episode_0077

I heard that the Village Elder had passed away.

They said he drew his last breath not long after I left Breezedon.

The following month, Madrina Grandma’s illness worsened, and she also passed away.

I cried when I first heard the news.

And beneath the trees of rest for the deceased, I prayed that they had safely returned to the embrace of the Divine Dragon-nim.

A somber atmosphere hung over the entire village.

Also, how should I put it, they seemed overwhelmed. Everyone looked busy.

Even though Marvin Uncle was somehow holding things together.

Everyone’s eyes showed fear of the winter that was fast approaching.

The lively feeling of summer was gone.

The Imperial Physician-nim left a letter behind.

The letter stated that even if Ritsu was given Dienbus, he wouldn’t wake up immediately.

It said that because Enbus, the paralyzing poison, had spread throughout his body, it would take time for Dienbus to completely neutralize the toxin.

It was written that Ritsu’s consciousness would be the last to return, starting with his internal organs.

So, it advised not to be anxious and to continue caring for him until the very end, just as before.

Instead of Sherry Aunt, who had been caring for Ritsu until now, I decided to take on the nursing.

The nursing wasn’t that difficult.

It involved periodically letting a few sips of water flow into his mouth and turning his body five times a day to prevent bedsores.

Surprisingly, Ritsu had eaten almost no food and hadn’t excreted anything for 50 days, they said. He also breathed incredibly slowly.

He was, in essence, no different from a tree.

However, after being given Dienbus, changes slowly began to appear.

Color returned to his pale face, and occasionally his fingers or toes twitched.

I stayed by Ritsu’s side all day.

They said that if I kept telling him things, his consciousness might return faster, so I told him stories from Deseo or read him books.

Very thin porridge. Saltwater.

I carefully prepared and fed him regularly.

When Ritsu opens his eyes someday.

With the thought that I hoped he would look at me first…

I waited joyfully.

A few days later.

Casually tidying the bedding, I realized the blanket was completely soaked.

It was urine.

Good news.

The Imperial Physician-nim had written that this phenomenon was very normal.

The circulation of food being digested and then leaving the body.

The return of that extremely natural process for a human meant that, finally, all of his internal organs had begun to function properly.

Now, all that remained was for Ritsu to open his eyes.

“Wow-!”

Overjoyed, I spun around holding the wet blanket.

Then it dawned on me.

Looking at Ritsu’s pants, they were also soaked.

To clean him up, I would have no choice but to… take off his pants.

“I’m sorry, Ritsu,” I whispered softly.

I grasped the pants around his waist and pulled them down.

Slither-.

“……!”

And something flesh-colored popped out before my eyes.

It was Ritsu’s… ‘that thing’.

I quickly averted my gaze.

As much as I was embarrassed, Ritsu would be embarrassed too, right?

I tried my best not to look in that direction and began to clean up.

I quickly removed the blanket and changed the bedsheet.

Now, all I had to do was change him into the clean, dry new pants I had prepared.

“…….”

Somehow, my gaze couldn’t help but go there.

Ritsu’s ‘that thing’…

I calmly exhaled.

Sherry Aunt always takes a nap around this time.

No one would come into this room.

It couldn’t be helped.

Right.

I sat primly by Ritsu’s side.

And slowly, I examined it.

“Wow…”

It’s amazing when you look closely.

Black hair grew like a small bush.

Between the saggy pouch, there was a core peeking out.

This was the first time I had seen a man’s genitals up close like this.

My heart pounded, and I felt dazed.

How should I put it, it seemed somewhat inhuman.

To have such a peculiar thing attached to a man’s body.

It was a strange feeling.

“…….”

As I quietly watched, a memory suddenly flashed through my mind.

…Fosao Uncle.

Uncle’s bulging pants definitely… felt like they contained an enormous size.

Ritsu’s was very small and shriveled.

So, this can also… get as big as Uncle’s?

A man’s genitals getting bigger.

The prostitute unnies called that ‘erection,’ didn’t they?

I lightly poked it with the tip of my fingernail.

It only wiggled slightly; there was no change.

This time, I gently pushed it with my finger.

It swayed here and there like a reed blown by the wind.

“Hehe-.”

It was fun, like playing with a roly-poly toy.

It seemed cute. And lovely.

What is this? Will it hurt if I touch it?

I poked the wrinkly, shriveled pouch once.

“…Huh?”

Suddenly, the penis twitched slightly. And soon, it slowly began to raise its head.

“Huh? Huh?”

I hastily pulled my hand away.

Its appearance, twitching and rising on its own, was like a sunflower lifting its head.

The penis, which had been slowly rising, soon swelled significantly and stood tall towards the ceiling.

“Ah…”

It was embarrassing.

Ritsu had an erection because of my hand.

