episode_0083

Were these words too harsh to accept?

Gamnam, who came to confess to me with a rose, shed tears and left, and I mercilessly threw the rose in my hand into the trash can and looked at Hyukjin.

Yes, at least you have to have muscles like that to be considered manly. Stuff too, huh? It has to have that much weight.

Look at the 19+ manga.

Would it be ugly for such a no-nonsense guy to prey on a fox beastman, or would it be ugly for a muscular man with wild charm to prey on a fox beastman?

If there were a hundred, they would all choose the latter, right?

Rough things are more stimulating, and people tend to look for things that are more stimulating.

Was he nodding his head like that and drawing up another 19+ manga in his head?

Hyukjin, who had come closer, asked me what had happened, and I answered in detail what had happened for a moment.

“So, that bastard confessed and you just dumped him?”

“Uh, I don’t like it overall. It was disgusting because it was basically a man confessing.”

“If a man confesses and it’s disgusting, then do you think it’s equally disgusting if I confess?”

“Of course, you idiot. No matter how much you become a woman, would you be able to date a guy who has been your best friend for more than 10 years?”

I hit him hard on the back, telling him to stop talking nonsense, but he came closer to me with a serious expression on his face.

“What is it? What are you trying to do again, you furry bastard?”

“I want to try an experiment. Do you really feel disgusted when you confess it, or do you not feel it?”

“You feel it? How many times do I have to say it for you to understand?”

“You haven’t actually experienced it. Are you sure? When I confess, will you feel disgusted?”

“I can be sure. I’ve already run the simulation over and over again in my head, and I find it disgusting. Are you done?”

I intentionally spoke fiercely and widened the distance, but he approached me in one step and quietly whispered one word.

“Want to date?”

My body stiffens at the sudden whisper.

I quickly relieved myself of my stiffness and distanced myself from Hyukjin, but the words he said had already started floating around in my head.

Just three letters.

Talking about dating.

Obviously, it’s normal to feel disgusted, but strangely, I don’t feel even the slightest bit of disgust.

What happened to my hair?

When that greasy person confessed to me earlier, you definitely felt like you were throwing up, right? Why don’t I feel it now?

As I looked confused for a moment due to the confusion running through my head, Hyukjin came closer again and laughed and mocked me.

“How is it that your expression shows no disgust at all? Are you excited?”

“No? It really feels like I’m going to vomit, you bastard? Guweeeek…”

I tried to force myself to gag, but he nodded with a look of complete disbelief, and then slowly distanced himself from me and spoke.

“Okay, if you say it’s disgusting, it means it’s disgusting. I’ve done the experiment. Now, let’s go grocery shopping, buy some food, and go straight home.”

“No, it was really disgusting? Why don’t you believe me! And you can watch the chapter at home!”

Out of boiling embarrassment, I asked him to go home right away, but he once again shook his head resolutely.

“Shopping at home feels a bit different than shopping outside, right? It’s our first time going out, so let’s make it a little longer.”

The guy who spoke walked toward the supermarket, and I started chasing him again, feeling the pressure of all the attention.

…I didn’t feel any disgust at all.

I must have felt weird because I suddenly did something I didn’t do before.

I guess it was because it had been so long since I went out that I was out of my mind.

Otherwise, there’s no way your heart would have been pounding a little at a confession that wasn’t a confession, right?

Never.

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How many years has it been since I shopped in person at a large supermarket?

4 years? No, it’s been about 5 years?

It’s been a long time since I’ve been to a large supermarket, but it was still crowded and crowded like before.

Wow, I already want to go home.

Why do eyes keep following me everywhere I go?

What on earth is so attractive about this body without furry ears or an attractive tail?

As other people’s eyes were becoming more and more burdensome, I decided to finish shopping as quickly as possible, and told Hyukjin that we should go to the toy store first.

“First of all, I need a massager. Let’s take a quick look around the toy store.”

“Why the massager? Is there a sore spot somewhere? No way… that’s not right?”

Hyukjin started talking and looked at my lower abdomen, so I hit his head with all my might.

“That’s not it, fuck you! Who do you think is crazy about masturbating?”

“If you can enjoy it for 4 or 5 hours a day, you are obviously addicted to masturbation. Honestly, looking at your actions so far, isn’t it normal to think that way?”

“What? Masturbation addiction? Have you finished speaking now?”

“What are you going to do when you’re done? Hit me again?”

“Why are you asking the obvious?”

Wow!!!

Without hesitation, I whacked the guy’s head, and only after calming down a bit did I see that countless people were looking in this direction.

He was looking at me with mysterious eyes and whispering, so I listened carefully to what he was saying.

