episode_0083

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‘Ugh… the wire keeps popping out.’

The wires sticking out of my bra keep poking my flesh.

It’s been a while since I’ve bought new underwear. The problem is…

‘Why are all underwear so damn expensive…’

Shin Ji-ye, who was once a promising idol trainee, is now a name that no one recognizes.

A convenience store part-timer with no skills and a middle school education.

For me, the price of underwear is definitely not cheap.

I picked up the shopping cart, rubbing the sore spot where I had been pricked by the wire.

‘There’s a sale today…’

The fluff that grew on the inside of my thighs in my tracksuit kept rustling.

I wonder if I can afford to buy something like tracksuits?

‘…No. The cheap ones have a weird fit.’

Even if you’re wearing a hoodie and sweatpants, you can’t give up on fit.

I was an idol trainee after all, so I can’t just go around like this.

Even if it’s a casual look, if the fit and hanger are good, it can look like a casual look without being too formal.

Today is a sale day at the butcher shop.

As soon as I stood in front of the display case, a large sign with the words -60% written on it caught my eye.

‘…Even with a 60% sale, that’s still the price? Shit, they should be charging the price of pork for pigs instead of the price of gold.’

Even so, a 60% sale is a really hard opportunity to catch.

I picked up the pork pack, grumbling but feeling good.

‘…It’s been a while since I’ve been able to eat meat.’

I feel a lot better now.

I hummed happily and headed to the vegetable corner.

“…gulp.”

A bag of fresh lettuce.

A must-have vegetable for pork wraps.

‘Fuck… That bag costs the same as the meat I just bought…’

The real gold was not in pigs, but in vegetables.

Why the hell do they only sell it in chunks like this? It’s fucking ridiculous.

Who eats that much lettuce in one meal?

‘But it’s been a while since I’ve had pork… and if there are no vegetables to wrap…’

My mouth is watering.

Living in poverty, fresh vegetables like these feel more precious than meat.

‘…’

After standing there for a while and thinking about it, I finally turned around and walked away.

‘…Fuck.’

The feeling that was good just started to feel like shit again.

Suddenly, I feel a surge of sadness and sorrow as I stand there for several minutes, pondering over a bag of lettuce.

My eyes are getting hot.

I stopped walking.

‘Should I just buy it?’

Even though I’m pathetic, I’m not the type to squeeze in a bag of fucking lettuce.

‘…’

But I didn’t turn back.

Because the wire was poking me painfully under my armpit.

‘I need to save money… and buy… underwear…’

I sniffled my runny nose and started walking again.

‘Yeah, how many servings of ramen are there for one bag of lettuce?’

I thought about it carefully.

It’s not meat with vegetables, it’s ramen.

I tried to think brightly, took heavy steps, and headed toward the ramen display case.

Looking back at the vegetable corner that keeps catching my eye.

however.

‘…and.’

A large piece of rice cake caught my eye, and I headed to the vegetable section with a full basket.

‘Wow… red back, shit… it’s spinning.’

It’s such an ideal rear view that any woman can’t help but look at it.

It wasn’t just me who felt this way; the eyes of the married women nearby were focused on that man.

‘Your butt is so plump. Wow… Even my trainer when I was a trainee wasn’t like that.’

The tension that had plummeted naturally comes back to life.

Oppa, turn around and show me your chest muscles!

Like the women around me, I stood there dumbfounded and watched him.

But then, a woman with a familiar face clung to him.

‘…Cow Sister?’

She is a famous woman in this neighborhood, the milk girl.

An attractive figure who steals the attention of both men and women with her crazy chest size and charming aura.

‘Wow, it looks really nice.’

Yeah, a man like that should meet a girl like that.

A beautiful picture makes me smile.

‘…Wait a minute. Wasn’t that older sister married…?’

Whenever I ran into that girl in the evenings or on weekends, there was always an older man next to her.

The atmosphere was so sweet and cozy that I naturally assumed it would be my husband.

While I was searching through my memories, my gaze fixed on my older brother Ddeokdae’s butt.

The man turned around.

however.

‘…uh?’

The face looks quite familiar.

‘…W, Kim Jun-young?’

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Without realizing it, I hid myself between the shelves.

‘What the heck, why is he here!?’

I’ve never seen it around here before, why all of a sudden?

‘…You’re wearing expensive clothes today too.’

I remember the last time we met.

Enjoying shopping at the Benz store and leisurely leaving.

And I was looking through the store window.

‘…’

My stomach is churning.

I feel so guilty, my mood is getting worse.

‘I… fuck…’

Middle school classmates who stood at the same starting line.

No, I was standing way ahead. At that time, I was a promising idol trainee.

But now…

Crack.

His teeth clenched involuntarily, making a murderous sound.

After glaring at the poor Kim Jun-young, he closed his eyes himself.

‘Yeah, what did he do wrong? I’m… an idiot.’

It’s okay to live shabbily. Just don’t live in vain.

I took a deep breath and looked at them again.

The cow sister chats affectionately with him and puts things in his shopping cart.

‘…What is their relationship?’

Strangely, I can’t take my eyes off the two of them.

Apart from feeling like shit.

A certain sense, like a woman’s instinct, keeps watching them.

‘You seem really close.’

It’s much sweeter than when I’m with the man who seems to be my husband.

‘Isn’t it a bit… um… too close…?’

It’s common for people to talk to each other in an affectionate and friendly manner.

The cow sister links arms with Junyoung Kim, or Junyoung Kim hugs his sister from behind.

Even if their chests are completely crushed, neither of them reacts to it.

