episode_0077

okay.

I also said I would escape from the apartment in style.

He also said he would change his fate.

Everything is good. It was good, but my thoughts changed the next morning.

I knew it from the moment I opened my eyes in bed.

It’s not time yet.

With the ability of a librarian, one can see the future.

Although there are many limitations, it is possible to outline the outlines of major events.

A helper should have come to the 7th floor by now.

Not a single mosquito, let alone a person, comes here.

This is the limit of my abilities.

Vulnerability to external variables.

And because the scope of seeing the future is narrow, it is usually impossible to know what variables were at play.

All I knew was that it would be late anyway.

I’m sure it’s coming, but I don’t know when.

“Ugh… … .”

There’s nothing I can do right now, so I’ll have to spend my daily life here for a while.

And just because it was daily life, it did not mean there were no crises.

A little while ago.

I groan and curl up.

“Augh.”

My stomach is pulling and aching. It just hurts.

I tried to check the state of my body with insight, but soon gave up.

Anyone can see that.

menstruation.

It’s easy to check your condition, but if you check it with your own eyes… … .

I felt like my heart would break.

I’m not even mentally ready yet.

It’s not that I haven’t thought about it. Still, I thought it wasn’t me.

It’s been a few weeks since I became a woman, and I haven’t felt anything similar, let alone menstrual cramps.

Perhaps my cycle was delayed due to stress.

It’s hard to count how many times I’ve come close to death.

Every time I go somewhere, I hear monsters, incidents, disaster broadcasts… … . Especially recently, it has been a truly arduous march.

“Huh. Ugh… … .”

I got up and sat down with my back against the wall.

Then, I placed my thighs tightly against my stomach and wrapped my arms around him.

The body is curled up like a hedgehog.

If I don’t do this, I feel like I’ll be rolling around in real pain.

I was relieved to hear that people with this severe condition are rare.

Was I an exception? Or is it worse because of stress?

If you think about it, this is also karma.

fatigue. stress. Irregular sleep and bad eating habits.

They say this is the main cause of severe menstrual cramps, and I did all of them.

Is that why?

Every time I move, the pain is so intense that I can’t even move properly.

“Fuck fuck fuck… … .”

I cursed wildly and pulled the blanket over my head.

Why do I have to go through this?

It’s something that isn’t even in the list of things to do, but it seems like it’s too obvious.

After lying down for a while, I finally got up.

It took time, but my body, which had transformed into a woman, eventually adapted to the pain.

I have already told you what to do in this situation.

Not long after I arrived at the apartment. These were the things Daju said while holding me.

At that time, all I could think about was making fun of myself, but now it’s unexpectedly helpful.

First, apply a warm pack.

I also packed this all at home.

“Heh.”

I felt elated for a moment, then quit.

As I was filling my water bag with warm water alone, I felt a sudden rush of shock.

Chak-

I lay down on the bed again and hugged the warm pack.

The pain is definitely less. It seems like I got sleepy again later on.

After all, the time is now 6 in the morning.

It was closer to dawn than morning. Maybe it was because I was sick, but I woke up early.

It should feel better by the time we all eat breakfast together.

This isn’t going to continue like this, is it?

In the morning, we all gather together to check on each other’s condition.

Although the 7th floor is the safest place in this apartment, something could happen overnight.

Does it hurt?

Is your mind sane? I wonder if I have gone crazy.

It’s a habit for everyone’s safety, but right now, I feel more anxious about it.

“Ugh.”

For a moment, it didn’t just hurt in the morning.

I feel like I’m not eating properly, and my body keeps getting saggy.

Still, I eat while pretending to be okay as best as I can.

“Why is Dabin so weak today?”

Heo Yoon looks at me worriedly.

“I guess it’s because I didn’t sleep well last night. I’m sleepy.”

“Really?”

“Yes.”

I can never say it with my mouth.

If I were to be honest, it could really break my heart.

I feel like I’m admitting to myself that I’ve become a real woman… … .

I made eye contact with Choi Se-rim, but I quickly averted my gaze.

Everyone is still eating.

Fortunately, the only people who noticed my condition were Heo Yoon and Choi Se-rim.

The rest are just eating as usual.

In my heart, I want to go home and lie down right now.

If you get up and go out alone, other people will only worry more.

This period is 3 to 4 days. Did you say it was a bit long, about a week?

Let’s move on quietly. quietly.

“Dabin. Are you very tired?”

“Yes?”

Serim Choi spoke in a friendly voice.

“If you’re having a hard time, you can go in first.”

“No. I’m just a little sleepy.”

“Um… … . Really?”

It’s a voice we all already know.

That’s because Choi Se-rim can read thoughts.

This can be prevented if you are conscious of it, but in normal times it is impossible.

I spoke with my thoughts.

