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“I hesitate to say this… but as an older woman, I think you might have something on your mind, Jihoon.”

“Huh? Me? What kind of problem?”

“Could it be that your urges are a little… overwhelming?”

I’d naturally assumed she was going to scold me.

My passionate encounter with Seo could easily be seen as me taking advantage of her.

But she was asking if *I* had a problem?

And even suggesting that my urges were too much to handle?

I couldn’t possibly fathom how she’d arrived at that conclusion.

“Me?”

“I was watching you two express affection, and I gave it some thought. Do you usually carry on like that? You seemed very comfortable with it.”

“Yeah, well…”

She met my hesitant reply with a serious expression.

“It’s perfectly normal for couples to occasionally enjoy something a little different, with mutual consent. But if you’ve been constantly repeating that rough style, there might be a problem.”

“What kind of problem?”

“Repeatedly engaging in rough and violent sexual activity is often caused by a distorted view of sex. This could stem from negative media influences during your formative years, or it could be that excessive lust is driving you to seek more intense stimulation.”

“Oh…”

It sounded like something out of a high school sex education class or a medical YouTube video.

“Right now, you seem to be enjoying methods that deliver strong sensations. How long do you usually last with Seo?”

I never imagined I’d be discussing this with my dad’s friend.

But she seemed genuinely concerned, so I should answer honestly.

“I’m not sure how long it takes me to finish, but once Seo and I get started, it usually lasts for hours. Up to four hours, maybe?”

“What?! You mean you go on for four hours straight?”

“Yeah.”

“…Jihoon.”

What was wrong? She looked utterly serious.

“It’s impossible for the average person to go on for four hours. It sounds like you’re pushing yourself too hard. That obsession with satisfying your desires is also a problem that arises when you have too much pent up desire.”

“I don’t really think there’s a problem…”

“Yes, there is, Jihoon. You’re addicted to sexual stimulation. If you keep going like this, you won’t be able to get excited by normal things, and you might develop other side effects. You need to learn how to properly regulate your desires before that happens.”

I appreciated her concern, but it was also awkward.

Of course, as a sex counselor, her reaction was understandable.

But the textbook answer doesn’t always match reality.

I kept listening quietly so as not to offend her, but her worries weren’t resonating with me.

“Have you ever relieved yourself through masturbation since you started dating Seo?”

“Since I have Seo, I don’t really do it much anymore.”

“I thought so. It’s natural to relieve yourself with a partner, but if you have a lot of desire, it’s also a good idea to take care of yourself, out of consideration for your partner.”

“Ah… okay.”

I’m sorry to say, I wanted to go home.

Or rather, I liked being with her, but I wanted to change the subject.

But she regarded me like a son, so she wouldn’t stop worrying about me.

“How do you usually masturbate? If your desires are excessive, you tend to rush things, and your technique can suffer.”

“It’s kind of hard to explain…”

“Hmm, I see… I know! Jihoon, would you mind dropping your pants? I want to take a look.”

“Huh?! Why all of a sudden?”

Unlike me, who was struggling to hide my embarrassment, she remained serious.

“When you go on for four hours at a time, it can cause excessive stimulation and external problems. These things can become serious if they aren’t caught early, so let me take a look.”

“Are you able to diagnose those kinds of things?”

“I studied a lot of things growing up. I know it’s embarrassing, but think of it as coming to the doctor, and let me see.”

I absolutely didn’t think she had impure motives.

And if it was in front of a woman as pretty as she was, I wouldn’t mind showing my junk.

Even so, was it appropriate to drop my pants in front of someone I’d known since I was a kid?

“…”

“I’m really worried about you, Jihoon.”

She saw my internal conflict and spoke with earnest eyes.

In the end, I did as she asked, and dropped both my pants and underwear.

“Oh, oh my.”

“What’s wrong?”

“Huh? Oh, nothing. It’s just been so long since I’ve seen it…”

Her face turned red.

It was cute how a grown woman reacted like a little girl at the sight of a penis.

That didn’t make the situation of sitting on the bed with my pants down in front of her any less awkward.

“Sorry. Mind if I take a look around?”

“…Sure.”

She got off the chair, knelt in front of my groin, and grabbed my limp penis with trembling hands.

She lifted it in different directions, examining it with a professional eye.

“No cuts or inflammation on the foreskin… the urethra isn’t swollen either…”

I was sorry to interrupt her serious examination, but her gentle touch was arousing me.

As I mentioned before, she thought of me as a son, but I didn’t regard her as a mother figure.

Not that I was ungrateful, but she was too young and pretty to feel like a mother; more like an older sister.

With a woman like that, gently stroking my penis with her slender fingers, it was impossible not to feel blood rushing to my groin.

“No inflammation or congestion on the head either. Surprisingly, there don’t seem to be any major problems… Uh, um, Jihoon?”

“Yes?”

“It’s starting to grow…”

“Sorry. I can’t really control it.”

“Oh, no, it’s okay! I knew this was a natural phenomenon, but I was still flustered. Sorry.”

Even as she apologized, my penis continued to swell.

Her hand fell away, but my groin had fully regained its strength.

“Ah…”

Her eyes were glued to my member.

All her effort to maintain her professional composure crumbled, replaced by the expression of a woman overwhelmed by a man’s sexual prowess.

Perhaps because I’d never seen her look like that before…

The excitement I’d been trying to suppress was slowly breaking down my reason.

At the same time, it was blurring the guilt I felt about her being someone I’d known since I was a child.

“Ma’am, is it really okay? Is there really nothing wrong?”

