episode_0093

“When I return from studying abroad, let’s get married.”

Vita’s head was dizzy at the sudden declaration.

“Let’s get married.”

It literally feels like a standstill.

“We, getting married…?”

“Yeah, Bianca.”

I meet Carlyle’s straight gaze, full of confidence.

Vita absentmindedly looked down at the stiff document in her hand. The words ‘Marriage Registration’ immediately caught her eye.

This is no joke. This is no prank.

Carlyle had said similar things several times before, but never with such certainty as now.

Yeah, marriage.

‘I really want to get married…’

Vita quickly realized that this wasn’t some vague promise of the future.

This is serious.

A future that is certain if you just accept it.

I felt like time and space stopped for a moment.

I’ve sometimes thought that one day I would be entangled with that person for the rest of my life.

Because the only man in my life is Carlyle.

Yeah, that’s why.

‘So if I…’

Even though it’s awkward, even though I feel embarrassed.

I always thought that if I were to get married, it would naturally be to Carlyle Schultz.

Even unconsciously, I did that.

Just, vaguely.

I just thought it might turn out like this.

“Let’s get married.”

There is not an inch of wavering in Carlyle Schultz’s eyes.

But in fact, Vita could easily see that Carlyle was trembling.

Yeah, I’m shaking.

I feel like I knew him very well, and that he liked Carlyle.

Excited, thrilled.

Vita quickly realized that Carlyle Schultz’s golden eyes were filled with such emotions.

Aren’t you trembling with a sense of unreality as you step into the future you’ve dreamed of?

‘That’s right, Carlyle…’

Vita knows what her opponent’s long-held dream is.

It’s been a year since their lover, so there’s little that she doesn’t know about Carlyle.

Carlyle Schultz’s dream is to have a happy family with the person he is meant to be. It is a wish he has had since he was young.

Carlyle’s dream was not so strange.

It’s only natural for an orphan to yearn for a family. And because I felt sorry for that, I made a decision.

‘I’ll do better from now on… I’ll do better for Carlyle.’

At this moment, I suddenly remember making that decision.

So, Vita knew what the other person meant when he said, “let’s get married.”

To be honest, I kind of expected this moment to come someday-

“Answer me, Bianca. Can you wait…?”

‘This is, more than I expected…’

It far exceeded expectations.

I don’t know with what determination Carlyle is saying this. Because he has now become the other person’s dream.

Suddenly, my heart started pounding. At the same time, I felt sad for some reason and couldn’t answer.

But without realizing it, I find myself nodding my head slowly.

“Are you going to get married…?”

This time too, it’s the same.

While being held in Carlyle’s arms, smelling the good smell, I nodded my head repeatedly to his low, soft voice.

“… I want to do it with you.”

Still, the feeling of not wanting to be separated from Carlyle grows stronger.

Then, when Carlyle put a new ring on her finger, Vita couldn’t help but feel her vision blurry.

‘Idiot, fool… ‘

I really don’t need this kind of thing. I just need you.

Because it felt so real. Tears like chicken droppings quickly began to well up in the pretty amethyst eyes.

“Bad guy, bad kid… Okay, go away.”

My girlfriend is crying. Bianca Shamal is crying.

He is clearly the most precious person in the world to you.

Carlyle was embarrassed at first, and honestly even felt a little sad, but then he chuckled.

“… Why are you crying, Bianca?”

If you think about it, it’s not like we’re breaking up forever. I’m honestly not at ease with the thought of leaving, but studying abroad is surprisingly not that hard. You might even meet in the middle.

But when his girlfriend Bianca burst into tears because she was separated from him for a while, he realized how much the other person loved him, and when he realized this once again, he couldn’t help but smile.

“… Are you laughing?”

Vita said resentfully.

“I don’t want to let you go, but I can’t not let you go… ”

That’s why tears come out.

If Carlyle Schultz shows his determination like this, it will look like he is useless if he tries to hold on to him any longer.

No, actually. I can’t even catch it.

How can you hold back a guy who is going to study abroad for his own career and future together? I already knew this a long time ago.

Swish-

Before I knew it, Carlyle’s thick fingers were wiping away my tears. Vita, who silently accepted his touch, made up her mind.

Puppy, marriage papers.

Of course, both are good. I really liked the gift that Carlyle gave me to appease me.

But, something.

Something was a little missing. Vita could tell right away what it was.

‘…I need a little more confidence.’

