episode_0098

In general, it is rare for someone to show others how they reach climax through masturbation.

But in Jaehee’s case, it was the opposite. Except for a few attempts where she touched various parts of her body out of curiosity and stopped because of a strange tingling sensation, all of her masturbation history was concentrated in the past few months.

And since it was all under Lien’s orders, it’s safe to say that she was always visible to someone when she was climaxing.

This time, the record was maintained.

The target was not Lien, but a student from another school, a girl named Seha whom he was meeting for the first time today.

The moment the bathroom door latch broke and Se-ha, who had been leaning against the door, slipped in and exposed all of her filth, the words restraint and patience completely disappeared from Jae-hee’s mind.

I had no choice but to spread my legs and labia to reveal my inner flesh, and squeeze my breasts as if squeezing them to reveal the sight of me reaching climax.

The climax that he finally reached shook Jae-hee to a degree he had never experienced before, thanks to the stuffiness and patience he had endured up until then, and the resignation he had felt when he threw everything away.

After reaching my climax while almost sobbing, my once bright vision slowly regained focus and what I saw was Se-ha with a really embarrassed expression on her face.

“Uh… Uh… … Uh… … Me, me… .”

I opened my mouth but no words came out.

Jaehee, who was swept up in embarrassment, shame, and all sorts of other indescribable emotions, ultimately chose… to shed tears.

Jaehee was a child who rarely cried. Even when experiencing various painful moments in life, he would grit his teeth and stare, and although he would cry out of pain, he never cried out loud.

Until today, until this time.

Se-ha seemed even more flustered when he saw Jae-hee start to cry out loud. It was only natural. He masturbated while revealing all the important parts, and then he got caught and started crying like a little child.

It would be a natural reaction to feel, ‘This feels bad’, ‘I stepped in shit’. It would be normal to get scared and leave this place.

But Se-ha didn’t act like that.

“It’s okay. It’s okay.”

Instead, he came closer and hugged Jaehee, patting his back and shoulders.

Jaehee was covered in tears, sweat, and bodily fluids whose exact composition I didn’t want to think about, but I held her in my arms and comforted her as if nothing had happened.

There are few things more effective in calming people than the body heat of another person. The warm hands that were patted on the back, the softness of the body felt through the uniform, and some of them were even softer, so much so that even Jaehee’s shame seemed to melt away.

After the sobs flowing from my throat stopped, I swallowed without realizing it.

Their chests touching, the unusually soft sensation felt through the jacket, made Jaehee’s heart beat so hard.

The next moment, Se-ha pulled away, and my heart sank as if I had been caught… .

“Are you feeling a little better?”

As he said that, Se-ha took a handkerchief out of his bosom and wiped Jae-hee’s face. Every time his soft fingertips touched Jae-hee’s face, which was swollen from tears and saliva, he felt a surprising sense of relief and refreshment.

Se-ha smiled bashfully as he wiped Jae-hee’s face clean.

“Good. As expected, you are very pretty. I hope you don’t cry like that in the future, because it’s dangerous.”

“Up, it’s dangerous… .”

“When you show such a defenseless expression, it makes me want to bully you.”

My heart pounded loudly.

Although he was embarrassed, he did not show any disgust or rejection, but rather his remarks seemed to hint at something.

I also thought that maybe something was wrong with my head… but I couldn’t help but feel a sense of anticipation as I considered that possibility.

Se-ha looked at Jae-hee quietly as if checking the result of his words.

“Well, then I’ll be outside… .”

After handing the handkerchief over to Jaehee and saying that, he quietly went out of the partition.

I felt a sense of loss for a moment when the door closed and Se-ha’s figure was hidden, but I was relieved to see that the door, which should not have been locked due to a broken latch, remained closed.

Se-ha is holding the doorknob from the outside, blocking the view inside. In other words, she is waiting for Jae-hee.

The next thing that came to mind was the meaning behind Se-ha handing me the handkerchief. It was covered in sweat and various bodily fluids… a mess.

I could have taken off my clothes for the upper body, but my gaiters were so wet that I couldn’t walk around in them.

