episode_0081
by fnovelpia“Hey, get down.”
The moment I heard my brother’s voice, I knew something was wrong.
It’s wrong. That’s a lot… .
I noticed the harsh tone in his voice, but my brother’s expression did not calm down.
“Oppa..ppa?”
“I told you to lie down?”
As I was trying to take off my clothes, he violently made me fall on his knees.
I just put my hand down.
Taaagh!!!
“Ugh!!!”
My butt is burning.
It hurts like it’s going to explode.
Just getting hit once brings tears to my eyes.
No, pain is pain… .
Why am I the only one getting scolded like this?
It was so unfair that I cried even more.
“Did you do something wrong?”
“No.”
I felt embarrassed, so I gritted my teeth and answered.
Why is it just me?
My sister treats me so kindly.
Why am I scolded?
I hate you, brother.
Once again.
Taaagh!!!
My cute butt is on fire.
My buttocks are shaking from the burning pain.
No, the whole body.
sick.
It really hurts a lot.
My butt is burning, just like the print on my palm, but I don’t even touch it.
“I hate you…!”
“What?”
“Why do you discriminate against me?”
“It’s not discrimination, it’s distinction.”
“Why? Because you’re a minor?”
“I know it well.”
[okay? In this world now? In a world without laws? Do you think that makes sense?]
What Dayoung said is right.
Does that make sense?
What’s wrong?
Why are you doing this to me?
“I just say that I don’t like it.”
I wish it were that way.
Just give up…
I originally said that first love never comes true.
…It seems like Dayoung has come true.
Because Dayoung is pretty.
Good body too…
Tears keep falling.
sick.
My heart hurts so much that my burning butt is nothing.
I can’t breathe as if a big nail has been stuck in my lungs.
“Just say no!!!”
There are no words.
After all, reality can’t go by as easily as in a drama… .
“I don’t like it.”
“Yes?”
I asked back in confusion at my brother’s words.
Don’t you hate it? then…?
Really?
Say it quickly.
Please tell me properly.
“I like it.”
When I heard the words again, tears of relief came to my eyes.
He said he liked it.
He says he likes me.
It wasn’t unrequited love either.
My brother likes it too!!!
My body relaxed with a sense of relief.
Strangely, my body, which had gone back and forth between hell and heaven in an instant, was still shedding tears.
A strange smile keeps appearing as I shed tears.
“Tell me more.”
“I like you not only as a younger brother, but also as a girl.”
“Thank goodness….”
I knelt down on my brother’s lap and listened to his story.
This is a story from my brother’s childhood.
It’s my first time hearing it.
From what I was able to find out by searching my brother’s room, there was no past.
“I’m an orphan too.”
As if conveying an innocuous fact.
I spoke plainly.
My brother is also an old man.
I don’t even know my mom’s face, and I lost contact with my dad as soon as I got older.
Still, I was happier than my brother, who was an orphan.
Because my grandmother was there.
So I slowly listened to my brother’s story.
Get down on your knees.
I couldn’t get up.
Well…so…
The reason is a secret.
*
It’s not that they’re unhappy because they’re orphans, but orphans are poor.
And it was not easy for a poor person to be happy.
Because I don’t want to tell you about my unhappy childhood.
Let me tell you about my first experience.
My first experience was when I was 21.
When I was a student, I worked at an orphanage, and after I became independent, I was busy earning rent.
Convenience stores, PC rooms, bars.
I worked various part-time jobs and gradually worked my way up to higher-paying part-time jobs.
In the end, the job that is settled is hard work.
I had a strong body from a long time ago, so it wasn’t a bad thing.
[Hey, haven’t you done it yet?”]
The laborers often made fun of him whenever he drank too much soju, but there was nothing they could do about it.
I thought someone would take them to a good place, but at the time, for hard workers earning 70,000 won a day, entertainment bars were like Neverland, a place that only appeared in old men’s stories.
Illegal businesses operating right next to the police station.
A business trip is just a phone call away.
There were many relatively cheap and easy methods, but I didn’t find them.
I didn’t know how much I earned by opening a hole, but I knew it was more expensive than my daily wage.
Even if it’s unfair, I can’t go.
So I had mediocre sex with an mediocre woman.
The other person is a club girl who is one year older than her.
[Can I buy you a drink?]
The answer to blatant temptation was alcohol.
In the end, the virginity I had stubbornly maintained disappeared at the intersection of hunting and selling.
I don’t regret it.
As a man, I didn’t know if it was worth it at first.
Since none of the sex partners I met afterwards, who were called lovers, were virgins, I wouldn’t have felt like I was at a loss.
When we talked about that, Sohyun quietly muttered.
“Lies.”
“What do you say?”
I lightly waved it away as if to stop me from talking nonsense, but I was hit.
Of course it’s a lie.
The first time still remains vivid in my memory.
It wasn’t like I was just going to finish it as if I was running out of time.
“So you won’t do it?”
‘So’, not ‘why’.
It seems like he read my emotions from my past history that I spit out one after another.
Sohyun is also a very bright child.
“At first, it was because he was like a younger brother.”
A child who was unhappy like me.
I felt a sense of kinship and thought it would be nice to be happy.
I didn’t want to force it.
