episode_0081

‘I’m not sending you home tonight.’

What Carlyle has been saying is nothing special.

I guess that’s what it means literally.

Vita realized something new from those words.

‘Now… um… ‘

My face feels hot for no reason, and my small hands start to sweat.

I feel nervous for some reason.

Because it’s a day I’ve been waiting for.

Since it was our first date after confessing my feelings, I expected it to turn out like this.

Although they had only been dating for a short time, Carlyle and himself were already close.

In short, it means that even the kiss and the subsequent stages have long since passed.

It feels like it’s too late for us to share our feelings with each other. Rather, it feels strange that we’ve finally come to terms with each other and are only doing this today.

But I’ve been really busy lately.

When your mother comes home, or when you prepare for final exams.

Those days passed and today finally came.

‘… Phew, that’s a relief.’

Vita thought to herself, I’m mentally prepared.

It’s not for nothing that I wore underwear with such care. It was a good thing I prepared it.

They already know everything about each other, and how great it can be to spend time with each other. Vita knows everything.

Vita herself is a woman, Carlyle Schultz is a man.

I have already experienced what can happen to two young men and women, how they can get swept away.

“… ”

A subtle silence lingers between the two.

It’s not because I’m awkward. It’s not because I have nothing to say.

However, it was the anticipation of what was to come and a certain tension that made it like this.

Rather, the hands we hold together become stronger and stronger. We meet each other’s eyes without realizing it. As our eyes twinkle, we realize that the other person is the same as us.

Before they knew it, the two were standing together on the street.

“, shall we go?”

Carlyle speaks awkwardly, uncharacteristically. He even stutters.

“That, that’s right!”

Vita answered, stammering like her opponent.

I don’t know why, but my heart is pounding so hard.

Thump- thump-

Because it’s our first night together after breaking up? I don’t know why, but I’m definitely nervous.

Carlyle coughed, and Vita rubbed her legs in vain.

‘Oh, crazy…’

As I realize one fact, my face turns red. I bite my lips lightly.

It’s so wet there that I can feel it, it’s ridiculous.

‘Am I really a pervert…?’

Anticipation of what’s to come. So, just walking side by side like this, my body reacted.

So, for a moment, Vita’s face turned red and she felt a sense of self-loathing, but even in that moment, she followed Carlyle around.

Of course, this was something Vita had no idea about. Carlyle’s position was no different.

A pretty and cute girlfriend.

She’s wearing a white beret, a checkered beige skirt, a light pink knit top, an ivory cardigan, and cute brown sneakers.

Feminine and fresh, fresh and cute. In many ways, Carlyle realized his taste today.

Bianca Shamal was perfect. Too perfect a girlfriend.

Because it’s so pretty that I lose my words and my heart flutters.

Slightly flushed cheeks and trembling eyes. Carlyle’s heart had already pounded at the sight of his opponent just now.

In the midst of all this, Bianca clings to me as if she really likes me. Even that is difficult.

Soft, very small hands, a faint scent. It seems like the scent of fresh fruit or flowers.

So Carlyle is in trouble.

It’s not like he’s coughing for nothing and has one hand in his trouser pocket.

In a way, it’s the first love experience for both of them. The other person is their first love.

This is definitely the first time for Vita, and definitely the first time for Carlyle Schultz to be truly sincere to someone.

So both of them end up reacting in a way that embarrasses them.

If you think about it, this isn’t the first time we’ve spent the night together.

At the same time, in a sense, tonight was definitely their first night together as lovers, and they were both keenly aware of it.

Anyway, the two of them kept those feelings inside and continued to walk along the evening streets in harmony.

The two stopped by a convenience store and bought some snacks.

“What do you want to eat, Bianca?”

“Um, I… want to eat something sweet.”

I bought almost a bunch of ice cream and dessert.

“Oh, wait.”

Carlyle, who had come out, goes back in. He comes out after a while.

“Did you forget something?”

So when Vita asks, he gives an ambiguous smile.

“I bought some things I needed.”

“Ah, that…?”

“I know what it is.” Vita said absentmindedly, her face gradually turning red.

“That, that’s right.”

Is it necessary? My mother also told me to definitely use contraception before.

At the same time, Vita herself was once a man. Now I understand why Carlyle went back in separately and bought only that.

“… The world is really so kind.”

You care about me. I can tell that you are considerate. Even this may be a bit excessive if it is considered consideration, but it feels like you are being considerate.

“So, you don’t like it?”

Vita shook her head. She shook her head and laughed.

“No, okay!”

Because you are so affectionate. That’s why I like you.

***

After that, the two entered the hotel they had reserved in advance. In fact, Carlyle had made the reservation in advance alone.

“I’ll pay for the accommodation.”

“No, it’s okay.”

Carlyle says so.

Vita has already received too much from the other person.

“I’m really angry… ?”

The aquarium is Carlyle’s, and dinner is Carlyle’s.

Even the character dolls and photo prices are from Carlyle.

“If I just receive too much, I won’t be able to save face.”

Only after Vita puffed out her cheeks and placed her arms on her hips did Carlyle burst out laughing.

