episode_0077

# 77

“…….”

“I… I don’t know why I did it either…. I knew I shouldn’t, but my mind felt fuzzy…. Oppa Ji-oh kept whispering in my ear, telling me my body was pretty… praising me. So I just… felt even better……”

“So… you stripped. All by yourself.”

“……Th-that… yes. I took everything off and stood… naked in front of Oppa Ji-oh. I thought he would touch me, but… he just sat still on the bed. So I closed my eyes tight… and stayed still… until he asked if I wanted to be touched. I… couldn’t answer, so I just nodded……”

“…….”

“Then he said that wasn’t enough. That unless I made it clearer, he wouldn’t do anything. No kissing… not even licking my ear… he just suddenly said that. At first, I panicked… but when he started playing with his phone and wouldn’t touch me at all… my body just felt… desperate……”

“……You asked… him to touch you?”

“………Yes… I did……”

My head is spinning.

Se-ah said she was raped, but listening to her story so far, it just sounds like… she was swept up by a man and wanted it herself.

I initially thought she’d been forced from the start, but… was that not the case?

This… doesn’t feel like listening to an account of assault. More like… hearing about Se-ah’s first time.

“How… did it happen?”

“Uh… at first, I just said… *Please…* in a small voice. But Ji-oh oppa acted like he didn’t hear……. I didn’t know what to do. My body kept getting hotter… I just wanted him to touch me already… to kiss me already… until I finally convinced myself to say what was on my mind. So I said it louder this time—*Oppa, please touch me…*”

“Then?”

“But Oppa Ji-oh kept staring at his phone… moving his fingers like he was texting someone… so… I tried to be sexier. I wanted his attention. So I spoke in a teasing voice—*Ji-oh Oppa… this is the first time I’ve ever shown my naked body to a man… You’re my first… Please look at me and touch me… however you want…*”

God……

I can’t believe Se-ah actually said those words herself.

The same Se-ah I’d thought was still a child… teasing a man like that……

“Th-then… Ji-Ji-oh Oppa suddenly pulled me into his arms, laid me on the bed, and… my chest… and… th-that… place……”

“……That place?”

“Th-the… the spot that’s embarrassing to say……”

I know where she means.

But… I wanted to hear her say it.

“Can you say it clearly?”

“Uh… w-well… m-my… p-p-pussy……”

Fuck.

I want to stroke myself, but I can’t do that in front of Se-ah…

I clenched my jaw and kept listening.

“Oppa used his hands to… touch my pussy… spreading me open with his fingers… stroking my clit as it got hard……”

The image of Se-ah being violated forms in my mind.

“H-he… p-pushed his fingers… in and out of my pussy… asking if I felt good… I couldn’t answer, so I just nodded……”

That bastard Ji-oh wrapping himself around Se-ah, fingering her pussy as hard as he wanted.

“While his other hand… pulled at my nipples… At first, it hurt, but the more he did it, the better it felt……”

The sight of him savoring every inch of Se-ah’s naked body—one I’d never seen before.

“So…?”

“So… I just let him keep touching me wherever he wanted… My lips… my ears… my chest was kissed and sucked… and my pussy… had fingers shoved inside……”

It hurts knowing Se-ah just… gave in and got turned on without resisting.

“B-but then… Oppa suddenly stopped touching my pussy… and asked if I’d ever done *this* before… if it was my first time having… sex……”

“It… was your first time?”

“…Yes. It was my first time. I told him that… too.”

So it really was her first time.

For her first experience to be like this…

“But then, Oppa said *Perfect*… and suddenly got up and walked toward the door. I thought he was going to grab something… but… when it opened……”

Se-ah’s body trembles violently.

Her pupils lose focus, staring into thin air.

Like she’s remembering something terrifying.

“…Are you okay?”

“……S-sorry, Oppa. Just thinking about it… scares me……”

“……Was this when things got bad?”

Her demeanor was completely different from when she talked about meeting Ji-oh.

On that blackmail footage…

Right after the clip of Se-ah entering the hotel with Ji-oh…

The next clip showed the other six Gold Line thugs storming inside.

