episode_0094

-Saaaa…

The wind blowing through the quiet forest.

The wind that ran away, startling the trees that were trying to sleep, met a pure white fog.

The wind that rushed through the dangerous but beautiful fog stopped moving in the fog like other winds.

As a result, a boy appeared from the slightly cleared fog.

Even though it was bathed in moonlight, it felt dark, as if it was covered in shadow.

I looked closely to see why.

The expression on the face of a boy of only 15 was that of an old man who did not have much time left to live.

How did it happen like that?

Unable to contain his curiosity, the wind tried to force himself to move.

stop.

-Sarrrr..

It turned into white frost and piled up on the ground.

***

Even though the moon in the sky was no different from usual, it felt darker today.

Even though it is the height of summer, white steam comes out of the mouth.

The trees around us froze in the biting cold.

I didn’t feel any pain.

This cold was created by my magic.

It’s not that Bea is training secretly or that her body is completely healed.

just..

Mana was just released due to the crowded emotions.

It’s not as if you need to rest for no reason.

My heart aches from using just this much mana.

But even so, mana could not be collected.

No, I didn’t want to take it.

The moment when I regain my dazed mind to accept Mana.

You can’t stop the accumulated emotions from exploding.

I knew it instinctively.

-Saaaa…

How long has it been since I looked at the night sky while listening to the sound of the wind shaking the tree branches?

Raindrops started falling from the sky.

I was constantly hit by raindrops that blurred my vision.

“.. Disciple..”

If it weren’t for Master’s voice coming from behind me, I probably would have continued like that.

I slowly turned my head and looked at my teacher.

Even though it was raining, Master’s hair wasn’t wet at all.

Are they still using magic to stop the raindrops?

If so, I wish I could stop it too.

I feel like I can’t control my emotions every time the raindrops roll down my face one by one.

It’s scary because it seems like the emotions that are bursting out will be revealed.

“…”

Master twitched his lips as if he was trying to say something.

He carefully approached me and hugged me.

Be careful, as if you were handling a piece of glass that breaks easily.

“It’s okay. It’s okay to cry as much as you want.”

Starting with those words, the emotions that had been festering inside came out.

These aren’t just tears of sadness that I cried in Sorut’s arms the other day.

Emotions that had accumulated even before coming to this world.

Those moments when I was so angry and unfair that I don’t want to remember.

In the end, all those things from back then when I wasted my time in despair.

I poured it all out.

“It’s okay.. It’s okay.”

Master doesn’t even care that his clothes get wet from the raindrops flowing from my eyes.

He patted me as I cried silently at the absurdity of the world.

Master hugged me tightly, repeating that it was okay until the rain that fell only on me stopped completely.

Some time passed like that.

The dark sky seemed to express my poured out heart.

After pouring out such resentment and anger, what remains is a feeling of emptiness.

But that emptiness wasn’t necessarily a bad thing.

Now that the obstacle that should have been removed at some point was gone, the emptiness felt good.

“Ugh..”

I cried so much that there was a little pain in my eyes.

“Have you cried your heart out now?”

“.. Huh..”

“Then can we talk about the next thing now?”

What’s next?

“Next story… Are you saying there is something other than dying?”

When I found out I was going to die, I ran out of the principal’s office, but wasn’t that the end?

Now that I think about it, I think it was my teacher who called me at that time…

“Everything ends when you die anyway..”

“There is a way. Although it is very difficult. I can buy it. They say you can survive.”

You can buy it.

I know.

Why did I do that only after hearing that I was going to die?

This is why you have to listen to Korean until the end.

But this isn’t Korea…

No, this isn’t important.

“Can I buy it?”

“Yes. Of course, if you don’t do it, you’ll die, but if you do it, you can live.”

It’s a matter of life at stake.

My life, not anyone else’s.

So I thought there was nothing I couldn’t do.

“Do you know that he is Zeus? All you have to do is kill that god.”

“.. Yes?”

