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Dakota Kale.

A breathtakingly beautiful woman that any man would turn back to look at, and any woman would envy.

Truly a stunning beauty.

If it weren’t for me, she would have been the protagonist in the original work, connected to Lager.

The main heroine.

“Why did you come here?”

As she tidied the flowing violet hair strands between the neatly tied hair bun with her palm, she asked.

“To re-register at the academy.”

“Weren’t you expelled for moral misconduct?”

“Sorry, but I wasn’t expelled for having sex.”

“You really didn’t do it?”

“You still don’t believe me?”

She’s really persistent.

“Why did you come then?”

“What reason should there be for a student to enter the academy headquarters?”

“…I guess.”

I was too much in a guest’s position, so you thought you were a visitor too.

“If you’re okay for a moment, can we talk?”

“Sure, why not.”

“I prefer a place with fewer people.”

“I don’t like that.”

“Why?”

“How do I know if you’ll stab me or tear me apart in a secluded place.”

Dakota chuckles in disbelief.

“I wouldn’t be peeking for an opportunity here if Ale Cloey suddenly disappeared without a record of passing through the academy gate. If I really wanted to kill you, why would I be here?”

“It sounds like you could call for help from outside.”

“I won’t say no.”

Is this girl really crazy?

Anyway, since she’s not killing me now, I decided to follow her obediently.

Of course, the place we chose was the bench in front of the hospital where we had a fierce argument with Lager in between.

“You don’t smoke.”

As Dakota glanced at the empty hospital front for a moment, she approached me quietly.

Then, she gently reached out her hand to my hair, which swayed from her waist.

“What…?”

I thought she was going to grab my hair endlessly, but surprisingly, she gently lifted the hair and brought it to her nose.

“I don’t smell like cigarettes.”

Was that the reason?

I shook my head.

“Just, thinking about health.”

Since we don’t know when we’ll kiss, I barely managed to push the words that came up to my throat.

“…Are we already at that stage?”

“What, what stage?”

“A person who couldn’t live without cigarettes suddenly has a reason to quit smoking other than love?”

“It’s really because of health.”

“Cloey.”

Dakota interrupts me.

Because of that, I closed my mouth and looked into her eyes.

Her eyes filled with excellence contained an imminent sense of collapse, and her trembling lips in a state of anxiety seemed to be desperately suppressing something.

“With, Godin…”

“…?”

“You did it, right? Sex with him.”

Dakota lays out words that seem to be cut off.

“The atmosphere is different from back then. Cloey, you really exude a feminine vibe. Lovely yet alluring. Innocent and pitiful like a girl, but at the same time, you give off a fox-like vibe, playing with men under your feet…”

“Dakota.”

I try to interrupt her words with a sobbing smile, but she continues.

“I really feel like your feminine charm has blossomed!”

Dakota continues to laugh as if she’s gone mad.

With both hands gathered under her arm, she nervously bites her fingernails.

“How can the atmosphere change like this? Was sex with Godin so thrilling and stimulating that it could change your personality so drastically?”

“Yeah.”

“How many minutes does it take once? How many times a day do you do it? To turn yourself from such a confident and bold person into this timid lady, how many times a day do you need to do it?”

“Stop it.”

Dakota muttered, looking down at the floor with extinguished eyes.

Do you know what you’re saying?

“Do you use contraception? Maybe you’re already pregnant. If a baby suddenly appears, you won’t be able to have sex, but how about your restrained libido…”

Snap.

Dakota’s cheek turned, and the crazy talk stopped.

Dakota rubs her cheek and chuckles.

“You must need someone to satisfy that desire.”

“Dakota, stop it.”

It’s not to upset you.

Dakota figured it out.

It’s hard to say exactly how, but the atmosphere around me has changed. Instead of the previous rough and sharp appearances, there’s a scent of kinship.

Yeah.

It’s the scent of a female.

“I’ve never done it, but I’m confident I’ll do well.”