A memory that could not be erased from both of their minds, a fait accompli, was needed.

Honestly, I’ve been conscious of it recently. I feel that way too.

‘Isn’t it okay now? Still, I’m an adult…’

Carlyle and himself have had a great time as a couple, and their trust in each other is very strong, but there is still a line they have not crossed together.

If I could cross that line today, I felt certain. I felt like I could admit that I and Carlyle were completely dependent on each other and that there was no way they could ever be apart.

So Vita said.

“… Go to the contribution. Then.”

A judgment derived from instinct. It seems that the voice was small because it followed the flow of consciousness.

Vita ended up shouting out her true feelings to Carlyle, who had a puzzled expression on his face.

“Take a mark on my body and go-!”

I really mean it.

Today, even if Carlyle had different opinions from him, he had no intention of giving in.

***

There is such a thing as context.

And Carlyle Schultz wasn’t stupid at all.

Of course, I didn’t understand it all at once from the beginning.

-Turn your mark on my body and go!

It took me a while to mentally understand what the other person’s bold statement meant.

One conclusion emerges.

There is only one.

I infer the underlying meaning of this is to tell people not to use contraception.

It was such a bold request that even the shameless Carlyle blushed for a moment.

“That, Bianca…?”

Are you sure that’s what you think? Do you really mean that?

But no matter how much I think about it, it still seems right. Because I can really feel the sincerity in the other person’s eyes.

“Don’t dawdle.”

On the contrary, Carlyle Schultz was embarrassed because he was now closing his eyes.

I ended up panicking.

‘This desirable woman…’

What should I do?

It was nonsense. Usually innocent, but occasionally showing a sense of hope, the pitiful words and actions of Bianca Shamal drove men crazy.

“… Do you know what I mean?”

After taking a deep breath, Carlyle Schultz asked.

The other person opened his eyes again and answered firmly.

“Okay, I see. There’s nothing I can’t do, right?”

A cute provocation with a serious look in your eyes.

Bianca Shamal said, her head bowed and her earlobes red, as if she was embarrassed herself.

“… You even gave me the marriage papers. Just take responsibility for it, you idiot.”

Carlyle Schultz realized as he looked into her eyes, as if asking if she was confident while only saying such things.

‘… Yeah, that’s right.’

He gave me the marriage papers. So, if he’s ready, he’s ready enough.

And when even my opponent, Bianca, says something like that, I feel like I’ve reached my limit.

“Don’t regret that, that’s what I said.”

“I’ll do it…sob-”

Before you know it, you are breathing in the other person’s breath with your mouth. You are hugging the back of her delicate body with your strong arms.

Bianca Shamal’s saliva has a sweet taste. It feels like I’m drowning in it.

Carlyle had no intention of hiding his desires.

Once, twice, and then again and again.

I swallowed as if I was going to eat those soft, smooth lips.

Bianca Shamal probably doesn’t know how she held it together.

With what kind of heart have you endured it?

Every time they overlapped their bodies, every time they made love to each other, he, as a man, was overcome by an impulse.

Honestly, I want to go all the way, I want to make Bianca Shamal completely mine.

But during that time, I tried to control myself with reason.

‘But I still…’

Yeah, not yet. I haven’t settled down yet. It’s not the time to think like that.

Premarital pregnancy is also a problem even if you are not married.

It’s not good for the eyes of those around you, and you might get really grabbed by the collar by the picky craftsman, Maxim.

Besides, I was hesitant to ask Bianca what she thought, and to be honest, I was a little scared.

What if I suddenly get pregnant without using contraception?

Carlyle had a very vague feeling.

I couldn’t imagine being a father, being a parent to someone.

So, for life.

Now that the future he had dreamed of his entire life of having a happy family was a serious possibility, he became considerably more cautious.

His girlfriend Bianca is too precious to him to be treated carelessly.

I tried to endure it until I got married.

But now Carlyle has made up his mind. He can no longer bear it, so he apologizes in his heart.

‘…I’m sorry, father.’

But this is because your daughter, Bianca Shamal, is so dear to me. Shouldn’t you understand?

Pretty, cute, and very charming.

Holding on to me and telling me not to go, holding on to me while crying.

I barely managed to comfort him, but just as he was feeling relieved, I made a strange provocation and told him to show his resolve.

But Carlyle knew.

Bianca Shamal is not the type of person to make such provocations lightly.