But since I didn’t have any other clothes, I had no choice but to clean them somehow and wear them again, even though it was awkward.

I put my soaking wet spats back on, held a handkerchief that was also soaking wet, and awkwardly knocked on the bathroom door, when I heard Se-ha’s voice.

“It’s probably hard to come back to discuss things like this, right?”

“Uh, uh. No, yeah… .”

“Do you have a cell phone?”

“Oh, no.”

I have an older phone, but I find it annoying to carry around, so I always keep it plugged into the charger.

“Then I’ll tell them that I’m not feeling well and that I’m going to rest, so when you get back to the dorm, please contact someone on the phone. And um… this… .”

For a moment, a rustling sound was heard as if something was being written, then the door opened slightly and Se-ha’s hand came in through the gap.

There was a phone number written in pen on a torn page of a small notebook.

“I don’t know exactly what Jaehee’s situation is. I don’t know if it’s okay to ask Jaehee. Everyone has their own circumstances. But… If Jaehee needs help, or wants to talk about something, or… If you just need someone, please contact this number.”

He reached out as if possessed and tried to grab the notebook page.

And Se-ha’s hand grabbed that hand. For just a moment, but firmly enough to feel the heat.

When his hand dropped, only the notebook pages remained in Jaehee’s hand.

“If I don’t get a call, I’ll forget what I just saw and what I thought while looking at Jaehee, so don’t worry. Everyone has their own circumstances that are hard to talk about.”

And Jaehee impulsively grabbed the hand that was slipping away.

“Hey, I’ll contact you! … Cow, I have to return the handkerchief!”

Se-ha didn’t answer, but Jae-hee felt as if a small laugh was carried by the wind.

As I let go of her hand with a feeling of regret, I could hear small footsteps leaving the bathroom.

When the door opened with no one holding it in, there was no one left in the bathroom.

In one hand, Jaehee held a handkerchief that was soaking wet and had a strange smell, and in the other hand, he held a page of a notebook with a phone number written in neat handwriting that must have been written in a hurry.

He carefully folded them both and put them in the pockets of his sports jackets, sighing as he thought about the realistic problems that were at hand.

The only problem left was running back to his room in the dorm without being noticed in those soaking wet spats.

Fortunately… most of the students I met on my way to the dorm probably didn’t even remember what Jaehee was wearing, let alone the condition of his spats.

Jaehee, who returned to the dormitory so quickly, was able to wash his handkerchief in a hurry first, contact Lien on his cell phone, and only then wash and change his clothes.

Then suddenly I felt a heat rushing through my body and quickly dove into bed.

When I came to, Lien was in front of me.

At that moment… I flinched as a memory from before came to mind. When I woke up, I was being kissed.

But it was different then.

Lien asked with a soft smile that seemed to have become a habit, but with a hint of concern.

“Are you okay? You said you were sick?”

“It’s okay… I’m fine… I’m just a little tired.”

“I guess I pushed myself too hard. Sorry.”

Jaehee looked at Lien, who lowered her head as she spoke, with a somewhat sad heart.

That’s not it. I didn’t expect that kind of apology. I want you to push me. Push me as hard as you can, to the point where I forget my own existence, and just cry while calling Lien’s name.

I know you won’t do that.

I also know that I shouldn’t wish for that.

Knowing something doesn’t change anything.

Lien is always so affectionate, kind, and mature, and I desperately wanted her to come back, but why do I end up feeling suffocated by her?

Jaehee hid his true feelings and tried to show off. He said it was okay and acted coquettishly, saying that he was just shocked when he heard such a complicated story.

When I said that I should go to class now that I had rested enough, Lien stopped me. I pretended to reluctantly accept her insistence that I should get some rest, and went back to bed and covered myself with the blanket.

After closing my eyes and pretending to be asleep for a while, I heard Lien climbing up the ladder to the second floor bed again. And then… .

The way her hands gently stroked my forehead was so affectionate that I just wanted to cry.

Because now I know so clearly that my own heart is completely unsuited to that affection.

I must have fallen asleep for a bit again.

