episode_0076

# 76

“Um… I didn’t have any such thoughts when I first met Ji-oppa.”

Se-ah continued with a trembling voice.

“At… at first, when I went to meet Ji-oppa… It was just… because he was an idol I liked… And since he asked to meet me first, I was happy… So curiosity also grew… Since I’d never met or talked to another male idol like that before… I also wanted to see him in person…”

“…….”

“M-meeting him…! Just… Because I was curious about , I wanted to ask about that too… And ask things about Ji-oppa… It wasn’t like I never thought about wanting to get closer to him…. I just thought it’d be nice to know an idol oppa… but I never intended for things to go… that way…”

“That way…? What do you mean by that?”

“Th-that……. Do I… have to say it?”

“Say…… it.”

“I-I didn’t… plan to…… have… sex……”

“……But you did, right?”

“……….”

“You had sex… right?”

“………Yes.”

Se-ah’s head sank even lower.

“We…… had sex.”

The hands gripping the steering wheel shook.

“After drinking coffee… I felt a bit weak… Oh, does my body hurt…? Then… I must’ve blacked out because I don’t remember. When I opened my eyes, I was in the car, and Ji-oppa was next to me…”

“…….”

“Ji-oppa said… ‘You look a bit tired. You should rest.’ I… was just going to go back to the dorm. But Ji-oppa said he knew a place… and suggested we go there… A-at first, I tried to refuse… but Ji-oppa seemed genuinely worried… So I just… said okay……”

“And the place you went to was……”

“Yes…. When we arrived, it was… some hotel…. I asked if it was okay to come here, but Ji-oppa just kept saying it was fine… When we got out, he even came around to my side to help me step down…. I thought… maybe he really just wanted me to rest… That’s all I thought.”

“But… that wasn’t it, was it?”

“No…. Until then, I hadn’t noticed anything strange… We just talked about normal things… There weren’t any suspicious signs either… I thought, since he’s a famous idol, he wouldn’t do something like that, so I felt safe… and went into the hotel with him. We even… entered the room together… Even in the elevator, Ji-oppa kept his arm around my waist… I thought he was just helping me, so… I didn’t stop him.”

“So… you went to the room?”

“……Yes. Ji-oppa had the key, so we went in together. As we were opening the door to go in… Suddenly, oppa touched my butt… I was startled, but he acted like it was nothing and said since it was dark, I should be careful… I thought it was just an accident…”

“Your physical condition… Were you feeling really unwell?”

“About that…… Yes…. My body felt hot, like I had a fever……”

“……No. Se-ah. Be precise.”

“Huh?”

“Was it just a fever? Or……”

“Well…… Actually….”

*Gulp.*

This time, Se-ah swallowed hard.

“M-my face was burning… My heart kept pounding…… My whole body felt hot and flushed…… And in that state… Oppa kept holding me… And when he touched my butt……”

“……When he touched you?”

“Th-that…… That……”

“You have to say it clearly, Se-ah.”

Given that it happened after drinking the coffee… Something was definitely off.

No matter how much Se-ah liked those guys… She’d never be the type to spread her legs first…

“I-it felt like my head was floating…… My stomach got hot…… My body started feeling strange……”

“Were you… aroused?”

“………….”

“You have to answer honestly, Se-ah.”

“………Yes.”

Se-ah’s face gradually turned red.

“I got… aroused.”

I feel furious too.

“W-when we got into the room… Ji-oppa led me to the bed and sat me down. I-I thought he might just do that and then leave… but he stayed beside me, keeping his arm around my waist… When I called out to him… He suddenly kissed me……”

“…….”

“When Ji-oppa’s lips touched mine… At first, he just pressed them briefly… I was so startled… A-at first, I said no. It was… my first kiss…… But oppa said taking my first kiss made him happy… and kissed me again……”

Se-ah’s lips became visible.

Pink-tinted, small lips.

