episode_0076

1252 days.

Today, I decided to talk to my mom without telling my sister.

But my mother avoided talking to me and ran away to the basement.

No, if it was going to be like this, then why on earth did you give birth to me?

I thought about how to increase my mother’s favorability rating.

1253 days.

Today, I tried to talk to my mom without telling my sister.

But as expected, Mom just ran away to the basement.

I knocked hard on the door, calling out to my mother.

Mom didn’t come out.

In the meantime, my older sister came and we had to go out together.

I left the conversation and followed my older sister outside.

But I hear someone in pain in the basement?

But I think that might be my mistake.

Because my mom and dad get along well.

1254 days.

This time I tried to talk to my mom again.

But if you just try to have a conversation, it’s obvious that you’ll fail.

I started the conversation by giving my mom a small gift.

And today I managed to talk to my mom.

Although it was a conversation, only my mom spoke

Still, I was glad that we got to talk together.

But my mom says I’m possessed by the devil

Is this what you said, sister?

But my sister isn’t as bad as the devil

Why do people keep treating my sister like she’s the devil?

1255 days.

My mom and my sister fought.

And my mom’s body was covered in bruises, probably because she got scolded by her older sister.

I gave my mom some medicine as a gift.

Mom went into the basement and sobbed.

For the first time, I felt resentful towards my older sister.

1256 days.

After a long time, my father came out of the basement.

My father loved me

He offered me some sweet chocolate and suggested we eat it together.

But I couldn’t eat it.

It was because my mom took it from me.

It wasn’t the first time, but I felt resentful towards my mother.

1257 days.

This time, my dad came out of the basement.

Dad said hello to my sister

My sister ignored my father and passed by.

I guess I can’t see my dad in my sister’s eyes.

Dad ate the chocolate with a sad look on his face.

Mom hugged Dad and headed down to the basement.

Whenever I saw them, they were parents who seemed to be on really good terms.

1258 days.

Now, there is not much time left until ‘that day’.

Mom and Dad were still looking at each other with love

My sister was still training.

But since the day I said I was going to argue with Grigori

I find it strange that my sister doesn’t approach me first.

I felt like I had to have a conversation with my older sister tomorrow.

1259 days.

Today, after going out, I talked to my sister at night when everyone was asleep.

But my sister just ignored me and didn’t listen to me.

I was so surprised by my sister’s changed attitude that I burst into tears.

When I started to cry, my sister comforted me and told me her story.

I found out about my sister’s circumstances.

I’ve come to understand my sister a little better.

1260 days.

My sister’s education has begun.

The name of this training is Doubt.

It is named doubt because it means to question and think about everything.

My older sister told me to be suspicious of all women first.

So, I suspected my sister at first.

But I didn’t see anything strange about my older sister.

My older sister forced a smile on my face and praised me for my actions.

It was obvious to everyone that he didn’t do well, so why did he praise him?

I couldn’t understand my sister.

1270 days.

Today I was playing with Grigori and I started to doubt him.

I wonder if Grigori will attack me

Or maybe they will strangle you, curse you, and threaten you?

I spent the day doubting and doubting.

But contrary to my suspicions, Grigori did not do that at all.

Rather, he played with me more kindly than before.

I suspected that Grigori was doing this.

1280 days.

My mother cooked for me for the first time.

Last time, I was surprised by something that had never happened before and suspected my mother.

Could it be that you’ve taken drugs?

I wonder if there’s something tasteless in it?

After doubting and doubting again, I decided not to eat.

My mother couldn’t hide her disappointment at my behavior.

I ate the food my older sister made.

My sister was the only person I didn’t have to doubt.

1300 days.

My dad is gone.

Mom was very sad that Dad was gone.

My sister went outside to look for my father.

But all I could find was my father’s body, dead from taking the medicine.

The neighbors around looked at us with pity and disposed of the cold corpse.

1301 days.

After my father died, my mother became noticeably haggard.

I don’t even eat properly

He looked at me and found his father.

And he cried and cried for my love.

I rejected and doubted my mother’s actions, proving that I was not my father.

My sister was satisfied with this action

My mother spent the whole day crying and sobbing at my father because of my behavior.

1305 days.

My mom handed me some chocolate.

I was suspicious of my mother’s actions and pretended to eat the chocolate and secretly spit it out.

My sister and I fought and hurt each other.

My mother’s body was wrapped in bandages.

I felt sorry for my mother.

1310 days.

I got hit by my mom.

I didn’t know why.

I just got hit by my mom and was forced to eat chocolate.

When I ate chocolate, the world split into three.

And in the middle of that world unfolding, my mother hugged me and whispered in my ear.

I don’t remember what he said, but I remember trying to take my clothes off.

I was more curious than suspicious of my mother’s actions.

And that day, I lost my memory.

1311 days.

When I woke up, I was in my sister’s arms.

My mother was crying in the basement after being beaten by my older sister.

My sister was sobbing and hugging me.

And that day, I felt love from my older sister.

It was strange.

1350 days.

An evening when everyone is asleep.

My mother hugged me and kept calling my father’s name.

It was heavy. So I tried to push it away, but Mom wouldn’t budge.

It was too much for a three-year-old to push through.

I was scared.

I was scared that my sister might not come.

But contrary to my expectations, my older sister came to me right away.

My sister and mother started fighting, yelling at each other.

But I couldn’t hear very well what they were saying.

The sweet taste of chocolate was in my mouth.

And it tasted like iron.