When he came to, Lien was gone. When he looked down from his bunk bed, he saw a plastic bag containing instant porridge, canned fruit, fever reducers, and cold medicine on his desk.

Even though it must have been a hassle, he bought it and went to class.

I felt guilty for deceiving Lien, but I still had my phone in my hand. I awkwardly sent a text to the number I had received earlier.

The reply arrived just as Jaehee was thinking about dying for the hundredth time. That means it took about five minutes.

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As Jaehee hurriedly left the gates of the Judith Military School, an expensive-looking car, though it was not clear what it was, was parked right in front of him. Seha was in the driver’s seat.

“Hey, you came quickly… ?”

“I want to say it was a coincidence… but the truth is, I was nearby after seeing the chairman off. I had a feeling that Jaehee would contact me.”

As soon as I sat down in the passenger seat as I was told, I heard those words. That was all, but my heart raced because I felt like my mind had been read.

What made me calm down was that Se-ha’s face was also quite red as she said that. It was as if she was embarrassed to reveal her feelings.

I took out a handkerchief that I had ironed with unprecedented care. I tried to return it, saying thank you and apologizing for the inconvenience, but Se-ha refused to accept it.

“There’s one thing I want to know before I receive it.”

“Oh, what is it?”

“Is that really all you want? If I take it, you’ll say goodbye and then get off?”

He didn’t know how many times a day his heart would pound. Although he suspected that something was wrong, Jaehee faithfully followed his heart’s instructions.

Se-ha sighed in relief as he saw Jae-hee shaking his head from side to side and took the handkerchief.

And he asked with a smile.

“Then I’ll run lightly, so when you feel a little more comfortable, tell me what’s going on.”

The car started moving.

I don’t know much about cars, but I could guess that if it was a two-seater car that looked fancy, it would be expensive. It was also strange how the cars on the road kept a certain distance from each other.

I felt complicated emotions as I watched Se-ha, who was probably the same age as me, driving that car so calmly.

All I know is the other person’s name and school. Even though they are the same sex, I can’t understand why they are driving around aimlessly in that person’s car.

No, it’s not that I don’t know the reason. There is an obvious reason. It may not be a rational reason objectively, but it is a reason that has absolute meaning to me.

“Over there… Just now I… .”

“We’re probably the same age, so how about we call each other by our first name, Jaehee?”

“Uh, uh, yeah… !”

I regretted responding to the kind offer without realizing it. It was something I had hoped for, but it was also something I had not hoped for. Because… .

“Yeah, take care of it, Jaehee.”

That was because the sight of her smiling brightly while calling my name seemed even more like Lien.

But it also relieved my mental burden, so I was able to speak more comfortably.

“Hey, you saw me doing something weird earlier… why didn’t you say anything?”

“Don’t you think it’s weird? I was a little surprised, and I wouldn’t recommend doing it in a place like that because it could put your social reputation at risk… . Can I ask you something?”

Se-ha nodded and asked with an expression that seemed a bit embarrassed, but also somewhat expectant.

“I’d be really embarrassed if it was my mistake… but… I wonder if I had any influence on why it suddenly became like that… ?”

I couldn’t say that answer out loud.

It would obviously be unreasonable to beat Jaehee to death.

But I was able to muster up the courage to nod, and Se-ha responded immediately.

A car driving in the center lane suddenly slammed into the sidewalk with a strange movement. I was dazed by the sensation of the car moving 90 degrees to the side, and the next moment, the car’s glass turned black.

While he was admiring the strange sight, Se-ha unbuckled his seatbelt and turned toward Jae-hee. Jae-hee grabbed his hand that he carefully reached out to and guided it to his chest.

It was an extremely aggressive action that even he himself was surprised by, and Se-ha looked a little flustered. However… It had been a really long time since someone else’s hand touched his chest, and Jae-hee’s body was waiting for that moment so fervently.

“Mi, sorry… . I know I’m going to look like a total crazy bitch… but still… .”

“It’s okay. The one who goes crazy a lot is happier.”

Se-ha smiled softly and covered Jae-hee’s mouth. In both words and physical actions.

