episode_0093

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“Uwaaaa.”

Startled, I let out a feeble scream and took a step back.

I couldn’t help but be surprised, as the first thing I saw upon opening the door was Lucia’s naked body.

Lucia saw my reaction and smiled softly.

She slowly lifted her leg with a lithe movement from my bed and placed it on the floor.

Her slender, snow-white leg was illuminated transparently by the moonlight that shone into the dark room.

Lucia got up and tiptoed over to me, embracing me against my chest.

Unlike Anna’s seductive actions, which seemed to boldly display her sexual charms even when naked, this was an act that highlighted a childlike purity.

Lucia buried her face in my chest, rubbing her cheeks against me and inhaling my scent.

I, too, could smell the subtle fragrance emanating from her skin.

Both Anna and Lucia had such a sweet womanly scent.

However, there was a difference.

Anna smelled like a thick, sticky fruit wine that made one drunk, while Lucia was closer to the scent of a fresh, crisp fruit itself.

Lucia slowly exhaled, then looked up at me with her chin resting on my chest.

The emotions of love overflowing in her eyes were reflected in the glistening, dewy gaze, pouring out without reserve.

What kind of scent do I give off?

What kind of scent makes this girl look at me with such a loving face?

The scent on my body must be the smell of herbal tobacco stewed in Holy Water and the acrid smell of violence.

Lucia looked at me with eyes that seemed to be dripping with emotion and said,

“Priest… were you surprised?”

“… A little.”

“Is that why your heart is beating like this?”

“Wouldn’t you think so?”

Lucia giggled and hugged my waist.

Bringing her face close to my chest, she muttered quietly.

“It’s getting faster.”

“…”

“The sound of Priest’s heart… It’s getting faster and faster.”

“Lucia…”

“Is it really… just beating from surprise?”

Lucia’s hand, which was hugging my waist, slowly burrowed inside my top and began to push in her thin, small fingers.

I could feel the cold fingers embracing my rough, scarred, bare back.

“Priest. My heart is beating too. Really fast.”

“…”

“And the reason is because Priest is next to me.”

Lucia slowly hugged my torso, and then she collapsed onto the bed as if she were falling.

My body was pulled towards her without resistance, and I leaned over her as if to cover her.

I supported myself on the bed with both arms, careful not to crush her.

Lucia, who was lying beneath me, looked straight up at me and slowly pulled up my top, and I quietly let her hands take it off.

In short, it was a clear permission and agreement.

Lucia took off my top and hugged my neck tightly with her bare body.

Her petite breasts gently pressed against my sternum below my solid, scarred chest, and Lucia groaned softly, exhaling a long sigh.

I could clearly feel her nipples becoming harder and harder beneath her skin.

Lucia slowly twitched her body, scratching my chest with her stiff nipples.

I, too, hugged Lucia’s waist, helping her body move as she intended.

Lucia giggled and kissed my neck, then slowly opened her mouth.

“You’re a little different today than usual, Priest.”

“How so?”

“Well, you’re not saying things like, ‘Oh, no,’ or, ‘I’m a priest,’ and you’re not making a troubled expression.”

“I’ve realized that you guys won’t listen even if I say it.”

“That’s right?”

I slowly shook my head.

“No, it’s my fault. I shouldn’t blame you. I’m wanting this.”

“… Priest.”

“I can’t resist this pleasure… No, I don’t want to resist.”

Lucia nodded, wearing a lovely smile as if she was satisfied with my answer.

“… Anna has changed Priest a lot.”

When Lucia mentioned Anna, I felt a coldness sink into my heart.

I felt like a husband who had been caught having an affair.

How ridiculous my words were that I would take responsibility for corrupting Lucia.

I felt utterly ashamed of myself.

“Lucia, Anna…”

“No, Priest… Priest hasn’t done anything wrong. I’m not angry at all about what Priest does with Anna.”

“… What?”

Lucia kissed along my dirty, bearded jawline, then slowly lowered her lips, kissing along my neckline, and said as she poured hot breath onto my skin.

“It’s true. I don’t mind if Priest loves someone else… or has sex with someone else.”

“… What are you talking about?”

“Well, Priest isn’t mine, after all.”

Lucia wrapped her legs around my waist and delicately pushed down my pants with her toes.

The feeling of the cold night air touching my exposed skin sent pleasant shivers down my spine.

Lucia whispered softly in my ear, touching my earlobe with her lips.

“I’m Priest’s.”

“…”

Lucia hugged me around the waist with her legs and constantly moved her pelvis back and forth, pressing my penis against her small lower abdomen.

It was a shameful sight that highlighted affection, desire, and submission, but she threw her slender body at me with all her might, unconcerned.

“Priest… Up until now, Priest has made me feel good… You’ve touched me inside, you’ve touched my breasts… Right?”

“Lucia…”

“This time, I’ll make you feel good… I’m not as good as Anna, but… I want to make Priest feel as good as Anna does…”

I felt the strength in my arms embracing Lucia.

In fact, if I were to set aside physical attractiveness and temptation and count the women my heart was looking at, Lucia was the closest to that direction.

Unlike Anna, I knew clearly why Lucia was attached to me.

From when she was a child possessed by a demon to the day she was almost kidnapped in the pirate attack.

She felt like she had been saved by me several times, and that feeling soon became love.

A physical and obvious love to the point of making up a non-existent fever to crave my touch.

