episode_0082

“Mom!”

“Helena…”

Helena checked my condition after pushing away the rampaging Lily.

Quickly examining my body for any signs of pain, Helena spoke with a trembling voice.

“How’s your body? Are you okay? It doesn’t hurt here or anywhere else, right…?”

It seemed like Helena was very worried about me. The expression on her face as she looked at me seemed like she would start crying at the slightest touch.

Helena’s eyes widened.

-Swish.

Helena’s eyes met mine, then suddenly dropped down, assessing my current state accurately.

Even though Lily had drunk so much, breast milk continued to flow endlessly.

Helena couldn’t help but stare at the flowing breast milk.

“Helena.”

“Yes, yes!”

Helena was startled by my words.

I sighed as I watched Helena, who was swallowing her saliva and alternately looking at me and my chest.

What exactly was my situation?

Lily and Helena loving and desiring me like this was a good thing, but was it too intense… especially Lily.

Well, I do love that aspect too. But seriously, to the point of drinking my urine.

I looked at Helena, who was staring at my chest while swallowing her saliva, and said, “Helena, could you carry me to the bathroom? I’ll let you taste it in the bath.”

“Really?”

“Yes.”

“Okay!”

With a bright smile, Helena hugged me. Even during this process, breast milk was flowing from my chest.

As I turned my head, I saw Lily lying unconscious against the wall. She should reflect a bit more.

I never expected her to be so reckless in trying to take my virginity. But she’s still a virgin.

I wanted Lily to have a more romantic experience when she became an adult, but suddenly she went out of control and didn’t listen to me.

It was harsh. This time, more than ever.

But I don’t blame Lily for not understanding her feelings. I’m not a good person either. Without revealing that I’m on a deadline, Lily would have little time left once she met my criteria for adulthood.

Lost in various thoughts, I found myself in what seemed to be the bathroom.

The entire bathroom was made of wood. It seemed fine, but when I thought of it as a world tree, I nodded my head.

A slightly dreamy atmosphere. The bathroom was filled with various flowers and fragrant scents.

I left myself for a moment and watched Helena undress.

Helena’s body was clearly visible in front of me.

A smooth body that you wouldn’t believe was in her thirties. A body that anyone passing by would turn back to look at.

The side breasts and large buttocks visible from behind.

Ahem. I endured Helena’s seduction and finally spoke up.

“Helena, sorry, but could you wash me?”

“Yes. Mom!”

Now she just calls me mom. That’s fine. As long as Helena is happy.

“Thank you…”

Helena cautiously began to wash my body with hands covered in body wash.

Helena, where did you get the towel from? Since when did Helena’s hands become towels?

Sigh… well, I guess this much is okay now.

Helena’s hands diligently washed my body. She cooled down my body, which had sweated a lot because of Lily earlier, and carefully cleaned my dirty lower body.

“Helena, I can do this part.”

“It’s okay. Mom. Actually, I don’t have the strength to move my hands, right? I’ll clean you up nicely.”

It’s not okay at all. Helena. Well, Lily did speak up, but what’s the use if her hands are useless. Actually, I was kind of hoping… no, what am I saying. Get a grip.

Fortunately, Helena didn’t touch me with any sexual emotions. But even so, this damn body can feel pleasure.

After cleaning up, Helena embraced me again and got into the bathtub filled with hot water while I washed.

Naturally, Helena hugged me from behind and made sure I didn’t fall into the water.

“Is Lily going to be okay?”

“Don’t worry. If she were an ordinary person, she would have died, but Lily is so strong.”

Why does saying that make me anxious? No, Lily must be strong. Strong enough to make it rain from the sky.

“Helena, do you want to eat me?”

“Yes, yes!?”

“Honestly.”

I had some thoughts. No, I was sure. Lily doesn’t see me as a maid or a mother, but as a woman.

And Helena. Helena, whose heart was shattered by ongoing loneliness and a relentless struggle for survival in politics, needed someone to lean on, and she entrusted her loneliness and broken heart to me.

And she teased me as a mother.

As time passed, I treated Helena like my child, just like Lily. Yet, Helena sometimes looked at me with eyes filled with desire.

