episode_0085

…Should I?

I hesitated for a long time, holding the tip of my tail in front of me.

I had only thought it resembled an arrowhead.

But at a glance, it also somewhat resembled a syringe needle.

No.

Stop.

What am I thinking, knowing how degrading it can be to people?

Chastising myself, I lay back on the straw mat. It was still regrettable that I didn’t buy a pillow.

After lying there for a while, tossing and turning, suddenly the space above my head turned a bluish hue.

With an ominous light, the space began to split apart.

Knowing all too well what it was.

I tried desperately to sit up, but…

“No, uh, ah, wait….”

My legs wouldn’t listen to me.

The space continued to split, and from the cracks, eerie sounds emerged.

A magpie crawled out.

Almost as big as my body, the magpie extended its forelegs, twisted its grotesque mouth, and slowly approached me.

Such a small creature. With just a tablet, it would be nothing.

If only I could pull out a gun, I would easily shatter its skull.

No, at least a dagger…

“Dagger….”

With a trembling voice, as I called out that name, the magpie’s sharp foreleg wrapped around my neck.

With a snap.

And a sound…

“…Aaah!!”

I screamed, jerking my body as if having a seizure.

Simultaneously, I frantically touched my neck.

Not a scratch, all clean.

…It was a dream.

“Huuk, huuk….”

Breathing heavily as if running a marathon.

My whole body was drenched in sweat.

I slowly picked up my phone to check the time.

11 PM.

I must have slept for about 30 minutes.

I must have been sucked into a dream without realizing when I fell asleep.

The plan to wake up early after getting drunk had already failed. There were still 8 hours until breakfast.

“I can’t sleep…. Damn.”

My body started to feel itchy.

I had sweated a lot, but since I fell asleep with the window open, the sweat had quickly dried up.

I might catch a cold.

I brought two bottles of soju from the window into the room and closed it.

I wasn’t sleepy, but the alcohol was still in my system, making my stomach feel queasy and my vision blurry with each step.

I wanted to take a shower after sweating a bit, but I had no towel, so I had to endure it.

Tomorrow, the towel should arrive with the blanket, so I just had to wait a little longer.

I closed my eyes to try to sleep again.

But the terrifying scene from earlier kept coming back, making it hard for my chest to calm down.

Thump thump.

Closing my eyes, the heartbeat in my chest seemed to ring louder in my ears.

I placed my hand on my chest and took deep breaths.

It’s okay, it’s just a dream.

It’s really okay.

Let’s try to sleep again.

As I breathed in and out, my chest swelled tantalizingly under the fleece dress.

“It’s okay. It’s okay….”

Trying to comfort myself, I patted my startled chest.

Suddenly, without even realizing it.

Thump.

I touched my chest.

“Uh….”

A completely different sensation from when I first touched my chest after possessing it.

My shoulders trembled with a shiver that couldn’t be compared to the one Lager felt when he first touched a cutlet at the tonkatsu restaurant.

It was fascinating.

I squeezed my chest again.

“Uh-uh….”

A strange sound came out.

But even through the thick fleece nightdress, the sensation of my hands touching my skin was vivid.

…Would it feel different if I touched inside the dress?

Asking obvious questions to rationalize myself, I slowly slipped my hand into the silky fabric of the one-piece dress.

The fabric wrapped around my arm, revealing my thigh and hip as it rose up.

As my slightly cool hand moved up from my thigh to my lower abdomen, and then up to my sternum, inching closer to my chest.

“Ah…”

Already, strange moans began to escape as my lower abdomen twisted and ached.

It’s my body, my chest.

Yet, as I imagined squeezing and caressing it, my heart raced with anticipation.

Somehow, my lips kept wanting to lick.

“Phew….”

Taking a deep breath.

Carefully, like holding an egg.

Kneading the dough as if making bread,

With a handful.

I gently explored my bare chest with care.

“Ah….”

It was an amazing sensation.

As I squeezed, my fingers sank in as much as I applied pressure, and when I released the pressure, it bounced back immediately.

Not too firm, not too soft.

Truly, it was an object that provided the perfect grip when held in the hand.

From the thumb to the pinky finger, I massaged the chest in my hand like gentle waves.

With a soft yet elastic texture.

With a texture as white and smooth as a baguette.

“Ah, ha, uh….”

I absentmindedly caressed and explored my chest, not realizing how much time had passed. A sense of discomfort began to arise from a part of the firm chest that I had been holding tightly.

