episode_0099

This was a mountain. It was outdoors, not indoors.

Even though the tent was pitched for camping, it was not indoors.

In the meantime, Kailon grabbed me and slowly dragged me out of the tent, and that creepy feeling sent a chill down my spine.

What should I say?

I know that the outside of the tent isn’t that awkward of a space, but now that I know what I’m going out for, the outside itself feels awkward.

The corners of Kailon’s mouth were twitching, as if he was happy about my awkward permission.

Is this really that good? Kailon had a subtle feeling, wondering if this was how he originally expressed love.

Of course, because his heart was like a reed, I thought this could also be called a fleeting confession, but when I saw his eyes, I wanted to believe it, and even if it was just empty words, it was nice to hear that he liked me, so I followed him.

If I refused, it was clear that Kylon’s reputation for fighting for me would gradually wear off. Because he likes me, he risks his life for me, but if I don’t do anything for him, no matter how much I don’t expect compensation, there will come a day when he falls apart.

So, in the end, I had no choice but to nod my head, but I was a little reluctant to give permission without permission, and I was worried that my abilities would disappear if I didn’t do so.

Of course, there were many people who did not like me using my abilities to the point of self-harm.

Aren’t there heroines who were worried that their place would be taken away, and who felt the same sense of helplessness that I desperately felt?

The image of Kailon feeling sorry for me as I endured the pain and hurt myself clearly came to mind.

“… Kylon, do you like it that much?”

“Yes, I’m really happy.”

I had no idea what kind of happiness Kylon was feeling.

I tilted my head to the side, wondering what it was like to try to hug another person of the opposite sex.

At night, when everyone was asleep, only me and Kailon were awake in this forest.

There was a feeling of flinching a little at the thought of being outdoors where someone else might approach, but Kylon seemed to have no intention of letting it go.

On the contrary, I wondered if he wanted someone to watch, so he didn’t say anything about going back indoors and just kept me busy here.

I thought he was going to take me to his tent, but he took me to the forest a little away from the tent and started hugging me.

“… Kylon? Why here?”

“It’s hard to stand up in the tent… If it’s going to be hard anyway, I’d like to at least be able to move my body comfortably.”

“But it’s too outside here… ”

No matter how much I gave permission, I couldn’t help but freak out if they suddenly asked me to do it outdoors.

I understand what Kylon wants to say. But still, I thought it would be better to just lie down and do it.

Is it that hard? I’ve never had sex so I have no way of knowing.

What I do know is that when moving around in a tent, you have to use your knees or crawl, and since you have to sit down to change clothes, the downside is that you have to put in a bit of effort to change your pants.

That’s why I feel comfortable wearing a piece of clothing like a dress.

Anyway, even if it had its drawbacks, I looked at Kailon with cold sweat, wondering if it was necessary to do something like this. Kailon hugged me tightly and then slowly removed the cape from the pure white saint’s uniform.

As the buttons and the cape fastened with thread disappeared, the heavy feeling on the shoulder disappeared, and the part that held the collar of the saint’s dress in place was removed with a tap.

The feel of the cloth wrapped around my neck moved away from me.

“I love you.”

At the same time, he grabbed me, licked my neck, and said something that gave me chills.

It was good, but it felt like my body was twitching while licking someone’s neck.

After that, he raised his head slightly and bit my ear lightly, then traced the shell of my ear with his tongue.

I don’t know if it was because I liked it, but I just closed my eyes and held on to Kylon with trembling hands.

“Kyloon… But to suddenly do that… ”

“It’s okay. No one will see it.”

“If you don’t want the kids to wake up anyway, it’s better to be inside the tent… ”

“Is it better to be conscious of children sleeping next to you?”

“Well, that’s not it… Tsk.”

Listening to Kylon’s words, it actually seemed a little more unsettling.

No matter how much I borrowed the power of the talisman, the thought of me sleeping in the tent next to me gave me even more goosebumps.

Is it really best to just do it here, far away from the tent?

While thinking that, I was just held in the arms of Kylon, who was holding my forearm and licking my ear, calling me sweet.

“Kylon.”