A laugh that is funny.

“You really feel competitive in a place like this?”

“It’s not like I have a competitive spirit.”

Vita made her argument.

“There has to be a coming and going!”

Yeah, really.

I want to give something too, because I always just receive.

‘Um… umm… ‘

Vita hesitated a little and then added a word.

“Hey, idiot… I like you too. I want to do something for you… ”

I feel a little embarrassed. But I really mean it.

I don’t have a part-time job, but I do have some pocket money.

It’s embarrassing compared to Carlyle Schultz, who earned his own money and solved everything, but I still want to help.

Carlyle looked dumbfounded at my words, but soon a cool smile appeared on his lips.

“Okay, I understand. Then you pay for the accommodation.”

“Okay, leave it to me… !”

Vita walked confidently and completed the check-in process. After that, she definitely felt at ease.

After that, hold hands with Carlyle and head to the reserved room.

Thump- thump-

My heart starts beating fast again.

I know in my head what will happen next. Of course, I know it, but I have no intention of rejecting it.

Because the opponent is Carlyle, I rather have expectations.

Vita now realizes that another name for tension is anticipation.

‘If it were me before…’

Up until now, I’ve always been swept away by the other person. In a way, I don’t feel any different from before.

But at the same time it is different.

The attitude of acceptance, the state of mind.

There wasn’t much conversation between the two inside the elevator. The lively conversation they had had until just now seemed meaningless, and instead, they suddenly felt suffocated. They felt tense.

My whole body is conscious. Only of the person I am holding hands with.

Vita sees her opponent as a man, and Carlyle sees her opponent as a woman.

The one and only being begins to become conscious as a partner of the opposite sex.

My breath is getting hotter and hotter. My lips are getting dry.

Sweat is forming on my knuckles.

“Bianca.”

“Huh… ?”

“I just called.”

After a pointless conversation.

Tiring-

A man and a woman get off the elevator.

Vita glanced to the side and met Carlyle’s gaze. Carlyle smiled faintly and put more strength into his fist, so Vita slightly lowered her head as her heart tickled.

For some reason, I already feel like my lower abdomen is tightening.

It’s awkward and embarrassing, but not so strange that it’s none other than Carlyle next to me.

Carlyle always ends up making himself into a woman.

‘And I am Carlyle…’

Be conscious as a rational being. Now this kind of thought process has become natural.

As it becomes more natural, you start to like the other person, and you stop expecting things to go your way.

My heart starts pounding again. It’s beating so hard that I’m worried it might burst out.

Thud- thud-

A small heartbeat. But the hallway is quiet.

The man and woman walk down the hallway in silence.

The man walks ahead slowly, and the woman follows behind swiftly.

The hands we hold are stronger than ever. There is a feeling of closeness.

And at the same time, feeling a little cautious.

But both of them were completely unaware that it was just the calm before the storm.

Suddenly-

Finally, the door to the room opens slightly.

The man and woman entered. The door closed again.

And Vita meets the burning golden eyes of her opponent. Carlyle, the eyes of a man longing for his woman.

As soon as the door closed, there was no time to say anything.

They hug each other tightly. Their lips meet.

Carlyle had been patient for too long. In fact, Vita was no different.

“Huh-”

So, it was natural that the two eyes that had opened wide in surprise at the enemy’s surprise attack would close.

***

Bam-

The bag Carlyle was holding had already fallen to the ground.

There was ice cream bought from the convenience store, but that fact was no longer important to either of them.

The sound of wet lips echoes in my ears. My whole body feels hot and I don’t know what to do.

While unconscious, Vita’s two arms were wrapped around Carlyle’s wide neck, and the back of the slender woman’s body was trapped against the wall. The strong man’s upper body lowered slightly to explore the cherry-colored lips.

“Ugh… Sigh.”

In this way, the breaths of the two people mix in each other’s mouths. In an instant, their heated bodies rub against each other.

They are pressed against each other deeply without even an inch of space between them. They long for each other’s affection. They want to be confirmed.

Before she knew it, the beret Vita was wearing fell to the ground. The ivory cardigan also fell limply on top of it. Carlyle’s large hands cupped the soft breasts of the woman’s body.

“… !”

Vita was naturally a little surprised, but she didn’t push him away. Instead, she clung to him even more as if responding to him. She clung to Carlyle while lifting her magpie legs diligently.

‘Okay, I like it.’

Hoping that my heart will be known and conveyed.

Carlyle also shows his affection by kissing her forehead every now and then and gently rubbing their noses.

How long has it been?

Carlyle actually wanted to go to bed midway through, but he couldn’t because his partner was so attached to him.

“More, more… ”

Bianca Shamal originally liked kissing quite a bit. So when she acted so cute, she became obsessed with kissing.

After kissing each other so roughly for a while, surprisingly, it was getting harder and harder to breathe. So the two of them stopped for a moment, panting for breath.

“Haa… Bianca.”

A low voice is pleasant to hear. It feels like the body is responding.

Vita gasped for breath and tried to meet his gaze.