‘Please don’t tell anyone else.’

Serim Choi just smiles quietly as if she thinks I’m cute.

‘huh? Why is Dabin like that? ‘

‘… … ‘Just don’t say it.’

‘Did you take your medicine? I could get it from the warehouse.’

‘I am at home. I ate it earlier too. ‘About three hours ago.’

In that respect, I am very grateful for my sister’s consideration.

‘okay. Dabin, fighting!’

‘yes… … .’

He didn’t say anything until the end and only expressed his support with his eyes.

“Then I will go in first.”

“Huh? Do you go first?”

“Yes.”

“Goodbye Dabin!”

Grumble-

I got up from the table and went back to room 704 where I was staying.

There is nothing else to do. Let’s keep quiet for the next few days. Because it has been going too far.

Even if it is not for that period, it is necessary to save energy.

When a helper comes.

A lot of things will happen from then on.

I lay back on the bed and hugged the warm water bag.

But no matter how much I think about it, it’s unfair.

Why am I going through this?

***

Now on day 2.

As if being in pain all day wasn’t enough, the feeling came again the next morning.

I’m slowly starting to get annoyed.

Knock knock-

“Oppa! Come out and eat!”

Thump thump thump!

“You said you were tired yesterday, but you didn’t die, right?”

I sighed and opened the door.

“Wow! It’s out!”

A playful voice.

Daju Yoon was standing in front of the door.

“Okay. I didn’t die. Why.”

“Thank goodness.”

“I’d rather die.”

Daju glances at me and smiles.

It may seem like a cute look at first glance, but now I know it. That’s Daju Yoon’s expression before she did something that crossed the line.

“What is it? Tell me.”

“That’s it. Maid uniform. I thought about it, wouldn’t it be fun to wear what I wore last time again? So I looked for something else in the warehouse.”

Daju took out his cell phone with a serious face.

On the screen, you can see a photo taken in a warehouse.

“This time, let’s go with a swimsuit.”

It’s really absurd.

Daju Yoon is a really crazy bitch. Some people have stomachaches right now and can’t move properly, but I was very excited.

“Why should I do that?”

“Yes?”

“I’m tired so please stay still. Can’t you see I’m not in a good condition right now?”

“… … .”

Daju quietly looks at me and tilts his head.

“Oppa, I think it’s a little different from usual. Same as yesterday.”

“No? It’s exactly the same? And if people like you keep harassing everyone, this is what happens.”

Then he nods as if he understands.

“Ah, I understand what it is. Oppa, I mean,”

“Daju.”

I interrupted in a cold voice.

It was the most threatening voice I’ve ever heard in my life.

No matter how much you do it, it’s enough to make you hesitate for a moment.

“Yes?”

“If you don’t stop there, you too may end up bleeding.”

Puff puff.

I pretended to pick my stomach with my hand.

“Right now.”

“Huh?”

Daju Yoon opens her eyes wide and takes a step back.

I didn’t expect this to happen, but he seemed genuinely embarrassed.

Why are you acting like that all of a sudden?

“Oppa, so that.”

“What?”

“I really didn’t know. I thought you were just a little depressed… … .Cheer up.”

Empty!

Then he closed the door and went out into the hallway.

“Ah.”

Now my body is shaking and my hands have no strength.

“Fuck.”

I really feel like I’m going to die.

***

As the night went on, my physical condition quickly improved.

The heavy feeling in my lower abdomen has reduced a lot, and I now have time to look at things.

Let’s do some reading first.

A corner of the living room.

Ever since the day I came back from the library, my bag has been sitting there.

I picked out only the things I needed from among the numerous books.

Even so, there are more than 20 volumes. Each one is thick and weighs a lot.

I barely managed to pick up my bag and throw it on the bed.

Tooung-

A bag falling with a heavy sound.

I sat down next to him and unzipped my bag.

[Principles of this ability and its understanding]

[Memetic killing agent management/response manual]

[Occult]

These are all strange titles.

If there was a book with the same title in an ordinary library or bookstore, it would most likely be a scammer’s business operation.

It must have been full of strange pseudo-religious content.

However, the sources of these books are not ordinary, even if they are empty words.

Information taken from the Infinite Library and the Wanderers’ Library.

They are dangerous, but at the same time, knowing them can be powerful.

Knowledge is power.

I chose one of the books and turned the pages.

There are many supernatural phenomena in the world.

It was time to try one of them.

The materials needed are as follows:

– Paper and pen

– Memetic killer

– Some human blood and flesh

– Candlelight

– Plenty of space

– A young woman who will participate in the ceremony.

Coincidentally, I have it all.

It made me feel a little sick to admit that last line, but I decided to move on.

It’s true that I am a virgin. For now.

And, there is one most important ingredient left.

– Talking cell phone.