episode_0084

A few days after the graduation party.

“Tired.”

It was when Yuri was resting exhausted after finishing her volunteer work.

The door burst open and Sasha came in with a venomous expression on her face.

“Yuri. Well done! What is this? I’ve said it several times. Other people are just objects to be exploited, and the target is the crown prince! Have you really fallen in love with the game of love?”

Is it because the crown prince hasn’t approached him for several days? Sasha got really angry.

Yuri blinked widely. There was no way for Yuri, a pure noble lady, to properly understand the words of bewitching two men as if they were prostitutes.

“I can’t do it.”

Sasha, who left the room, came back. There was something black in his hand.

‘Horse whip?’

Yuri couldn’t understand. Sasha clearly told him not to refuse Ian’s request as much as possible.

When Sasha swung her hand, a bloody sound rang out from the whip hitting the floor.

“Come on! Stand here and lift your skirt.”

Yuri looked at me blankly, as if I didn’t know what he was talking about.

No matter how much she fell, she was the daughter of a noble family.

When my parents were alive, I grew up with golden jade leaves. I couldn’t relate to the situation of being beaten with a cane or even a horsewhip.

In the end, Sasha pushed Yuri onto the bed. Then she got on her back and lifted her skirt.

“Wait a minute, Sasha. Are you kidding?”

Yuri spoke urgently and tried to exert force, but Sasha did not budge.

“Something. You must be scolded a lot.”

Rather, he laughed as if Yuri’s struggle was laughable. I smoothed Yuri’s thighs.

“Shasha. I did it wrong. I’ll try harder.”

Even though it was a soft touch, Yuri couldn’t feel at ease. The strange feel of the leather touching her thighs made her head go blank at the reality that she was being whipped. But Sasha did not wait for Yuri.

“Augh!!”

I could feel the tender gums in my closed mouth due to the bloody sound of the wind cutting and the sharp pain. It tastes fishy as if it was chewed hard.

I thought I was used to the pain, but it was a completely different pain than being cut by a knife.

“It’s a punishment.”

“Ha, don’t do it!”

With just one hit, a weak cry came out.

“Yuri.”

I desperately turned my head.

I made eye contact with Sasha. Sasha grinned.

‘Okay, it’s done now, right?’

Sasha treated him like a master, even if only on the surface.

But this won’t be it.

Those thoughts of Yuri. Sasha trampled lightly.

ㅡWhirik! Wow!

A burning pain is felt along with a bloody sound. I’ve only been hit twice, but my vision is blurry.

Three generations, suppressed moans erupted.

“Ahhh.”

Yes. I twisted my body as hard as I could, but I couldn’t escape.

Five cars. Thighs explode and red blood stains the white bed.

“Yuri. The scream is quite sexy.”

Sasha swung her whip as if enjoying Yuri’s reaction.

As he passed the age of ten, Yuri became insane.

‘Why did it become like this?’

Every time I got hit, I felt like something was being chipped away.

It was different from when I was cut with a knife. It was something that could not be helped. To increase divine power and… and again…

“ㅡUgh.”

But now Sasha is just that.

Abused myself.

Like a beast.

No, not even animals would be treated like this.

My voice doesn’t even come out anymore.

That’s how Yuri lost his mind.

And I had a dream.

I immediately knew it was a dream.

It was a ballroom. But it didn’t move as planned. As if watching a recorded video.

The first thing I saw was the haggard but beautiful student council president. Maria Arjein. No, she was not the student council president in the dream.

And it was a little different. The jet-black hair and red eyes reminded me of roses.

When she saw me for the first time, she looked like she was about to cry. Then she slowly walked towards me. I was able to see in more detail. It’s like recalling some nostalgic memory. It was that kind of expression.

We got close enough to have a conversation.

His mouth opened.

‘don’t do it. ‘You can’t say it.’

A voice so small that no one can hear it.

‘Don’t you………………….?’

Maria’s expression suddenly changed. That expression made me feel friendly. Just like Sasha, no, even more so, just the look in his eyes gave me the creeps.

I couldn’t hear anything. Still, somehow, I knew it without realizing it.

At that time, I followed Sasha’s words.

He said so, so, so. Although it was accurately conveyed, it would not have been important to her who heard it.

‘die? The duke’s daughter?’

Confusing. But Yuri didn’t stop.

Yuri moves closer as if to kiss her and whispers in Maria’s ear.

“Isn’t it? Well, he probably killed some of them, right?”

Even the way he spoke was like Sasha, as if conveying memorized words. In the dream, Yuri had a bright face and spit out words like a poisonous snake.

It only took a moment for Maria’s reason to crumble.

“Oh my. What’s going on with Princess Maria?”

“Sure. He’s always calm…”

Maria tried to slap Yuri, but her wrist was grabbed by Crown Prince Esteban, who was escorting Yuri.

Nevertheless, she did not stop, and the situation escalated to the point where the men following Yuri forced her, a princess, to her knees in the ballroom.

“Yuri, were you surprised?”

“Don’t worry, we’ll protect you.”

Maria cried and cursed. It was such a sad and desperate cry, but the men seemed not to hear and were only worried about Yuri.

‘no. It’s my fault.’

At that time, Yuri didn’t even seem to recognize what was wrong.

There were more people around. The Crown Prince, Ian Rippleton, Claude Cavalle, and Leonhard Wren.

Yuri was smiling. Makes anyone look really happy.

But the reality was different.

A little more, yes. A doll that is a little prettier than now and can act well.