“To be precise, you only need to kill one of the gods in a similar position to that god.”

But when I heard what I had to do, my eyes became dizzy.

That’s right…

“Do you mean to kill God?”

“Right.. right?”

I asked back because I was at a loss.

Even the teacher who suggested it turned his head away.

kill god

how?

No matter how difficult the opponent is, I will try to fight an imaginary battle somehow.

When I heard that I was fighting a guy named God, my mind turned completely white.

“What do you mean.. I am an ordinary human.. no, an ordinary half-elf.”

“No. My disciple is absolutely not ordinary.”

It’s normal…

I can’t use advanced magic or even double chanting yet.

The status window says ‘Heavenly Talent’, but I can’t really feel it.

I felt that way at first, but recently I’ve met a lot of people who are too strong.

“I’ve said this many times, but your mana is becoming like that of a god. At this point, it can truly be said to be God’s mana.”

“But even if you say that, I don’t really feel any difference.”

“The people you dealt with are not all gods.”

The reason I couldn’t feel whether I was strong or weak was because the other person wasn’t God?

I don’t know the extent of God’s power.

What I am certain about is that I am weaker than the Orc Lord.

And God is stronger than Professor Zan, who killed the Orc Lord as if he were playing with him.

How long can I endure against such gods?

Mana is deified. No matter what happens, what can’t be done can’t be done.

“Do you know who the only mortal was to kill a god?”

“.. This is me from the past.”

It would be clearer if the dreams during vacation were actual memories of the past.

It’s a pity that I don’t have any memories.

However, even if there are no memories left, one thing is certain.

“But there is a serious difference between me in the past and me now. I don’t even remember.”

“No, no. The fact that he was killed is more important than that. Because the only thing that can kill a god is their mana.. Didn’t Professor Zahn tell you this?”

“Yes. However, just because you can kill doesn’t mean you will kill them unconditionally.”

I know that only God’s mana can kill a God.

But if you think about it that way, a sword master can die from a sword, and an archmage can die from magic.

So what is more important is that I must be stronger than my opponent.

What is more important is information about the other person.

‘He will fight hard and lose every battle.’

If the opponent knows me, but I do not know the opponent or even myself, I am at risk in every battle.

I still don’t know where I stand.

There is a status window, but it is just a number.

That number may have some power.

However, there is a possibility that the other person, God, knows about me…

No, it is safe to say that it is not a possibility but a fact.

An immortal who has lived an unimaginably long time.

But do they have no fear of death?

Exactly, it probably wasn’t there.

Until a dead god appeared to me, to man.

The moment a mortal killed an immortal.

It is no different from engraving an imprint that cannot be ignored on the gods who enjoyed entertainment without any goals.

What if you thought you couldn’t die, but in fact you might die?

To mortals who thought that was uncivilized.

I told you so.

“The opponents are gods who are fully prepared. Moreover, you probably already know what abilities I have. How can they…”

-Pfft..!

Although it is true, Master’s harsh words flooded my forehead as I said negative things.

To be honest, it didn’t hurt that much, but I was startled and looked at my teacher with wide eyes.

“There is an old saying like this.”

Then, with a meaningful smile, I said something I also knew.

“The best defense is attack.”

***

A god who is fully prepared to attack at any time based on information about the opponent.

But what if we attack first?

Are there any cases of humans, or even mortals, invading the world of the gods?

does not exist.

It was as if the God Slayer had suddenly appeared like a comet.

What if the Godslayer who invaded the world of gods appears without any warning?

Like a math problem where a formula that didn’t come to mind came to mind.

The problem that was frustrating my mind began to resolve.

“And I think you know the method.”

The head that was facing the ground rose.

My eyes landed on a woman in front of me.

Her objectively beautiful face was frowning as if to express her anger, but her beauty did not disappear.

While appreciating her expression, I spit out her name.

“Eros.”

The final key to the success of Master and my plan.

It depends entirely on Eros.