episode_0077
by fnovelpiaHazel tried to hide something from me yesterday, and considering that the abortion-related search was done early this morning, Hazel must have headed to the obstetrics and gynecology clinic.
No matter what the situation is, you have to stop it first.
The hysteria of a mother who had to voluntarily weed out the object of her maternal love is simply unbearable.
And of course, the target of Hazel’s hysterics is limited to me. I don’t have the confidence to handle that. So you have to stop it.
“Please answer the phone…! Why the fuck don’t I accept it like this? ”
I kept calling Hazel, but it never worked.
As the ringtone continued, my insides became more and more burned, but my anxiety didn’t solve anything.
So, even if Hazel tried to call an obstetrics and gynecology clinic that she could go to, there were not one or two obstetrics and gynecology clinics in Seoul, and this method was completely unable to solve the problem.
“Mr. Ha… Ah, yes…!”
Still, I thought I should have gone to the nearest obstetrics and gynecology clinic, so I called the obstetrics and gynecology clinic closest to my house.
Fortunately, it took less than a minute for the call to be connected.
“Uh, mom…! I’m in a hurry right now, so…”
[under···. I’m currently receiving treatment. Talk briefly.]
Even though he made the call during the treatment, the way he sighed and answered nervously as soon as he answered the phone made it seem like he was facing something unusual.
Still, since I had to solve something urgent, I asked the question regardless.
“At the hospital now… Are there any tall women? Bigger than me…”
[······Are there one or two women bigger than you? Right now, I’m bigger than you.]
“Ah, no… A little too big…! Over 185…”
[hmm···.]
Even though my mother treated me as a nuisance, she was lost in thought for a moment when she heard that I was a woman taller than 185cm. After a while, he opened his mouth again.
[Why is that?]
I expected the answer to be ‘no’, but my mom asked me another question. I saw hope here. I guess I asked because there was something there.
“It’s because I’m in a hurry…! My hair is blonde… uh···. Jo, you’re so fucking pretty…!”
Normally, I would have slowly pictured Hazel in my head and described her appearance in detail. But right now, I was so urgent that I had no choice but to stop at just talking about the general characteristics.
[This is a patient currently being treated. Why are you doing this?]
Mom’s hopeful words followed. I was relieved to find Hazel faster than expected, and my legs relaxed and I fell to the floor.
“Haa···. Is it true…? Why are you receiving treatment…?”
[How can I tell you that? There is definitely such a thing as privacy.]
Originally, medical records are very important information that should not be leaked to anyone other than the patient.
Even if it is your son, arbitrarily revealing the medical details of a patient who is a complete stranger can be quite problematic. I didn’t think of this.
“Ah, no… Well, then please ask that person to answer my phone call…! I have something urgent to say… You can do that much…”
[under···. I understand first.]
Normally, my mother would have refused such a request due to her personality, but seeing my nervous side, which she rarely saw, seemed to have weakened her heart a little.
“uh… Thank you…”
[I’ll stop the treatment first and send you to the waiting room, so let’s resolve it amicably. please.]
Seeing as they are saying that it must be resolved amicably, it is presumed that they were receiving counseling regarding the abortion issue.
It’s the same with the fact that he was nervous from the moment he answered the phone, the other now that he’s relieved, and the fact that he’s actively helping.
Although she doesn’t tell me directly, it seems like the mother is convinced that I am the culprit and is trying to use me to prevent the abortion.
“I’m just going to the hospital, so hold me there so I can’t go anywhere…!”
[Ugh… Yes.]
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After I hung up the phone, I immediately drove to the hospital at full speed.
I threw open the hospital door and hurried inside to find Hazel, who had been refused medical treatment without knowing why, sitting on the sofa in front of the counter, staring blankly at the ceiling.
“Hey, Hazel…!”
“Uh…?”
Hazel turned her head towards me only when I called her name. A look of confusion was evident on his face as he looked at me.
“Master, why on earth are you here…?”
“Ah, anyway, abortion is a bit…!”
As soon as the word ‘abortion’ came out of my mouth, the eyes of the people in the waiting room focused on us.
Since I couldn’t continue the conversation here under the spotlight, I had to drag Hazel somewhere to continue the conversation.
“, let’s go out first… It’s a bit awkward to talk here…”
“······I understand.”
Fortunately, Hazel readily accepted my offer, and I took her straight down to the parking lot.
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I brought Hazel down and put her in the car. There is no space as private as the inside of a car.
“Over there…”
“You are more perceptive than I thought.”
I tried to start the conversation by speaking first, but it was Hazel who stopped the conversation.
“Yes…?”
“Actually, all I knew was that my master was aware of my pregnancy.”
Well, he suddenly bought me a lot of fruit out of the blue, went on an outing I didn’t normally do, and seemed to care so much, so there’s no way Hazel, who is observant, didn’t notice.
“I was praying in my heart that you would just pretend not to know, and that if I tried to make it up like it never happened, you would come to the hospital and ruin the plan.”
Hazel closes her eyes and speaks quietly, seemingly calm. However, as evidenced by the extremely direct expression and accusatory tone, Hazel seemed to think my behavior was foolish and was irritated.
“But, still, abortion…!”
“Ha···. So, if you give birth as is without deleting it, what advantage is there?”
“That’s right… Having a child is a happy thing…!”
Of course, this is a formula that does not work in my relationship with Hazel. Because I hate this bitch.
“I’m happy. Don’t say things you don’t mean.”
And that’s a fact Hazel knows well.
“In the first place, the owner’s feelings toward me were complete hatred, so it is natural that children born of rape are treated as mere burden or worse.”
Hazel opened her mouth in earnest and began to use extreme words and actions harshly, leaving no time for me to intervene.
“Tell me honestly. Have you ever felt a feeling of fatherly love after just finding out that you were pregnant?”
“······”
Not only do I not know what the feeling of fatherly love is in the first place, I have never felt anything that even vaguely resembles fatherly love.
That’s why I couldn’t answer.
“Look at that. You couldn’t even answer. And what are you trying to prevent? Don’t do something you don’t mean to.”
“No, but… If you give birth and raise it well…”
“In the past, you couldn’t raise even a single dog properly and threw it away, but you must be very good at raising a child who is like a piece of luggage.”
Hazel’s tone became more intense, and her vocabulary became considerably harsher.
Now, it seems that the anger that was suppressed inside is slowly pouring out as emotions rise.
“I’m so ashamed of the person I used to be in the past who was just happy to be pregnant. If I had thought about it a little more deeply, I would have quietly erased it and gone back to my daily life without even noticing it.”
I don’t know what to do when Hazel, who seemed like she would be happy if I stopped her from having an abortion, actually reacts like this.
I was trying to figure out how to deal with it, but as I listened to Hazel’s harsh complaints, my mind suddenly went blank and I couldn’t think of anything.
I didn’t say anything because I felt like if I opened my mouth for no reason, I would only upset him.
“If you’re just doing this because you’re worried that I’ll erase the child and cause hysteria, then don’t worry too much. I plan to stay away for a while until I come to my senses.”
“Oh, no, but…”
“It seems like you’ve already achieved everything you wanted. Then, is your business done?”
-Sweet!
Hazel arbitrarily decided that there was no need to talk anymore and opened the car door roughly.
-Boom!
And as soon as he got out of the car, he closed the door with such force that a loud crack was heard.
“Uh, where are we going…!”
When I saw that, I quickly got out of the car and chased after Hazel.
“I’m going to finish what I was doing. If you follow me, I will personally cut off both your legs for you. Just know that.”
After hearing Hazel’s bloody threat, I had no choice but to freeze on the spot.
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