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Recently, Seo Jeong-hee has been standing in front of the mirror a lot more often.

“I think I gained some weight… .”

Unlike in the past when I thought this wasn’t bad considering I was in my 40s, my mindset has changed now.

All the things I thought were okay before started to look unsatisfactory.

As I got older, my body naturally began to gain weight.

Until a few years ago, I tried hard not to lose to that.

I walk along the trail in the morning, and exercise at the gym when I have free time in the afternoon.

I somehow made up for the lack of exercise and got into shape.

However, as time passed, she became skeptical about maintaining her body.

‘What’s the use of all this?’

That’s what I thought.

No matter how much you try to keep your body in shape, there is no one to praise it, so why go through all the trouble?

Her husband, the only woman in the world who sees her as a woman, goes down to the countryside and only sees her once or twice a year.

A broken heart made me stop walking.

I continued walking in the early morning air because it made me feel more alert, but I no longer went to the gym.

I thought it wouldn’t get any better now.

As I got older one by one, I thought the only thing left to do was to become the same as other ladies.

Did you say you don’t know what’s going on in the world?

“Dojin said it was okay, but… .”

There was another man who treated her like a woman.

It was a young man the same age as my daughter.

Perhaps the reason I gave him space was because of my own satisfaction.

The moment she felt that the young boy was looking at her with an extremely sexual gaze, she felt an indescribable satisfaction.

Her passionate gaze, which was qualitatively different from that of the elderly people sitting at the mineral spring or in the park and looking at them with gloomy expressions, pulled her self-esteem, which had been on a steady downward slope over the past few years, upward.

At first, I was just grateful.

Such feelings made Kim Do-jin react leniently.

On top of that, when his life was in danger, he saved his life, and it all started when he couldn’t leave the child who saw him and swelled the place.

From then on, I was helplessly caught up.

Every time I touched the young man’s heat, I melted without even being able to resist.

Even though I knew in my heart that I shouldn’t do this, I was spending more and more time thinking about him.

“It won’t work either. I need to start exercising again… .”

Kim Do-jin said everything was good, but she was worried.

The thin belly fat that catches once in a while, and the big buttocks and thighs that make a harsh sound every time the flesh touches.

So, I started going to the gym again to regain control of my body, which I had given up on for a long time.

I kept it a secret from Kim Do-jin.

I was embarrassed to tell him that I started to get in shape for him, and I also wondered what kind of expression he would make when he saw that I had changed one day.

And that day was a day of significant success.

“I wonder if it’s a little obvious… ?”

As a result of controlling my diet and focusing on exercise, I succeeded in losing a whopping 7kg.

When I returned home with the excited thought that Kim Do-jin, who has a good eye for attention, would quickly understand if I gave him even the slightest hint.

she saw

Kim Do-jin getting into the car that was standing in front of the house.

And that the person sitting in the driver’s seat was a very pretty-looking young woman.

How did she feel when she saw Kim Do-jin getting into the passenger seat while greeting her with a smile?

‘Yes, that was originally correct.’

My first emotions were acceptance and resignation.

The age difference between himself and Kim Do-jin is, to put it mildly, more than 20 years.

It would be better to date a young woman of the same age as you, who now only has more wrinkles to worry about.

She was masturbating, saying that she had only dreamed for a moment and that it was time to wake up, but before she knew it, she was faced with a different emotion.

“What a funny kid!”

I suddenly got angry.

When you look at yourself with affection and jump up and down, how can you be fooling around with another woman at any moment?

“Anyway, it’s like that… !”

It was unfair.

For his sake, I even started going to the gym again, which I had stopped going to for several years, but the person who really needed to know was going somewhere and having fun in another woman’s car.

“Mom, I’m here. rice is?”

“… “Mom, I’m not feeling well today, so you can prepare it or order it.”

After saying that, Shin Yu-jeong looks in vain at Seo Jeong-hee, who quickly enters the room.

“… “Is today the day?”

Shin Yu-jeong’s dinner was confiscated.

Seo Jeong-hee, who was sitting on the bed, was still upset.

Resigned, then angry, then sad, then resigned again.

“ha… .”

She headed to the kitchen to quench her dry throat and suddenly checked her watch.

It was already getting close to midnight.

After drinking a cup of chilled mate tea, she looked at the side dish containers piled up in one corner of the refrigerator.

“… … .”

These were side dishes to bring to Kim Do-jin.

She looked at him with a hateful gaze, then let out a small breath and picked up the side dish containers.

‘I made it to give it away anyway… .’

I climbed the stairs, rationalizing to myself that it would be a waste to throw it away.

Eventually we reached the rooftop.

Not a single ray of light was coming out of the window.

Is he sleeping, or… .

Normally, I would have turned around.

But today was different.

Seo Jeong-hee knocked on the door with trembling hands.

“Dojin… “Are you sleeping?”

she hoped

I wish I could go to sleep early.

“Dojin?”

No answer was heard in the dark room.

I hate to admit it, but I had to admit it.

That Kim Do-jin has not yet returned since leaving in that woman’s car.

“… … .”

My mind let its imagination run wild.

It is clearly depicted that the woman in the driver’s seat that we saw a moment ago and Kim Do-jin are mixed together without even a trace of clothing on.

The moment she tasted the object that seemed to have gotten bigger recently, the woman ended up… .

“W-what was I thinking…” !”

Seo Jeong-hee shakes her head vigorously.

After putting down the side dish container on the table, she sat down next to her and opened her smartphone to check the time.

I think I was just imagining it for a moment, but it was already past midnight.