Because I’m so sincere.

Once he realized that he truly wanted what the other person wanted and needed reassurance, the next step was set.

In an instant, the relationship between the two people became very hot. Their lips rubbed against each other, and their breaths became intertwined. When their lips overlapped absentmindedly and then parted for a moment, a long thread like a silver thread stretched between their lips.

“I was studying the pretty face of the other person closely,” said Carlyle Schultz.

“… I love you, Bianca.”

“Yeah, me too… ”

The kiss continues again. In the meantime, the clothes of both of them fall around the sofa. Today, Bianca is wearing pure white underwear. The lace decoration makes her look very cute.

“… so pretty, sooo.”

Whenever he does this, whenever he says something like this, the other person seems to shrink back. Bianca Shamal is always the kind of woman who gets embarrassed when he tells her she’s pretty. But she doesn’t show any rejection towards him.

Swish-

Carefully, take off your bra.

He looks at her exposed pure white breasts and pretty crimson nipples with heated eyes, and then gently takes them in his lips.

This is mine.

There was a persistent aspect to the very soft movement of the lips, as if expressing such a desire.

“Ahh… ”

Immediately, the field begins to groan. But instead, Bianca pulls his head closer.

So, inhale very slowly, following the other person’s lead. The tip gradually becomes erect in his mouth.

“Car, Carlyle… ”

“Okay, Bianca… ?”

Of course, instead of an answer, a small fist was thrust in. Carlyle chuckled at the bashful opponent and stroked the woman’s dripping secret with one hand.

A slippery liquid begins to seep out from beyond the delicate fabric.

A year has passed in the blink of an eye. The two lovers have come to know each other very well, including what each other is sensitive to and what kind of feelings each other likes.

Chu- chu-

So Vita is also active. She brings her lips to Carlyle Schultz’s chest, to the firm muscles. She leaves traces here and there as if caressing him, and then wraps her arms around his neck and kisses him deeply.

“Ah, haha… ”

As we kiss each other without thinking, we gradually lose consciousness.

The opponent’s whole body.

Feeling the sunken collarbone, the small, round shoulder line, and even the smooth belly button and the inside of the slender thighs.

Knock- knock-

I felt his lips touching every single spot on my body, as if marking territory.

“… I love you, Carlyle.”

Vita continued to whisper. Today, she was determined to speak more than the other person.

By the time she heard a rustling sound coming from the room below, Vita had finally realized that all of her clothes had already been taken off.

Now that I had noticed, my body was already lying on the soft bed, and Carlyle had also lost consciousness more than I did.

‘At that level, it might actually hurt…’

The penis is fully erect.

As Vita watched, a low voice was heard.

“… I’m not using a condom today.”

For some reason, it felt creepy. Vita hesitated and nodded her head slightly.

Up until now, we’ve always used contraception when we’ve had sex together.

I always wear a condom, except in ambiguous situations where I’m getting worked up in the bathroom. And even if I don’t wear a condom, I always finish outside.

But today.

The tacit agreement between the two may be broken for the first time.

But it was her request. Vita nodded and kissed Carlyle on the cheek.

After that, he whispered in my ear.

“… Yeah, come.”

***

The air in the room was hot.

We have never felt each other this much.

After doing it several times already, it was different from the current situation where I suddenly got up in the bathroom and did it without a condom.

So, from the beginning.

This is definitely the first time that two people have had sex without using condoms from the beginning.

“Haha… !”

Vita moaned at the feeling of her being stuffed full of her, and Carlyle groaned at the feeling of her being completely soaked and squeezed inside.

“Ugh, Bianca… ”

Even in the midst of all this, the two people only had each other’s appearance in their sight.

Hot and warm at the same time. I can see the desire and joy in the other person’s eyes.

‘Finally, completely one.’

Finally, we were able to fully and unhesitatingly touch each other.

Without anyone saying anything first, the two naturally found each other’s lips. They yearned for each other’s breath.

At the same time, Carlyle began to move his waist, and Vita’s moans gradually became more heated.

“Yeah, woof-”

Of course, all those groans are trapped in the mouth.

The sensations of the peripheral nerves made the hairs on my entire body stand on end, and the soft and supple female body and the solid male body were tightly interlocked.

It is a form where one is crushed by Carlyle’s solid body.

But Vita, after all, really liked everything.

“… I like you, Carlyle.”

There must be no other reason why even this kind of laid-back feeling is strangely good.