I hoped to meet someone I love and have a happy experience.
“Then what about now?”
I quietly organize my thoughts in response to Sohyun’s question.
In the end, it is true that he is like a younger brother.
However, it is also true that I don’t want to keep him as my younger brother.
Maybe it was me who needed time.
I didn’t want to embrace it with an uneasy mind.
I thought you were clumsy when you were 19.9 years old, but I was like that when I’m over 30.
“Your emotions may be due to pheromones.”
“No.”
“I saw a kid who said absolutely nothing, but I guess it was because of pheromones?”
“I’m real.”
It warms my heart to hear the words spoken without any doubt.
“Okay.”
“Then… ha, shall we?”
“Hey.”
Taaagh!!!
I smacked my butt one more time and I held back the pain.
“Ugh… It hurts!!! I didn’t say anything dirty…”
He turns around and grabs my face.
“Kissing is okay, right?”
Can I have this child’s first kiss?
Someone like me?
Contrary to the thoughts in my head, my mouth was already spitting out an answer.
“Okay.”
When I answer, he gently closes his eyes.
The sight of long eyelashes fluttering is truly pitiful.
Let’s just watch it quietly.
He slowly opens one eye halfway and looks at me.
“Are you nervous?”
“Of course!”
He seemed to be embarrassed by the expression on his face when he smiled.
He charges at me with his eyes tightly closed.
side.
Lips lightly touching and falling apart.
That alone made Sohyun’s face turn red.
I opened my closed eyes, but I could no longer look at his face.
“Hey.”
“Why… why!”
Such a childish kiss on a topic that keeps flirting with you in a cocky way.
“Good job.”
Place your hand on your head and gently stroke it.
Slowly and carefully, as if handling something precious.
As I was stroking my silky smooth hair, Sohyun said.
“January 1st is my time.”
“Okay.”
There is just over a month left.
That would be enough to clear my mind.
“I am not your younger brother.”
“Okay.”
“Oh, my brother is sleeping in the living room today.”
“…Okay.”
After spitting out the last words, I quickly run away to my room.
Just stick your head out of the room.
“You must leave some time!!!”
With those words, I clicked and locked the door.
The cute appearance brings a smile to my face.
I should shower and sleep too.
I cried so hard that my clothes got all wet….
*
“Sohyun~!!!”
I woke up with a voice tearing my ears.
As soon as I opened my eyes, what I saw was Nayoung and Sohyeon in Nayoung’s arms.
“Congratulations~~”
“Yes?”
When Nayoung asks Sohyeon as if she doesn’t know what she’s talking about, she slaps Sohyun’s butt with a sinister smile.
“Aaaah!!! It hurts!”
“Hee~ Of course!”
A sinister smile and that action.
What Nayoung was imagining seemed obvious.
“Not yet…!”
“Ah, the way he walks looks suspicious~? Just tell your sister, okay?”
“…I really couldn’t do anything.”
“Huh?”
“Uh, I only got hit on the butt!!!”
“Back…? From the beginning?”
“Ah!!! no! What are you talking about!!!”
At Sohyeon’s explanation, Nayoung’s eyes turned to me.
His eyes, full of astonishment, are as wide as beads, as if he can’t understand.
“Wow… it was really bad.”
“Hey. What?”
“Oh, no! It’s not bad at all.”
When I raised my hand as if to slap my butt and asked, he turned his hand back and walked away from me, covering my butt.
Should I just make it the same?
Such misunderstandings were repeated each time they occurred one by one.
Dayoung also bowed her head and apologized.
“I said something harsh yesterday, but I’m glad it didn’t happen.”
“Ah…yes. It’s okay.”
Aram also mistook Japanese customs for our own.
“Is it red bean rice today?”
“Red bean rice?”
Yuna also prepares breakfast together.
“I can cook the food… Rest quickly, Sohyun, does it still hurt every time you walk?”
“It hurts. Yes….”
I received a lot of encouragement and congratulations amidst misunderstanding and misunderstanding.
He puts the bowl down in front of me with his brow furrowed.
“Eat.Eat.”
“Ah~ I’ll eat well~”
“Even if I give it to you, I can’t eat it.”
Laughter burst out at the lightly grumbling scolding.
“Oppa, what are you doing today?”
“Me?”
It’s a schedule… .
I organized the things I needed to do right away in my head.
1. Efflorescence treatment.
I had to clean up the white flowers that had been soaked in pheromones all night.
If it were a person with normal abilities, he should still be fine since he was gone a lot last night.
Because ability is ability.
2. Track and destroy hordes of zombies.
When I tried to trick Baekhwa, I was told that there was a group of zombies.
We’ll have to find that place and deal with it.
3. Class and law.
The basic framework of the tribe must be established.
After all, what is urgent is survival.
We need to get this sorted out quickly so Soyeon won’t have a seizure.
“To go for a walk or a short visit.”
“Huh??”
“Do you need anything?”
“Yes! Camera!!!”
It looks like that damn camera hasn’t given up yet.
“Okay, I’ll save it this time.”
“Really?!”
“Okay.”
“Oppa is the best!!!”
I didn’t even get it, but I’m satisfied with the pre-paid aegyo.
I have to eat it again this time.
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