Yet Ritsu was sound asleep…

Tap.

I tapped the upright cock with my finger.

It didn’t wobble.

It was as if something hard was inside it.

“Amazing…”

It had curves. The skin was divided. The ‘pouch’ was somewhat bulging.

The more closely I looked, the more peculiar a man’s genitals truly were.

Except for the slightly uncomfortable smell from not being washed for a long time.

“Ritsu, wait a moment. I’ll wash you.”

I cleaned the surrounding area with a wet cloth.

Even his thighs and buttocks. I meticulously wiped him in place of Ritsu, who couldn’t bathe.

Even after a long time had passed.

“…….”

For some reason, the erect penis showed no sign of subsiding.

This was a problem.

Sherry Aunt would wake up from her nap soon.

I couldn’t put his pants on him like this, so I covered him with the blanket for now.

Rustle-.

Even covered, the bulging outline was visible.

Fortunately, it slowly went down after a short while.

My face flushed hot.

“I’ll-I’ll be back after doing the laundry, Ritsu. Just wait a moment!”

Holding the wet blanket and bedsheet, I rushed out.

* * *

That night, I could barely fall asleep.

I made a bed next to Ritsu and lay down.

I kept thinking about the erect penis I had seen during the day.

While feeling like I had done something embarrassing, I also had this worry.

If I marry Ritsu… it’ll be like that, won’t it?

A man’s genitals.

And a woman’s genitals meeting.

I extended my fingers and stroked my lower abdomen.

Ritsu’s ‘that thing’… comes right in here?

Just imagining that made me shiver.

‘……So, a woman’s vagina changes to match the shape of the man who breaks her hymen. Because it tears enough to bleed-.’

The prostitute unnies said the first experience was painful.

They said it varied from person to person, but if both the man and woman had no experience, it would be clumsy and painful.

Indeed… thinking of such a ‘strange thing’ entering my body, it seemed like it would hurt.

But if it’s Ritsu.

I could endure the pain and accept it.

Ritsu is kind, so he’ll be gentle.

He’s smart, so he’ll quickly become skillful even if it’s his first time.

And we can tell just by looking into each other’s eyes!

He’ll adapt well to my feelings.

Thinking like that made me happy.

Wriggle. Wriggle.

Before I knew it, my fingers reached below my lower abdomen.

That place was already slick and wet.

“Haa…”

Recalling Ritsu’s ‘that place’ from earlier, I wiggled my fingers and rubbed.

Somehow… I think I’ve become a little lewd…

My aunts probably wouldn’t forgive this.

They had strictly warned me to live a life of abstinence until marriage.

But… for some reason, I couldn’t stop my fingers.

“Haat…!”

Ritsu’s ‘thing’ was incredibly spirited.

The size…

I squeezed my eyes shut.

When I thought of the size, there was naturally only one thing to compare it to.

After all, besides Ritsu, the only other man’s genitals I had seen up close…

…were Uncle’s.

Although I hadn’t seen the actual thing.

Its size was so massive that it couldn’t be hidden even by baggy pants.

The prostitute unnies jokingly said that occasionally, there were men in this world with a stallion’s genitals.

Fosao Uncle gave off exactly that impression.

Wriggle.

Could such a large thing really fit into a woman’s body?

……I’m small, so it’s definitely impossible for me.

Perhaps the wife who marries Uncle might find it a bit overwhelming.

“Eung…♥”

Ritsu’s was smaller than Uncle’s.

Fortunately, I thought it would fit my body perfectly.

“Haat…! Haa…”

The more I rubbed, the hotter and more humid it became.

Gentle waves rose.

Just a little more…

Just a little more now, and it feels like it’ll happen…

Creak-.

Suddenly, the sound of a door opening came from the living room.

“……!”

Startled, I immediately pulled my hand away.

My heart pounded loudly.

I strained my ears and listened to the sound.

It seemed Sherry Aunt was going to the outhouse in the middle of the night.

I clenched my hands tightly.

My body, which had been heated, cooled down.

Why hadn’t I heard it?

I… usually woke up easily to even small sounds because my hearing was sharp at night.

Was it because I was too absorbed in masturbation?

To not notice until Aunt passed right by me…

I must be an idiot. Me…

I pulled up the blanket and clutched my hands.

Slick.

“……!”

Suddenly, the space between my thighs became warm.

As if all the fluid from just now was pouring out.

But it wasn’t a normal feeling.

It was different from the fluid that came out from masturbation.

It had a much stickier and unpleasant, gummy sensation.

“Ah.”

Now that I thought about it, it was about time for that period to come.

With an anxious heart, I slightly lifted the blanket.

Dark red blood flowed down between my thighs.

The sudden rising, metallic smell.

“…….”

As expected.

My period had started.