Like a chocolate chip in whipped cream on top of coffee, a sudden hardness amidst the softness.

The tip of the chest hardening in my palm.

I slowly pressed my index finger against the hardened nipple and swirled it around.

“Eek?!”

My body jolted at the unfamiliar sensation, trembling greatly.

The stimulation was much greater than just touching the chest, and my moans became even more intense than before.

It was a surprising sensation.

The pleasure that started from the chest, like waves rippling through, gradually spread throughout my entire body, growing in intensity like incoming waves.

And once caught in that wave of pleasure.

There was no stopping, no running away.

There was never a thought of stopping.

I continued to caress my chest vigorously, twirling the nipple gently, and then I slipped my other hand into the one-piece dress as well.

The dress had almost slipped off, reaching up to my shoulders.

The soft touch of the fabric against my face, and the unseen sensation of the two breasts being fondled, stimulated my imagination even more.

“Ha, ah, oh, oh….”

Just touching the chest made my whole body twist and my thighs tremble.

A slippery sensation began to be felt on my trembling legs.

The touch on the chest became firmer.

Hot breaths.

A body writhing in response to the caressing hand.

The slow ignition of pleasure.

And finally.

“Uh, ah, ohhh!!”

Fireworks exploded in my mind.

My whole body trembled, and liquid poured out below, staining my thighs as I convulsed.

“Ah, ah….”

I was gone.

For the first time, without relying on the tail’s power, I reached the peak with my own hands.

Just by touching my chest….

“Ah….”

A wave of pleasure swept through my mind, leaving a lingering sensation in every corner of my body.

Breathing out a satisfying sigh, a faint moan continued to escape every time my chest was caressed.

It was different from when I was poked in the tail.

Although it was the same climax, the nature of excitement was different.

When poked in the tail, the excitement level would skyrocket to its peak in an instant, like a rollercoaster reaching its highest point.

But when I engaged in pure affection without relying on the power of the tail, it was like climbing a mountain, gradually tracing a curve of pleasure.

The pleasure of not relying on the tail’s power could be considered a bit more of a ‘healthy excitement.’

It felt refreshing.

At the same time, a tremendous sense of self-disgust surged.

“Ha….”

Philosopher time.

No, is it saintess time now?

This time, I couldn’t make excuses blaming it on the tail. It wasn’t like being overwhelmed in pleasure by borrowing La’ger’s hand and being plundered.

Purely by my own will.

Because I couldn’t sleep.

I tossed and turned like that, eventually ending up drenching my thigh.

“Darn it….”

I felt good.

But at the same time, I felt bad.

In the midst of this ironic emotion, confusion arose as a subtle drowsiness crept in.

And at the same time, I felt my body slowly sinking down.

Unconsciously, I fell into a deep sleep.

*

From the next day, that is, Thursday and Friday, I spent quite stable days.

Waking up in the morning, going out to buy various things, wandering around, coming back to the academy to organize the items brought home, and ending the day with a drink.

Such a day.

However, I still couldn’t fall asleep when I only drank alcohol.

And if I happened to fall asleep, I woke up shivering from a terrible and vivid nightmare of being killed by a demon.

So, um….

If I had to make an excuse, it was because of the nightmare.

But when I caressed my chest after drinking, I could fall asleep….

Anyway, that’s the reason.

I spent Thursday and Friday in such an ordinary yet eerie way.

As I thought it would feel even better if someone else touched me, Saturday came.

“Oh, Ale!”

“Long time no see, Lina.”

I met Lina again after a long time. Lina was wearing the academy uniform today. It felt like she avoided bright clothes because she was going to meet the headmaster.

“Hmm, Ale. You seem a bit…”

“Hmm?”

After exchanging light greetings, Lina gave me a suspicious look and subtly scanned my body up and down.

“What’s wrong?”

“Well, not that… Or maybe I should say it is.”

“Where?”

I looked around every nook and cranny as Lina’s words made me search my body, but I didn’t see anything dirty.

“Even if the black coat is fine, with a white off-shoulder knit and a black miniskirt….”

Lina carefully scanned my outfit with her eyes and made a doubtful sound.

“Why? Is my outfit weird?”

“It’s weird. Completely weird.”

Lina crossed her arms, nodded her head, and pointed at me with her finger as if presenting decisive evidence in front of a suspect.

“You’re exuding ‘femininity’ from you. And a lot of it!”

At her words, I chuckled and tried to brush it off with a dad joke.

“What… is exuding from me?”

But as I became aware of Lina’s words, I started to feel incredibly confused.