episode_0084

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I rushed home and played the video on repeat for an hour.

[Sister. Just like you did at home, grab it from the roots… That’s right. Squeeze it hard and pull it up… Ugh, ugh…!]

[Ahh…! Cooper liquid got on my clothes…]

[Haa… Haa… Sis, do that for me. Tickle the glans.]

[Tickle tickle… Tickle tickle… Ouch, owaaa…! There’s so much Cooper fluid…!]

[Whew… Chew…!]

Even though I live alone in a small house, I stare at the LCD screen while hiding under the dark blanket, wondering if anyone will see me.

[This is strange…? Why is there so much Cooper fluid? It’s not urine, and it wasn’t like this before? And the semen, too, has suddenly become excessively large…]

[Haa… Sister, I feel like I’m going to cum, so hurry up and… take it in your mouth.]

[Ah, no…! You have too much cum, you can’t take it all in your mouth!]

[You didn’t even do it with your thighs. If you don’t do this, I’ll get mad. And I’ll cum between your breasts. Hurry up!]

[No, it really won’t work…!]

My calves are so ticklish.

My lower abdomen is throbbing, and there… what, what is it called? Twitching? Booming? Ah, anyway, it feels strange…

‘Ah, oops…! Again…’

Sometimes, the inside of my stomach, from my shins to my lower abdomen, feels tight and makes a thumping sound.

Then, you will feel a spurt in your lower abdomen, as if water is gushing out.

The water that spurts out from inside flows down slowly, making the legs slippery.

This kept getting my underwear dirty, so I just took off all my pants from the middle.

‘The blanket… ugh… it’s rough…’

[Zooop, zoooop, zoobop!]

[Ugh…! Ugh! What the, fuck…! It’s sucking…!]

[Chooop!]

[Ahhh…! Sis…! I’m cumming, I’m cumming…!]

Kim Jun-young tilts his head back and shakes his waist.

The pillar sticking out of Cow Sister’s mouth is just… rattling.

The cow flinches for a moment, then moves her throat vigorously and gulps down the milk.

But the liquid eventually flowed back out of her mouth, dirtying her sister’s chest.

‘I, that’s semen…’

Even though it’s a close-up, the image quality isn’t that good because of the focus.

It looks like his hands were shaking when he took the picture.

‘Milk…? No, slime…? Jelly?’

I vaguely remember the sex education I learned in middle school.

I heard that a man’s single ejaculation volume is 5mL…

‘No matter how I look at it, it’s not 5mL…?’

I guess I misremembered 500mL.

I only attended the required number of classes, and I slept through all the classes I did attend.

The only sex education I remember is one or two sessions. I may have remembered it wrong.

[Gulp…! Gulp. Ouch… What is this… It all spilled on my chest…]

[Haa… Haa…]

[Junyoung-ah. As expected, I should have asked you at the OB/GYN yesterday… You, your Coop fluid and semen have suddenly increased too much. Is something wrong? Are you okay? Does your sac hurt?]

[It doesn’t hurt, but… I like having my balls stroked…]

[Ugh! Don’t spray Cooper liquid on my sister’s face!]

Afterwards, the two start to change clothes, and the screen shakes violently.

I came to my senses and quickly left the place.

‘This is crazy… Why did you take this picture…!’

Well, I had no intention of taking pictures.

It’s just… uh… I need to leave some evidence… but since the two of them suddenly acted like that…

‘Ah…! Again…’

The inside is lumpy and the lower abdomen feels swollen.

I felt something sticky slowly seeping out from top to bottom, and I pulled the blanket between my legs tightly.

‘Ugh…’

Hey, can I see you one more time…?

If I want to tell Minji, I need to know the situation well…

‘…let’s see each other one more time.’

I moved my finger to press the play button again.

But then a message arrived and I accidentally pressed the wrong button.

‘Oh, what the heck, shit!’

It was going great, but the flow was broken!

I tried to press the back button in anger, but my hand stopped when I saw the message.

This is a credit card bill notice.

“…”

The heat rising from my legs suddenly cooled down.

‘After paying the card bill…’

I turned off the video and checked my bankbook.

Even this month’s food expenses are unclear.

‘I need to buy underwear too… and I can’t keep wearing sweatpants either…’

Next month I have to pay rent again.

Of course, if the part-time salary comes in on time, it won’t be a problem even though it’s tight.

‘…Fuck.’

Salary overdue for 2 months.

‘Store manager… no, that fucking pig.’

When I urged him to rush, I’m sure it’s just a fucking sound.

‘Fuck… It was just yesterday that you were making a fuss about me touching your thigh…’

If I had known this would happen, I should have just let it go instead of glaring at it.

No, that fucking pig’s trotter is rubbing his thighs, can’t you just glare at him?

