episode_0078

It was a really awkward moment. No, am I the only one who thinks it’s awkward?

I wanted to pass this moment off as a joke, but Kylon was so serious that he seemed to have feelings that were completely different from what I was feeling.

This is a chair that looks like a long piece of wood, and there was Kailon coming over to lay me down, using this as a bed.

Actually, it would have been nice to run away, but because of his arm, I couldn’t go back or forward, so it became difficult for me to get up from where I was sitting.

My upper body slowly tilted, and soon my elbow was resting on the tree.

I frowned at the rough texture, so Kylon carefully grabbed my waist and slowly lifted me up.

I felt like there was a momentary feeling of floating in my body, which I could lightly lift with one hand.

“… Do you hate it?”

“I don’t really… ”

Is Kylon bi? Or is she completely a lesbian?

In fact, seeing her say that it’s okay to be a woman on the outside even if she’s a man on the inside, I thought she might be bi, or she could be a crazy lesbian who likes anything as long as it’s a woman’s body, so it wasn’t easy to judge.

But that was Kylon’s situation and preference, not mine.

When I started this game, I started after looking at the faces of the heroines and the playlist, but not after looking at Kylon’s face, so I couldn’t help but feel a sense of rejection from the beginning.

Because I have no taste for men.

And Kailon also asked me outright whether he knew that well.

“Do you hate me because I’m a man?”

“… … .”

Nodding his head wordlessly, Kailon sighed and muttered his mouth as if he was regretful.

Kylon likes this side of Veronica, so why does he keep hitting on me? Well, I thought it might be because Veronica was in front of me right now and there was no guarantee that I would get another opportunity like this in the future.

I heard that there is an opportunity to star in a pretty character that has only been seen in 2D, but how many people will pass up this opportunity?

So, I knew that Kylon was just being faithful to the moment, and when I thought about it that way, I felt like I could understand his actions to some extent.

Even so, I know that losing my power right now isn’t a good choice.

So right now, I was just thinking about comforting and comforting Kailon.

“… Kylon, I know you’re actually a good person.”

“I’m not a good person.”

“… No, he’s a good enough person.”

“Like you said, I am a person who only lusts after you. huh? no? Just one day, just one day… ”

“Then, when a crisis arises in the future, there is nothing I can do. Kylon, you know it well now.”

“… … .”

I worked hard to persuade Kailon.

He spoke so passionately that I thought my head might explode.

When I approached him gently, he was blank and then fell silent and lowered his head.

“I’m very interested in you. I don’t know what you’re carrying, but that’s why I want to know more. And the more I learn, the more I wonder about you. I’m curious about a person like you. Even more than your original appearance, I’m curious about what’s inside you now.”

“I don’t know what you mean… ”

“Not you as a man, not you as Veronica, I’m just curious about you. What kind of person are you? I just want to know. Please tell me a little bit. What kind of person are you?”

“Wouldn’t it be okay to talk about that… ?”

“Yes, that’s right… I just wanted to get closer to you.”

“… That?”

“Because I can only check this way.”

“… … .”

“Maybe that’s why he only longed for women. Because I was able to check my opponent without losing anything.”

I thought he was just an insider, but Kailon, who had his own reasons, was there.

I have a lot of money, but do I suffer more because I don’t have a friend I can open up to?

I didn’t know and had no intention of knowing, but Kylon’s information caught my eye and stuck in my mind.

And now that I knew that, I felt like I was gradually becoming more curious about Kylon.

What kind of feelings were you having?

What kind of life did he live, and what kind of expression did he have?

But it was just curiosity, not a relationship that could move forward in an instant like this.

“I see. Would you like to calm down a little?”

“It’s calming down. It’s just because you’re hungry.”

“Huh, huh… ”

“Hey, do you think I fall in love too easily?”

“I think so… ?”

“But what should I do? Regardless of my appearance or your appearance, this is the first time I’ve liked someone like this based on words alone. It’s different from talking coyly on social media. I think I can tell because I hear the tone of voice, see the actions, and see the atmosphere right in front of me. You are definitely a good person.”