Helena also realized that she liked and loved me like Lily. Of course, she thought of me as a mother, but she made me feel the difference between desire, love, and affection.

Helena was taken aback by my straightforward words but eventually nodded.

“Is that so?”

“For now, can you bear with it? My body is very tired.”

“Okay.”

“Thank you, Helena.”

I turned my weak body as much as I could and my useless large chest touched Helena’s voluminous chest.

‘Ugh…!’

Damn this body, don’t feel pleasure from this…! I suppressed a moan and gently stroked Helena’s head.

Helena moved her head in response to my touch, feeling my hand with strength.

After finishing the bath with Helena, when I was about to let Helena dress me in the dressing room, I stopped her hand.

“Mom?”

I tapped my knee while sitting. Understanding the meaning, Helena lay on my knee with a bright smile.

I wanted to do this for Lily. But Lily was too rebellious to do it.

Helena asked carefully, “Can I, suck it?”

“Yes. But gently, softly, okay?”

“Okay!”

After breastfeeding Helena, no breast milk came out of me.

Perhaps it was due to the Tree of Life’s medicine, which had excellent efficacy. It was unbelievable that breast milk would overflow for hours.

Moreover, with Helena’s help, I squeezed out the breast milk until none came out and stored it separately in a bottle.

How difficult it must have been for Helena to help with breastfeeding. I felt slightly sorry as I couldn’t help but moan and shed tears while Helena wiped my legs beside me.

Do, do I have to help…? But if I do it like I did with Lily, I know it won’t end well, I’ll definitely faint.

So after finishing breastfeeding, I whispered to Helena, “Come find me when you want next time. I’ll help.”

As soon as I said that, Helena’s expression changed from a pure child to the same beastly eyes as before, and I shivered all over.

Did I, make a mistake? If the day comes when I sleep with Helena, I feel like I’ll die.

Come to think of it, women’s sexual desires explode in their thirties… Moreover, Estelle’s former husband said Lily’s father only had one relationship with Helena after marrying her.

Therefore, I only wanted a child to carry on the family line. After that, I did not pay any attention to Helena and left her alone.

She must be in a very bad state right now. Of course, she must be masturbating. Like me. But this is on a whole different level from masturbation.

But did that stimulate her…? Well, I trust that my future self will handle it well.

As Helena, excitedly imagining future events while breathing heavily, returned to the room, Lily was kneeling with her hands raised.

Upon returning to the bed, Lily shouted, “I’m sorry!”

“Do you know what you did wrong, Lily?”

“…Yes.”

Sigh… What should I do about Lily? She must have been in a hurry. And anxious too.

How would Lily feel when she hears that she fainted and vomited blood all of a sudden?

It’s truly terrible. Did I neglect Lily? Did I do something to her? Is it my fault? All sorts of thoughts would come to mind.

Lily must have felt that directly. Helena too.

“Stop kneeling and get up. Here.”

I lightly tapped my empty side with my hand.

“Helena too.”

Then, I called Helena to the other side opposite Lily.

Lily and Helena cautiously climbed onto the bed to avoid harming me.

After a while, Lily and Helena were on both sides of me on the bed, and I hugged them.

“I love you.”

I wanted to say this. Since I don’t know when I’ll die, I wanted to express my feelings to Lily and Helena.

And then my eyes grew heavy again, and I walked back into the dreamland.

==

As Amelia fell asleep, Lily and Helena delicately laid her on the bed to ensure she wouldn’t wake up.

Lily and Helena looked at Amelia, who was sleeping soundly, with a bittersweet smile.

“Lily, Amelia almost got hurt.”

“…I know. Thanks for preventing it. Because of you, Amelia almost had a bad memory.”

“Don’t mention it. Next time, be careful. If you make the same mistake again? Then I’ll take Amelia’s first time.”

“That will never happen. And honestly, this is partly my fault, but Amelia is also to blame.”

Lily explained the situation she had witnessed with her own eyes.

Amelia lifting her large breasts with her own hands, and the milk dripping down.

And the milk that she thought she had completely drained suddenly flowing from Amelia’s sleeping chest.

Lily and Helena swallowed their saliva and regained their appetite, but knowing that Amelia was weak and sleeping, they left the room without eating.

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Amelia’s gown