episode_0088

“Uh……”

In a place where everything was white, Eunha stood up.

“This is…?”

A room with one window.

Eunha got up from the bed.

The entire room was white.

coverlet.

wallpaper.

bedding.

Even outside the window.

Everything was pure white.

It was so white that it felt unreal.

“…Ugh!”

Eunha’s head hurt.

Along with the pain, I began to remember memories that I never wanted to recall again.

I was once beaten by a guy called my father until I died.

It was a beast.

He sexually assaulted his daughter, Eunha, for a long time and used her as a sex plaything.

I endured it because he was my father.

I endured it because I didn’t want to destroy my family.

However, because the beast was a beast, it wanted Eunha, a human, to act like a beast.

In the end, I experienced the humiliation of having to defecate in a park while being leashed like a dog.

Eunha’s patience burst from there.

I was convinced that the beast was not my father, and it was true.

Even the chief of police had no power to socially bury him, who treated him with disdain.

So, it ended with the 5 billion won in compensation received so far.

There was no one to control his perverse behavior.

Since there was no one to hold the brakes, he acted even more boldly.

In the end, the brakes were so strong that he was sentenced to social death.

It was the result of sexual assault on a female reporter.

However, this woman did not stay still like other women, including Eunha.

He was destroyed in an instant by his own sexual desire.

He contemplated suicide and tried to take Eunha with him as a companion on the underworld.

I was given an unidentified drug by that guy.

With that medicine, Eunha became a dog that faithfully listened to what he said.

“I even remember him jumping into the Han River…”

I don’t remember anything after that.

Eunha clearly placed him on the railing of the Han River Bridge the day before he jumped.

And I don’t remember anything after that.

then…?

Eunha was wearing a white short-sleeved T-shirt.

I looked at both arms.

The red bruises that had appeared just a moment ago had disappeared somewhere, and the original white skin was visible.

“I…am…dead, right?”

Yes.

The bruises that were signs of beatings were gone on both arms.

There’s no way it could disappear so completely.

Afterlife.

Or a fantasy regenerated in the cerebral cortex of the brain before death.

Eunha was sure.

This is an illusion.

“Are you awake?”

A kind man’s voice was heard.

A man approaches Eunha wearing a white veil covering the entire bed.

But why?

It was impossible to see what he looked like due to the strangely strong white light.

I had no idea what kind of person it was because it was a white silhouette.

I thought he would be kind.

That’s how Eunha felt.

“You were worried. Because I didn’t wake up. Did you want to make dad worry that much?”

“Dad…Dad?”

dad.

father.

The name that disappeared from my head.

Her father treated his daughter like a sex plaything.

It wasn’t the father.

It was a beast.

It turned out that he was not biologically the father.

In a way, the father may have known that.

That may be why Eunha was used to satisfy perverted sexual desires.

The mother did not know whose seed conceived and gave birth to her.

That’s why her real father… Eunha didn’t know who her father was.

“He talks as if he’s seeing his dad for the first time? Dad, I feel sorry.”

The man is upset when Eunha doesn’t recognize him.

This was not the father she knew.

Who is it?

Who is it?

Her thoughts stopped as she desperately tried to figure out who this white silhouette standing next to her was.

I laughed.

‘Yeah…I guess I was subconsciously curious about who my real dad was.’

No matter how you look at it, it is abnormal.

No matter how bright the light is, you can’t just see a white silhouette like this.

Either a clear afterlife or a flashback before death.

In such a place, it is meaningless who that person is.

Eunha did not believe in God.

His own terrible fate.

If there was a God, his fate would not have been like this.

This is because they believed that there was no way a God could be merciful to humans.

There is no God.

Therefore, there is no afterlife.

This is not an afterlife, but a simple wish.

A fantasy shown by the brain before death.

That is why the face of my real father, whom I have never seen in my life, cannot be visualized.

“Ah…Dad…”

But even though she knew it was an illusion, tears began to flow from Eunha’s eyes.

The father he wanted.

The kind of man who is kind and cares only for himself.

The father she wanted now… was only a white silhouette, but he was standing in front of Eunha.

“My daughter…why are you crying?”

A silhouette hugged Eunha along with the voice of a worried man.

“Warm…”

Dad’s silhouette was cozy.

Just like a real dad.

But Eunha tried hard to remember.