Dakota smiles as if she’s about to collapse and takes my hand.

“So let me do it for you.”

“Hey, snap out of it, Dakota.”

“I can allow you to do it as many times as you want. Anywhere, whether it’s in the stomach, mouth, or face, wherever the lord desires. You need someone to satisfy your sexual desires while the baby in your stomach grows, right?”

“Stop it…”

“But if a baby…if a baby is conceived, I’ll take emergency contraception regularly. But if it happens, both the lord and you will hate it, so…”

“Hey!! Are you crazy? Why are you begging like this?”

I shook her, holding onto Dakota’s shoulders tightly.

“Well…”

At that, Dakota stopped talking for a moment.

“Ugh, ugh, ugh, ugh…”

Because I love you. Still.

Saying that, she finally knelt in front of me, pouring tears as if collapsing.

“I feel like there’s a hole in my heart. Every day when I eat, it feels like chewing sand, and when I think about you waiting for the lord at home while I’m suffering like this, I feel so miserable that I want to die…”

Dakota clings to my ankles in a crouched position, burying her face and crying.

If it weren’t for me.

If I hadn’t come into this world, all this happiness would have been enjoyed by Dakota.

Because of a character named Ale Cloey, who didn’t even exist in the original, she has fallen into the role of a sexual relief doll from the main heroine.

“I’m sorry.”

Even so, I didn’t feel like conceding to her.

“You’re not so attractive that I would sacrifice my purity for you.”

“What are you talking about?”

“It will be different when you actually meet him. There will be many disappointing aspects compared to the image you had in mind, and you may find it unbearable to wake up every day because you’re so incompatible.”

“Are you deceiving me right now?”

Dakota’s voice trembles and her tear-stained eyes fill with anger.

“Don’t talk about him lightly as if you already have him!!”

She grabs my collar, standing up abruptly.

“Some people are suffering so much because they can’t spend even a single day together. And you, who have everything, say ‘not that great after all’? Stop with the nonsense…!”

“What are you saying right now?”

Dakota stops speaking as she frowns at my question.

“You think that’s how it will be when you meet him.”

“It’s not about me.”

Ah, uh, ugh…

Dakota’s face, which had been expressionless, once again began to crumble with tears. I stared directly into those eyes and declared,

“I’m perfect for you. Every morning, you wake up and tell me you love me, constantly ask what I’m doing, and send me messages saying you miss me. You do everything I ask and I don’t know how much more you could give.”

Dakota’s eyes shook with emotion. She hunched her shoulders up to her ears, rounded her back, and covered both ears with her hands.

But if I didn’t go this far…

She wouldn’t give up either.

Desperately, I brought my lips to her covered ear and whispered words she definitely didn’t want to hear.

“Of course, I’m also great at sex, enough to make you pass out.”

“Ugh, no, stop, don’t say that…!!”

It might be torturous for her to hear now, but my intention was not to push her into despair.

“Even if it’s not me, there are plenty of men who can make you happy.”

“…But, that person isn’t Godeun.”

“There are other men in the world besides him. Surely, as time passes, a more wonderful and excellent person will appear.”

Anyway, she may not realize it herself, but she was supposed to be the main heroine of a story.

I wanted to let her know that she didn’t need to degrade herself to the level of a vulgar sperm receptacle and insult herself.

“So, stop giving up on Godeun.”

“Ugh, sniff, sob…”

“Don’t cling to Godeun, find a man who will treat you like the protagonist.”

“Sorry, but I’m the one who treats Godeun like the protagonist.”

“I may not be as good as you, but I love Godeun too.”

So, I will never allow you to steal even a tiny bit of the love that should be directed towards me from Godeun’s side.

…I didn’t need to say those words.

The winter wind blew coldly.

Supporting Dakota, who seemed unable to stop crying, on the bench,

I got up.

It was a complete victory, but it didn’t leave me feeling refreshed.