It had been a very long time since their lips had touched. At least that was how Jaehee felt. His heart raced as he thought of those lips, which he had been unable to look away from, overlapping with his own.

Besides… this kiss was very different from anything Jaehee had ever experienced. It wasn’t forced, nor was it something she was forced to do because she was being ordered to do it. She was willing to accept her greed, and she was moving with all her heart to make Jaehee happy.

I forced my lips apart, suppressing the urge to continue.

He unzipped his sports jacket and rolled up his T-shirt, exposing his chest. Instead of leggings, he was wearing long track pants, but they were down to his ankles, clearly revealing his sensitive areas.

After finishing the work, I clasped my hands behind my head and turned my head slightly to reveal my neck. I had to keep the hem of my T-shirt in my mouth so that my chest would not be covered even in case of an emergency.

The ‘ready’ posture when receiving orders from Lien. It was so shameless and shameful that it was unbearably painful.

Jaehee asked.

“Uh, what do you think? This… appearance of mine…?”

I didn’t know what the answer would be, but I wanted to know.

There were many times when Lien would make Jaehee do these ‘preparations’ and just quietly watch her for a long time. What was she thinking at that time? What was she thinking as she looked at herself like this?

It seemed like Sehara would answer. Even now, she was making a similar expression to Lien back then.

A look very similar to Lien, who seemed to be restless and restless, and whose gaze seemed fixed on her.

However, Lien did not allow questions, and from then on, she pushed Jaehee without even giving him time to think about such questions.

If it were Se-ha, wouldn’t she tell Jae-hee the meaning of this ‘preparation’ that Lien had forced upon him?

Seha answered.

“That’s too much of a question, Jaehee. I’m too embarrassed to answer, that kind of thing… .”

“Shameful… I’m scared… ?”

Why is Se-ha embarrassed? He’s the one who’s taking on the shameful pose.

“Well… It’s so wild and seductive, but that blushing, shy face is so cute, I feel like I’m going to lose my mind… . I like it so much I can’t stand it… .”

He even erased the smile that had been floating around in his mind and confessed in such a relaxed manner.

It felt as if those were Lien’s real words, as if I was hearing Lien’s true feelings that I couldn’t hear now, and so tears welled up in my eyes.

Se-ha hugged Jae-hee, who had started to cry, and comforted him, wiping away his tears. However, unlike before, it didn’t stop there.

About 10 hours later.

Jaehee knew a lot.

Se-ha hugs her affectionately, really, really affectionately. But if she asks, she can also torment her like Lien when she’s at her worst.

Being able to change the color of your car windows with the push of a button means you can instantly reveal what’s inside your car to the outside world.

And… I learned about what was really important to me.

On the contrary, it also talked about a lot of things.

I told him everything about myself, what I had been through with Lien, and what I had been thinking since I met Seha this morning.

Not only did he not have the talent to deceive others to begin with, but Se-ha cleverly used the carrot and whip to make Jae-hee spit out everything he didn’t even realize.

The feeling of exhaustion, as if both body and mind were stripped bare, was also a strange pleasure. Se-ha spoke as he warmly stroked her forehead.

About how to solve Jaehee’s problem.

When Jaehee arrived at his room in the dormitory, Lien, who seemed to have been pacing around the room the whole time, approached him with a cheerful look on her face.

“What happened, Jaehee? You left a note saying you were leaving, but you haven’t contacted me since. I was worried that something had happened… .”

Lien stopped talking in embarrassment as Jaehee grabbed her wrists. Jaehee felt pained when he saw her smile disappearing, but he still made up his mind.

Yeah, that’s what I should have done. I should have checked it much sooner.

He grabbed Lien’s hands and pushed her against the wall. Lien, who was not known to have much physical strength, and Jaehee, who was an awakened martial arts world player without realizing it, had completely different physical specifications.

Jaehee said, looking at Lien, who was pinned to the wall and unable to do anything.

“If you don’t like it… If it makes you feel bad, tell me… . Then I’ll really forget you… .”

Jaehee kissed Lien.

Lien finally put into practice what she had dreamed of since the moment she first saw someone kissing.