episode_0078

hello? This is Jenna.

This may be an unexpected confession, but I really like senior Dyers. When did you start liking me? well. I don’t know about that either.

When you first met and gave a strange greeting? When you get half a cream bun? When other people used me as bait to run away, but my senior saved me?

no. At first, I didn’t trust Senior Dyers. People who treat you well from the beginning are usually scammers or bad people.

But Senior Dyers was not a mean person.

Going back to the original story… When did I start liking my senior? I don’t know. At some point, I think it just happened naturally.

After meeting my senior, I stopped having the nightmares I always had.

There are many types of nightmares. It just reflects the past.

‘You bitch!! I know that if I die because of you, I will kill your mother too!!’

‘Are you crying? I’m crying because I did a good job! If you entered the dungeon, you should have been prepared to search through it!!’

‘This is why we didn’t accept orphans without parents.’

‘Hey, sister, please be patient. Since he’ll just be a porter in the dungeon anyway, he’ll be abandoned soon. Money? Of course I have no intention of giving it away. Puheup..!’

‘Ah~ Is she the bitch who left behind both her parents? It’s such a shame that things like that are so far away. Why are you discriminating against this poor guy?’

‘I really hate him. It’s dirty, it’s smelly, and you just laugh even when you curse at it all the time. How stupid must you be to just laugh when you curse at yourself? ‘It’s so pathetic.’

‘You don’t even know what we said to Ji.’

I’m not stupid. I also learned the imperial standard language very quickly.

I am not a deaf person. I remember everything that was said.

When my mom, dad, and younger brother were alive, the world seemed so warm.

‘How does our Jenna smile so beautifully?’

‘lol..’

‘honey..! Look at our Jenna. ‘Isn’t it so cute?’

‘huh. Dad is happiest when Jenna smiles.’

When I lost my entire family and started working as a mercenary to make a living, I realized I was stupid.

How much my mom and dad loved me.

“hi. Hehe.”

So I couldn’t help but laugh more. My family said I was happiest when I was smiling.

Because smiling doesn’t cost anything.

I know that people who swear at me actually have a good heart. Because I learned that everyone has a good heart.

Even people who get angry like that will be someone’s wife, head of household, mother, and father when they return home.

If you work as a mercenary where life and death come into question, you may get some criticism. You can just laugh about this.

But… I guess starting life as a mercenary with nothing was not easy.

‘evil..! ah..! ‘I’m sorry…!’

‘sister! He’s really going to die!’

‘Let go! This bastard stole my shoes…! Blow fast! Where did you go!! ‘I got it from a noble boy!!’

‘evil! Argh! I… I really didn’t steal it…’

‘Now you’re even lying. I accepted you as a beggar with nowhere to go, but you returned the favor with vengeance. hey. ‘Bring the iron pata there.’

‘Hang in there! Then what are you going to do if you die?!’

‘die? Then it would be even better. You don’t even have to give me money. Yes, it’s a leech. Let’s die today.’

The seniors in the mercenary group called me ‘leech.’ They say the red hair looks like blood from leeches. It’s strange. Everyone in my family liked it because it was pretty.

‘Hehe, hehe. Hehehe..’

‘Smile? Leech… I’m saying this because you’re going to die today, but isn’t your smile really creepy? ‘What kind of psychopath are you?’

‘Hehe.. heeheehee… hee..’

‘…Stop laughing you creepy bitch!!!’

That day I was literally on the verge of death. I found out later that the culprit was the person next to me who tried to stop me.

There were many days when I was hurt, but that day remains particularly memorable. I also felt like a leech.

So I asked my colleague. ‘Do I look like a leech?’

The answer was worse than expected. When a leech is in danger, it bites and bleeds, but you are no better than a leech because all you can do is laugh.

When I thought about it, it turned out to be true. I was a human being worse than a leech.

I couldn’t help but laugh at my colleague’s answer. Because smiling doesn’t cost money.

However, my heart, which should have felt at ease when I smiled, did not feel at all comfortable.

I was becoming more and more frustrated, as if maggots were gradually accumulating on a dying body.

My heart was so tightly shut that I thought about dying, and there was no sign of it letting up.

So, I don’t know if you asked.

‘At that time… why did you call me the main character?’

When I was working as a mercenary, I was criticized and beaten a lot.

Even though I entered the academy of my dreams, I was betrayed by others and was on the verge of being killed by wolves. It’s definitely time for criticism.

Why don’t you blame me?