This is not dad.

It’s an illusion.

A fantasy before death.

A delusion of hope of her own making.

I couldn’t be satisfied with that.

but.

Grumbling.

Tears started flowing like crazy from her eyes.

“Daddy…Dad…”

Her heart broke helplessly at the words her father said.

“Our princess…you had a scary dream…”

The man’s silhouette embraces the galaxy even more.

The dad she wanted.

It was so unfair that he only appeared right before he died.

“Hwaaa!!”

Eunha began to cry loudly.

He cried so desperately that just hearing it made you feel sad.

“Uh…why…”

The silhouette seemed to be slightly embarrassed as she became unsteady and cried even more.

“Dad…I will listen to you. What is Eunha struggling with? Please tell me.”

Eunha’s crying began to subside.

“Dad…it will disappear soon…”

She decided to tackle her fantasy head on.

“Dad now…is a fantasy…!”

“Why does my dad disappear…what is a fantasy?”

The nuance was that I really didn’t know the silhouette.

“I need a real dad!! I don’t need illusions…I don’t need the fakes I created!!”

“Eunha……”

He was embarrassed.

It’s an illusion, but like a real person.

Like a man who doesn’t know how to calm down a woman’s complaints.

“Go! Go!!”

“…Daughter……”

The scream of the galaxy.

It was because of his always thorough personality.

I was sensitive to fakes.

Even if it was his last vision before his death, there were no exceptions.

That’s why I was yelling at my dad who thought it was an illusion.

side.

The warmth felt on her lips for a moment.

“Uh…?”

“Now I can finally calm down.”

Come on.

Once again, her entire body felt warm.

It was the warmth conveyed by the silhouette.

Eunha felt strange.

This was an illusion.

But I felt warmth.

Human warmth.

It was the warmth of his real father that he so desperately wanted.

“Dad told you about it, right?”

“…Yes?”

“Now we will never be separated again.”

side.

Something touches her lips again.

I could feel something containing the water of life constantly flowing into Eunha’s lips, which were as rough as a piece of dry wood.

“Because you are my precious daughter.”

Kkooook.

He hugs her body even more.

But I didn’t feel bad.

It didn’t hurt.

It was warm.

of silhouette.

Dad’s.

Father’s.

I felt sincerity.

“So…please stop crying.”

side.

“Show your smile to Dad.”

side.

“I love you. Daughter.”

“Ahh……”

If it were a fantasy, it would be too cruel.

For the first time, Eunha wished that this wasn’t an illusion.

no.

It was nice even if it was just a fantasy.

I thought that if it were a fantasy, it would be nice for this scene to continue as is.

I wanted to be held in this warm silhouette of my father forever.

The warmth I wanted from my dad.

love.

At this moment, I can feel that.

“Dad……”

The word dad came out of her mouth.

“…Now you finally call me dad.”

“Daddy…Dad…Dad…Dad……”

Her mouth kept crying out for dad.

dad.

It was a word she hated so much.

Although she was her father, it was because of the beast that saw her not as a daughter but as a tool to satisfy his sexual desires.

Eunha declared that those words would never come out of her mouth again.

But now Eunha cries out for her father.

As if the dam blocking the word ‘dad’ had burst.

“Daddy…Dad…Dad…Dad……”

In the silhouette she felt her real father.

It’s not that I didn’t like my dad.

He hated the beast that claimed to be his father.

I hated the word ‘dad’ because of that shameless guy.

“I missed you…why…! Why did you come only now!!”

Hit the silhouette.

The silhouette naturally absorbs her fist.

“I’m sorry daughter… Dad didn’t know either.”

side.

“So I won’t let go now.”

thud.

“I love you, daughter.”

Thump thump!

“Daddy…Daddy…!”

Come on.

Only then does the galaxy also take on a silhouette.

Thump thump thump!

Eunha’s heart begins to beat.

As if something that had stopped is running again.

“I love you…Dad…”

“I love you, daughter……”

side.

“Haaa!!!!!”

Beep-beep-beep-beep-beep.

Eunha took a deep breath for a moment.

My eyes opened and I began to see my surroundings clearly.

The man on top of his body was covering his mouth with his lips and performing artificial respiration.

“I lived…I lived!! I lived!!!”

The happy voice of an exhausted man echoed throughout the room.