episode_0090

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When told that he was going on a trip, Garam told him to get a good rest, but he was upset.

The funny thing was that she didn’t really know why she was in such a nervous state.

I got scared when I heard that I was going to the hospital instead of exercising in the morning.

When I heard that I had a chronic illness, tears came to my eyes.

In fact, I could have given a reason to not go on the trip.

It is difficult to manage your diet while traveling.

The routine that you have built up through consistent exercise is broken.

If these two things were mentioned, Inho would have smiled shyly and recuperated at home.

However, he was unable to do so because the doctor advised him to go far away, and more than anything, he felt that he should not be harsher on In-ho, who was working hard on broadcasting these days.

Her secret intention, which she did not realize, was that she wanted In-ho to stay by her side.

It’s comfortable to have Inho by your side.

I feel safe when Inho is by my side.

Things go well when In-ho is by his side.

I don’t feel anxious when Inho is next to me.

It was said that it was mutual aid, but in reality, that was not the case.

There is so much she gets from him.

I feel like a princess in a fairy tale.

It’s as if a fairy, flying around sprinkling light powder, has done a ‘poof’ magic with a magic wand and dressed me in a very nice dress, as I am a scruffy woman walking around in a straw hat.

The fairy helps her in every way without expecting anything in return.

He cuts down those that threaten her with a single sword, and builds a wonderful glass bridge over the sheer cliff to cross it.

So that’s what I’m thinking these days.

‘Is it right to keep acting like a fool?’

I often reflect on myself and fall into deep thoughts with these thoughts.

There will come a day when my relationship with him will end.

The day she pays off all her debts and stops laying hands on him.

Or maybe it’s the day he gets well and no longer needs her.

‘What should I do when that time comes?’

As someone who met every day, worked out together, and shared life together, I felt my heart tighten as I thought about his absence.

‘what? ‘Is it muscle pain?’

I try to press the exact center of my chest with my fingers, but this is the first time I feel discomfort.

Whenever I feel this pain, I naturally reach for my phone.

It’s been three days since In-ho went on a trip.

>> Garam: Please also send me the menu for tonight.

She frequently sent him KakaoTalk messages in the name of checking his diet.

We continued our conversation, looking at the food he ate for breakfast and talking about things we shouldn’t have to say.

If I do that, I won’t feel this pain stabbing my chest.

These days, the frequency has become more frequent. This is all because of that strange BJ’s DM.

To the point where she thought it was fishing, she didn’t make much contact with the DM afterward.

Or is it because he was so stubborn in his refusal?

It was better. Nothing good will come of being associated with someone like that.

…….

However, it cannot be denied that the DM threw a stone into the still waters.

Kang In-ho = Owner of the most famous building. The formula comes in.

With a light in her eyes, she looked around the female cams on Oceania TV.

At first, I didn’t know anything about broadcasting, but after doing it for a while, I became familiar with the structure of how this platform works.

Is that why?

The ID of a supreme building owner, registered in the rankings of most female cam sponsors, slowly sank her into the sea of unpleasantness, like a stone dangling at her feet.

I felt anxious for no reason.

Like the BJ said, because Inho was the one who approached him targeting him?

It’s not. When I made that assumption, my heart didn’t prick.

So what about this?

Because In-ho was the one who flirted with this woman and that woman.

Cook, cook.

it hurts a bit. It may be close to the correct answer.

Let’s think deeper and more honestly.

I’m afraid that In-ho’s attention will shift to another woman.

Cluck cluck.

It hurts a lot.

This was the correct answer.

She realized.

The feeling subsides in an instant.

I get depressed and don’t want to think about anything.

I want to ask God why I exist in this world and why I was born in this world.

She jumps up.

Look around.

Instruments that do not move. A stopped treadmill. A speaker that emits mixed noise.

Outside the window, like autumn leaves fluttering.

Colors fade, and the world becomes colorless.

Everything feels meaningless.

Obviously, I was just about to do something.

I can’t remember what I was trying to do.

work out? No phone? leaflet?

Things I used to do linger in my head. But my body doesn’t move.

It feels like something black and sticky is grabbing my leg and won’t let go.

– Kakao Talk

Just as her vision turns black, a small messenger sound is heard in her right ear.

“Phew… Phew…”

The sight coming back.

Well-maintained instruments. A treadmill that allows you to run at any time. A speaker that plays exciting songs.

Outside the window, fallen leaves spread brightly like fireworks.

Color returns, color is added to the world.

There is hope.

>> Inho: I’m going to eat kalguksu today. I will run harder tomorrow.

Even at the short text, the corners of her mouth rise.

A hum flows from my nose.

>> Garam: Yes, don’t eat too much.

Your body becomes energized.

I think today I will be able to lift a weight that I couldn’t do last time.

>> Inho: Garam too. Have a good broadcast tonight. I think I’ll probably be sleeping at that time.

He says he goes to bed early these days to manage his blood pressure.

It was a little disappointing not to be able to watch his own broadcast, but even so, I could really feel his sincerity in caring so much.

“Okay then, let’s cheer up.”

A spell you cast on yourself. As she sets up the broadcast cameras again, she resolves to try her best today.

Feeling like a princess from a fairy tale, she grabs the barbell.

The time she spends exercising while thinking about In-ho feels like putting on a dress and riding a golden carriage to the ballroom.

But will she know?

The fairy’s magic is lifted at 12 o’clock.