Why is this person so different from other people?

Why on earth did he end up hurting himself to save a leech like me? I’d just feel bad…

‘You may not have been the main character of your life until now. However, at Beatus Academy, you are the main character of your life.’

It looks like he got a head injury from a wolf. A leech couldn’t be the main character.

‘I’m saying don’t forget that fact like a fool. When you’re having a hard time, say you’re having a hard time, and when you’re happy, say you’re happy.’

Weird. It’s strange.

My heart, which felt like it was about to explode, continues to pump as if it has found its way again. As if it was going to explode.

For some reason, my eyes became blurry and I couldn’t speak. Why is that so?

I covered up my increasingly blurry eyes with a smile and asked a question. I don’t know what you’re talking about. It’s something I’ve never heard before.

‘It means you don’t have to force your smile.’

It’s still something I don’t understand. I do not understand. Stupid me, I still don’t know why you saved me.

Hero.

Ah, now I understand.

that’s right. As Dyers said, I was the main character!

Even in the moment of being treated unfairly, there is no need to smile. So, I’m going to laugh now.

‘Puh…huh..’

This laugh is not a laugh for the sake of laughing.

It’s a smile that I only show in front of Dyers because I want to smile.

Dyers is blessed. Because this is a precious smile. I only showed it to my family.

‘…don’t force your smile.’

‘I didn’t force my smile. Fu, heh heh!’

I don’t know how long it’s been since I laughed this much.

therefore…

“Do you know what Senior Dyers’ past was like?”

So, please don’t try to drive a wedge between me and him in front of me.

It’s been so hard, but it’s okay to be a little happy.

“Of course it’s not a lie. Because I know that man better than anyone else.”

So, please don’t tell me you know him better than me.

It makes me feel frustrated, like my heart is about to burst.

therefore,

“Latina senior. I’m really sorry. Honestly, it’s a bit ugly.”

please.

.

After hearing her harsh words through the ghost, I ran quickly.

There are more than one or two parts that have changed from the original, and if they become even more different, it will be a headache.

Latina, who heard Jenna’s outspoken remarks, seemed shocked and became mute. Are you hurt?

In the original, why did the main character, who never lost his smile even when he was hurt, become a person who hurts others?

I couldn’t hide the disappointment I felt from Laonzena.

I believed it.

I’m just saying you won’t change.

“What were the two of you talking about?”

“Ah, is your senior here?! I didn’t say much~ I just..”

As I approached the two people, Laonzena grabbed my arm as if she was happy to see me. I threw my arm away.

“…Senior?”

” asked. What did we talk about?”

Jenna’s pupils shake at my cold attitude. After all, he must be hiding something.

I grabbed her shoulder.

“Gap, why are you acting like this all of a sudden, senior… I..”

“Answer quickly. Why on earth did you..”

Has it changed that much? Those words couldn’t continue.

“…Ha.”

Because the Latina opened her mouth.

“Dyers. Let go of that hand right now. What are you doing to junior Jenna?”

Jenna opened her mouth slightly as if she was genuinely surprised by her words.

I let go of her shoulder.

Even though she heard harsh words, Latina remained calm.

What kind of conversation was going on between them?

“Yes. Well done.”

As I obeyed obediently, the Latina smiled and approached Jenna’s side.

I thought he was trying to whisper to me so I wouldn’t hear him, but I can hear him because I still share hearing with the ghost.

What Latina said to Jenna, who was angry for some reason…

“I’ll show you how ugly it can get. You can look forward to it.”

Laonzena’s eyes sharpened at once. The eyes must have been filled with tremendous anger.

“…come to your senses..! Why are you doing this all of a sudden?”

Despite her scary eyes, the Latina did not change her eyes and kept smiling. Then he grabbed my sleeve.

Jenna’s eyes become more fierce. Now it is indistinguishable from the eyes of an animal.

“What are you doing?”

“I forgot one thing. Dyers, you definitely ‘retired’ rather than ‘expulsed’ from the student council, right?”

“…You, no way.”

Exit and retirement are completely different concepts. This is because there is a legal obligation to hand over the retirement of the student council.

It’s an issue that has been overlooked because Latinas hate me to the point of death.

“I’m still not good enough, so please come to the student council starting tomorrow. Oh, and…”

She continued speaking while gently stroking Jenna’s head.

“Please refrain from ‘private meetings’ as much as possible. Well, I won’t have time for that in the future anyway.”

Latina smiled brightly, as if she was satisfied.

Fucked.