episode_0076

The moment the second semester began was the moment the countdown began.

In the second semester of my first year, I felt like I had to work hard to make sure I had a solid foundation before moving on to my second year, but it was also a semester where I was worried about whether I should memorize things I might forget because I would have to go to the military after my first year.

Shall we play? Or should I study?

Although it is said that I worry about the time in between, I sighed with a different concern than that.

Whenever I hear the word military, only confusion remains.

I had no idea why I had to go to a place like this.

They say that your teens are a time to learn, your 20s are a time for youth and play, your 30s are a time to work, and your 40s are a time to take responsibility for your family, but the fact that you are dedicating two years of your time to dedicating yourself to the nation did not seem so pleasant.

Let only those who want to go.

It was a simple complaint and complaint, but it was impossible not to go.

Even though he knew this, the reason he complained so much was that the time he had to leave his sister alone was increasing.

My sister depended on me and depended on me.

But that only applies when I’m watching over you. It’s human psychology to feel empty without someone, and when you feel empty, you look for something else.

That’s why I couldn’t help but be nervous.

I couldn’t trust myself, and I also couldn’t trust my sister.

I felt pitiful that I might not be able to trust one or both of them.

Still, it was something that could not be helped.

That’s because I didn’t want to give my older sister away to someone else, even if it was just a possibility, even if there was such a slim chance.

I wanted to keep it out of my hands from beginning to end, so I thought about it for a while.

I sighed and exhaled calmly.

Listening to lectures and trying to remember what to study was difficult, but having something else to worry about wasn’t such a good story either.

I felt like this situation made me realize that studying isn’t everything even if you’re a student.

“Ugh.”

There is no way, no way.

As I was sighing, I saw my older sister sitting on the sofa, humming to herself and watching TV.

I was nervous, but my sister seemed calm, as if she was regaining peace of mind.

You’re only that peaceful when you’re with me, right? Wouldn’t you be anxious if you were with someone else?

I’d rather be anxious.

I hope you feel anxious without me.

I wish you would write a letter saying you miss me every day.

Of course, I knew that my older sister would not go that far, so it was just a wish that I quietly put aside.

“Sister.”

“Huh?”

“Do you want to eat something?”

“… what? Snack?”

“Yes, a snack would be nice, or maybe I should go out to eat later.”

When I said that, my sister tilted her head.

It seemed like it wasn’t that hungry yet.

When I mentioned the keyword ‘food’, my older sister was thinking about food, but I was just desperately trying to figure out how to get her to focus on me while I was in the military rather than things like food.

“Then I’m not that hungry right now, so let’s have dinner.”

“Good. Should I think about what to eat?”

He spoke slyly and walked over to the sofa where his sister was leaning as if she was lying down.

And then I sat down next to my sister.

In fact, sitting next to me was so natural now that my sister was just humming without even looking at me.

He picked up the remote control and changed the channels, but soon, as if he had found a channel he liked, he put his hand down and was watching TV blankly.

When I glanced at my sister, she tilted her head and then glanced at me.

“… Why?”

“No, just?”

“Strange.”

I laughed bitterly at those words.

Although there has been some light skinship recently, there has been no deep skinship, so I felt like the connection has faded a little.

Of course, I tend to be self-respecting because it can be a problem if a deep relationship continues too long, but recently, I have been wondering if I am being too self-respectful.

So I leaned over and laid my back on the sofa.

I quietly closed my eyes as the sofa supported my entire body.

I moaned at the cool texture of the leather, then stretched out my right hand and scanned the area where my sister was.

As my hand lightly grazed my older sister’s neck, my older sister suddenly started shaking as if she didn’t know I was being touched.

“Oh? Well, what is it?”

Those eyes that glanced at me as if they were surprised or complaining were very attractive.

I felt like I was reflected in the soft brown eyes.

“… I just want to touch it.”

“Is it difficult to go to school?”

“Yes. It’s very difficult.”

Even though I said that, I didn’t stop my hand.