“Huh?”

“Ugh, if I lose my abilities, I could die if I make a mistake… ?”

“… If you lose your ability, you can rest at the inn. If you don’t want to, I will protect you desperately.”

“Still, you know there is a limit if you get pushed back.”

“… … .”

No matter how much Kailon said, I knew very well that in the end, it was not as easy as it sounds. Didn’t Kylon also say that? You can overcome it without needing the saint’s recovery in the late game, but in the early to mid game you need the saint’s healing.

In order for Kylon to become stronger, a lot of power was needed, and to do so, a lot of time was needed. So, I shouldn’t have lost my strength at this moment.

However, if he completely rejects it and replaces it with similar sexual activity, I feel like his motivation will be halved again. I had already made up my mind and felt like if I rejected the subject that followed Kylon to this point, everything that happened after would be my fault, so I had to come up with an alternative.

“… So you don’t want to do it?”

Kylon said softly.

It wasn’t a urging voice, nor was it a disappointed voice.

It was really a polite question asking for my opinion.

Maybe if I nod my head when I hear that voice, they’ll just let me go.

Even without reading Kylon’s thoughts, I felt like I could predict that much.

But I knew full well that this was not what I meant to say, so I opened my mouth again with trembling lips.

“You said you did it with kids before.”

“… Don’t talk about other kids right now.”

Kylon narrowed his eyes as if he didn’t like other heroines coming out of my mouth.

I smiled bitterly, wondering if he was trying to focus on the Casanova theme and the woman in front of him.

And after that, I opened my mouth to Kailon, having prepared an alternative so that he would not be disappointed and lose motivation.

“… Ah, the front may be a bit difficult, but the back seems to be okay… Unless you hate Kylon… ”

In fact, I know that the back hole is not used.

So I knew that there would be a lot of difference in likes and dislikes.

Still, I had heard that Agnes also trained in that way, so I thought she wouldn’t have that much resistance, so I thought I could satisfy her for now, even if it meant preventing her from removing her hymen.

Wouldn’t you like it because you’re not doing it with your hands, you’re not squirming with your feet, and you’re not using your mouth instead? I don’t really like her, but if it’s because of me that she and Agnes played like that, I should apologize.

As I finished speaking with such a nervous heart, Kailon looked at me blankly and then pulled down the hand that was hugging me.

“What do you mean, you don’t like it? I like everything.”

“… Is this how Kailon expresses love?”

“… … Yes.”

“Why?”

“A person’s body temperature is felt the deepest.”

“I see.”

I was curious about the past of Kylon, who had hugged people several times, even if they were of the same sex, in order to feel their body temperature.

Of course, I could infer it just from what I heard before, but even so, it didn’t mean I could understand the terrible emotions that person felt in that situation.

Could it be that he was so lonely that he longed for human body heat?

Was he really desperately trying to find someone who cared for him that much?

I’m not sure because I’ve never even longed for someone’s embrace.

But recently, when I felt comfortable being held in someone’s arms, I felt like I knew a little more.

Kylon’s hand touched the strap of my panties.

Then, I pulled the ribbon-shaped string that was tied and took off my panties.

The panties that came off without me having to lift my legs got caught on one leg and fell down helplessly.

“… So is everything okay?”

Kylon said that as if he wanted to ask me about my resolve again.

But I couldn’t nod my head at those words. Even though it was my body, I didn’t know much about it.

I had never thought about something entering my vagina or butt, so I felt like my mouth was dry because the fear wouldn’t go away.

But since we’ve come this far, we can’t back out.

“… Ugh, the back is fine.”

Then Kylon stroked my stomach and cast a cleansing spell.

Then, I saw him slowly taking off his pants.

The sight of the blood vessels, which were harder and more ugly than when I had masturbated before, shocked me.

“Veronica, I love you.”

What should I say in response to saying I love you?

I don’t know because I’ve never received it. Do I love him?

That might not be the case. It may be that you haven’t escaped the mentality that you just have to compensate.

But still.

Because they see me as me, not Veronica, and they say it’s okay to do that.

“… Thank you.”

I had no choice but to say that.