How much have you suffered so far?

I kept holding back, you fucking idiot!

‘Let’s sleep for now and ask tomorrow when we go to work…’

I can’t even think of contacting that kid right now.

I feel so fucked up… I think I’d be miserable if I stayed awake right now.

Let’s just go to bed early…

Just as I was about to turn off the lights and lie down on the blanket, the video came back to me.

‘…Should I tell Minji?’

I don’t have many relationships, so this is my first time experiencing something like this drama.

Am I being a jerk?

I sat in front of my cell phone for a long time, thinking.

‘Should I just let it go?’

It’s hard enough to just maintain my own life, so is it right to worry this much?

In my head, plot lines from various soap operas flash through my mind.

I picture myself being caught up in a complicated love quarrel, getting tossed around.

‘Sigh… Well, I guess I should just move on without making a fuss…’

But at that time.

The plot of a different drama, of a slightly different genre, came to mind.

‘…!’

Sweet temptation invades my mind.

‘…With this, Kim Jun-young…’

They say it went in a bad direction.

The feelings he showed towards Minji in middle school were real.

That guy Kim Jun-young probably doesn’t want his relationship with Min-ji to go wrong either.

What if you use that to get money?

‘Oh, anyway… he’s a guy who rots money.’

Just one of the clothes she wore today would cost me close to my monthly salary.

‘No, not too much… Just enough to be able to endure not receiving my overdue salary…’

If only I could somehow pay next month’s rent and food expenses…

‘…’

…

Okay, fuck it.

‘You fucking retard… what are you doing…’

I feel like I’m being pushed far away, into a dark place.

This isn’t the usual sense of entitlement or anything like that.

Guilt. Shame.

‘This is fucking crazy… you pathetic little punk.’

It’s okay to live shabbily. Don’t live in vain.

Even if my debut fails and my life falls into the abyss.

It’s a sentence I’ve repeated over and over again.

But what?

Threatening to take secret photos?

Oh my, you’re not even as good as the store manager.

‘…I’ll earn some money. Tomorrow… I’ll get the money even if I have to kneel down in front of that store manager’s son.’

Even if you rub my thighs with goosebump-inducing trotters, just stay still.

You’re still a cheap bitch, you idiot.

‘now.’

With a heavy heart, worried about tomorrow, I covered myself with the blanket.

He folded his legs and wrapped his hands around his elbows.

Although winter was coming to an end, it was still a very cold night without a boiler.

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Ting ting ting ting. Tiring-

I opened the door to Jo Min-ji’s house.

I entered the hallway and looked down.

“…I told you not to do this.”

“Hehehe. You’re here?”

Jo Min-ji was crouching in front of the door, fiddling with her cell phone.

I asked Jo Min-ji, deliberately putting on an expression and raising my voice.

“Have you been here the whole time?”

“, not continuing… I quit my job so I have nothing to do…”

As I bent my knees and leaned forward, the guy naturally fell into my arms.

“I told you. You shouldn’t be cold anymore.”

“I’m sorry… but… I miss you, what should I do…”

“…”

Jo Min-ji looks at me with pitiful eyes. She’s cute…

Even though he wasn’t single, he kept acting like this, so I tried to make the atmosphere a little heavy, but the frown quickly melted away.

“I’ll go wash up. Go to bed.”

“You don’t have to wash! Let’s go in now!”

Jo Min-ji, who has become flushed, unbuttons my clothes while wringing her hands.

Even though we had only been in this relationship for a short time, our daily lives were different from those of other early couples.

We just get under the covers naked together and feel each other’s warmth.

Then, when the fire is lit, we have sex, and when we feel sleepy, we sleep.

When you’re hungry, order what you want to eat and eat it.

We wash together and then fall asleep naked again, huddled together in the blanket.

It’s a life no different from that of a bum.

“It’s warm…”

The guy wiggles under the covers and rubs his skin against mine.

“Next time, don’t wait at the front door. Think about yourself and the baby.”

“Yeah… I was wrong.”

He swept Jo Min-ji’s small back.

He nuzzles his face into my chest like a purring cat.

Before and after dating Jo Min-ji, going out was equally uncomfortable.

The guy isn’t as obsessed as he used to be.

Perhaps it is because my anxiety has greatly diminished thanks to the assurance of my love.

But now I’m reluctant to go out for a different reason.

Whenever I go out of the house, he waves at me but can’t hide his deadpan expression.

Besides, he waits for me, crouching in front of the cold entrance, until I return.

It feels like going out and leaving behind a whining puppy that tells you not to go out.

I feel so bad for you that I can’t leave you alone.

“…Minji.”

“Huh?”

The guy peeks his head out from under the blanket and looks up at me.

“Buy a house and live with me.”