Just because it’s Carlyle Schultz, and because I love Carlyle.

Because it was none other than Carlyle Schultz. On the contrary, Vita felt a sense of comfort at this moment.

She relies on Carlyle. She relies on a man who turns her into a woman.

‘So, I… really like you.’

So much so that I don’t even want to fall.

Even though he knows he’s being childish.

“… Don’t cry, Bianca.”

When did I start crying? But when I touch my eyes, they really are wet.

“Keep getting weaker.”

The movement suddenly stopped, and Carlyle came over to stroke her head with his hand. Then, Vita’s tear ducts burst for no reason.

“… It’s a little less pretty because of the rain.”

Contrary to what he said, Carlyle’s face had an apologetic and somewhat heavy expression.

For a moment, Vita stopped. Realizing that she shouldn’t be doing this.

She wiped away her tears and hugged her partner’s body. She rubbed her head against his broad chest and spoke to Carlyle.

“… I’ll try hard. Even if you’re not here, Carlyle.”

If you think about it, it’s not like we’re completely breaking up, we’re just briefly separated for a few months or a year.

‘Why am I so different…?’

Vita was internally reproaching herself, but the truth was that Carlyle was really that important to her.

The current self is a woman.

And my life as a woman, my identity as Bianca, was created by this guy Carlyle.

It would be difficult if Carlyle wasn’t there for the person he was relying on and liking so much.

‘It’s really hard without it…’

Yeah, but.

Still, as a girlfriend, I want to support my boyfriend Carlyle.

Even though it is something that has already been decided and is a matter of the future, I do not want to weigh down Carlyle’s mind.

So Vita said.

“… Promise me that you’ll come see me often. Or that it’s okay if I go see you.”

Because I want to get confirmation.

“Okay, I promise.”

Only after such assurance was there any movement resumed.

The two explored each other a little more than usual.

“Hah, hah! Yeah, uh… ”

As the advance and retreat movements continued, the pleasure in Vita’s body became overwhelming.

Carlyle Schultz passionately, yet persistently and gently left his mark on the body of such an opponent.

Knock- knock-

As I leave a kiss mark, I am drawn to the faint force that pulls my head towards you-

Because Bianca likes kissing. Carlyle Schultz, who realized the other person’s intention, immediately overlapped their lips again.

Today I wasn’t going to let my lips get chapped.

Carlyle slowly went deeper into the green tea, burying himself in it as he explored his opponent’s breathing.

***

“Ah, huh… !”

The joint where the foam is coming from. A white, cream-like substance has clung to the bottom of the two.

Sweat dripped down the smooth female abdomen and the firm male abdomen. Despite the sticky sensation, the two had no intention of leaving each other.

There is no unpleasant sensation, only pleasure. The two people are so emotionally connected that they cannot come to their senses.

The sweet scent of the other person and the reaction towards oneself gradually make one’s consciousness fly away.

“Bianca, no… ”

Carlyle Schultz groaned.

The narrow walls keep squeezing my things tightly, making me stop breathing occasionally.

The inside of the vagina is incredibly soft, warm, and melting with the slippery fluid.

So, it was almost instinctive that the waist movements gradually increased in speed.

“Okay, wait a minute… This feels so weird… !”

The fact that her waist was completely messed up, and that she covered her lips with the other person’s again because it felt strange, was all instinctive.

‘Today, inside…’

With that thought in mind, Vita forced her lips apart and whispered to Carlyle.

“Ah, inside… !”

Although he said he whispered, he was barely able to hold back a moan as he spoke.

“Yeah, ugh… !”

Carlyle must be inside, inside, no matter what.

Asking me for assurance was actually just an excuse. It may be an excuse.

No one knows better than Carlyle that he won’t cheat on his wife just because he’s going to study abroad.

But, just.

Before Carlyle left, Vita wanted to completely overcome the last remaining front line.

I felt like I had to cross that last line to be able to admit that I was a complete woman even without Carlyle Schultz.

Actually, I just liked him, I really loved Carlyle. I just wanted to feel him without any obstacles.

The bitterness of such a thought was barely whispered.

“Your girlfriend is inside… Huh? Carlyle.”

An earnest and sorrowful voice. Along with those words, her thin and delicate legs wrapped around his waist as if tightening.

My head is spinning.

Carlyle Schultz couldn’t resist the stimulation.

‘Okay, I’ll do it inside.’