She slowly looked through her recent call records.

The number of calls to Kim Do-jin, which has become more frequent than that of my husband, who does not answer the phone often with the excuse of being busy, is still there.

She muttered, pouting her lips.

“Tomorrow is Monday… .”

It’s a morning class, so I have to leave early in the morning, but what if I don’t come in yet?

After thinking for a while, she soon called him.

It was purely because I was worried about his next day, and there was no other intention at all.

maybe.

* * *

My smartphone, which I had left on the table for a moment to wash, stops talking and rings at surprising timing.

Who the heck is this time?

The name that appeared on the LCD screen was none other than Ajumma.

Ah, this can’t be helped.

I don’t know about anyone else, but it’s a bit difficult not to answer a lady’s phone call.

“I’m sorry, Mr. Jian. “I’ll talk to you for a moment.”

“Ah yes. “Go into the room over there and make yourself comfortable.”

“thank you.”

How can your caring heart be so kind?

The room she pointed to was a wardrobe.

You can tell her usual style just by looking at the neatly designed hangers without any flashy colors.

I closed the door and answered the phone call from the lady.

“hello?”

-ah… , are you Dojin?

“Yes, ma’am. “What’s going on?”

-excuse me… , I came up to run a quick errand, but you weren’t there, so I called because I was curious about something.

I took off the receiver for a moment and checked the time.

It was well past midnight.

Is there something serious going on at this hour?

“Now that… , I’m at my friend’s house.”

-Friend’s house… . So are you going to sleep there?

“uh… , well.”

I don’t know about that either.

I told you to eat ramen and leave, but I didn’t tell you to sleep here.

It may seem like you want to stick together, but if you try to hastily narrow the distance between you, you might end up further apart, so you have to be careful.

-Dojin.

“… yes?”

Suddenly, the voice of the woman calling my name became lower.

Why did I feel goosebumps all over my body at that moment?

-Shouldn’t I come home and sleep? Your friend will probably feel a bit uncomfortable too.

It doesn’t seem like he’s particularly uncomfortable… ?

“No, I’m not that uncomfortable… .”

-huh?

Suddenly my mouth was blocked.

An alarm bell rang in my head.

What I am about to say is a completely wrong answer that is very far from the correct answer.

“He definitely seemed a little uncomfortable… .”

-yes?

It feels like the lady’s emotions have calmed down a bit.

-Come home quickly. You have to go to school tomorrow, right?

“Oh, hey, lady, just that bowl of ramen…” !”

-I’ll be waiting for you, so come quickly?

… It was cut off.

“What on earth is going on?”

It seems like the statement that I would only have one bowl of ramen was ignored for the sake of cleanliness.

“… What do we do.”

In my head, I wonder how long it takes to eat ramen and say I should just eat it and go, but my mind is telling me that I shouldn’t do that.

This is a battle between reason and intuition.

I answered quickly and left the dressing room.

“Mr. Jian?”

Yoon Ji-an, who was wandering around the living room, heard my voice and turned his head.

“sorry. “I think I’ll have to eat ramen next time.”

“yes? ah… , Looks like something happened.”

“yes. “Something happened at home.”

Yun Ji-an asked me back with a slightly stiff face when he heard the word “home.”

“Is it something bad… ?”

I immediately waved my hand at her worried tone, dispelling her anxiety.

“That’s not it. maybe… .”

I feel anxious that if I go home right now, nothing bad will happen.

So I decided to give up ramen and go home.

I asked her, pointing to the t-shirt I was wearing over it.

“Can I wear this t-shirt?”

“Yes, it’s okay.”

“thank you. “I’ll wash it clean next time and return it to you.”

“Then I will wash the shirt hanging in the bathroom and return it to you the next time we meet.”

“You don’t have to… .”

“I made a mistake, so I think what I’m doing is right.”

A strong statement that it must be so.

“… “Then will you do it?”

“Yes, please leave it to me.”

There was nothing more to say in response to the answer that showed a sense of duty.

“Then I’ll go. “See you next time.”

“Yes, like I said, I’d be happy to call you anytime.”

“Then, since I have permission, I will try my best to annoy you from now on.”

As she spoke with a smile, a small smile appeared on Yoon Ji-an’s lips.

I grabbed her head and pushed her inside as she said she was going to meet me, then left the building and caught a taxi on the main street.

Perhaps because there are not many cars due to time constraints, the taxi driver drives the car as if he were playing a racing game.

“We have arrived, sir.”

“… thank you.”

Thanks to you, I’m glad I arrived early.

As I was climbing the stairs, I suddenly thought of the lady.

I said I’d be waiting, but I guess I’m not waiting outside… ?

Feeling anxious, I hurried up to the rooftop and, sure enough, it was different.

“Are you here?”

The heat had subsided, and even though it was quite chilly at night, the woman was sitting on the table in thin clothing.

I hurriedly hugged her shoulder and led her home.

“Why are you waiting outside when it’s cold?”

When I spoke as if scolding her, the lady looked me up and down with a strange gaze.

Then a change occurred in his expression.

A fresh expression that clearly shows that something is displeasing.

I opened the door with the key and was about to go in, but the lady released my arm and stopped me in place.

“There is a side dish container on the table, so put it in the refrigerator and eat it.”

“Madame… ?”

The lady didn’t pay any heed to my call and turned her back on me while snorting.

“Ma’am, I’m going down now, so go to sleep quickly. “Don’t be late for school tomorrow.”

“… yes.”

A woman trudges down without even looking back.

“what… .”

It seems like the lady is upset.