“Huh? Uh-huh. Luckily, it’s fine. From now on, just reduce the frequency of sex and regulate your desires with the right masturbation habits, and…”

“Are you sure it’s okay? I’m getting worried now that I’ve heard you say that. Please take a good look.”

“I, I did take a good look… Oh my!”

I stood up and thrust my penis in front of her face.

“Please. Take another look.”

“Th, that’s…”

Startled, she turned her head away, then slowly looked back at my penis.

Again, her eyes widened like a rabbit’s as soon as she saw my member.

That expression was completely devoid of her usual kindness and composure.

“How is it?”

“Oh, it’s huge and thick… it’s so hot I can feel the heat… ”

“Huh? That’s not what I was asking.”

“Ah! S, sorry! There doesn’t seem to be any problem, so I don’t think you have anything to worry about…”

“Whew, that’s a relief.”

Her gaze lingered on my penis.

So she could make that kind of face too.

Her suggestive expression, which I’d only imagined and thought I’d never see, was enough to make me even bolder.

“Ma’am. You said I should regulate my desires with the right masturbation habits, right?”

“D, did I?”

“I’m not sure if the way I do it is correct. Can you show me how to do it right?”

“Show you…?”

“Yes. I don’t know the right way to do it.”

“But it’s a little much to watch you masturbate… There’s probably a proper guide on the internet.”

Undaunted by her perfectly reasonable response, I continued.

“It’s more effective if someone shows you and corrects you, rather than just reading it on the internet. I want to solve my desire problem, but you’re the only person I can ask. I can’t exactly go to a hospital and ask someone to watch me masturbate.”

“…”

Silence stretched as she debated.

And after a moment, an answer came.

“O, okay…”

Maybe she was right about me having excessive desires.

I was using her kindness, for my own gratification.

But my brain had already been persuaded by animalistic excitement, not pangs of conscience.

“…Alright. I’ve already crossed the line.”

I was already dating two girls at the same time.

Adding another thing that others wouldn’t understand wouldn’t make a big difference.

So I should just be true to my desires, under the guise of Sexmu Wiki, as I had promised myself before.

“Then I’ll do it.”

“U, uh-huh.”

As if to show her, I grasped the shaft of my penis with my fingers, as she knelt before me.

I looked down at her and began to stroke myself.

Stroke, stroke, stroke, stroke!

“D, don’t be too rough…”

“Sorry…!”

I apologized, but I didn’t slow down.

The surreal situation of masturbating in front of her.

The fact that Seo, who didn’t know about this situation, was streaming live in her room, made my hand move faster.

“Khh!”

“Doesn’t it hurt to do it like that…?”

Strangely, it felt much better than masturbating before.

Her face, unable to take her eyes off my penis, was more stimulating than any porn.

Flick, flick, flick, flick!

I tilted my penis forward, wanting to show her better.

If I leaned forward just a little, the head would touch the tip of her nose.

I continued to masturbate, maintaining that precarious distance.

“Ah…”

Her eyes shook violently, but she never lost sight of my penis.

At that moment, she unconsciously sniffed the air.

There was no obvious reaction.

Just a slight wrinkling of her brow, then a return to normal.

But as she watched me masturbate, she was subtly inhaling through her nose.

“Ma’am, are you really watching properly?”

“Huh? U, uh-huh…”

It was obviously a lie.

At first, she might have been watching to correct my masturbation habits, but now she was clearly just observing my actions out of pure sexual curiosity.

Otherwise, she wouldn’t be sniffing my member with her flaring nostrils.

She wouldn’t be fixing her gaze on my groin, with the tips of her ears and both cheeks flushed red.

Flick, flick, flick, flick!

As the pressure built in my lower body, my actions became more intense.

Before I knew it, she was holding her breath, completely absorbed in the scene before her.

The sight aroused me for some reason, and I finally couldn’t hold back the sensation.

“Ma’am…!”

“Huh? Eek!”

I splattered ejaculate on her unsuspecting face.

I hadn’t intended to do this at first, but I got so worked up that I couldn’t stop myself.

“Th, this is…”

Flustered, she didn’t know what to do.

I hurriedly grabbed some tissues from the room and wiped the semen off her face and body.

“I’m sorry. Once I start, I can’t control myself…”

“I, it’s okay. It happens…”

“What do you think? Is there something wrong with me?”

“Problem? Ah, um…”

She belatedly came to her senses and spoke.

“You’re doing it too hard, so maybe it would be better to do it more gently so you don’t put too much strain on your member.”

“More gentle and relaxed?”

“Yeah, that’s right…”

She was giving me helpful advice, but her gaze was still slyly drifting towards my groin.

Thanks to that, the pleasure I had felt committing lewd acts in front of her was resurfacing.

It had been so intense that I wanted to feel it again.

“…”

I knew I shouldn’t think of her as a sexual object.

It was no different from being a beast to harbor ulterior motives towards the benefactor who cared about me when I was alone in the world.

So even when looking for a new target for Sexmu Wiki, I kept pushing her, who kept popping into my head, away as a potential partner.

But the moment I crossed the line I had been protecting, that sense of violation gave me an unprecedented thrill.

“…Right. It’s been a while since I crossed the line anyway.”

I was already dating two girls at the same time.

Adding one more thing that people wouldn’t understand wouldn’t make a big difference.

So, as I’d vowed before, I should be true to my desires, using Sexmu Wiki as an excuse.

“I can’t really get a feel for it just by hearing you say that. Could you show me directly?”

“D, directly?”

She looked doubtful, wondering if she had heard me correctly.

I spoke in a clear voice so that she wouldn’t misunderstand me.

“The right way to masturbate… I’d like you to show me directly with my own.”