When I come home, Sasha is there, same thing. Rather than now. I was told that if I did well, I should do better.

Nevertheless, I accepted it as if it was natural. It really looked like a doll.

It was strange.

In order to make an elixir, some ingredients were needed, but it was difficult to supply them due to the owner of the back alley… so instead of drinking even one bottle a month, he poured it directly into the blood for efficiency.

However, the glass in my dream was different. I drank the elixir every day without missing a day. Rather, that one.

Yuri was going somewhere.

‘It’s a room. Yes, it’s his room. ‘Something comes to mind.’

Inside the room was Sasha, wearing flowy pajamas that a noble lady might wear.

“Shall we do this today?”

Sasha sat down on the bed, spread her palms, and poured the elixir.

Yuri started licking as if he had been waiting. Even though it was sticky, most of it flowed down the palm of the hand and onto Sasha’s thigh.

“Hehe. This might be better.”

Sasha said that and took off her underwear. Black lace panties land on the bright red bed. I put my thighs together and poured the elixir. Unlike her palm, the elixir did not flow but pooled deep within her.

This time, Yuri also showed hesitation, but Sasha’s hand pressed down on his head.

“Chung.”

After tasting the elixir, Yuri licked Sasha’s thigh without hesitation.

“Hmm. Haha… Yuri…”

Sasha, feeling the lingering emotion, carefully touched Yuri’s hair. It was a complete reversal of master and servant.

[what’s this…]

Although it was a strange sight, it just felt obscene from the perspective of watching it.

[I don’t know… I don’t know about this.]

Yuri could only gaze in vain at the elixir that had soaked into the sheets.

“It’s a waste, but I can make something else.”

No matter what Sasha said, Yuri remained blank, not even thinking about wiping away the saliva and bodily fluids that had accumulated in her mouth.

“Because it was good. This is whatever you want, Yuri.”

Sasha handed the bottle with half of the elixir left to Yuri.

Yuri licked the elixir with joy, like a child receiving cookies as a gift. So delicious. As if it was a waste, but as if he couldn’t bear it. As if it was truly the most delicious food in the world. However, it felt disgusting to me right now.

If it wasn’t a dream, I would have vomited several times.

It’s strange, my head feels dizzy.

That’s not me, that’s not me, that’s… My consciousness is fading.

After that, Sasha didn’t hit Yuri anymore.

I heard all kinds of envy from people around me and that I looked happy.

I wasn’t happy at all.

Soon there was some sort of battle.

There were four men next to him, three of whom were dead.

I don’t know exactly how he died.

I remember a man with gray hair who just looked at me as if I pitied him.

‘Why did he look like that when he was dying?’

Somehow, I felt like if I had met this man just a little, a little sooner, something, something would have been different.

The only thing left was the crown prince.

Is it because the other men disappeared? He has become surprisingly kind.

I think I was happy. But at some point, the crown prince’s attitude changed.

Sober again. No, it seemed like something had changed in the person. However, he was kind in front of people and whispered to them to be his rain.

“Prince Esteban is kind. I’m happy.”

When I opened my mouth, familiar words were repeated like a spell. Let’s mutter for a while. I felt really happy.

She became empress.

It was one night.

“Yuri, it’s been a while.”

Sasha, who had been away for a while, appeared. Just seeing Sasha made my body tremble.

Not who I am now. My body, which should have been happy, was trembling without control.

“…Yes.”

“I’m glad you look happy.”

Sasha said it as if she really felt that way. I wonder if it’s because we haven’t seen each other in a long time. Sasha looked really kind.

“Yuri, come with me… Sigh. What do I say.”

Sasha, who was saying something, frowned and shook her head.

“Stab this in the Emperor’s heart tonight.”

What he placed in Yuri’s hand with a smiling face was a pitch-black dagger.

Yuri made an expression that made him look really stupid.

And that night, in the bedroom, I told Esteban everything.

“I see.”

also. He was completely different from the Esteban he knew. A very calm and indifferent reaction.

Maybe I didn’t understand it properly? The moment Yuri tried to explain again, something pierced his heart.

“I thought it was useful, but it turned out to be a rat.”

“Cluck.”

Yuri lowered his gaze blankly, as if he couldn’t believe it. It was Esteban’s right hand that pierced Yuri’s chest.

“This, this… damn.”

However, he roughly pushed Yuri’s body away with an embarrassed expression.

Jet black liquid was flowing from his hands. It was like a curse. It felt somehow familiar.

The appearance of Yuri like a broken doll.

His memories ended there.

It was different from usual. It was also an elixir to increase sacred power. The next day, I felt refreshed, as if I had slept well.

To have a headache.

The fever rises.

I guess it’s a dream. It’s already blurry.

Yuri was sick for several days.

Yuri, drenched in sweat, came to her senses. I traced a vague memory.

Sasha did not even provide treatment, telling her to reflect on herself.

Looking at the bright red marks on my thighs, I realized my reality again.

“Esteban…”

“Ian…”

“…Claude.”

“…Ren.”

It was time for Yuri to slowly recall the names.

“…………Princess Marian.”

The door suddenly opened.

“Aren’t you sleeping too long? I have to go today, wake up.”

“…Shasha.”

“Ah. If you’re really dull, get ready quickly. Today is a meal with the high priest, so don’t miss it.”

Yuri’s eyes were so cold that it was unusual for her to look at her. However, when Sasha, who had chosen a dress, approached her, it became gentle.