‘They seem like lovers, but also like real siblings…’

Could it be that they are really siblings?

‘I wish that were the case.’

I wish I could be in a situation where I can go shopping and exclaim, “What a small world.”

Kim Jun-young stopped talking to Cow Sister and looked around.

Then she stands behind her sister, blocking the view of others.

Her broad back completely obscured her, but from my perspective, I could see their profiles.

Kim Jun-young didn’t seem to notice me hiding behind the display case.

Kim Jun-young took his hands out of his pockets.

and.

“…!”

I grabbed the cow sister’s breasts!

‘Oh, crazy!’

The cow sister looks around in surprise.

Then, with a flushed face and a fluttering heart, she hits Kim Jun-young’s chest.

Kim Jun-young looked down at his sister and giggled, finding her reaction cute.

‘What, what did I see?’

Sister Cow… She’s a married woman.

If it’s polygamy, is that okay?

‘I, I might be overreacting…’

That can’t be true!

Polygamy and having an affair with a married woman are two different things!

‘I, that dog …!’

It’s only natural that that kid dates multiple women.

The affair crossed the line. It crossed it by a lot.

Minji’s appearance comes to mind.

Even though she was scared of me, she wrapped Kim Jun-young around me with her thin and small body.

‘I thought it was a love … Is it so different?’

Any pride I had towards him for a moment seems to have been washed away.

What good is having a lot of money? A human being should live like a human being!

The calf, who had been playing with the cow for a while, drags the cow’s wrist and moves somewhere.

Without realizing it, I followed them.

The calf and its sister cow went into the staff hallway where there was little noise.

I was about to follow him, but I stopped for a moment, surprised by my own actions.

‘What am I doing now?’

Is this… tailing? Stalking?

He hesitated for a moment, but soon moved his feet again.

Couldn’t stop.

‘…I have to tell Minji.’

It’s a mess.

I’ve never really talked to Minji in my entire life.

Minji is rather afraid of my rough appearance.

‘Still… how do I get over it?’

It’s okay to live shabbily. Don’t live in vain. Don’t turn away.

I hope that little, kind child won’t get hurt anymore.

I went into the passage and hid behind the wall.

From inside the curved, invisible passage, a sound is heard.

Creak, creak, creak, creak…

“Ha, hooah…♡ Seriously…! What if someone sees you like this!”

“That’s why I came to a remote place.”

“Huh, haat…♡”

The sound of slime-like sticky water and the faint conversation between the two can be heard.

My sister’s voice is strangely struggling.

‘What are you doing…?’

This alone wasn’t enough to grasp the situation, so I cautiously peeked my head out.

‘…!’

But I had no choice but to put my head back in right away.

‘Me, me, me, crazy! Crazy! F**k!’

My heart starts pounding and my body suddenly gets hot.

‘Are you, are you crazy!? How on earth, bar, outside…!’

A cow sister with one of her huge breasts hanging out.

Kim Jun-young put his hand inside his sister’s jeans and was rubbing her legs roughly.

Such a sight was so shocking and stimulating to me.

When I was around 17, in the trainee dorm, my older sisters would sneak out and watch porn, squealing and breaking their bedtime.

Breaking the rules of the practice room that were like heaven to me was something I couldn’t even imagine.

But around the time before my period came, when I heard the faint, obscene sound of a speaker from beyond the blanket, I couldn’t stand the ticklish feeling in my legs.

The flesh-colored screen that I would sneak a peek at over my sisters’ shoulders once every two months, rubbing my thighs, and that was so small.

That was all porn was to my life.

‘You’re crazy! You’re really crazy! You’re so dirty! You pervert! You pervert!’

My heart is pounding like an earthquake, echoing in my head.

In the rapidly rising heat, sweat forms on the back of my neck.

When I came to my senses, I had already poked my head out.

Creak, creak, creak, creak, creak…

“Squeak, squeak… Haa… What will I do when our baby is born? These delicious breasts of my sister are mine…”

“Huh…♡ Anyway, the baby can’t eat all of this by himself… Don’t worry, I’ll always save the one on the right for Junyoung. Okay? ”

“Really? Then take off this one too. I have to steal the baby’s.”

“Don’t, don’t do that…!”

‘Ah, a baby…? A baby!? A, a real baby!? “

For a moment, I doubted my ears.

‘It’s a drama… really… it’s a total drama…!’

Wrong. This is… not something I can intervene in anymore.

It would be right to escape before being caught… but strangely, my feet won’t move. My eyes won’t take their eyes off me.

Creak, creak, creak, creak, creak…

“Squeeze… Paa. Haa… What if you squeeze breast milk like this on the floor? It’ll be hard for the person cleaning.”

“Whoa, haaat♡ Whoaah…♡ Junyeong-ah… So, your finger… It’s too, deep…♡ Don’t touch the baby’s room…♡”

“Don’t worry. You can’t touch it with your fingers. It should be enough to…”

At Kim Jun-young’s words, the guy’s pants drew attention.

The pants were so tight that they looked like they were going to burst… They had the presence of having a club inside.

“Gulp…”

The saliva… just rolled down.

Was my saliva originally this hot…?

“Haa… No, Sister. Take that dick out.”

“What, what!?”

Along with my sister Cow, I was also startled.

“I want to put it on your thigh, sister.”

“Ah, no, Junyoung… Don’t do that…”

But Cow Sister couldn’t withstand Kim Jun-young’s finger attack.

Finally, I unzipped the guy’s pants.

Ji-i-ik-

As if possessed, I took out my phone and pressed the video record button.