“… … .”

“I want to protect you, I want to know more, I want to get closer to you.”

“Hey, hey… ”

“That’s why I’m forcing it on you like this. If you don’t do this, you’ll always say you’re not the target and try to turn around on your own. I always walk in the back at parties, and when I eat, I don’t say a word and just answer.”

Kylon was excited.

Although he was talking in a huffing tone as if he was angry, I could tell from his eyes that he was not angry at all.

I thought he was really crazy, but I couldn’t really push him away when he spoke so seriously, so I narrowed my eyes.

He said he didn’t fall in love with Veronica’s body, but with my personality. But you can’t criticize him to his face, telling him that he’s crazy, that his eyes are squinted, or that he has strange tastes.

Of course, I’m not saying that my personality is good, but what on earth is attractive about me?

It’s just an illusion.

There was no way there was someone who liked hikikomori like this.

Kailon also seemed convinced that he was just misunderstanding my fragmented appearance.

Because there is no one who will truly like me, the gloomy person who stays inside the house and plays games all the time without even making an effort to get out of the room.

Because I’ve never felt that way from anyone before.

“I understand. Let’s think about it a little more. You know, when your heart is pounding and you get a confession, you think you’re in love.”

“What, no, it’s not like that. Just because you are good… ?”

“Thank you. Thank you, but I think I’m a little too hasty. We haven’t seen much yet.”

“… Ugh.”

Kylon groaned at my words.

Then, his body trembled as if he was about to cry, and he hugged me tightly.

“Then, let me sleep like this for just one day.”

“That’s a bit… What are you going to do if the other kids wake up too?”

“Please.”

He was such an unreasonable kid.

However, it was difficult for me to ignore even these words after he said such a good thing and asked for it, so I just expressed my frustration.

I never thought it would be this hard to push away someone who likes me.

There’s no way there’s someone who likes things like me. On the topic of cursing myself, is it my nature to raise my eyebrows when someone likes me?

It would be funny to look like an easy person.

Well, a hikikomori is not a difficult person.

“Okay, let’s sleep.”

It must have been late at night.

He said that as if he was admonishing Kylon, and carefully moved his seat.

“Now that I think about it, my sleeping bag is over there.”

“… Come in, my sleeping bag is spacious.”

“Isn’t that a bit much?”

“Why not?”

Today, Kailon was so depressed that he was at a loss as to what to do.

It was very sad to see him become reckless, then passionate, and then finally become despondent.

One way or another, I wondered if it was possible to get dumped, and I couldn’t help but feel prickly that I was the cause, so I groaned.

Still, I’ve never heard of two people fitting into one sleeping bag.

Although I wondered if this was right, in the end I had no choice but to go along with Kailon’s stubbornness.

If I brought a sleeping bag from that tent for no reason, I would get up early in the morning and put it away. I feel like that excuse will turn out to be lame.

However, it was not possible for either of us to just sleep on the floor of the tent, so we slowly got into the sleeping bag in the end.

It’s a good thing there’s a string, but if it had been a way to stick the body into the small hole at the top, I would never have been able to get in.

More than that, this one is a Kylon dragon, so it’s really big.

“… If I do this, will it work?”

It felt really frustrating to be held in Kailon’s arms in a sleeping bag.

I think Kylon is frustrated too, but I can’t be the only one frustrated in this situation.

Even though he was thinking that, there was no sign of discomfort on Kailon’s expression.

As if he had wanted to stay like this from the beginning, he closed his eyes, buried his face on the top of my head, and took a deep breath.

I was embarrassed because it felt like I was smelling his hair, but since he was breathing in and out repeatedly, I thought it wasn’t bad, so I decided to just leave it at that.

I never thought there would be someone who liked me, and I never dreamed that it would be Kylon who was possessed as a warrior in the game world.

With our bodies pressed close together, my ear touched his chest.

Kylon’s heart was pounding, his pulse tickling me, and my heart seemed to beat with his.

I couldn’t help but be conscious of it.