After touching my sister’s neck a few times, she was calmly accepting my touch as if she had gotten used to it.

I’ve done more than this, but it’s no wonder.

Beyond the line that had already been crossed, beyond the line that had been designated as the limit, nothing had much weight, so I was able to treat it lightly.

We’ve had sex, and we’ve seen each other naked all the time, but now he’s touching the back of my neck and my breasts, so what’s that big of a deal?

Thinking like that, I wrapped my arms around my sister’s neck as if I was clasping her shoulders and gently squeezed her breasts.

“ugh. Yah… ”

A trembling voice came out as if protesting to me.

Of course, it was too weak to be a protest and the voice seemed a little distorted.

“… why? It’s been a while since I did this.”

“… … .”

My sister didn’t say anything.

In the meantime, my sister and I both naturally tried not to do things, so we were able to live comfortably, and I realized that it was a relationship that could be broken at any time if one of us wanted to do it again.

“It’s so hard since vacation is over… I just wanted to vent today… ”

When I said that with a dying voice, my sister seemed to have nothing more to say and made a groaning sound, but then she just kept her mouth shut and accepted my touch.

It’s nice that you listen to me so well, but I can’t do this to other people, so how can I get my sister to only look at me? That thought was the only thing that bothered me.

In order to find the answer, I was continuing to contact my sister.

“… Is it that hard?”

“I don’t have any sisters at school, and I don’t feel like going to school.”

I meant it. In fact, I thought that if I went to the same school and department as my sister, I would have a lot of things to do, so I made sure to match my grades, but now that there is a one-year difference, the only thing I know is that it will be difficult to face the same school and the same subjects.

In addition, my older sister stopped going to school, so I couldn’t see her anymore, which I used to rarely see, so I felt a lot of regret.

When I was moaning like that, my older sister gently put her hand on my hand that was massaging my breast, held it, and said quietly.

“… Then should I go again?”

“Even if I go back to school, it’s next year, right?”

I said that and frowned.

“… What does it have to do with me going to school alone while I am in the military?”

When I frowned and lowered my voice as if to ask why my sister would say such a thing or as if she did not like what I had just said, my sister must have been startled, so she let go of my hand and lowered her head.

I just closed my eyes and moaned, not knowing what to do.

“I’m sorry. Come to think of it, I said I was going to the military. ”

“Just because my sister isn’t going, are you forgetting that I’m going to the military?”

When I asked the question as if I was puzzled, my sister was taken aback and then let out a moan.

“Oh, no… Sorry.”

In fact, there was no answer here.

It was more like just telling me to pay attention next time, not to forget next time, and not to be offended.

So, it wasn’t a one-dimensional problem like how to make me feel better or look better.

My sister glanced at me, whether she knew it or not, and repeatedly tried to say something.

Well, I won’t do that next time.

All I had to do was treat it like that, as long as I kept it, I could do anything.

As long as my sister doesn’t go against me, I do anything for her.

But if even that falls into the category of an act of defiance, my expression will turn cold.

That’s how to make a sister who listens well.

I was training my older sister.

“No.”

I spoke calmly as if nothing had happened.

Just a moment ago, the atmosphere that seemed like they were going to devour anyone was alleviated with just one word.

And after that, I just massaged my sister’s breasts with my hands again, as if I didn’t feel bad at all.

My older sister seemed a little guilty about the fact that she had made a mistake.

Looking at my sister like that, I felt like I just wanted to do it, but since she was drooping, I felt like I was still feeling a bit nervous, so I spoke as if giving an order.

“Sister, stick out your tongue.”

“Oh? Uh, yeah… Sigh.”

The pink tongue stuck out slightly.

I slowly put my face towards it, and soon our mouths met.

As I massaged my breasts, I felt a soft touch on my fingertips, and a stiff tongue moved between my lips.

I really enjoy this. I felt like the word would fit.

I felt like the corners of my mouth were going to go up.

Embracing those feelings, I lusted after my sister’s breasts and lips for several minutes.

As if to say, it’s mine and no one will give it to me.