1351 days.

We ran away from our mother.

So I moved into an abandoned building where I used to hang out often.

The abandoned building was spacious, quiet, and cold.

It was extremely cold that night, so I hugged my sister tightly to keep her warm.

My sister also must have been cold, because she was shivering and hugged me tightly.

We fell asleep laughing.

And I explained the situation to Grigori, who came that morning.

1400 days.

I felt sleepy because my older sister went out to get food and didn’t come back.

When I wanted to sleep, Grigori read me a storybook and put me to sleep.

But then my mom appeared and I woke up with a start.

Mom came to me crying and calling Dad’s name.

And then Grigori confronted his mother.

Mom stabbed Grigori with a knife and knocked him down.

He whispered in my ear and said my father’s name, which I had not heard before.

Elijah.

That was my father’s name.

I passed out as if under a spell.

And I thought that there wasn’t much time left until ‘that day’.

But it seemed like my mom had kidnapped me.

***

[1401 days of being trapped in trauma.]

[Excessive obsession is suffocating you.]

Excessive obsession. This wasn’t just for my older sister.

This was the case for my mother too.

The problem was that the target changed from my father to me.

So my mom put the chocolate she used to give only to my dad into my mouth.

This chocolate was so delicious that its aroma filled my mouth and made me dizzy.

“Wow… … !”

My whole body felt hot, limp, and dizzy.

My mother’s appearance began to change little by little.

Mom’s wrinkles disappeared, and her golden hair, which had some white in it, turned completely golden.

The dark space became filled with bright, white light.

I saw my older sister standing where my mother had been.

“Huh… … ?”

What? I’m sure my mom was there?

Why can’t I see my sister? Is it weird? Why my sister?

weird?

Shouldn’t it be my mom and not my older sister?

Oh, so what?

What are you doing, sister?

Let’s not doubt.

“Lay down… … .”

I hugged my sister.

My sister’s arms were thinner and less fleshy and muscular than before.

But I didn’t have any great doubts about my sister being skinny.

I just let it go and enjoyed my sister’s embrace.

And according to what my older sister had taught me, doubting my older sister was wrong and a bad thing to do, so I had to quietly follow along.

I didn’t suspect my sister at all, and I hugged her tightly while behaving well.

“Yeah. Elijah. Sister, sister.”

“Hehehe… … .”

My sister started biting my neck and calling me Elijah.

Although it was painful, I accepted it without any resistance because I thought there must be some meaning in doing this.

I trust my sister.

I believe that my sister would never do anything bad to me.

That’s why I just accepted the biting on my neck, the biting on my shoulder, and the kissing on my cheek.

Besides that, I also accepted everything that was said to me, such as insults or hits.

I just accepted it when my older sister cursed at me.

And I also accepted that they were slowly taking off my clothes.

“Elijah… … .”

Tsuru.

My sister slowly licked my arm with her tongue.

It was warm and moist and felt like tentacles were crawling on me, but I accepted it without resisting because I knew that my sister had a purpose in doing it.

But every time I was licked, I started to feel strange.

I felt like my brain was melting.

“I’m going to lie down… … .”

“Elijah… … .”

The tongue went lower and lower, licking all the way to my belly button, and I pushed her away, even though I shouldn’t have because I didn’t want to feel this feeling any longer.

“Sister… … I don’t like this… … .”

My sister remained silent for a moment at my words, then tilted my chin back, made me open my mouth, and put more chocolate in it, making me chew it.

I chewed and swallowed the chocolates in my mouth.

Aghjak.

Sweet, dizzying pleasure and sweetness fill my body.

A pleasure that felt like my brain was literally melting began to spread deep into my body.

The whole world started spinning and my sister started changing in a bizarre way right before my eyes.

I began to wonder where this was and why I was here.

The being before my eyes, covered in thousands of colors, began to speak.

But I didn’t understand.

And I was so upset about that being speaking in a language I didn’t know that I started to struggle to run away.

Thud.

But the being grabbed my limbs and prevented me from running away, and it slowly caressed my body.

“Heuheu… … ♥”

I felt really strange.

Every time that presence touched me, I felt a strange thrill.

This dizzying feeling.

It was exactly the same feeling as when I was struggling and struggling to breathe due to my sister’s energy.

But it was a little different back then.

It feels like back then there was only pain, but now there is only pleasure?

To put it simply, it felt like I was in heaven, not of this world.

Maybe that’s why my body opened its mouth on its own and let out a laugh on its own.

“Hehehehe♥”

A pleasure that literally makes your brain melt.

I felt like if I continued like this, I would become so stupid that I would forget about my sister or anything else.

I was scared of this, but who cares?

It’s all a dream anyway.

Everything is my sister’s trauma.

“Hehehehe♥”

happy.

be pleasant.

It’s fantastic.

I was reaching the peak of happiness and being reborn as the essence of happiness.

It’s okay to become a fool like this.

It’s okay to forget about your older sister.

This feeling of happiness, joy, fantasy, thrill, dizziness, excitement, hot, sweet, and euphoria!

If only this feeling could last forever.

Whatever happened, it was good.

As long as it makes you happy, even if it means giving up everything.

If only I could stay here forever.

Tiring!

I could throw anything away.

however.

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at that time.

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My sister’s voice.

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Sister’s… … voice?

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“Melting!!!”

I heard my sister’s voice.

[The constellation, ‘The Corpse of the Falling World’, is desperately praying for Enoch to awaken.]