As Bianca Shamal intended.

He was about to pour out all his desires.

Carlyle looked at the other person’s lips with a hot gaze. He absentmindedly took in the other person’s breath, clasped his hands together, and moved his waist vigorously.

I’m starting to feel physically exhausted. My ejaculation is increasing rapidly.

Bianca Shamal’s body was so soft everywhere, and at the same time so slutty, that it was really stimulating.

The lower part of my smooth abdomen begins to cramp.

“Ah, hmph, yuck, Carlyle… !”

The delicate, curvaceous body began to tremble. Sweat poured down Carlyle’s forehead and arms.

Normally, it should be pulled out right away at this point, but this time, it’s being driven even deeper in.

And that was the end of it.

“… !”

Even the moans are trapped inside the mouth.

The two lovers kissed, their bodies pressed together without a single gap between them, reaching climax at the same time, Carlyle penetrating deep inside Vita.

And then, lying side by side, without even pulling away, after being immersed in the afterglow, we started kissing again, and again, we fell inside each other.

It looked dirty to me, but for some reason I felt sorry at the same time, so I wiped the other person’s body.

-Can’t you do this anymore…?

Three, four times, falling for the desired provocation.

Since I would have to clean my body again if I did it again anyway, I continued to add marks just as Bianca Shamal wanted.

During that process, Bianca called him oppa, and sometimes called him honey, and used polite language with him. Of course, she would get scolded every time she took a break, telling him not to do strange things. But she still liked Carlyle.

After countless times until the early morning of the next day.

-…Carlyle, I love you.

-I love you much more.

-No, I…

So the two of them engaged in a meaningless and childish argument, then fell asleep, hugging each other tightly, as if they had fainted.

“… What kind of note is that?”

The next day, when I saw the note Vita left next door, I felt like dying, and my face turned bright red and I stamped my feet, wondering how I should apologize. That was the story after that.

***

Carlyle Schultz a month later.

The story of actually going abroad to study is something that happened after that.

Even though they had been sweet together for another month, the time to say goodbye had come. The two walked to the station, holding hands.

“Don’t cry, Bianca.”

He tried to hold it in, but it didn’t work. His nose started to sting and his vision kept getting blurry. Vita decided not to cry, but he ended up crying.

“… Do I really have to go?”

I was held in Carlyle’s arms and cried like a child.

I said something stupid again. Vita shook her head and corrected herself again.

“… Please pretend I didn’t hear that. My words came out of my mouth for a moment. ”

I can’t tell him not to go. I don’t want to burden Carlyle’s heart unnecessarily.

Vita held back tears, but made a strange expression as if she was forcing a smile.

“If you cheat, you die?!”

I throw in some jokes on purpose. I want to send you off with a laugh.

“I, leaving you behind?”

Carlyle chuckles and hugs me again.

“Wait, ma’am.”

“What’s the concept all of a sudden?”

“The concept of a detailed husband.”

Of course, without telling her parents, Carlyle and herself were already a couple.

So, legally.

We filed our marriage papers and became a real couple.

So Vita couldn’t help but burst out laughing.

“What’s the point of being detailed? You’re just feeling it.”

“So, you don’t like it?”

The train is coming in. The honking sound of a horn and an announcement can be heard.

“… No, okay.”

Vita, who had been speaking softly, opened her mouth for no reason.

-Please board the train.

Carlyle is really going. He’s about to go now.

After kissing my forehead with a regretful expression, he hugged me once.

“I’ll contact you after I arrive. Eat dinner well.”

There’s no need to say I love you. I know it well enough even without hearing it.

However, Vita immediately caught Carlyle who was wandering around. Her tear ducts had already broken down again.

side-

A short kiss. Without even wiping her tears, she lifted her brow and kissed him, then Vita smiled brightly.

As I ponder what to say, I think of a nickname that Sasha always uses. It’s a playful nickname, but I never thought I’d actually say something like that.

No, actually.

Because I think I knew.

“Welcome back, sir.”

I know it’s a bit weird, but I’ll play to your rhythm.

Carlyle also seemed to notice her intentions and smiled faintly.

Carlyle Schultz moved further and further away, waving his hand. Vita waved until the train was out of sight, and only after the train completely disappeared did she burst into tears.

So Carlyle left and a new season arrived.

Vita, now a sophomore, tells her parents that she plans to marry Carlyle within the year.

Of course, there was chaos.