If I had to guess…

“Suddenly… the other Gold Line members barged into the room…! *Sob…!*”

Se-ah finally lets out the tears she’d been holding back.

I didn’t need to hear more to understand.

*This* was the assault Se-ah endured.

Ji-oh was one thing… I didn’t like it, but I could wrap my head around Se-ah being so infatuated that she went that far.

She said something felt off, but it might not have been entirely unpleasant.

But for all of Gold Line to gang up on Se-ah’s first time…

“*Sob…!* I-I’m sorry… Oppa…”

“…….”

Silently, I hand her a tissue.

Se-ah wipes her tears, but they don’t stop flowing.

“*Sniff…!* I was so shocked… I was still naked when… they all rushed in and started taking pitures…!”

……They even took pictures?

These fucking animals…

“They were laughing… betting on who’d go first… demanding money transfers like they’d won something… arguing over who’d take me first……”

I can vividly picture the scene.

Fucking thugs.

“I… tried hiding under the covers… but they yanked them off and laughed… saying I *wanted* Gold Line anyway… that they’d all take turns so I should just stay quiet…”

“……….”

“Yoo-han… went first. Said he was taking my virginity. …The others pulled out cameras to film… forced me to kiss him… started groping me……”

Yoo-han… must be another Gold Line member.

“Oppa Ji-oh… just sat there smoking, watching like he knew this would happen… I begged for help but no one…!”

“……….”

“I… In the end, Yoo-han just… forced himself in… It hurt so much… I was bleeding… but he didn’t care, just kept going…”

Stop.

“No condom… Nothing… I begged him not to cum inside… He said he’d pull out, but… then laughed and came inside anyway… called it an *accident*…”

That’s enough, Se-ah.

“Next was Tae-ho oppa… He pried my legs open… tried forcing himself in… I told him I just wanted to clean up… but he ignored me…”

I get it. Stop.

“And after him… then the next… They took turns… all of them finishing inside me……”

I get it……

“Passing me around… taking more pictures… making sure my face was visible… recording everything…”

Se-ah…

“I begged them to stop filming…! But they just…! *Sob…!* They wouldn’t listen… said if I didn’t cooperate… they’d call all the other unnies too…!”

Fucking hell…

Now they were threatening her too…

“I… I knew I was stupid… that it was my fault this happened… I could accept being violated… but not… not the unnies too…!”

Se-ah clutches her stomach, tears dripping down.

“All seven of them… said they’d only spare the others if I pleased them… Since I couldn’t handle it alone, they threatened to bring all of Sepia… So I… I begged… promised I’d satisfy them all myself…”

“……….”

“With my mouth… my hands… my pussy… Over and over until I lost count… They came all over my body…”

“…….”

“In my mouth… on my hands… my face… my hair… my chest… my stomach… my pussy… my ass… They coated me… Even after washing, I can still smell it……”

I pretend not to react.

Truthfully, I’d noticed a faint metallic scent from Se-ah earlier… but pointing it out would only make her cry harder.

“Th-then… in the end… they said all holes had to be used… even my… *hic…* even my… *sob…!*”

“……….”

I don’t know what to say.

How do you comfort someone who lost everything in one night—betrayed by the idols she trusted?

“Se-ah….”

I force calm into my voice as I call her name.

At the same time, I shift slightly.

I can’t let her notice.

That hearing my precious girl describe her gangrape has me painfully hard—I can’t let her see that.

“Oppa…! I’m sorry…! I should’ve listened…! Because of me, this happened…!”

“…Like I said before, it’s not your fault.”

“It is…! *Sob…!* It’s my fault… You told me not to… not to meet male idols…! *Hic…!* I should’ve been more careful…!”

“It’s not—”

“Wh-what if the unnies get hurt because of me…? If Gold Line threatens them… with my videos… they’ll definitely…!”

That can’t happen. The worst possible outcome.

“That’s why we’re going to stop it now.”

“……Huh?”

“Gold Line’s agency.”

Before I knew it, the car had arrived in front of the large, well-known company building.

We have to stop those bastards before they escalate everything.

But even now… I can’t help imagining all of Sepia being violated by Gold Line.