episode_0075

He doesn’t reject me when I put my hand on his waist.

Even if he touched the side line or explored the pelvis, there was no hand to push him away.

Even if I grabbed her lower breast and felt that soft touch, she would just talk to my face.

“… I have no intention of having that kind of relationship with Kailon.”

Called.

When I heard that, I felt like I was going to burst into laughter.

Even when she was made honest through hypnosis, her original thoughts would change.

But at the same time, I couldn’t control the feeling that was becoming dark for no reason.

Isn’t it too much to say that during hypnosis, you say that you are a hero who will help you go home, and that you have no intention of evolving any special feelings?

Well, you can’t easily win someone’s heart, so her heart won’t change in an instant.

And because I knew that, I was unable to change even her emotions through hypnosis.

I just wanted to win my heart. Even the hypnosis that allowed her body to do this was actually for the sake of temporary happiness, pleasure, and not something she gave it voluntarily.

“Veronica, I still like Veronica.”

“Sorry.”

I felt very sensitive to the knife-like rejection.

I prided myself on knowing a woman’s inner thoughts well, but since I was a man on the inside, it was difficult to touch her.

There were a lot of comments that even a pretty woman would have passed over in a hurry, but there was Veronica, who was either indifferent after hearing them or not knowing what to do, but cut them like a knife.

“You don’t need other heroines.”

“… Then it doesn’t work. What about clear?”

“You can clear it without having to do that, right?”

“But wouldn’t it be better to find the best path rather than going round and round?”

“… Because I want to go home quickly?”

“Yes.”

I was at a loss for words.

No, of course, I wanted to protect her emotions and mind to some extent, so I used hypnosis to make her forget everything I found out.

But looking at this reaction, only mixed thoughts came to mind.

No matter how shitty this place is, I know that the suffering I’ve experienced here is more than I could imagine, but I wonder if that doesn’t mean I’ll ever want to go back to that house.

It was implied that he did not leave the house or his room.

After that, his parents fought, and because of that, he couldn’t go to school, so he graduated from school with a qualification exam.

If so, what school did you graduate from? middle School? high school?

Basically, you would think that she was a high school graduate, but when you look at Veronica’s condition, it wasn’t strange that she was a middle school graduate.

twenty? twenty one? If you look at the concept of age, which you don’t really know, it means that you are locked in your room without even knowing your own birthday. Do you remember it and still want to go back?

Of course, these many thoughts were just my opinions, so it was clear that I couldn’t easily bring them out or force them.

Should she know this story? Or should I just keep hiding it from her like this?

Perhaps the reason she is holding on like this now is because she still has the goal of wanting to go home.

I hate this world, but if I come to hate my home too, wouldn’t I end up crying because I don’t want to go anywhere?

“Do you want to go home?”

“… Yes.”

“I’ll try my best.”

“So, that… Decide on things like fidelity carefully.”

“Because the kids are being mean?”

“… … Yes.”

Even though he was not hypnotized, he was showing his honest side.

Even though I was in that situation, is it okay to say something like this? When I thought of Veronica, who must have continued to endure alone, I felt sad.

But after that, I accepted it without any hesitation, and it was cute to see him answer honestly.

“I want to do it with you, Jeongsil?”

“… Is it okay?”

Suddenly, Veronica’s hand reached out and lightly pushed me.

It was easy to tell that it was an expression of rejection, and I pulled away the hand that was touching her body.

When a momentary distance appeared and silence filled the space, Veronica’s mouth moved.

“No matter how much Veronica is my favorite character, I can’t nod my head to that because I’m not Veronica to the core. Still, if there is anything I can help you with, I will help you a lot.”

“… … .”

I remained silent, then slowly reached out and placed my hand on top of her hand.

As I carefully placed my hands over the soft skin, I felt the warmth.

I also thought that I just wanted to pretend to be a couple like this. But it won’t go any further than this.

Perhaps because of the creation of the hypnosis stone, trying too hard to control other people’s psychology was also a problem.