After a short break, her senses slowly return. Once again, hot lips touch her forehead. Vita also felt it so good that Carlyle pulled her waist tightly and kissed her forehead.

“… I like you, Bianca.”

Even if you don’t say anything, Vita hugs Carlyle tightly instead of answering. In fact, it looks like she’s the one who’s hugging him.

Carlyle is a big, well-built man.

It can’t be helped, since I’m a smaller and more delicate woman than him.

But Vita tried to hug Carlyle.

“Me too, I like it… ”

I can’t help but feel defeated.

Because I like the other person so much, because I like this situation, because my heart is filled with the feeling of meeting them again after a long time.

I’m taking a break to go to the next step, but every second feels slow.

I think I could probably stay up all night just kissing. My lips would be swollen, but I guess it’s fine.

I feel brave not going to bed, and since it’s my first night in a while, I feel like I can take it slow.

The two people just look at each other and start laughing.

Soon, Carlyle tried to kiss her again, so Vita raised her hand and covered his lips.

“Okay, wait a minute… ”

I’m not worried about the dropped convenience store bag. That’s not important.

But I still want to shower before doing it.

I don’t think I can do it if I kiss you one more time.

‘… I’ve been walking around all day today, so I might smell like sweat.’

Vita was secretly aware of that. She told the other person that she was a little worried.

“You know, Carlyle. Shouldn’t you wash first…?”

This is a request from none other than my cute girlfriend.

Carlyle nodded.

“I don’t care…if you want.”

However, with eyes full of enthusiasm, he adds one more word.

“There’s still plenty of time.”

Vita hit Carlyle’s chest with her hand for no reason. As if she was being cute, she did it with her small fist.

“Don’t say something so embarrassing, really… ”

“What, how is it?”

Carlyle laughed softly.

A moment later, Vita came into the bathroom.

The bathroom was very clean. It had a luxurious feel. My body was illuminated by soft vermilion lighting.

‘…Wherever I look, there are women.’

Vita realizes this anew.

A truly perfect woman.

A flexible feeling of bending that goes in where it should go and comes out where it should come out.

Her arms and legs are thin and slender, her waist is slender, and her hips and chest boast a subtle femininity.

This is Bianca Shamal. This is who she is now.

And now outside the door is Carlyle Schultz.

He is a terrible man who made himself into a woman.

But Vita has no intention of pushing away her opponent.

Rather, I am trying to accept it with a positive feeling.

So, with a flushed face, feeling a change in myself, I wash my body more thoroughly than usual.

Suddenly, I remember the old days and can’t help but chuckle.

***

It was a long time ago.

‘Why did I do that back then…?’

I remember relieving myself in the bathroom alone at the Wisney Park Hotel.

Thinking about it now, it’s so absurd that I can only laugh.

My mindset is quite different now than it was then. But at the same time, what hasn’t changed is that I’m weak to Carlyle, then and now.

Lubricant is flowing from the private parts of a woman.

“Ah… Hmm… ”

I feel embarrassed and my face gets hot.

‘If we continue like this…’

Suddenly, Vita thinks.

In this state, I would be completely out of my mind.

Well, I always feel like I’m losing in bed, and I always have been.

It’s meaningless and a little funny, but I still feel a little resentful that I’m the only one who does this.

It would be embarrassing if you went alone.

I hope the other person is as out of their minds as I am.

Now, you and Carlyle are equal.

I want to make Carlyle lose his mind as much as I do. Isn’t this a matter of pride between lovers?

‘Anyway, he likes me too.’

What should I do? How can I take away Carlyle’s soul as much as that?

‘Let’s be a little more proactive…’

I think I know that much.

Carlyle likes her too, so it should work pretty well. Vita definitely remembers her small victory last time.

While washing her body and worrying about it, Vita discovered something strange.

“Why is this here… ”

I just found out that there’s a TV in the bathtub. It’s really interesting.

Naturally, Vita wipes her hands with a towel and touches it a little.

Come into contact with the civilization of the new world.

“… … !”

Vita was speechless. She was just fiddling around with something when a video came up.

Maybe because it was the location, it was a video for adults. I thought nothing of it and just quickly skipped through it out of curiosity, but then I saw the scene in question.

‘Wh, what…?’

It’s such a strange sight I can’t take my eyes off it.

Because the woman has the man’s thing in her mouth.

Ta-da-

Vita experienced culture shock.

‘What the heck is that…?’

I don’t understand it. I think it’s strange.

But I can’t take my eyes off the video.

-How is it, Joha…?

-Ugh, uh.

The man’s expression looks so good.

As I was watching it as if I was possessed, the couple in the video was soon heading to the main broadcast.

-Ugh, aaang…!

A loud groan escaped her lips, and she hurriedly turned down the volume on the video.

Isn’t this Carlyle misunderstanding for no reason? He’s doing it alone again.

“Bianca, what are you doing…?”

Indeed, Vita quickly made an excuse at the sound of the voice.

“No, nothing…!”

Meanwhile, the eyes are receiving a lecture on properties.

How does a woman move, what does she whisper?

Maybe because this is the first proper dirty video Vita has ever seen in her life.