It was a reason that I could understand well enough, and so I could understand and empathize with her love.

“Lucia…”

“Yes, Priest…”

I gently cupped Lucia’s face with my hands and looked her straight in the eyes.

I could feel my thick, rough fingers burrowing through her delicate hair.

Her small face was helplessly caught in my large, pot-lid-like hands.

The cruel wolf who hunted large deer with its bare hands had disappeared, and only puppy-like eyes, throwing affection at me with all their might, remained.

Lucia’s loveliness was like a large piece of firewood being thrown into the flames of my desire and affection.

“You said it before.”

“… Yes?”

“You don’t expect me to love you… That no one would love a sinner like you.”

“That’s right… So I told a silly lie that my body was getting hot.”

“That’s wrong.”

“… I know.”

Yes, now she knows too.

That I love her too.

I slowly kissed her lips.

I watched Lucia’s blue eyes widen and slowly closed my own.

Lucia let out a hot breath between our lips.

At the same time, her pelvis shook even more violently.

I slowly pushed her away and said.

“Stop… you’ll get it in.”

“… Isn’t that okay?”

“…”

“Won’t you put it in?”

“That’s…”

“Why?”

That’s right.

Why can’t I?

I love her, and she loves me too.

I am a priest, a clergyman, and a Father, but that’s already meaningless in this world.

Even that Cardinal had raped the Saintess candidates of the Saintess Convent, including Elena.

The Goddess must be watching us, but I also learned through Anna that divine power does not disappear through sexual intercourse, so I can still move according to Her will.

Lucia will accept whatever I do with Anna, so I won’t be monopolized by her,

It may not be a good example for Paolo, but he is already a villain and he himself has no will to overcome his nature, so that is not a reason for me not to love Lucia.

Why shouldn’t I hold Lucia?

I could feel the various reasons that had been blocking me all along crumbling one by one in my head.

“… It might be the devil’s will.”

“Are you talking about me?”

“No, not that…”

“It’s my will… I want to. I want Priest’s dick. I want to obey and follow whatever Priest does with me…”

“… Lucia.”

Lucia slowly stood up my waist and straddled my penis.

The shaft of my penis was stuck right in the middle of her thick lower lips.

She slowly moved her waist back and forth and began to beg me.

“… I want to… Priest wants to too.”

“Lucia. But…”

“You want to…”

The squelching sound mixed with her quiet whisper and became an indescribably lewd noise.

Lucia slowly shuddered and exhaled.

She enjoyed the hugeness of my throbbing erection with the entrance of her vulva and trembled under the eyes that had widened with awe and uncontrollable desire.

Her lips slowly dried, and her spine trembled with anticipation, and that thrill was conveyed along her back to both her head and pelvis, spreading throughout her entire body.

Lucia slowly exhaled a hot breath and said.

“Tell me… Why can’t I?”

“…”

I don’t know,

I don’t know either, goddammit.

I can’t find a reason to refuse this either.

But somehow, I can’t stop feeling like this shouldn’t be happening.

Maybe the reason I’m wary of sexual intercourse is just because of the inertia of a life lived in virginity?

No, there was a slightly bigger and clearer reason than that.

A clear reason that seemed to weigh on my chest.

Some reason that keeps me from crossing the final line, even if I enjoy touching their bodies.

After a moment of hesitation, I revealed the reason that I had held in my heart for a long time.

“It doesn’t suit me…”

“…Yes?”

“I don’t suit you… Lucia.”

“What do you mean?”

Lucia looked down at me with a face that really didn’t understand.

I tightly closed my eyes and continued to speak with a face flushed with shame.

“It’s true that I have harbored lewd thoughts about you and felt gratitude and a little bit of smugness for your affection… You have shown me that I, too, am an unavoidable man.”

“…”

“But every time, I couldn’t help but find a large gap between you and me. You are beautiful and young women… and I am an old and ugly clergyman.”

“… Was that, your true feelings?”

“Yes…”

Lucia slowly got off my body.

I felt the cold air brush past my bare body and let out an empty sigh.

Yeah, it must be absurd.

The last obstacle in my heart was that my appearance was too ugly compared to them.

Even Lucia, who had been whispering love to me, must have gotten tired of my pathetic appearance.

I covered my eyes with my arms.

I couldn’t dare to look at her and the world rashly because of my shame.

Shit, now that I think about it, Kunat must be listening to this somewhere again.

“Priest…”

That’s when it happened.

“You’re cute. I understand what Anna meant.”

“What?”

Something hot and wet began to touch the tip of my glans.

At first, I thought it was her lips, but the electrifying goosebumps that wrapped around my waist instantly made me realize that it wasn’t.

I hurriedly raised my head and looked at her.

She slowly began to match her vulva to the tip of my glans.

“Lucia, wait…”

“Look here, Priest… Here, where we’re touching…”

“Stop it. It’s not too late yet!”

Lucia slowly sighed.

She couldn’t lower her waist by herself, probably because it hurt due to the size.

Only the front of my glans had penetrated slightly between her legs.

Lucia trembled all over and whispered to me.

“It’s already gone in a little… Priest…”

“Lucia,”

“Look closely…”

The hot flesh, similar to the inside of a mouth but completely different, began to squeeze and envelop my glans.

Lucia slowly lowered her waist and said.

“Can you still see a gap between us…?”