If it were the original Veronica, she would have refused to even fold her hands like this, but since she suppressed it, this act could also be said to be a lie.

Fake, fake, fake.

And really.

I was tired of this world where everything was fake, and I was stretching my heart towards the real Veronica, but what I was doing with the hypnosis stone was creating a fake Veronica.

Is the personality created after hypnosis really Veronica? I also thought about it.

It was so lovely that I wanted to make it mine.

I loved it so much that I wanted to keep it in my hand.

But that greed was actually causing its shine to fade.

I was so regretful about that that I muttered.

All I could say was that I would never again try to control her emotions through hypnosis.

“… Release it.”

He spoke so softly.

The last thing hypnosis does is hide her memories of her home.

The rest was about getting things back to normal.

I thought it was careless.

It seemed like the desire to get closer quickly was driving me crazy, even if only for a moment. Since I had the hypnosis tool, I think that feeling grew bigger and I put it into practice.

After I actually committed it, I was afraid that even she would become a fake.

I don’t know if it was solved or not, but there was still a way to find out quickly.

“Well, what are you doing… ! Grossly.”

I laughed bitterly at Veronica’s angry look as she slapped away her folded hands.

Yes, this was Veronica.

This was real.

I just remained silent, thinking that people shouldn’t be too greedy.

“Why do you look at me like that? Starting this morning, I felt a little uncomfortable.”

The original look was good, so why was I so nervous?

What was so urgent?

I just wanted to hold hands with her. I just wanted to talk closer. I just wanted to have Veronica sit next to me in the seat that was occupied by Linda and Agnes.

However, I wondered if I had urged myself because it wasn’t easy.

Because Veronica won’t sit next to me.

Veronica just walked away from me.

Because Veronica doesn’t pay attention to me.

I liked Veronica because I was a woman who liked women, but Veronica was not a man who liked men, so she had no ability to like me.

Yes, that could happen.

So I also hoped a little. If I go back to the original world, I hope the original Veronica will like my original face.

“… Did you feel that way about my eyes?”

It could have been so. Because I thought you were lovely over and over again after hearing those words yesterday.

I tasted the honesty of Veronica, and I felt so sweet when you told me that you were a warrior, so I wanted to hold hands.

I wanted to hold hands, gently touch each other, and then clasp hands.

I wanted to drag you somewhere with my enlarged hand covering your hand, and I wanted to hug you until your hand grasped mine tightly.

I thought it would be nice if their breathy moans tickled my ears, and I wanted them to be so close and enjoy each other’s body heat.

Rather than talking about anything sexual, I just wanted to make you mine.

However, I only realized that I couldn’t achieve what I wanted through hypnosis.

What if you just knew you could show this side of yourself, and it was just a different personality? It could be said to be a devil’s stone that shows what if.

The word hypnosis itself was like that.

However, if there is still a use for this, wouldn’t it be possible to use it when hearing things that you didn’t say and that are difficult for you?

Because I know that you don’t say it hurts even when it hurts, and you don’t say it’s hard even when it’s hard.

“Uh, I feel so… ”

He spoke carefully to Veronica, who was hugging her body and rubbing her forearms with her hands as if she had goosebumps.

“How do you view my future wife?”

“Don’t say that.”

“If you don’t like your concubines, you can get rid of them all, right? Do you just want to be my wife?”

“… I will decline.”

I felt like I couldn’t help but laugh at the way he seemed to be disgusted and trying to keep his upper body away from me.

The sight of her being disgusted by the word ‘jeongsil’ and groaning in contemplation when she was called a ‘wife’ really stuck with me.

Because of a moment of temptation, I wondered if I had missed something so big.

I felt like the sight of her disgusted at me was so precious because I felt like I had almost suffered a disaster that would have turned the real thing into a fake.

“Can’t I hug you just once?”

“… Are you standing again?”

Look at this guy, I didn’t ask him to hold me only when I was in heat all the time, so why is he reacting like this?