“Oppa… kisses well……. Before I knew it, he was swirling his tongue against mine… mixing them together everywhere… Without realizing, I… started losing myself…… Even though I knew I shouldn’t… it felt good, and my mind went blank…… I clung to him… and kept kissing…… Our tongues entwined… lips licking… saliva swapping… A passionate kiss like I’d never experienced before…… Again and again……”

“……….”

“Even though I’m not his girlfriend, I wondered if this was okay… My head kept blanking out, it… felt good…… And my body… got excited, so without thinking, I kept clinging to him… Even after breaking the kiss, we’d kiss again… Later, I was the one who kissed him first……”

“I see……”

“I-I’m sorry… I know I shouldn’t have…… But when I kissed an oppa I liked…… It just kept feeling better and I couldn’t help it……”

“And then………?”

“Then… For what felt like an unmeasurable amount of time, we kept kissing… and oppa started touching my body more… At first, he caressed my face while kissing… Then his hands went down… to my neck, shoulders… and then my chest……”

“…….”

“N-normally… I should’ve felt bad, but oppa was so smooth and gentle… It felt good in its own way, so I just… kept kissing while staying still… Then while kissing, oppa touched my breasts… and said they were big……”

“……And?”

“I-I didn’t know how to respond…… So I just… said thanks…… Since it was a compliment…… Then oppa kept kissing me while fondling my chest… Eventually, his hands slid under my clothes… and touched… the inside too……”

“……….”

“I’ve… never had anyone touch my breasts like that before…… At first, I just thought it felt strange…… But oppa kept… brushing over my nipples… circling them with his fingers…… Little by little, I started feeling… something weird… Then oppa asked if I wanted him to keep touching me……”

“Did……… you answer?”

“That… then… I thought I shouldn’t let this go any further…… I-I tried to say no… but……”

“……Couldn’t?”

“Ji-oppa… whispered in my ear… That it’d feel amazing… ‘Don’t you wanna be touched? Doesn’t it feel good here?’ Then he started licking my ear…… The moment he licked it, an indescribably lewd sensation hit me… So without thinking……”

“……….”

“Ngh…… Hah…… I ended up making… strange moaning sounds…… I didn’t even know my ears were so sensitive… Oppa realized too and whispered, ‘Your ears feel even better?’ Then he started licking them nonstop……”

“…….”

“He shoved his tongue deep inside, swirling it aggressively… My mind blanked out…… Nghhh…… Moans kept slipping from my mouth… I tried to hold back but couldn’t stop… And oppa, as if he liked it, kept licking my ear… My body lost strength……”

“What…… happened?”

“I collapsed onto the bed… just panting heavily. My body kept getting more aroused…… Even though he barely touched me properly… My nipples hardened so much they pressed against my clothes… I should’ve stopped him… But with his tongue still in my ear… I started wishing… he’d do more…… Instead of resisting, I spread my arms out…… Before I knew it, I just wanted oppa to touch me faster…… Those were the only thoughts left……”

“That much…?”

“I knew this was wrong… My brain kept telling me that… Oppa crossed my mind, unnies did too… Even fans… I remembered clearly being told that causing a scandal like this would be terrible…… But slowly, those thoughts disappeared… My body kept burning… Please lick my ear more. Kiss me more. Touch my chest more…… All I could think was… do something to me somehow……”

“……….”

“Ultimately…… I couldn’t resist…… I begged Ji-oppa myself…… ‘Oppa… more…… Please… more……’”

“……So?”

“So Ji-oppa…… told me to tell him exactly where and how I wanted it……”

“What did… you say?”

“I begged him… to kiss me while touching my chest…… Then oppa laughed… and told me to take off my clothes myself……”

“Did you…… take them off?”

“Th-that……. ………Yes.”

Se-ah’s body came into view again.

Full breasts. Smooth legs.

Even the parts normally hidden under clothes.

“I took them off myself… Right in front of Ji-oppa… One by one…… I-I tried to leave my underwear on, but oppa told me to take that off too…… So……”

Places I’d never seen before—

Se-ah took off everything herself……

“I stripped… even my panties… and showed everything to Ji-oppa.”