“Did you hear? I guess the woman has a bit of a strong sex drive. How can you do that for 4 hours a day…”

“Look at your body, you look so fucking lewd. Those breasts and pelvis… they’re so fucking ugly. If I asked you out, would you go out with me?”

“Look at those tight muscles. Just by looking at him, he looks better at working at night than a miserable bastard like you, right?”

“No, it could be small there, right? Do you know by any chance? Is it a muscle tool?”

“It looks like a manga, but if you look at it, those muscular gay guys have solid things. Give up, kid.”

The talking pig was no different from my audience.

…You’re not really my audience, are you? He must be one of my viewers because he speaks so vulgarly.

It would be better to just not solve the going out story. If viewers find out, they might face a real shock.

Anyway, it was okay when I saw it in chat, but when I actually heard the vulgar words, my face got hot.

First of all… I think it would be best to get away first. If I continue to stay here, I might end up in a real disgrace.

Feeling humiliated by their words, I immediately took Hyukjin with me and left the place. When we arrived at a place with few people, I started pounding Hyukjin’s back.

Wow! Wow!

I think about this while listening to the sound of a crash resonating in a quiet place.

I went out for no reason.

If I hadn’t come out in the first place, I wouldn’t have been subjected to bestiality, and I wouldn’t have felt this shame.

If you were at home, wouldn’t you have enjoyed completing the furry jokes, looking at the deposited money, and thinking about purchasing the manga about a 19-year-old fox beast?

As I compared the time I went out and the time I stayed home in my head, I felt angry, and when I hit him on the back even harder, he complained of a stinging sensation and lost his temper at me.

“Ahh! It hurts, bitch! Hit me hard!”

“You hit it so it hurts, you fucking bastard! Just die! Because of you, I became a masturbation-addicted pervert!!!”

“Why is it because of me? You said it right!”

“Yes, that is correct. Such harsh words!!!”

Wow!

I hit the guy on the back with as much force as I could, and he curled his back and grimaced. After hitting him a few more times, I finally felt sick to my stomach and demanded that Hyukjin go home right away.

“I don’t want to be outside anymore. Let’s go home quickly.”

“Could it be okay to stay a little longer? Still, it’s a monumental first outing, right?”

“It’s my first time going out, and I want to go home. Wherever you go, there’s an accident waiting for you, so would you want to keep going out? Huh?”

I think this is enough for being dragged around.

To be honest, the reason I followed him around from the time he went out until now was because I felt guilty and grateful for being indebted to him so far.

In return for my guilt and gratitude, I originally planned to be patient and drag her along until the evening, but after what happened at the park and what I heard the conversation of passers-by just now, I changed my mind.

My body is like a girl to others.

Even though it doesn’t have the essential attractive features such as furry ears and a cute tail, it can still be used as a daughter’s daughter.

You crazy bastards, how can you lust after such an ugly body?

Passers-by were begging Hyukjin several times to go home, tongue-lashing at the unimaginable sexual desire shown by them, and the guy sighed and came up with a compromise.

“Then, while we’re at the mart, let’s just buy something for dinner. Isn’t it a bit disappointing that you came so far and didn’t buy anything?”

“You don’t regret it at all? I just want to go home quickly and rest.”

“There’s nothing to eat when you get home. The meal kit hasn’t arrived yet, you’ve used up most of the ingredients while alchemizing, and you’ve already had nine meals in a row of delivered food. Shouldn’t we eat at least one out of ten meals as home-cooked meals?”

“Last time, you told me not to cook? What kind of whim are you talking about?”

“Who told you to cook? I’m going to do it. To kill someone else with that poison.”

He started gagging, as if recalling a terrible memory, but quickly came to his senses and forcibly led me to the grocery section.

The grocery corner is noisier than any other corner.

There, women my mother’s age were eagerly promoting their products, asking people to take a look. One of them spotted us and motioned for us to come over.

“Customers there? You’re a couple, right? Come here and try this. This is so good at night?”

Hyukjin, fearing that he might not be one of those people who are excited when told that it is good for stamina, walked straight to the tasting table, and when he followed him to the tasting table, the lady gave him a business smile and handed him a paper cup.

“You look fresh, do you think you are newlyweds? It looks like the groom’s family used their energy well at night ~ ”

A woman who goes to work to sell off items that are useless to eat.

Originally, I didn’t want to worry about it because I wasn’t spending my money, but I didn’t like the lady who spoke as if I was a bitch.

I spoke to the woman with a straight face.

“We are newlyweds. Can you give us an extra pardon?”

Oh, this isn’t it.