, separating me from his cock.

“I’m not enough of a pervert to want a blowjob from a friend when I already have a girlfriend.”

“Ngh— D-Don’t push…!”

Unlike me—a liar who made up excuses just to smell his cum—

he says something completely reasonable.

“Even if we’re friends, letting you touch my chest or giving you facials is something you’d only do when you’re single. Right?”

“…R-Right. Yeah.”

I don’t really know, but I nod anyway.

Unlike me, who learned about relationships from manga, Woojin knows way more about this stuff.

…Still staring at his cock, twitching and fully erect,

I lower my gaze sullenly.

“Earlier, I didn’t say much because Yozora asked for help, but doing this behind her back is just cheating.”

“……Yeah.”

Even I can tell he’s right, so I nod meekly.

Why did I even do this?

What’s so great about the smell of cum?

I mentally berate myself,

when—

“If we weren’t just friends but, say, sex partners, even Yozora would understand.”

“……?”

Sex.

Combined with partner.

A very intuitive term. My ears perk up.

“But since we’re not even that…”

“H-Hey.”

“What?”

As if waiting for me to speak,

Woojin responds immediately, no pause at all.

“…W-What’s a sex partner…?”

I ask.

“Ah… How should I explain it? Closer than friends, but not quite lovers?”

“Hmm…?”

“Like, literally just a relationship for sex. No ‘I love yous.’”

“…Ah.”

Hearing the definition of a sex partner,

I take about ten seconds to think.

“…I’ll do it. That.”

“…Sex partners?”

“Can we…?”

“…I don’t really mind.”

Nodding,

instead of answering outright,

he whispers, making sure it doesn’t reach the bedroom.

“B-But! Just one condition…”

“…Go on.”

“…Everything but sex.”

In a very grave tone.

I whisper back.

“…For sex partners?”

“I-I’m still kinda scared of sex.”

“It hurts at first, but you’ll get used to it.”

“Ugh… You’re a guy, so it’s easy for you to say that…! Just imagine that monstrous thing thrusting kung-kung-kung inside you. Doesn’t that sound scary…?”

Pointing at his cock (which somehow looks even bigger now),

I hiss.

“…Yozora loved it from the start.”

“L-Loved it?”

“Yeah. To the point of passing out on the spot.”

“……”

Imagining being face-down on a pillow,

tail yanked taut,

fucked until I can’t even make a sound—

I shut my mouth.

“Soo-ah?”

“F-Fine… I’ll just stick to blowjobs…”

“…Sure.”

“Huuuh……”

“By the way, earlier, saying you were ‘cleaning juice’ was really awkwa—”

“……D-Don’t care! Can’t hear you! Anyway, I’m just gonna suck you properly now…! So just cum in my mouth already!”

“Okay. Sure.”

Without getting permission from his girlfriend, Yozora.

Just Woojin and me.

Alone.